You who walk against the light

No matter how anxious and busy Zhong Kaifan was, facing him, he still explained patiently, tolerated his loss of control, and did not say a single serious word.And how did he treat Zhong Kaifan?In order to break up with Zhong Kaifan, the intimate photos of him and An Ran used to fly all over the sky, but he didn't explain a word, and Zhong Kaifan still had to face the trauma of losing a loved one.Not to mention that Lu Chen was just a gun blocker, Lin Yuan really realized at this moment how much harm he had caused Zhong Kaifan.

How did Zhong Kaifan survive these six years?

How did you manage to not throw him out after meeting him, but serve him soup and remove the scallion oil?Knowing that he had an injury on his back, he was so angry that he knelt down and couldn’t sleep all night, and gave him medicine on his knee; For physical therapy, I told him to eat well; worried that he was too thin, I sent a personal trainer to follow.

Fortunately, the movie made money, otherwise how would he face Zhong Kaifan?He remembered what Zhong Can wrote behind the photo, asking him to take good care of Zhong Kaifan, but Lin Yuan felt that he did not take care of Zhong Kaifan.

He can't even take care of himself well, he will lose control of his emotions, he will get into a dead end, and his jealousy and fear will grow like crazy.Seeing Lu Chen, he only knew that someone was going to snatch Zhong Kaifan, and he couldn't control it for a moment, he wished he could pounce on him and bite him.

What face, what education, what reason, all went to hell.

Even though he didn't want to admit it, he kind of hated Zhong Kaifan, hated that he was so kind to him and made him overwhelmed.Now it's all right, I owe Zhong Kaifan so much, it seems that I can't clear it up.Anxiety and fear overwhelmed him, as if to completely submerge him, he sank again and again, his nasal cavity was filled with sea water, salty and sticky, irritating the wounds all over his body.

He wanted to swim ashore, because Zhong Kaifan was wearing sunglasses and sitting in a beach chair, as if waiting for him to swim back.But someone on the shore accompanied Zhong Kaifan, that person was Lu Chen, and he was holding a glass of orange juice in his hand.The sea water continued to surge, he sank, and the moment he held his breath, he saw Zhong Can in the sea, like a graceful whale, with a genuine and brilliant smile, with arms open, slowly swimming towards him.

Zhong Can said: "A Yuan, try harder, look, brother is waiting for you."

Lin Yuan wanted to say something, but his facial features became distorted, he spit out a string of bubbles, and his ears began to go deaf.

"Don't be afraid, I'll push you up so that my brother can see you." Zhong Can swam over, held his armpit, and with a little force, Lin Yuan surfaced. He coughed violently, choking all over his face. It was flushed, breathing heavily, and there was a tingling sensation in the throat.

Zhong Can surrounded Lin Yuan, held his shoulders, and pointed his other hand in the direction of the palm tree, "Did you see it? Swim in that direction, and you will find your brother. He will definitely see you."

Lin Yuan turned around and took Zhong Can's hand, his voice came out of his throat: "Zhong Can, let's go ashore together! We are together, we want to be together, as you said before, me, you, Kaifan, the three of us will be together forever Together. You are my best friend and I cannot leave you alone."

There are drops of water on Zhong Can's face, short black hair, soaked in sea water, he shook his head with a soothing smile, "I won't go up, the sea is very quiet, I am very comfortable here, before the tide comes, I can often swim over , see brother and you."

Lin Yuan was still about to say something, but a force came from his back, and he heard Zhong Can say firmly: "A Yuan, you have to be brave, and swim back like a brave man. When people are in despair, they can only swim back. Save yourself."

Soon, he was pushed far away, and when he turned around, Zhong Can had disappeared.Lin Yuan was writhing in the water, shouting and struggling, begging Zhong Can not to disappear.The blue sea waves rushed over, and the whole world turned into a brilliant blue, shining with crystal light.The waves are like a skirt, wrapped in fine tulle, flying in the wind, and the arc that rolls up is like a ski slope. It would be great if you could surf on the sea.

The waves came and swept Lin Yuan back.

Zhong Can's voice came from not far away, and the voice revealed endless power: "A Yuan, remember what I said."

Lin Yuan wiped his face indiscriminately, unable to distinguish between sea water and tears, "But I can't go back, I'm already far away from the shallow water area." He raised his head to breathe, ups and downs, "I want to go back too, really, Zhong Can, I am not lying, I am very brave, but I have no strength..."

Zhong Kaifan symbolizes life, Zhong Can

Symbolizes death.

He swam in the sea, was swept by the waves, could not live, could not die.

Lin Yuan curled up on the sofa, trembling uncontrollably, he saw the afterglow shining in, the room was dyed brown-orange, and vaguely saw dust dancing in the air.The surface of the furniture is plated with a layer of light gold, and time seems to have stopped, so beautiful that people can't bear to breathe.

There was a buzzing sound on the coffee table, and Lin Yuan regained consciousness a little. He sat up and saw a string of numbers flashing on the top of the screen. He recognized the string of numbers, which was An Ran's cell phone number.

Lin Yuan sat closer to the coffee table with his legs spread apart. He picked up the phone, put his elbows on his knees, and lowered his head.He thought for a long time, and finally slid the answer button to the left. He was afraid that An Ran would be worried, so he sent her a text message: I'm fine, don't worry.

Sure enough, An Ran didn't call again, and the text message was quickly replied: "Okay, just send me a message every day."

Dr. Cheng asked Lin Yuan that day why he wanted to find a place to hide. Lin Yuan said at the time that he wanted to find a deserted place to stay for a while because he felt that the world was very noisy.He stayed in the glass jar for a long time, and felt very stuffy. Now he finally broke the glass jar, after a lot of hard work, he saw Zhong Kaifan, but he didn't feel any signs of improvement, and he still felt suffocated.

Even, the more Zhong Kaifan accompanied him, the more guilty he felt.The root of this guilt and anxiety lies in himself, not in Zhong Kaifan.

He blamed himself, blamed Zhong Can for going to pick him up and died, blamed himself for causing such a great psychological trauma to Zhong Kaifan, and Zhong Kaifan was still so good to him.

Cyber ​​violence is the fuse, tearing open Lin Yuan's wounds, aggravating his anxiety and guilt, making him unable to face all this.

He knows that he has done a lot of things wrong, and now he is still messing up Zhong Kaifan's place. He has no way to forgive himself, and it is very uncomfortable to stay here.

After more than ten minutes, Lin Yuan went to the bathroom to wash his face, wiped off the tears and snot, and made himself look more normal.

There was a landline on the bedside table, Lin Yuan pressed the shortcut key, tried his best to remain calm, and politely called the front desk's phone number for ordering meals.

It was close to seven o'clock when Zhong Kaifan finished his work. Duan Qi followed him and heard him ask, "Where's Lin Yuan? Is his condition better?"

Duan Qi replied: "He ordered food after five o'clock, so he should be in the room."

Zhong Kaifan was relieved a little, and stepped into the elevator with a steady pace. At this time, there were many guests going up and down the stairs, and the elevator opened and closed several times.It wasn't until the two of them were left in the elevator, and the number gradually became 27, that Zhong Kaifan's brows eased a bit.

Before entering the room, Zhong Kaifan explained to Duan Qi: "The press conference is generally smooth, and there can be no accidents at this time. Go and delete the monitoring of Lin Yuan's appearance in the hotel today, and find a way to negotiate conditions."

"Okay." Duan Qi responded, he thought for a while and then asked: "Are you in a hurry to investigate the matter at Yin Xing?"

Zhong Kaifan said: "Just check it as usual, don't startle the snake."

"Got it." Duan Qi walked in another direction.

The electronic lock made a crackling sound, only the floor lamp was turned on in the room, and the living room looked a little dim.

Zhong Kaifan turned on the wall lamp and called out, "A Yuan?"

No one responded, Zhong Kaifan put down the documents in his hand, and glanced around in a hurry, and found that the room was very tidy, the broken glass bottles were swept away, the decorations on the shelf were restored to their original state, and even the documents on the desk were cleaned up. Neatly.

He got closer and found that there were glass shards in the trash can. The staff would not touch the guests' personal belongings. It seemed that it was not the cleaning staff who cleaned it up, but Lin Yuan.

The room was very quiet. Zhong Kaifan loosened his tie, thinking that Lin Yuan might be sleeping. He came to Beijing in a daze today, with dark circles under his eyes and a pale face. It looked like he hadn't had a good rest.In the afternoon, Lin Yuan was emotionally ups and downs, and it was unknown if he was tired.

Thinking of this, Zhong Kaifan walked towards the bedroom, gently opened the door, and found that the light was not turned on.

The curtains were still closed, and the sporadic neon lights were reflected in the room. Zhong Kaifan took a closer look and found that the bed was neat and there was no one there.

His heart was pounding, he turned on all the lights in the room, and searched inside and out, but Lin Yuan was not here.Spaghetti on the table, moving

Untouched, the fork rests on the tablecloth.

Zhong Kaifan called Duan Qi directly: "The monitoring hasn't been deleted yet, has it? See where Lin Yuan has gone, he's not in the room."

Duan Qi just got off the elevator, "Not yet," he quickened his pace, "I'll call you later."

After hanging up the phone, Zhong Kaifan felt uneasy, and called Lin Yuan, but as expected, no one answered.Zhong Kaifan paced around the room anxiously, trying to contact An Ran, but fortunately the call was connected quickly: "Have you contacted Lin Yuan?"

There was a noise from An Ran's end, she said in a low voice: "Wait a minute," after a while, her end was finally quiet, "I also contacted him in the afternoon, but he didn't want to answer the phone, he just responded to the text message. "Actually, as soon as Lin Yuan arrived at the hotel here, Duan Qi contacted An Ran. Knowing that Lin Yuan was by Zhong Kaifan's side, she didn't rush to make a phone call.

Zhong Kaifan made a long story short: "He came to Beijing suddenly today and stayed in my room for a while in the afternoon. After I finished my work, he disappeared. I originally planned to stay with him after a few days of busy work."

"He hasn't been in a good state recently, and his emotions are easily out of control. Could it be that he went out to relax." An Ran's tone was serious. Lin Yuan was a living person, even if she was a manager, it was impossible for her to keep an eye on him.

Zhong Kaifan's tone was full of self-blame: "He happened to meet Lu Chen when he came in the afternoon, hey, I'm busy with work—"

"Don't worry, I'll ask someone to check his flight or train number, so we can know where he went."

"Okay," Zhong Kaifan stood up, feeling that the room was a bit weirdly tidy, "An Ran, I think something is wrong with Lin Yuan, I came to see him in the room during the break in the afternoon, he seemed to be unable to see me, and kept talking to himself, saying I said a lot of strange things. Logically speaking, I told him the truth, and Lu Chen was there, so there was no misunderstanding. But when he saw Lu Chen, he threw his phone at Lu Chen angrily, made a mess in the room, and walked away. It’s time to pack everything up again.”

An Ran paused for breath, and asked after a while: "Kai Fan, do you know that Ah Yuan suffers from depression?"

Zhong Kaifan closed his eyes in pain: "I had always suspected that he was depressed. As for the degree of depression, I met him today and thought it might be a little heavy."

"What did you say to him before you left?"

Zhong Kaifan tried his best to recall, "I didn't intensify the conflict, I explained everything that should be explained, and before I left, I told him that we would have dinner together tonight—"

Before he finished speaking, Zhong Kaifan suddenly froze. He unconsciously looked towards the restaurant, his vision began to blur, and he suddenly realized that the order of pasta was for him.