You who walk against the light

Lin Yuan looked around in a panic, worried that there were surveillance cameras in the four corners, but he took a quick glance and found nothing unusual for the time being.

Zhong Kaifan held his neck, kept a squatting posture, and made A Yuan crawl towards him with a little force. His kiss had already rolled over, and he patiently kissed A Yuan's eyebrows, eyes and bridge of nose. Unexpectedly, the man was panting. Dodging angrily: "Kaifan, I...haven't removed my makeup yet."

Zhong Kaifan held his hand and put it on his heart, "I don't care." In the end, he met his breath and kissed his lips, being extremely gentle, disintegrating the defense in A Yuan's heart little by little.

How can it be called love?Kai Fan can't remember clearly, he only remembers the years when he and A Yuan were the most presumptuous, when the two of them were skin-to-skin, tainted with each other's breath, as if they had already merged into one.

It was an afternoon dyed by dusk, and the light filtered through the buckwheat-colored bamboo curtains, sifting the light into fine lines bit by bit.A pot of green radish hangs in front of the bookcase. The branches and leaves are dark green and shiny. The vines creep out from the bamboo basket and become entangled with each other, with playful arcs at the ends.The tulle curtains float gently, revealing endless champagne colors, like the soft skirt of a May bride.

A Yuan lay on his chest panting, his brows and eyes were full of greedy tiredness, his hands were still on Kai Fan's abdomen, he asked with a smile: "Do you still have abdominal muscles?"

Kaifan rested his head on his arms, with a smile on his nose, and a soothing face: "Who told you not to exercise well?"

A Yuan leaned over and kissed his lips and tongue, and after a long while, he reluctantly said: "I have ribs, hahaha..."

The air was dry and hot, and the thin blanket covering his body slipped down to his waist, and Kai Fan found that A Yuan had already lay down on his stomach, and the dark blue blanket was undulating in the blurred vision.The moist and hot touch made Kaifan's skin crawl, and he subconsciously tightened the sheets, with blue veins on the back of his hands, and a muffled snort.

The pleasure magnified little by little, as if to ignite the soul, silent and wanton, Kai Fan took a breath of air-conditioning: "Hiss... A Yuan, you bite lightly..."

It was happy together, and it was all dyed in the forest.

A Yuan pampered Kai Fan in his life, and Kai Fan pampered A Yuan during intimacy, he could do whatever he wanted.

In the few years when nothing happened, A Yuan was actually quite courageous, but he was thin-skinned.

In layman's terms, it means that there is evil heart but no courage. It is because of the many times of testing later, knowing that Zhong Kaifan has always followed him, he became more and more free-wheeling.

Kaifan remembered that the local theory class was in the evening, and it was past ten o'clock when he got home.Before he could put down the book in his hand, A Yuan had already leaned over and looked at his thin-rimmed glasses with malicious intent: "Sophisticated scum."

Books scattered all over the floor, A Yuan pressed him against the door and kissed him, hooking his thoughts a little bit.

It is true that Kaifan is abstinent. In comparison, Ayuan is like a pervert.

A Yuan later found out that Kaifan was not abstinent, but too restrained, and liked to hide everything in his heart.

Kai Fan used to go to the Central Academy of Drama to look for A Yuan, and saw a girl standing next to A Yuan's bicycle several times.

At that time, A Yuan had just changed to a mountain bike, which cost more than 8000. The main frame was black, with white splashed ink lines, and aviation-grade carbon fiber materials.So A Yuan turned around suspiciously: "Kaifan, is she trying to steal my car?"

The corner of Zhong Kaifan's mouth twitched twice, he really couldn't understand A Yuan's brain circuit, he always thought like a fool.But yes, if A Yuan wasn't stupid, why would he get his way.After this incident, Kaifan knew that someone was chasing A Yuan, and later, he tormented A Yuan so that he couldn't get out of bed.

So much so that for a while, A Yuan's legs softened when he saw Kaifan, and he didn't dare to make mistakes easily.

A Yuan was Kai Fan's first love, and later Zhong Can asked him how to define A Yuan, Kai Fan closed the book with a thin blush on his face: sweetheart.

They met at the age of 17, fell in love for four years, separated for six years, and ten years passed in a flash.

The years have crushed the little bit of tenderness in the heart, mixed with strong and hot wounds, sweet and astringent.

Even so, Kaifan still held it in his palm and refused to let it go, as if he wanted to die with this crack and go to the end of the dust.

head.

After he was satisfied, Zhong Kaifan slowly let go of his hand, seeing that A Yuan's lips had been sucked red by himself, he couldn't help feeling a little distressed, and said word by word: "A Yuan, I will accept whatever you do."

A Yuan leaned on his shoulder and panted, as if he was sobbing, stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around Kai Fan's neck, let out a muffled 'hmm', tears rolled down the bridge of his nose, and hit the collar of Kai Fan's white shirt.He knows what Kaifan is talking about, but his heart hurts so much, he will never forget what he has experienced, except for the weak self-esteem, he is actually afraid that he will tarnish Kaifan.

He slowly felt that Kaifan was trying to learn how to apologize. On key issues, although he didn't say sorry as bluntly as last time, he felt Kaifan's repentance and apology.Otherwise, Kaifan wouldn't have come back halfway through and survived until now.

Kai Fan touched his face with one hand, tightened the other hand, and pressed A Yuan into his arms, as if holding a treasure in the world, and said earnestly, "A Yuan, don't leave me again, okay?"

"Okay." Ah Yuan choked up and said.

"We're doing fine."

"it is good."

"Don't worry about other things, everything is up to me."

"Ah."

A Yuan sniffed, rubbed his eyes, and accidentally fell into Kai Fan's clear and fragile eyes.He always believed that Zhong Can had an accident, and he had an unshirkable responsibility.Even though he was sitting in the passenger cab at that time, if he hadn't been drinking, the matter would not have developed to this point, so he asked, "Kaifan, do you hate me?"

Zhong Kaifan was heartbroken and said with red eyes, "Hate."

I hate him for crushing my thoughts with my own hands, I hate him for enduring so much misery alone, I hate him for being as determined as a jade being destroyed.

"You said you didn't hate me before!" Although he knew that Kai Fan must still have hatred, but when he heard him say this with his own ears, A Yuan couldn't help raising his voice, with strong grievances in his tone, "So it's Lied to me."

"That's the truth, and it's still the same now." Kai Fan explained word by word.

His feelings for A Yuan are very complicated, and it is difficult to sum it up in one or two words.

A Yuan's tears came again, Kai Fan hated him crying the most, wiped away his tears, and continued: "But I love you more."

"Zhong Can..." Ah Yuan burst into tears, crying blood: "I didn't do it on purpose, if I knew something would happen, I would never drink alcohol. Kaifan, I have been confessing every day for these years—— I was bullied, I failed Zhong Can’s goodwill, it was unrighteous; I failed you, it was disloyal to my relationship; even my mother’s condition became more and more unsatisfactory, it was unfilial; I was a sinner, unfaithful, unfilial and unrighteous, I regret it more than anyone else, and I often think, this is God’s punishment for me, although I am alive, every day is worse than death!"

A Yuan was already out of breath: "For a while, I really felt that I couldn't hold on, but I remembered Zhong Can's face and what he told me before he died. I was thinking, Even if I am scolded by thousands of people, I still have to live. I live not only for myself, but also for Zhong Can. How can I let him down? I don’t kill Boren, but Boren died because of me..."

Speaking of this, A Yuan was already crying, lowered his head, tears fell like stars, hitting the back of his hand one by one.

These words have been backlogged in my heart for many years, and the moment I said them, I felt a sense of relief, but felt that Kai Fan almost empathized with him, and A Yuan felt that he could get through any hurdles.

Kai Fan held back his tears and said nasally: "You don't blame Zhong Can for that matter, and you were not the one who drove the car. Over the years, I've thought about it. It was his own choice to save you."

Lin Yuan lowered his head and sobbed, not daring to look up at Kai Fan.

After a while, Lin Yuan choked up and said, "Kaifan, if something happened..."