You who walk against the light

Kai Fan remained silent, but felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart.

A Yuan said kindly, "I think of you as myself, that's why I did that." He was strict with himself, so naturally he couldn't bear to bother Kai Fan.But now that things have happened, Ah Yuan has slowly figured it out, sometimes he can't handle everything by himself, he has to learn to trust the other party.

Kaifan said capriciously: "I don't want you to treat me as yourself, but rather you treat me as someone else." Only in this way, you will not push me away at a critical moment, and suffer thousands of arrows piercing your heart alone.

The two talked about some irrelevant topics again, and Kaifan found that he also liked to chatter, as if this was the only way to get closer to Ah Yuan.He really shouldn't have disliked A Yuan's talkativeness in the past, try it if A Yuan stops talking, Kai Fan never wants to experience that feeling again.

Seeing that it was getting late, A Yuan said softly: "When my side is over, I will accompany you well."

"Yeah." Zhong Kaifan glanced at him angrily, and emphasized: "You have to make up for me."

A Yuan responded with a good temper, elongated his tone, and his words were full of connivance: "Okay, give me what you want, okay?"

Zhong Kaifan grinned and said, "It's more or less the same."

After hanging up the video call, Zhong Kaifan tidied up the room and emptied the bedside table on the left side of the bedroom, and then put A Yuan's colorful socks.He also freed up half a space in the cabinet to hang his coats of various styles.

He wants to have A Yuan for a long time, and this wish seems to be coming true soon.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Zhong Kaifan got up early and called his mother Zhang Yaping to wish her a happy new year.

Zhang Yaping said: "It's rare that you are willing to talk to me so patiently."

Zhong Kaifan just laughed. After growing up, he seldom spoke his mind to his mother. He could vaguely hear the voice of children playing on the other end of the phone, and he slowed down his tone: "How are you doing recently?"

Mom said: "Everything is fine, Sister Yuanyuan brought the child over, the house is very lively."

Sister Yuanyuan, Zhong Kaifan thought to himself, she is the daughter of her mother's current husband, she is three years older than herself, she is very kind, and works in the library.Speaking of which, my mother was only in her 30s when she remarried, and she didn't have any children after being with that uncle, so she lived a peaceful and warm life, which is not a bad thing.

Aware of her son's silence, Zhang Yaping asked, "Kaifan, how about you?"

Kaifan said, "It's all good."

"I heard you went home."

"Yes."

"Is your father okay?"

"good."

"You have to learn to let go of the past and look forward, huh?" Mom's voice sounded like an intellectual, with a bit of reserved sobs, "When will you come to Nanjing to play, mom will treat you to dinner."

Kai Fan's eye sockets were swollen sorely, and he didn't know how to answer the words.

The mother continued: "Kaifan, when I looked at Yuanyuan's son, I thought of you when you were a child, how time flies so fast. You see, you have grown up and your mother is old."

Kai Fan's voice was a little nasal: "Why are you getting old, I think it's pretty good."

Mom just laughed, her tone was soothing and restrained, "Kaifan, Mom has always felt very sorry for you..."

There are only a handful of opportunities for their mother and child to get along with each other, even though the atmosphere is so strong, people can't say a single hot word, and even the intimacy is a bit jerky.Those missed companionships in growing up will not be relieved with today's lingering. We can only wait for the wound to heal slowly, until the scabs form, and it won't hurt so much when scratching at the end.

Kai Fan restrained his emotions, as if he was relieved a bit, he just said: "It's okay, the days are still long."

Zhang Yaping knew that her son's heart was not so easily moved, and her voice softened a little: "Okay, say hello to your father for me."

She and Zhong Dingheng have only been together for ten years, and they haven't seen each other for more than 20 years. The hatred and unwillingness in the past are slowly diluted by time, and what remains is a greeting that cannot be more faint.

After the call ended, Zhong Kaifan rubbed his eyes and walked to the living room. The laptop was still on the dining table. Not long after, the phone rang again. It was Xiao Zheng.

, at seven o'clock tonight. "At the end, he said: "At home. "

Zhong Kaifan held the mouse and checked the unread emails in the mailbox, "Where is there a New Year's Eve dinner? I really want to come out."

Xiao Zheng said patiently: "He is usually busy with work, and he finally got some free time. Please be considerate."

"I dare not go back." Zhong Kaifan said quietly.He still remembers how his stepmother Chen Li wanted to pull his bones out.Thinking about it carefully, Zhong Can's death tore up all the masks put on by everyone, and the decency that was carefully cared for in the past was gone.But in fact, who is to blame for the car accident?Lin Yuan, Zhong Kaifan couldn't help but sneer, Chen Li just couldn't find an outlet to vent.

However, it is also to blame for the quarrel between himself and Lin Yuan back then, Zhong Can couldn't stand it anymore and went to persuade and bring Lin Yuan back, and it happened on the road.As A Yuan said, "I don't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me."In this incident, no one is completely immune.

"Just listen to her scolding you—" Xiao Zheng sighed, as if remembering something, "She can't do anything to you."

Zhong Kaifan said with a fake smile: "It is true."

He felt guilty towards Zhong Can, but it had nothing to do with his stepmother.If she hadn't intervened in her parents' marriage back then, it is estimated that there would not be such an embarrassing and embarrassing scene today.

"Zhong Ziming will also come today, Kai Fan," Xiao Zheng paused, and his tone became more serious: "Small intolerance will lead to chaos and big plans."

"I understand." Zhong Kaifan felt extremely bored, anyway, he remembered all these things one by one, and when the score was settled after the autumn, none of them would even try to escape.

"Do you want me to pick you up?" Xiao Zheng seemed a little relieved.

"Come on, it's New Year's Eve, you can rest at home." Zhong Kaifan walked towards the bedroom, found a linen and threw it on the bed, "I drove there by myself, I can't hide anyway."

"Okay." There was a smile in Xiao Zheng's voice, and before hanging up the phone, he asked: "If you need any help, call me anytime."

"Row."

Opening the curtains, the huge Beijing city is close in front of me. I haven't gone out all night, and the outside is actually a vast expanse.The city is covered by silent and misty snowflakes, and there are many tall buildings, with dark gray in the white snow, like building blocks played in childhood.The floor-to-ceiling windows isolate the sound of the outside world, and only clusters of car lights on the road flicker in the thick fog, with red, yellow, and white lights faintly shining.

Everything was silent, and Kaifan couldn't help but wonder if it was snowing at Ayuan's place.