You who walk against the light

These words hit the air, making Jiang Ziyi shudder, and his arrogance was extinguished a lot.

An Ran opened the door of the private room, her eyes stopped on the coffee table, "Originally, I wanted to pour wine on you in front of your friends, but after thinking about it, I'd better not vent all my anger at once, and save it for the next time .”

Jiang Ziyi breathed heavily and didn't speak, he knew that An Ran would do what he said.

"I used to hope that you would reflect, but now it seems that only by retaliation will you have a long memory." An Ran looked away and glanced at Li Meng: "Let's go."

The door of the private room was closed, and the unwrapped music directly hit the eardrums.

Li Meng said loudly: "Sister An Ran, aren't you afraid that Jiang Ziyi will lose control of his emotions?"

An Ran didn't speak until they got into the car, she sneered: "He?" She turned the steering wheel, "That's up to him."

"His eyes looked like a ghost just now..." Li Meng swallowed, "I'm really afraid that the two of us won't be able to beat him."

An Ran snorted coldly, "Killing people and punishing their hearts, what is there to praise for the bravery of a man?"

Li Meng took a deep breath, "How much did Jiang Ziyi participate in this matter?"

"Then you're going to ask him."

Li Meng thought for a while, "What if you blamed him by mistake?"

An Ran said, "What's the difference between what he did and what Deng Xinci did?"

"That female devil is really unscrupulous for money. Brother Yuan's incident involved Nie Zu'an, but the report was written in a very cryptic way, and he didn't mention it directly. Instead, some careful netizens discovered it and targeted several producers. name."

An Ran ignored these details: "If I hadn't discovered it in time this time, I don't know what will happen to Lin Yuan. I went to the hospital and confiscated his mobile phone. Don't let him read those messages."

Li Meng nodded, "I see."

The car moved forward steadily, An Ran asked: "Why didn't you tell me about him going to see a psychiatrist in time?"

Li Meng replied, "He doesn't want you to worry."

An Ran breathed heavily and spoke calmly: "There are some things that you can't listen to him."

Although there are constant discussions on the Internet, they are all speculative, at least it is much better than the beginning.When Li Meng returned to the hospital, Lin Yuan happened to be awake, with cotton gauze wrapped around his wrist, wearing a blue striped hospital gown, lying pale on the hospital bed.

There were many bodyguards outside the door, and footsteps could be heard from time to time, Lin Yuan asked, "When can I be discharged from the hospital?"

Li Meng walked closer to him, and said softly, "Not now, the doctor said your condition is not good."

Lin Yuan stretched out his hand: "Mobile phone."

Li Meng looked at him seriously: "Sister An Ran said that you are not allowed to go online for a while."

Lin Yuan said, "I want to call Kaifan."

Li Meng thought for a while, and called in the people sent by Zhong Kaifan, "They have Mr. Zhong's contact information."

The bodyguard called, said something in a low voice, and pressed the headset, "Mr. Zhong is busy, I will call you later."

Lin Yuan nodded and turned around blankly, not knowing what he was thinking.

That night, Zhong Kaifan didn't call, but just sent a few voice messages to let him have a good rest.Lin Yuan listened to it several times, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes, soaking the pillow, he wondered if he had frightened Kai Fan.

Thinking back now, Lin Yuan was very dazed, and couldn't remember why he cut his wrist suddenly, but felt that doing so was very comfortable and a relief.People around were silently concerned about him, but Lin Yuan felt out of breath.

He wants to see Zhong Kaifan.

When the nurse came to change his dressing the next day, Lin Yuan said softly, "Can I use your mobile phone?"

The nurse knew that Lin Yuan was an idol, and seeing that he was weak, she couldn't bear to refuse, so she handed over the phone.

Lin Yuan wanted to know what happened in the past two days, why Zhong Kaifan was so busy, and even An Ran was surprisingly quiet, never blaming him.He looked through the recent trending searches and saw new revelations on the hot posts. He almost thought that the matter between himself and Zhong Kaifan had been exposed again.Soon, Lin Yuan realized something was wrong.

The group of pictures posted on the Internet are exactly the same as myself in terms of timeline and clothing, and several profiles are close to one

The back view is Zhong Kaifan!Lin Yuan remembered that he had never been like this in public, and continued to scroll down, and there were many photos of holding hands and backs, and there were a lot of chat records during the period.Netizens dug deep into the male lead, and a lot of information appeared in the comment area, such as 'art student', 'low-key relationship', 'amateur' and so on.

Lin Yuan remembered what Zhong Kaifan had said before, and let him trust Zhong Kaifan, but who is this person? Why did he hold Zhong Kaifan's hand, and sometimes lean on Zhong Kaifan's shoulder. The latest photo that was secretly taken seemed to be the two of them driving away.Lin Yuan thought to himself that in public, he would not even be willing to look at Zhong Kaifan one more time, for fear of being found out and making a fuss about it.

Before he had time to look further, the nurse pulled his thoughts back: "Are you all right?"

Lin Yuan came back to his senses and returned the phone to her: "Thank you."

Before leaving, the nurse said: "Your injury is not a serious problem, but your mental state is not good. You need to rest more and think less."

Lin Yuan nodded and tried his best to smile: "Thank you."

Tranquility returned to the ward, Lin Yuan was still thinking about things on Hot Search, he felt as if he was locked up.Although Li Meng would come in from time to time, she didn't say anything. Sister An Ran was very busy and couldn't get through the phone.He wondered what had happened lately, why everyone was silent.Lin Yuan curled up on the hospital bed, closed his eyes, and suddenly felt that there was less oxygen in the airtight tank, and he couldn't breathe. He saw Zhong Kaifan standing in front of him with a soothing and peaceful face, as if he was smiling.

He was very happy, and he no longer gave up on himself as before, and even wanted to go out, slapping the glass jar violently, trying to send a distress signal.But Zhong Kaifan's gentle eyes didn't seem to be looking at him, he was looking at another person. Soon, Zhong Kaifan turned around and reached out to hold that person's hand.The two stood side by side, their figures elongated.

Lin Yuan shouted in the glass jar: Kaifan, look at me, look at me.

That's not me, that's not me!

In the past, when his mother was ill, Lin Yuan could only grit his teeth and persevere, no matter how hard it was, he had to endure it.Over the years, he has traveled all over the world and owes his mother's company. As her mother's condition improves, Lin Yuan feels that the responsibilities and guilt on her shoulders are lighter, and her mother will still have a lot of time to experience life.As a son, he has no complaints or regrets, and he can finally rest assured.

As a public figure, except for the cancellation of the current commercial shooting and variety show schedule, he has completed all his own work. As for whether the fans' mood has been appeased, Lin Yuan doesn't know.

If the contract expires, Li Meng will definitely change jobs as she withdraws from the industry.Lin Yuan thought it over, if she felt that being an assistant was too tiring and wanted to change careers, he would prepare a sum of money for her so that she would not be left alone in this city.The bag I promised to give her last time has already been bought by a friend, but I haven't had a chance to give it to her yet.Li Meng suffered too much with him and suffered too much grievance. She deserves to be treated kindly.

Sister An Ran will continue to work in the circle, although some artists under her will terminate the contract, but this is normal.He believes that she can adjust well, and with An Ran's current business ability and connections in the circle, she will become more and more mature and calm in the future.

Chen Nan...

Lin Yuan's mind is in a mess, he can't help with Chen Nan's affairs, but he also hopes that she will be well, don't lose her temper like before, and speak up when she has something to say, there are many things to do in life besides revenge.

As for those friends I met at work, the friendship may be deep or shallow.The newcomers who participated in the variety show before, after learning about his scandal, sent him messages one after another, advising him not to care so much, that's what trolls are like.Lin Yuan told them not to worry, and hoped that they could stick to their original aspirations and keep going.The road to the King of Dance is very difficult. True art needs to burn life, but if you lose your persistence, it will only be a flash in the pan.

Now only Zhong Kaifan is left.

Lin Yuan closed his eyes and recalled everything that happened in the past ten years. From the age of 17, frames flashed in his mind, thinking of Zhong Kaifan's fair face, not very talkative, quiet and gentle, not easy to laugh; Chan likes to follow Zhong Kaifan, and likes to ride the bicycle fast. The wind blows his shirt. Zhong Can smiles wantonly and handsomely. After killing him, many things happened later, Lin Yuan thought, no matter what, he couldn't seek death.

If Zhong Can knew that after a few years, he would turn into such a ghost, would he blame him?

Why was he the one who survived?

After the separation, Zhong Kaifan was Lin Yuan's hope after falling into the abyss. Although the light was weak, he still knew that Zhong Kaifan had sincerely loved him in this life, very pure and passionate.But at this time, Lin Yuan was living on the gradually diluted oxygen, and even the glass jar was covered with a black cloth.

He couldn't see anything.

He could bear suffocation, but he could not bear the loss of light.

Lin Yuan was trembling all over, he had made up his mind, he was going to see Zhong Kaifan, and wanted to regain this ray of light with his own hands.Because Zhong Kaifan said, no matter what happens, always trust him.

After seven o'clock, Lin Yuan drank the porridge very cooperatively, and his mental state seemed to be much better.

Li Meng was packing up the tableware and heard Lin Yuan ask, "When can I go home?"

"Where are you going?" Li Meng was taken aback, seeing his serious expression, she thought for a while before saying, "You have to ask the doctor."

Lin Yuan said, "The wound on the hand has been bandaged."

Li Meng breathed a sigh of relief, she was most afraid that he would lose control of his emotions and do something extreme, "I'll ask."

About ten minutes later, Li Meng returned to the ward, shaking her phone, "Sister An Ran is worried about you, you should talk to her first."

Lin Yuan's Adam's apple moved with difficulty, and he took a deep breath before asking, "Sister An Ran, can I go back to my home?"

An Ran didn't blame him for the first time, her voice was very soft: "The doctor said it's ok, but I don't feel relieved if you stay at home alone."

She didn't mention the matter of Lin Yuan's wrist cutting, she spoke very cryptically.

"It's easy to suffer from insomnia in the hospital." Lin Yuan said truthfully.

An Ran breathed heavily, thought for a while before saying: "Then you clean up the second bedroom and let Li Meng stay next door."

Lin Yuan responded, "Okay." He looked around, feeling terribly quiet, and asked tentatively, "Sister An Ran, is there something happening on the Internet recently, why don't I know?"

"Who told you?" An Ran's tone was somewhat displeased, "Do you also believe the marketing account's rumors?"

"..."

Lin Yuan didn't know that the biggest public relations crisis had happened in the past two days. After all, he only saw part of the information, and the situation fluctuated from time to time. He had already been sent to the hospital.

Noticing that Lin Yuan was silent, An Ran went on to say: "All right, all right, you can go back if you want, but you have to be obedient and stop messing around."

"Yeah." Lin Yuan's face was pale. Seeing Li Meng staring at him intently, he remembered that his phone was confiscated. "Where's my phone?"

An Ran's tone was relaxed: "I'll keep your phone for you for now, you can rest at home."

"Then what if I want to go out? It can't be like going to jail."

"It will be fine after a while, the situation is special recently."

Lin Yuan's tone was full of dissatisfaction: "You just said that it was just a marketing account spreading rumors," he paused, "Did something happen?" Otherwise, why would there be so many intimate photos on the Internet?

An Ran said: "Hey, it's just a means of public relations, just don't make trouble for me."

Hearing that she didn't want to go into details, Lin Yuan stopped asking.

The next day, Lin Yuan was discharged from the hospital as he wished. The house had already been cleaned and there was no trace of mess from last time.Li Meng brought some daily necessities and lived in the second bedroom.An Ran said that Lin Yuan's situation is special now, it's easy to think wildly when he's alone, and it's better to have more friends by his side.Li Meng sometimes cooks a few dishes, Lin Yuan is no longer so passive, and the two of them will eat together.

Lin Yuan stayed at home for several days, trying to make himself look normal.He knew that Li Meng didn't want to give him the phone, but without the phone, he couldn't travel.Fortunately, he used to forget about everything. He had several mobile phones alone, but the style was relatively old.

After taking a shower at night, Lin Yuan locked the bedroom door and charged his old mobile phone. This mobile phone cannot log in to WeChat, but it can make calls, and it has been bound to his bank card.

In the early morning of the next day, he packed up his important documents, found out the most low-key coat, and armed himself tightly.

It was past five o'clock in the morning, and Li Meng hadn't gotten up yet. Lin Yuan opened the anti-theft door lightly, without making any unnecessary noise.