You who walk against the light

Chen Li is more than ten years younger than Zhang Yaping, but she seems to be getting old these years. She tried her best to smile, "I heard that Kai Fan is ill, so come and have a look."

Zhang Yaping's gaze stayed on the thermos. She was wearing a black slim-fitting sweater, and her temperament was the same as it was many years ago. She was very reserved and elegant. There was a kind of flexibility in her voice, "Don't you have a son?" So, coming here is overflowing with maternal love?"

Chen Li's face turned pale inch by inch, and her arms drooped unconsciously.

There were a lot of people coming and going in the corridor, Chen Li obviously had no intention of leaving, Zhang Yaping said seeing the situation: "When Zhong Can passed away, I can understand why you took your anger on Kaifan. But it was an accident after all, no one can I don't want a car accident to happen." She crossed her arms around her chest and took a step closer to Chen Li, her eyes were cold and disdainful: "You came here today, and you want to scratch my son's face?"

Chen Li swallowed hard, breathing tremblingly, "No, I just want to see him."

After so many years, Chen Li still likes to play weak, Zhang Yaping chuckled: "It's outdated to replace a civet cat with a prince."

These words directly hit Chen Li's pain point. She was speechless with a stiff neck, veins appeared on her forehead, and her eyelids were a little red.

Zhang Yaping continued: "Originally, these things have already passed, and you insisted on hitting the gun today. Well, I just explained everything clearly." She and Chen Li looked at each other and said each word : "I don't even bother to scold Zhong Dingheng. Speaking of which, the child who was abandoned by you because of congenital heart disease is still refusing to recognize you, right? Why didn't you expect this day when you secretly gave birth to the child? Is it because you are afraid that the sick child will not live long enough to affect your position? Now you have come to your senses and know your conscience?"

Chen Li clenched her teeth, tears welling in her eyes.

Back then, when Zhang Yaping and Zhong Dingheng divorced, the procedures went smoothly, and Zhang Yaping didn't even say a single unnecessary word.The court awarded Zhong Dingheng the custody right, and Zhang Yaping tried to negotiate with her son to let him stay with her.But Kai Fan didn't want to, he didn't seem to want to go to a strange place.

Only during the winter and summer vacations did Zhong Kaifan get close to his grandfather, and then have a meal with his mother, but he never refused to stay overnight.

At that time, my mother had not remarried.

When Zhong Kaifan was young, he could not accept the divorce of his parents for a long time, and his personality was very dull. In the years when the relationship between his parents gradually broke down, the family atmosphere made people feel like walking on eggshells.Parents' concern for Zhong Kaifan is indeed lacking.When Zhong Kaifan was eight years old, he felt that as long as he was still in Beijing, his mother would come back one day.

But he didn't wait for his mother to come back, Chen Li appeared with Zhong Can.

Soon after, both parents chose to remarry.

There are many opportunities in life, even between parents and children, if some important moments are missed, it seems that it will take a lot of money to recover.

Now, his son is almost thirty, and his illness has become so serious that this woman, Chen Li, dares to show up at the door of his son's ward, pretending to deliver soup.The marriage in the first half of her life has passed, and Zhang Yaping is now standing here as a mother, and she will never forgive Chen Li.

She will not forgive anyone who has hurt her son!

Although she has not been by Zhong Kaifan's side these years, through Xiao Zheng, Zhang Yaping is very clear about Kaifan.

The knife pierced in the heart did not blunt with the passage of time. On the contrary, because of the power of maternal love, it was pulled out accurately and quickly, sharpened and sharpened, and the knife was fatal.

Zhang Yaping's eyes were slightly red: "You and I both have sons, so we should understand the truth of deep love. But you are very strange. I heard that you are also very good to Zhong Can, more than you love that weak body. Children must be true. People always have the instinct to avoid mistakes, but today's situation is all because of you, and you deserve it." When she said the last sentence, her tone was broken and forceful.

Chen Li's back bent uncontrollably. These words pierced her heart, which made her shed tears uncontrollably. She could only feel the faces of Zhong Can and Zhong Ziming overlapped in the dim eyes of tears, and she couldn't recognize them all at once. .The colic was so real and strong, Zhong Can's familiar voice sounded in his ears, and he said briskly: "Mom, I'm back!"

In the end, which one is the son...

Chen Li was a little confused.

Zhong Ziming's jawline looks a lot like Chen Li's, and his brows and eyes are always alienated and indifferent. When he was young, he didn't like to laugh very much, like a silent fungus.Whenever Zhong Ziming resisted her, Chen Li felt as if she relaxed a little, which gave her a good reason to put more and more complete love on Zhong Can in a way of compensation.

All my life, I have done wrong.

Zhang Yaping is right, she is not worthy of being a mother.Chen Li thought of Zhong Can's angelic smiling face, although she didn't want to admit that Zhong Can was more like her son.Before knowing his real life experience, Zhong Can only knew that it was unseemly for his parents to be together.But Zhong Can hugged Chen Li's neck and said: "Mom, Dad is also at fault, and he is also wrong. But for you, I really can't hate..."

"Mom, you are so kind to me, why do I hate you?" Zhong Can's tone was dull, he hugged Chen Li tightly, and said softly: "Mom, no matter what happens, I will be with you, don't be afraid." So, he He is very kind to his brother Zhong Kaifan.

If it wasn't for picking up Lin Yuan, Zhong Can would definitely not have passed away.

When Chen Li beat Zhong Kaifan like crazy, God took away the only light in her life.For the rest of her life, she didn't even have a chance to redeem herself.In the first two years of Zhong Can's death, Chen Li couldn't accept the reality, and she was also angry. Zhong Ziming didn't recognize her as a mother, and she refused to recognize him as a son. It seemed that if she did, she would admit her mistake.

Anyway, Zhong Ziming only recognizes Amei, which is fine, she thought selfishly.

Over the years, although Chen Li has tried her best to make up for Zhong Ziming, she asked Amei to bring him to Beijing to receive advanced treatment, go to the best school, invite the best teachers, and even prepare for his future study abroad. .

But Zhong Ziming is unwilling to go abroad, because Amei said that he still wants to go back to his hometown in the future, Zhong Ziming is reluctant to leave.

Chen Li is more responsible for Zhong Ziming, and the child she really loves is Zhong Can.

Chen Li wiped away her tears, bent down and put the thermos on the chair in the corridor, her tone was very calm: "Believe it or not, I am indeed here to see Kaifan today."

Zhang Yaping smiled: "Some people are always moved by their own sincerity, as if others should be grateful to Dade."

"Do you have to be so mean?" Tears welled up in Chen Li's eyes, she turned around, her cheeks were flushed, and only paleness remained on her face: "Or, you have something else to say together."

Zhang Yaping breathed a sigh of relief, looked down at the tip of her shoe, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth: "In this life, no one is 'greedy, angry and ignorant', I'm just being mean occasionally, what about you? I have practiced the word 'mean' all my life, and I am ashamed of you. Also, don't let Kaifan know about the sins you have committed, and make him sad." She raised her head and raised her eyebrows. Although he was laughing, there was a firm warning in his tone: "Let me see you approaching my son again, it's not as simple as being mean."

Chen Li turned around awkwardly, and the high heels rang in the air.

After a long while, Zhang Yaping restrained her emotions and found that her son's secretary, Duan Qi, was coming from not far away.

Duan Qi noticed that Zhang Yaping was a little emotional, and couldn't help asking: "Auntie, what's wrong with you?"

Zhang Yaping smiled soothingly, "It's okay."

Duan Qi's gaze stayed on the thermos bucket at the side. Although Chen Li was walking towards him, he didn't know Chen Li, so he asked, "Are any relatives here?"

"No, take it out and throw it away." Zhang Yaping said calmly.

Duan Qi picked up the thermos bucket and felt that the box was very clean. After unscrewing the top cover, she found that it was hot pork rib soup. "Do you really want to throw it away? There seems to be a shepherd dog downstairs..."

Duan Qi was a few years younger than Zhong Kaifan, Zhang Yaping only thought of him as a child, she smiled: "Don't poison the dog to death, be obedient."

Duan Qi nodded in a daze, turned around and walked in another direction.

Because the sound insulation effect of the ward is good, Zhang Yaping usually speaks in a low volume, and Zhong Kaifan is watching a movie with headphones on, not knowing what is going on outside the door.

Zhang Yaping was relieved a little, and asked, "What do you want for lunch?" As she spoke, she seemed to remember that her son could not eat his usual favorite spicy food, and suggested, "Eat some liquid food, and order later."

Zhong Kaifan took off the earphones, "Let's drink preserved egg and lean meat porridge," he smiled, "A Yuan likes this very much."

Zhang Yaping's eyes became hot when she heard that, thinking that A Yuan was coming today, she still felt that she should keep it a mystery to make Kai Fan happy, and she tried her best not to sound so choked up: "Hey, okay, just eat this!"

Zhang Yaping received a text message from Lin Yuan at two o'clock in the afternoon, saying that she would come a little later, but she could arrive today.

She replied: It's okay, be careful on the road!

Lin Yuan called An Ran before leaving, told about what happened last night, and wanted to visit Kai Fan temporarily.

An Ran agreed, and repeatedly asked, "We must prevent being secretly photographed. We will return on the same day. There is still a lot of work to do."

Lin Yuan said calmly, "I know."

"Let Li Meng go with you, she is careful."

Lin Yuan quickly said: "No, it will be a quick trip, I will go by myself, and I will pay attention to travel issues."

An Ran felt a little relieved, and couldn't help being a little worried: "Why are you sick? Is it the recent cold wave?"

Lin Yuan said in a muffled voice, "Kaifan had mild asthma before, and he must have caught a cold."

An Ran comforted him softly: "Don't worry too much, didn't you say that Kai Fan's mother is also here. A Yuan, you have to control your emotions when you go, and don't make Kai Fan's mother feel uncomfortable."

"Hey, I know." Lin Yuan sniffed.

Originally planned to leave in the afternoon, but was dragged to seven o'clock in the evening by temporary work.

Li Meng bought a plane ticket for him, and asked Cheng Wei to take him to the airport. He dressed very low-key for this trip, just a black down jacket, dark blue jeans, a hat and a mask, and it was easy to mix in the crowd.

It was nearly ten o'clock when the plane arrived at the Capital International Airport. Lin Yuan got into a taxi and searched for it according to the address sent by Aunt Zhang.

Due to the traffic jam on the road, it was almost eleven o'clock when Lin Yuan arrived at the hospital.

It is not difficult to find the past according to the ward number.

Standing at the door of the ward, he noticed from the crack of the door at his feet that there was no bright light inside, and it was also so late that Kaifan must have fallen asleep.

Just as Lin Yuan was about to open the door, he heard a familiar voice in his ears: "A Yuan, are you here?"