You who walk against the light

Rao Shunyu stopped talking.

Lin Yuan was right, what face did he have to bring up Xiang Qing now, and he was not an innocent boy, when he was at the age to get married, he still wanted to live an ordinary life and try to settle down.

When Xiang Qing appeared, everything changed.

Where has she been all these years?

Why did he go from being a hot singer and dancer to a group performer who can be yelled at by others, eating the cheapest boxed lunch, and fend for himself here.

Rao Shunyu took out his mobile phone to make a call, the back of his hand was bleeding, his face was extremely pale, and his hands trembled uncontrollably: "I'll make it clear to Xueying now—"

It turned out that the girl I met in the studio that day was called Xueying.

Lin Yuan snatched his mobile phone and told him word for word: "I repeat, I don't care about morality or not, but you," he shook the phone: "You call out, this time Let’s wait for Huang for the show. Rao Shunyu, haven’t you sat on the bench enough for so many years? You said it yourself, your girlfriend is the baby of the family. Seeing you so insane, she only needs to think about it. I know, it’s guaranteed to make you completely unable to turn over.”

Rao Shunyu's voice was a little hoarse, and he said without hearing it: "It's impossible for her to go on like this, I can't just watch..."

"You don't know what's going on with her now. What are you rushing to do?" Lin Yuan put one hand in his trouser pocket, turned off his phone and returned it to him, and said earnestly, "You are different from me. At least the group had a highlight moment, so what if we met? Besides, it’s not like you didn’t chase after her back then, can you bear her temper like that?”

These words hit Rao Shunyu's forehead heavily like a dose of thunder, and he was completely awake.

Outsiders said that it was Xiang Qing who liked Rao Shunyu back then, so every time they danced, they cooperated very well.

But only Rao Shunyu knew in his heart that Xiang Qing was just teasing him, and whenever he wanted to get closer, Xiang Qing would start to run away.

He knew about Xiang Qing's family affairs sporadically. His parents divorced since he was a child, his mother treated her badly, beat and scolded her frequently, and was extremely rebellious in adolescence.She is sensitive, lacks love, has strong self-esteem, is extremely confident and extremely inferior, and cannot tolerate any flaws in her profession.She is hard enough to herself, and she can dance badly. In the practice hall, she can dance continuously for eight hours until she is so tired that she lies on the ground.

It wasn't until later that Rao Shunyu figured out that she was actually afraid of all the burdens of intimacy, but she couldn't help liking him, so she couldn't help teasing him.

At that time, Xiang Qing's singing and dancing ability and even her dancing savvy were incomparable to any female artist in the company.

She is talented, and her appearance is so good, it is difficult for Rao Shunyu not to be tempted.

They maintained such a delicate relationship for many years.

In the end, the more he tried to catch her, the more she ran away.

The feeling of scratching his heart and liver returned the moment he saw Xiang Qing just now.

Quickly recover and re-grow in his bones, even if he tries to come out, even if he tries to forget, even if he wants to start a new life.

Not long after, Cheng Wei hurried back, "I asked the crew, she should have three more group performances, and she lives in a B&B not far away."

"Is the call coming?" Lin Yuan asked.

"She won't."

It was late at night, and the dew was thick.

Lin Yuan patted Rao Shunyu on the shoulder: "Shunyu, it's time for you to come out, I won't say more, go back and rest early."

The crickets in the grass chirped one after another.

Cheng Wei was puzzled by Monk Zhang Er: "What happened just now?"

Lin Yuan whistling casually: "A past that cannot be expected."

Can't ask for it.

Thinking of these four words, Lin Yuan's heart was inexplicably tingling. He remembered that when he broke up with Zhong Kaifan, Zhong Kaifan looked at him with such eyes, even lowered his posture, and asked over and over again: "Ah Yuan, are you hiding something from me?"

He tore Zhong Kaifan's heart to pieces with his own hands.

Pushing Zhong Kaifan into a desperate situation, Zhong Kaifan, who is so soft in heart, can't find any

reason to persist.

He will never forget Zhong Kaifan's eyes when he moved, and those eyes will never be tender again.

But the last time he saw the painting Zhong Kaifan put in his bedroom, Lin Yuan began to regret it.

He regretted, regretted provoking Zhong Kaifan, regretted touching him, regretted that he might have a shadow in his life.

He knows Zhong Kaifan too well, no matter how well he hides it, as long as Zhong Kaifan hasn't let go, he can feel it.

He even knew that as long as he went back to find Zhong Kaifan with a shy face...

Therefore, he restrained all delusions, killed all extravagant thoughts in his heart, and did not allow himself to harm Zhong Kaifan again.

In fact, looking at Rao Shunyu and Xiang Qing, Lin Yuan was a little envious.

He could only hide in the endless darkness, missing Zhong Kaifan shamefully over and over again.

"There are so many frustrated people in the world..." He walked forward languidly, with a thin body and a look of indifference, letting the emotions hidden deep in his heart be entangled wantonly.

The program team stayed in Huairou film and television base for more than a week. The day before the change of schedule, the producer Chen Yong said: "There is a dinner tonight, and all female artists must attend."

Qiao Lin had a video call with her daughter not far away, and said with a smile, "I don't have to go, do I?"

Chen Yong smiled meaningfully, and glanced at three or five little flowers: "Hey, you all really have to thank Sister Qiao for giving way generously today!" He paused, "But we still have to go, Party A's father is coming, at least give him a seat." It's my face!"

Qiao Lin's smile immediately froze, but soon, she said with a full smile: "No problem."

The little flowers were eager to try it, thinking it was a good opportunity.

People around let out a burst of laughter.