You who walk against the light

Lin Yuan said softly, "It's nice to be young."

Zhong Kaifan took a sip of his coffee and smiled.

Before leaving, Zhong Kaifan was about to ask for a business card of the owner of the coffee shop, but the waiter said, "We don't have any business cards for now."

Lin Yuan had already put on his mask and stood at the door.

The boy in the black coat stood up straighter, raised his chin slightly, and smiled brightly: "Hey, if you like it, you can come here often." Then, he turned his head and glanced at the waiter behind him: "Isn't it, Xu Li ?”

The boy named Xu Li gave him a blank look and didn't answer.

Lin Yuan had a panoramic view of the scene in front of him, with a smile in the corner of his eyes, wondering if there was any story between them, whether it would be like Kai Fan and himself.

When the two got into the car and were about to head back, Lin Yuan's cell phone vibrated, and it was an entertainment news feed.

Sensing Lin Yuan's focused expression, Zhong Kaifan asked while fastening his seat belt, "What's wrong?"

Lin Yuan handed the phone to Zhong Kaifan, "Rao Shunyu proposed to Peng Xueying."

Zhong Kaifan clicked on the video, and it seemed that it was a live marriage proposal at the Strawberry Music Festival, and the atmosphere was very enthusiastic.The video should have been taken by a fan, the camera was a bit wobbly, Rao Shunyu on the stage was wearing a black jacket, he was very handsome, kneeling on one knee, holding something in his left hand, "Today is the first anniversary of the official comeback, in front of So for fans, I want to say a sincere 'thank you' to Xueying."

"Over the years, if it wasn't for you, I would not have persisted today. It was you who accompanied me through the trough of life, accepted my confusion and pain, and forgave my childish behavior." He said, looking around at the audience below the stage. The fans laughed and said: "Anyway, after so many years, the fans are almost gone."

Fans in the audience screamed: "Who said that, my mother is still—"

There was a burst of laughter from below the stage.

Rao Shunyu couldn't help laughing, and when he turned his head, he looked at Peng Xueying solemnly, "Xueying, will you marry me?"

Fans started booing, "Yes!"

Peng Xueying covered her face with her hands, and it took a long time before she said softly, "I am willing."

The fans began to change their words crazily: "Hi sister-in-law!"

Rao Shunyu helped Peng Xueying put on the ring, kissed the back of her hand, stood up and said, "Now, I'm going to sing my favorite work "White and Blue Mind" to you."

The video ended here, Zhong Kaifan handed the phone to Lin Yuan, "A Yuan, do you miss your fans?"

Lin Yuan nodded, "Yes."

Zhong Kaifan put his hands on the steering wheel and took a long breath, "Although some black fans have hurt you, you must believe that there are fans who really love you in this world."

Lin Yuan was silent, looking very lonely.

Zhong Kaifan went on to say: "An Ran told me before that you have a very affectionate fan, a Korean girl. Because she likes you, she came to China to study and worked hard to learn Chinese. Now she is admitted to Peking University for a master's degree in linguistics. Excellent. As long as she has time, she will try her best to come to see you, and she seems to have hugged you and bought your co-branded hat."

"……I do not know how?"

"Of course you don't know, there are too many people who like you," Zhong Kaifan paused, with a soothing smile: "Of course, including me."

Lin Yuan took a deep breath, fearing that he would lose control of his emotions.

"Huiding held a press conference that day. You came to the hotel to find me, and your wrist was still injured. Do you know what I was thinking at that time?" Zhong Kaifan turned his face to look at Lin Yuan, with a calm tone, "Don't say anything else, if that A fan who really likes you, how sad would it be to know that you have cut your wrists?"

"Fans are ordinary people with a slow pace of life, unlike celebrities, whose career and life are mixed together, with ups and downs. It may be just a casual moment, when she sees someone's shining point, she can gain the courage to keep her going."

Speaking of this, Zhong Kaifan held Lin Yuan's hand, "There are gains and losses in life, but you have to remember that there is always someone who loves you passionately."

"Yeah." Lin Yuan's eye sockets were moist unconsciously, "I see."

When we talked here, Lin Yuan said: "The song "White and Blue Mind" written by Rao Shunyu is his most peak composition. The style of the song is delicate and youthful. After the disbandment, the song was sold, and a professional lyricist was hired to write the lyrics, so it became popular all over the country."

Zhong Kaifan's tone was very light: "Why do you care so much? What he likes to sing is his freedom."

Lin Yuan said, "It's inappropriate for him to propose to his girlfriend and sing this song about Xiang Qing."

Zhong Kaifan frowned, "What's wrong with this? If he really couldn't let go of Xiang Qing, he would definitely not make a comeback at the age of 32, let alone take such a big risk to propose marriage. As time goes by, the works have settled down, making people nostalgic Yes, it is no longer the heartbeat at the beginning, but the self who was full of creative desires at that time. People who really love music will not be so superficial." He lifted his chin and said softly: "Fasten your seat belt. "

Lin Yuan seemed to understand a little bit, stretched out his hand to pull the seat belt, and heard Zhong Kaifan say: "Xiang Qing has done so many wrong things, and now she is living in the world, losing her love forever. Every day of living is a punishment."

Lin Yuan looked at him, "Like the ending in "Infernal Affairs"?"

Zhong Kaifan nodded, "Yes."

Lin Yuan was breathing heavily. No matter what, he hoped that Peng Xueying would be happy.

"Last time An Ran told me that when the cyber violence happened, Peng Xueying also helped a lot secretly, so the rhythmic malicious posts were deleted faster."

"Thank her." Lin Yuan's voice was very soft. In fact, he had never helped Peng Xueying.

At this point, Lin Yuan apologized: "Speaking of which, I still owe Lu Chen a 'sorry'. I was in a terrible state of mind and couldn't control myself at all."

Zhong Kaifan said: "I told him for you, and other things have been dealt with." He smiled, "He is also doing well, after all, he is just an ordinary person, and the attention of the public comes and goes quickly. "

Lin Yuan felt better.

"If you still want to dance in the future, there is a practice room at home, but the video will not be released to the public." Zhong Kaifan held Lin Yuan's hand, "A Yuan, even if life returns to peace, don't give up what you really love. Always be your audience."

"En." Lin Yuan felt warm in his heart.

The car started slowly, and Zhong Kaifan turned the steering wheel, seeming a little curious, "Why did Xiang Qing do those things? It's really a good hand and a poor hand."

Lin Yuan said: "When she was a child, her parents divorced and she lived with her mother. Her stepfather often beat her. She made some money a few years ago, but her half-brother robbed her, so she borrowed 20 from me at that time. , but it was paid back soon, as if he sold his house to fill in the hole."

Zhong Kaifan was breathing heavily and didn't know what to say.

After returning to Beijing, Zhong Kaifan confirmed the specific travel plan. They will go to several countries this time to find all the sweetness they missed in the past.During this period, they have been to Giethoorn in Amsterdam, a country dotted with windmills, tulips, cheese, and wooden shoes, with a rustic fairy tale color.Then there is the colorful island of Venice, like a treasure box in the world, quietly opened Lin Yuan's childlike innocence, among the colorful, time seems to be frozen, and the wounds branded in the heart before are gradually healed.

They feel the exotic atmosphere in the bar, and occasionally chat with the locals.There are not many people here who know Lin Yuan, which makes him feel very comfortable. When he is in a good mood, he can dance with everyone, or sing a few lines with the acoustic guitar.In the dim light, Zhong Kaifan saw Lin Yuan sitting in the middle of the wooden stage. He had no time for a haircut recently. His hair was a little long and looked a little messy.

Lin Yuan tried the mic, stepped on the high stool with his left foot, hugged the guitar in his arms, and gently pressed it against his knee. When the strings were plucked, a clear voice came from the stereo——

Hey Hey

Hey Hey

Everybody stealing my HaHa

Everyone stole my HaHa

Everybody taking my Hey Hey

Everybody take my HeyHey

EverybodystealingmyHo

Everyone stole my Ho

HoHo

HoHo

Everybody taking my Hey Hey

Everybody take my HeyHey

Everybody stealing my YaYa

Everybody steal my YaYa

Everybody taking myHo

Everyone take my Ho

Shut the front door andle**esomething

close the door and leave something

Neverwasmine

i never had

What it means not to free something

That means no pie in the sky

'Tween you and I

between you and me

Hey Hey

Hey Hey

Everybody stealing my Heart Heart

everyone stole my heart

Everybody taking my Hey Hey

Everybody take my HeyHey

EverybodystealingmyHo

Everyone stole my Ho

HoHo

HoHo

……

This is an extremely gentle jazz song "FreeStuff", but Lin Yuan's voice sounds cleaner and less vicissitudes.The tune is soft and soothing, reminiscent of strawberry jam spread on toast, chocolate chips on cookies, or milk stains left on the lips after drinking milk.

Zhong Kaifan has seen Lin Yuan in many ways, arrogant, broken, reckless, soft, naive, vengeful, crying... He is like a huge contradictory body, making people unable to let go, painful and sweet.The air was mixed with the aroma of beer, and Zhong Kaifan suddenly felt that Lin Yuan was the most dazzling at the moment. He was relaxed and at ease, with no sense of tension on his body, and his fingers plucked the strings nimbly.

Later, they went to Spain.

Searching for delicious food in Madrid, Lin Yuan walked in front, and Zhong Kaifan took a GoPro to take pictures behind, still as sweet as when they first got together.

In the evening, the setting sun was hidden in the treetops, Zhong Kaifan was riding a bicycle, Lin Yuan was sitting in the back seat, and they were in a strange country. Such a simple and extremely simple thing also made them feel happy.

Feeling the back seat trembling, accompanied by the rustling sound of rolling down, Zhong Kaifan turned his head and heard Lin Yuan say: "Orange, my orange has fallen." As he said, Lin Yuan jumped off in a hurry.

Zhong Kaifan squeezed the brake, put one foot on the ground, and saw Lin Yuan squatting not far away, getting up from time to time, picking up scattered oranges.Behind Lin Yuan is the dim street, the city is busy and full of energy, he is still like the boy many years ago.Zhong Kaifan's eyes were slightly hot. He wanted to protect Lin Yuan for the rest of his life, so that Lin Yuan would remain as a young boy, bright, clean and beautiful forever.

Not long after, Lin Yuan ran back, "Kaifan, the bag is broken."

There was a smile on the corner of Zhong Kaifan's mouth. He saw Lin Yuan covering all the oranges with his T-shirt, like a kangaroo.

Looking at those golden oranges, round and crowded together, Zhong Kaifan said softly: "Don't throw away the bag, wrap it up, wrap the oranges, and put them in the car basket."

"It will fall." Lin Yuan obviously disagreed, sat down on the back seat, patted Zhong Kaifan on the shoulder, and said lightly, "Let's go."

Zhong Kaifan turned around: "Just hold it like this? It's very inconvenient."

Lin Yuan smiled, "That's it, it will break if you put it in the basket."

"Aren't you going to eat them later?"

Lin Yuan pressed his cheek against Zhong Kaifan's back, and said with a smile: "But they are so cute now, I'd better take them."

Zhong Kaifan smiled, nodded in agreement, retracted his left foot, and the bicycle moved forward slowly.

Afterwards, they stayed in Barcelona for nearly a week, having sex in the brightly lit room, panting echoed in the air, creases were pressed on the pillow, and the body and mind were completely handed over to each other.

They kissed in the swimming pool on the top floor, behind them was a passionate European-style building, dyed milky white.Looking around, you can see the brown-orange roof, as if the sun left traces in the world.

Lin Yuan swam towards Zhong Kaifan, with a strong figure, and hugged Zhong Kaifan from behind, the sun was shining with silver light.

Zhong Kaifan turned around and kissed Lin Yuan, and both of them relaxed to the extreme.

The next day, when the hot air balloon rose slowly, fruit candies seemed to float in the sky, and even a rose-colored house could be seen, Lin Yuan suddenly felt extremely happy.Zhong Kaifan intertwined his fingers, gradually moved away from the ground, and approached the dazzling sun.

Lin Yuan asked: "Kaifan, do you still feel that you are walking against the light?"

Zhong Kaifan shook his head, held Lin Yuan's hand, and said with firm eyes, "I have found my sun."

Lin Yuan said with a smile: "I should say this, you are the light in my life, as long as I look at you, I feel that life is full of hope."

"To each other." Zhong Kaifan said in a soothing tone, "Do you know why you came to Spain?"

Lin Yuan propped his chin and leaned his elbows on the fence, "I've been to so many places, and I know all of them?"

Zhong Kaifan opened his arms and stood beside him in the posture of a siege, "Look at what's in your pocket?"

Lin Yuan arched his back and looked at him suspiciously, "What?" He reached into his pocket and touched a cold metal object with his fingertips.He vaguely guessed something, took it out and looked, it was indeed a ring.

Zhong Kaifan is going to help him put on the ring.

Lin Yuan withdrew his hand and looked at him angrily: "What are you doing?"

Zhong Kaifan smiled, "Hey, I brought all the documents, Aunt Song, no, my mother sent me yours too, and I will register tomorrow." He paused, "I have been preparing for a long time."

"Shouldn't you say something?" Lin Yuan's heart warmed, he stood up straighter, and gestured with his hands and feet dancing, "For example, something romantic, or something that can make me cry, you have to propose, right?"

Zhong Kaifan lowered his eyes and smiled slightly, and said lightly: "Hey, don't be hypocritical."

Lin Yuan stared at him: "You said before that you celebrated your birthday every day, and what you said was like farting."

Zhong Kaifan said cheekily: "I learned from you." Then, he put the ring into his palm, "I don't want it, so I'll throw it away—" After speaking, he made a throwing motion.

Lin Yuan's face turned pale, and he stretched out his hand anxiously, "Dai Dai Dai!"

Against the hot air balloons all over the sky, the sky is extremely gentle, with a soft purple glow.After rising to a certain height, the hot air balloon hovered in the air and twirled gently. They held hands and wore rings that held each other tightly, welcoming the turbulent and undulating light.

I hope that everyone, even if they walk against the light, can find their own sun.