You who walk against the light

Lin Yuan was startled, not knowing what he meant.

"I'm not as resolute as I used to be, but I feel that Kaifan has been influenced too much, exhausting his mind and energy. If he doesn't stop on the Internet all day, he won't worry about you all day."

Lin Yuan's heartbeat quickened unconsciously, and his tone was steady: "Uncle Zhong, if you have something to say, I'm mentally prepared."

Zhong Dingheng sighed, "I hope that you will have less contact recently. Now that Ziming is hospitalized, my wife has a lot of opinions on Kaifan. I always have time to take care of it. Now I am older, not like before. It can also stop her, lest she do anything out of line."

Lin Yuan understood the meaning of these words, but he still wanted them to separate, but he said it more tactfully.

But after thinking about it, it is normal for parents to have such worries, and Zhong Dingheng is also thinking about Zhong Kaifan.

The tea room became extraordinarily quiet, with the fragrance of tea curling up in front of it, and the surroundings were obviously quiet, but it made people feel the silent pressure.

It wasn't until Lin Yuan came out of the tea room that he realized that he was breaking out in a cold sweat. It stands to reason that Zhong Dingheng was very gentle today, but it made him feel oppressed.

When he came out of the clubhouse, the driver waited outside the door and took Lin Yuan directly to the airport to avoid being surrounded by fans on the road.

About an hour later, Lin Yuan passed the security check smoothly, and entered the VIP waiting room tightly packed. He was wearing earphones, and his face was soothing and clear.He didn't realize until he was alone, was he the one who spoke in the afternoon?He still can't believe it.

Lin Yuan slowly recalled that Zhong Dingheng was sitting opposite him, waiting for him to express his thoughts.

Those words still echoed in his mind, and he remembered that he said word by word: "Uncle Zhong, I understand your worries, but I promised Kaifan that no matter what happens, I will never leave him again. What you said just now , I listened to it, you said "I don't blame Zhong Can for that matter", but I know that you are trying to comfort me, let me learn to let go, and stop torturing myself. Zhong Can is my best friend, no matter what No matter how others comfort me, I know very well in my heart that if life is gone, it is gone. It is not a sentence of "I'm sorry" or "I am innocent" that can erase my guilt for this matter. Kaifan told me before However, no matter what happens, you have to trust him, and you can't be as willful as before, since I promised him, I will definitely do it."

"It's just that my mental state has been up and down recently. This is caused by my career and experience. I will actively cooperate with the treatment because I really want to live. I want to accompany my mother and accompany Kaifan to experience the next In life, for my best friend, I traveled all over the great rivers and mountains of the motherland and cherished the hard-won time. The guilt cannot be washed away, but can only be redeemed. I can’t guarantee what will happen in the future, but Uncle Zhong—”

Lin Yuan stood up and bowed deeply to Zhong Dingheng, with a sincere and sincere tone: "I will use the rest of my life to make amends and repay Kaifan."

"I'm ashamed to say that when we were young, Kaifan and I were in a hurry and did many things wrong. If I hadn't heard you mention the letter you mentioned today, I wouldn't have known about it," said here , Lin Yuan smiled, his eyes were firm and honest, and he stood straight in front of Zhong Dingheng, "Kai Fan is a man who is not good at words, I am not afraid of your jokes, I have known him for ten years, and he just told me some time ago I love you' three words, I am very happy that you can tell me so much today, let me know that at that time, I was Kaifan's true love. We used to be reckless, very young, we experienced so much together Troubled, torn apart by time, and painfully glued together, relying on a slim hope, we found each other again."

"Before I met Kaifan, I knew nothing about same-sex love. It was his appearance that broke my cognition. During the six years of separation, we have all been punished by time, but until now, I Not afraid. Life is more precious because of pain, which makes me understand the fragility and difficulty of life, and I dare not slack off in the slightest. I am in awe of life, friendship, love, and even time. Things that persist will definitely leave traces , even if the pain is unbearable, I will go on bravely and persistently as Zhong Can expects."

"For me and Kaifan, it is a more difficult decision to separate." Lin Yuan drank the tea in the teacup, "Uncle Zhong, thank you for today's tea. My determination is sincerely before you. If

Because things on the Internet have brought Kaifan a lot of trouble and thoughts, I will try to persuade him and communicate with him. "

Lin Yuan paused, and then said: "When you entered the door today, you asked me to comment on your calligraphy. You wrote the words 'home and everything is prosperous'. It can be seen that the most important thing you value is family, so 'home' "The words are the best. Kaifan is actually a very enthusiastic person, but he is not good at expressing. I met you today. No matter what happened in the past, I know that you have always taken Kaifan to heart. I know that reconciliation is difficult , Sometimes stalemate is more comfortable than reconciliation, but I will not take Kaifan away. Kaifan is your son, and you are his closest person in this world. Kaifan is respectful and filial in his bones, and he treats parents, responsibilities , The family is very important, just because I have suffered a lot of grievances before, I dare not expect it."

"No matter what, I don't want your father and son to drift away."

These words resounded in the air, with tenacious and persistent strength, directly hit Zhong Dingheng deep in his heart, he didn't even know when Lin Yuan said goodbye.It wasn't until it was almost dark that Zhong Dingheng came back to his senses, his hands resting weakly on the table, his wrists trembling a little.

After a long time, the lights above the veranda came on, Zhong Dingheng got up slowly, and when he opened the door, he found Xiao was standing outside the door.

"Why are you here?" Zhong Dingheng closed the door behind him, with his hands scissored behind his back, breathing heavily.

Xiao Zheng stood beside him and said with a smile, "I don't trust you."

Zhong Dingheng snorted and said with a smile: "Is there anything you can't rest assured about?"

"How was the talk?" Xiao Zheng asked.

Zhong Dingheng lowered his eyes, put one hand on the railing, and said with a bit of teasing in his tone: "I asked you to pick up Lin Yuan, but you didn't want to go, and you were hypocritical." He reached out and nodded to Xiao Zheng.

Xiao Zheng said calmly, "Please understand, I'm afraid that Kaifan will settle accounts with me."

"Are you afraid of him?" Zhong Dingheng snorted coldly, "I think you have betrayed."

Xiao Zheng laughed out loud, "Hey, I dare not."

"Why don't you dare? Kaifan found out about Ziming, and you didn't tell me about such a big matter."

Xiao Zheng quickly said: "Kaifan has cultivated his confidant now."

"Who?"

"Duan Qi."

Zhong Dingheng smiled, "Why haven't I heard of it?"

Xiao Zheng had a gentle and respectful gaze hidden in the corner of his eyes, "Duan Qi betrayed me too." He paused and said, "You and I share the same disease."

Zhong Dingheng couldn't help laughing, and sighed: "The child is older, and he has something on his mind, so he doesn't trust us anymore."

"The scoring situation depends on the occasion." Xiao Zheng said calmly.

Zhong Dingheng was a little surprised, "How to say?"

Xiao Zheng replied: "My daughter, Xiao Shiyu, is also a stubborn child. She went to Shanghai to watch the live broadcast of Lin Yuan's hip-hop competition, and got Lin Yuan's autograph. It was only half a year ago, but because of the Internet, she and The students had a lot of conflicts."

"What contradiction?"

"The classmates threw Lin Yuan's autograph card away. Shi Yu argued with them and even got the paper back. When she came back that day, tears were still on her face. Her mother and I wanted to comfort her and let her Don't be sad for her." At this point, Xiao Zheng turned his face to the side, with a smile unconsciously on the corner of his mouth, "Guess Shi Yu's reaction."

Zhong Dingheng shook his head, with an old voice in his breath: "How do I know? It's hard to guess the mind of a child nowadays."

Xiao Zheng said: "That night, she locked the door and didn't eat dinner. The next day, when Shiyu went to school, her mother put the folded clothes in her room, and when she opened the curtains, she found that she had put all the She wiped all the cardstock. In order to dry, she pasted the signature paper on the glass, that kind of translucent paper, it’s really beautiful.” He slowed down, “The scene was shocking, and it covered the glass windows. "

"I also realized at that time that sometimes children stay away from us, not because they don't trust us, she has her own thoughts, and she doesn't want to tell me and her mother about some sad things, but this does not prevent us from being relatives." Xiao Zheng sighed "She often said that we didn't understand her. In fact, as a parent, I also feel very wronged," he said with a smile, "Because I am also a first-time parent."

"I'm different from you, I broke the hearts of the children," Zhong Dingheng said.

With a heavy heart, his voice sounded a little desolate, "Speaking of which, I have three children, and I haven't taken care of any of them."

Xiao Zheng was afraid that Chairman Zhong would feel oppressed, so he just said, "It still takes time."

"How long will it take, can I wait?" Zhong Dingheng had gray temples, looked up at the night sky, and found that the moonlight today was particularly good.

Xiao Zheng said calmly, "If you can wait, you must wait."

The atmosphere was a little silent, Zhong Dingheng withdrew his gaze, and said calmly, "I'll send him a text message after Lin Yuan arrives in Shanghai."

Xiao Zheng asked: "You didn't want to break them up today, did you?"

"Me?" Zhong Dingheng closed his eyes, with displeasure in his tone, "I have such a great ability?"

Xiao Zheng laughed: "Why not? I have been working with you since the start-up period, and have witnessed the changes of the times and the storms of the enterprise."

Zhong Dingheng waved his hands, lost interest, and lowered his head slightly: "Hey, why mention those? It's just the ups and downs of the past."

"So, you are testing Lin Yuan today."

Zhong Dingheng smiled and said with emotion: "It's rare to meet a confidant."

Xiao Zheng stood beside Zhong Dingheng quietly, feeling that his breathing was smoother.

After a while, Zhong Dingheng asked: "Now we have a relationship like Kai Fan and Lin Yuan, as elders, what should we call them?"

Xiao Zheng thought for a while, "You should be called Lin Yuan's son-in-law."

Zhong Dingheng curled his lips and said in a strange tone, "I have only heard about my son-in-law, not my son-in-law."

"There will be a son-in-law in the future." Xiao Zheng said lightly.

"It's not that easy for me to admit my son-in-law." Zhong Dingheng said dissatisfiedly.

But Xiao Zheng said: "Didn't you pass the test today? I will send a text message later."

Zhong Dingheng didn't speak, his face was calm, as if he still had something on his mind.

After a while, Zhong Dingheng said: "Okay, let's go back too."

The two walked along the veranda, Zhong Dingheng seemed to think of something suddenly, "By the way, bring my words with me."

Xiao Zheng nodded, and heard Zhong Dingheng say, "It's in the tea room just now."