You who walk against the light

Lin Yuan didn't speak, tears continued to flow down.

An Ran said: "A Yuan, this is Kai Fan, take a closer look."

Lin Yuan raised his eyes, his eyelashes were wet, and a trace of consciousness recovered in his eyes, and his sense of alertness was reduced a bit.

Zhong Kaifan stretched out his hand, not in a hurry to get the carton, his hands stayed in the air, his eyes were full of encouragement, "A Yuan, give me the carton."

"I won't give it to you, it's mine!" Lin Yuan said firmly.

"It's yours, I'm not taking it away, but if you hold it like this, it can't sleep."

Lin Yuan's tears flowed down, and he sobbed and asked, "Really?"

"real."

Lin Yuan didn't speak.

Zhong Kaifan gently put his hand on the carton, seeing that Lin Yuan didn't feel disgusted, his fingers began to tighten, and the power came over, and the bottom of the box was lifted slightly.Seeing that he was about to pick up the box, Lin Yuan used all his strength to rush towards the box, holding Zhong Kaifan's hand in his arms.

Zhong Kaifan knows that now he can only do everything possible to get the things out, otherwise Lin Yuan will always be in this state.He didn't let go, and increased his strength, trying to pull the box out.

With the four hands intertwined, Lin Yuan's brain was buzzing - someone came to grab the fortune, he had no chance to take it away before, and now no one can take it away!

He will definitely take good care of Fa Cai and keep him from freezing and starving. Wherever he goes, he will go there and never leave him.

That hand was still fighting, and the strength was stronger than before, and he was almost unable to grab it.

Soon, Lin Yuan was dazed, biting the hand that was scrambling to get rich, his face was flushed red, and veins appeared on his forehead.

Zhong Kaifan's tone was quick and firm, "Anran, take the things out!"

Lin Yuan still didn't let go, he watched the box disappear in front of him, his teeth chattered, and tried to pounce on it, Zhong Kaifan quickly grabbed his arm and pressed him into his arms, Lin Yuan's voice squeezed through the gap between his teeth Come out: "Fat Cai came back to me - my fortune - is mine!"

Zhong Kaifan's eyes were moist, he endured the pain in his right hand, and said word by word: "Ayuan, it's not getting rich."

Lin Yuan said sharply: "It is, it is! That's how my Fa Cai grows, orange hair! The eyeballs are pale yellow." His face was ferocious, trembling all over: "Fa Cai hates me, it hates me! It hates me! Hate me for throwing it away!"

"I know, I know everything, I did something wrong, it hated me for not wanting it, picked it up, but didn't take it away."

Lin Yuan broke down and finally saw the person in front of him clearly. He shook Zhong Kaifan's arm and begged, "Kaifan, look, Fa Cai is back now. It's come back to find me..."

Zhong Kaifan's eyes were red, and he said softly: "A Yuan, it's good to get rich, and he walked away peacefully, unlike this, don't worry."

Hearing what Zhong Kaifan said, the tense feeling in Lin Yuan's body gradually disappeared, and he asked with a twitch, "Kaifan, do you say that getting rich hates me?"

Zhong Kaifan gently wiped his tears, "I don't hate it."

"But I dropped it."

Zhong Kaifan's eyes were swollen sorely, "Don't you still have me? I have been accompanying Fa Cai, bathing him, feeding the small dried fish, and playing with him."

Lin Yuan felt even more uncomfortable, sobbing: "I also abandoned you."

Hearing this sentence, Zhong Kaifan was so sad that he couldn't get any more sad, and choked up and said, "A Yuan, I don't blame you."

"Are you all coming back?"

Zhong Kaifan said, "Yes." He patted the back of Lin Yuan's head, "We'll keep an orange cat in the future, okay?"

Lin Yuan nodded, laying on Zhong Kaifan's shoulder, sobbing twice, "Why don't you hate me?"

"Because I love you, because I know you have difficulties."

"Then you have no reason?"

"I have it too."

Lin Yuan took a breath, and then asked, "Have you forgiven me?"

"I'm sorry."

"When?"

Zhong Kaifan hugged Lin Yuan, patted his back lightly, and said softly, "When you are asleep, when you are dreaming, when you are snoring."

"Fat Cai also likes to snore."

There were tears in Zhong Kaifan's eyes: "Yes."

Lin Yuan thought about it, felt a little scared, hugged Zhong Kaifan tightly, and asked, "What about Zhong Can?"

Zhong Kaifan's breathing was stagnant, and his heart twitched, "Zhong Can also has difficulties."

"The last time I saw him in the sea, he swam towards me and gave me a push so I could swim towards you."

Zhong Kaifan followed his words and asked: "Then did you swim over?" He then let go of his hand a little and kissed Lin Yuan's forehead.

"A little bit."

"How much?"

Lin Yuan sobbed, and answered irrelevant questions: "When I was wandering, I wanted to hold Zhong Can, but he refused to come with me."

"He has his choice, we must respect his decision." Zhong Kaifan held back his emotions and answered patiently.

"The sea is very windy and turbulent. Zhong Can will not be able to ride a bicycle in the future. It's a pity."

Zhong Kaifan said: "You can surf in the sea, Zhong Can will definitely find happiness."

"Really?" Lin Yuan looked at Zhong Kaifan, with tears streaming down his face, crying uncontrollably, "But he is my best friend, Kaifan—do you know what a best friend is? You can trust him unconditionally without worrying about losing him. , don’t be careful, you can take out your sincerity and keep it with him. I lost my best friend..."

Zhong Kaifan held back his tears: "It can also be stored here."

Lin Yuan shook his head, "Without friends, Zhong Can would be very lonely."

Zhong Kaifan said: "He lives in the hearts of each of us, and he will not be alone."

Lin Yuan wiped his tears, "Will it be immortal?"

"meeting."

Lin Yuan's crying stopped, Zhong Kaifan hugged him, patted his back lightly, let his breathing gradually calm down, and dissolved the pain and guilt in his heart.

The air finally returned to tranquility, silently healing each other's wounds.

After a long time, Zhong Kaifan said: "Ayuan, you have to take a shower. Aunt Song is also here today, downstairs."

Lin Yuan looked at himself, there was a lot of blood on the front of his clothes, he seemed to be awake, and his tone was flustered, "...Mom is here?"

"Yeah." Zhong Kaifan tried to get up, but found that his legs were numb after squatting for a long time. He stood up while leaning on the wall, and stretched out his hand to Lin Yuan, "Get up."

Lin Yuan came back to his senses and saw Zhong Kaifan's right hand was swollen, with a tooth mark near his thumb, "What's wrong with your hand?"

Zhong Kaifan glanced at him, his tone was very light: "You bit it."

Lin Yuan sat with his knees hugged, and said stubbornly, "I didn't bite you!" Why didn't he remember that he bit Kaifan.

Zhong Kaifan couldn't laugh or cry, "Okay, get up quickly, don't play tricks."

Lin Yuan sat still, tears streaming down his face, as if thinking of something, he buzzed, "It's not dislocated."

Zhong Kaifan couldn't help frowning when he heard this, and looked down at him: "What did you say?"

An Ran heard Lin Yuan mentioning the scene of their quarrel back then, and she knew that Zhong Kaifan had a bad temper, and she was worried, fearing that the two of them would quarrel again.

Before An Ran stepped forward to dissuade him, Lin Yuan raised his head and said confidently: "It was! You even dislocated my jaw, and I can only sleep with my mouth open at night!" He rubbed his eyes, "The flow I drool a lot."

"You deserve it!" Zhong Kaifan was furious, thinking who told you to break up without any explanation, break up as soon as you broke up, and even involved An Ran, messing things up, what is it?He tried his best to suppress the fire, thought for a while and said, "You just hold grudges like this? Huh?"

"My jaw is so beautiful, why did I dislocate it, woo..." Lin Yuan was still sitting on the ground, wrapping his arms around his knees, crying with his eyes closed, like an extremely wronged child, the more he cried, the more sad he became.

As soon as the past was mentioned, Zhong Kaifan became annoyed, "It's okay, let's keep the grudge." He couldn't help frowning.

As he said that, Zhong Kaifan was about to move his pace. Lin Yuan thought he was going to leave, so he hugged his leg quickly, "Where are you going? You are not allowed to go! Huh..."

Zhong Kaifan had nothing to do with him, and said patiently: "I won't go, my legs are numb, move a little bit." As he spoke, he breathed heavily and hugged him softly.

Resentment, "Who is like you, like a rambunctious dog."

"Why am I so stupid?" Lin Yuan raised his voice, sobbed, and even hiccupped, emphatically saying, "I——very fine!"

Oops, he's still reasonable, Zhong Kaifan couldn't bring it up in one breath.

The atmosphere relaxed a bit, An Ran stood at the door without moving, gently wiped the corners of her eyes, wanting to laugh and cry, she watched Lin Yuan and Zhong Kaifan walking all the way.

After going around for so many years, this time, he finally explained everything.

An Ran called Dr. Cheng yesterday, and mentioned Lin Yuan's abnormal behavior in the past two days. Dr. Cheng asked An Ran if Lin Yuan had other unresolved knots.Listening to their conversation just now, An Ran seemed to understand a little bit. Lin Yuan and Zhong Kaifan should have raised a cat before. Because of Zhong Can's unexpected death, they broke up in an ugly way.Lin Yuan was eager to earn money to see a doctor for Aunt Song, so he must have ignored the cat when he left and left the cat with Zhong Kaifan.

Lin Yuan already suffered from depression, relying on drugs and self-suggestion, he is actively cooperating with the treatment.Zhong Can has always been a great psychological trauma in Lin Yuan's heart, and it has finally eased up over the years.Now he met a black fan who tortured and killed animals again. He thought of the cat he had abandoned. The guilt made his mental state worse, and he fell into a depressed mood and couldn't get out.

Dr. Cheng suggested to An Ran: "Find someone who Lin Yuan trusts and is close to, and find out what's going on."

An Ran asked at the time: "Is this method useful? After all, we are not psychiatrists."

"It may not be possible to cure Lin Yuan completely, but at least the root cause can be found, and a way must be found to free him from his emotions. Otherwise, his state will go up and down, and people around will only think that Lin Yuan is mentally disturbed. This kind of misunderstanding will exacerbated his condition."

Dr. Cheng went on to say: "I have been in touch with Lin Yuan for so long, and I found that his psychological recovery is a little weaker than ordinary people. When dealing with setbacks and traumas, he habitually blames everything on himself. Combining his characteristics, I Think he needs family or partner support, self-efficacy interventions, and even better if he gets compassionate care."

That afternoon, Dr. Cheng chatted with An Ran for a long time.

An Ran felt that what Dr. Cheng said was very reasonable. The reason why patients with depression feel uncomfortable, isolated from the outside world, and often feel suffocated and depressed is because they do not feel that they are accepted, needed, and understood. Instead, they are detained by their relatives. The 'hypocritical' hat.

People who eat whole grains will inevitably suffer from three diseases and six pains in the body, and the same is true in the spirit. After experiencing various setbacks and traumas, they will also get sick.Ignoring the inner world of people with depression for a long time will make them feel more lonely.

If you can't feel the fetters and nostalgia between yourself and the world, people are prone to world-weary emotions, no longer have awe of life, and will instead test the critical line of life in order to seek new relief.People need to be respected in order to better respect life.

Zhong Kaifan and Lin Yuan have experienced many things together, and only Zhong Kaifan can empathize with him.

It was precisely because of this that An Ran called Zhong Kaifan. The person who untied the bell had to be tied up. Try it, you have to find a way to try it, right?

It now appears that Enron's decision is not wrong.

After a while, Lin Yuan went into the bathroom of the master bedroom, the sound of dripping water echoed in the air, Zhong Kaifan stood aside, waiting for him quietly.

An Ran knocked on the door, "Isn't Aunt Song coming today?"

Zhong Kaifan regained his composure, nodded and said: "Yes, Duan Qi is with Aunt Song, and I will ask Aunt Song to come up later."

An Ran sighed, her tone was soothing: "It's still you who are thoughtful."

Zhong Kaifan found a mop from the balcony, soaked it, added disinfectant, and mopped Lin Yuan's bedroom thoroughly.

Li Meng put his hands aside and pushed the window open. The warm wind made the curtains bulge. He took off the pillow towel and pillowcase and threw it into the washing machine for cleaning.Chen Nan buried the carton in the grass downstairs in the community, leaning against the camphor tree, which is a good place.

While burying her, she cursed, "It's just insane!"

Chen Nan piled up the soil again, and patted the bulging soil bag, her eyes were slightly red, "Hey, don't fall into the hands of these rotten people in the next life." Said

After finishing, she threw the carton shell into the trash can, and when she returned to Lin Yuan's house, she found that the air was a lot fresher.

There was also a middle-aged woman in the room that Chen Nan had never seen before.

Li Meng urged her to wash her hands first, "Hurry up, wash off all the bacteria on your hands."

Chen Nan pushed the faucet and asked, "Who else is here today?"

Li Meng replied, "It's Aunt Song, Lin Yuan's mother."

Chen Nan let out an 'oh', and a trace of warmth flashed in his eyes, "Lin Yuan is so lucky, there are so many people who care about him."

Li Meng patted her chest, "Don't be sad, you still have me!"

Chen Nan gave Li Meng a white look, but a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.