After transmigrating into cannon fodder, I had sex with the neurotic hero [Quick Transmigration]

Lu Mingdeng walked forward along the cold hospital corridor, and the clear footsteps echoed in the entire corridor, and did not stop until a certain room.

There is a sign of Director Huo Minglei in front of the room.

He knocked on the door, and didn't go in until the person inside answered "Please come in".

"Hello, Dr. Huo." Lu Mingdeng walked in, walked up to the other party, and sat on the chair in front of the other party.

"Are you Lin Xucheng's patient?" Huo Minglei had a trace of doubt on his fair cheeks.

"I'm his butler."

"Where are his parents?"

"... already passed away." Lu Mingdeng replied softly.

Huo Minglei understood. He opened the other party's medical certificate with his fingers, and said at the same time: "Lin Xucheng is suffering from a serious mental illness, and it is the most serious type of mental illness."

"Excuse me, what is the disease?" Lu Mingdeng pursed his lips. Although he was prepared, he was indeed a little confused after the doctor came to a conclusion.

Schizophrenia is a persistent and chronic mental illness, the most common type of mental illness characterized by changes in basic personality, splits in thinking, emotion, and behavior, and incoordination between mental activities and the environment .”

"Ah... so." Lu Mingdeng nodded.

He seemed to have thought of something, and then raised his head with a blink of an eye, "Can it be cured?"

Huo Minglei showed a comforting smile, "Of course it can be cured. At present, according to the statistics of schizophrenia, about 20% to 30% of patients will recover well, the symptoms can completely disappear, and social function Fully recovered and functioning normally."

"But because schizophrenia is a chronic disease, it will relapse, so we must insist on treatment, regular assessment, and establish a long-term cooperative relationship with doctors, so as to make the long-term recovery of the disease."

"That's great." Hearing these words, Lu Mingdeng, who was a little nervous before, relaxed a little.

"However, this condition requires the company of a parent or spouse. Does he have a spouse?"

"...No." Lu Mingdeng blushed slightly, but he still spoke the truth.

Seeing his expression, Huo Minglei guessed something, so he smiled lightly, "In this case, he can only be accompanied by you. After all, since he entered the hospital, you have been the only one who has been by his side."

"I will do a good job with this matter." Because he has always done so.

"Then, I will tell you the medicines, types and methods he needs to take. You need to tell him to take medicine every day."

"Well, I'll remember."

Huo Minglei told the other party the symptoms and signs of Lin Xucheng's illness, and at the same time informed the other party of the emergency measures, and then let Lu Mingdeng go.

Lu Mingdeng, on the other hand, quickly returned to Lin Xucheng's room, fearing that there would be some accidents while he was out.

"Get out of here!!!"

Lin Xucheng, who was still lying on the bed thinking about something before, started roaring when he heard the door was opened.

Lu Mingdeng was taken aback, but he didn't intend to listen to the other party's words and go out. After all, Lin Xucheng needed his care now, which meant that he walked over slowly—in the dangerous sight of the other party.

"You are a traitor!" Finally, when Lu Mingdeng came to Lin Xucheng, Lin Xucheng slapped him directly.

With a heavy smack, the whole room could hear it clearly.

Lu Mingdeng turned his head to one side. Before he could speak, he heard a low sob over there, and then the sob turned into a howl, and the sound from his throat seemed to be torn apart by the air.

Lu Mingdeng walked over immediately, hugged the other person into his arms, lowered his eyes and murmured softly. "It's okay, I don't blame you, it's okay..."

Lu Mingdeng did not do this kind of thing less before, so now he does it with ease. Sometimes Lu Mingdeng feels that he is a jerk, because he clearly knows that the other party has a mental illness, but to a large extent, he enjoys Lin Xucheng's difference from him. As a result, Lin Xucheng's disease became more and more serious.

When he realized it, it was already too late. Lin Xucheng, who couldn't control his emotions, kidnapped the person he loved under pressure.

Perhaps his consolation was useful, the voice of the man who was still crying finally slowed down, and slowly turned into a whimper pressed against his throat.

"Are you tired?" Lu Mingdeng let the other party lie on the boat and asked worriedly while sitting on the side of the bed.

"……Um."

"Then have a good sleep." Lu Mingdeng murmured.

The room fell into silence again, until after a while, Lu Mingdeng, who was arranging Lin Xucheng's clothes in the room, heard the man behind him suddenly say: "I didn't want to hurt him, I love him."

"Well, I know." Lu Mingdeng's heart tightened slightly, but he quickly broke out into a smile, and at the same time turned his head to face Lin Xucheng with a gentle smile, "You won't hurt him, you just can't control it Own."

"I hate being unable to control myself!" Lin Xucheng replied in disgust.

Lu Mingdeng paused slightly, the soreness in his heart became more and more obvious, and there seemed to be thin moisture in his eyes, but he finally smiled and said: "You will be fine, the doctor said you will be fine."

Lin Xucheng didn't speak any more, and slowly covered himself with the quilt, even his breathing became much shallower.

Lu Mingdeng continued to do his own thing.

After tidying up all the other party's clothes, he didn't disturb Lin Xucheng's rest, but quietly closed the door, and sat on the chair in the corridor with a blank expression.

He stared blankly at the front, his eyes were wet, but he couldn't shed any tears.The sourness in his heart was overwhelming, but he couldn't control it.

He also hated not being able to control his emotions, even disgust.

His head was a little dizzy, so he twisted his temples with his fingers, then supported his weak body on his soft feet, and went to the villa where Lin Xucheng lived before.

The people in the villa had already left. After all, the birds and beasts of the Lin family were scattered, and no one would stay at this moment.

After taking some toiletries needed in the hospital and some spare money, Lu Mingdeng drove to the hospital.

Lin Xucheng had a gold card, but it was the other party's money after all, so Lu Mingdeng didn't dare to touch it, and now that the Lin family had such a big problem, he didn't know whether those gold cards were confiscated by the bank or the bank.

When Lu Mingdeng rushed to the hospital again, he heard the doctor's voice before entering the ward. "Relax, he'll be back."

"Where is he?"

"..." The doctor was silent for a while.

Lu Mingdeng didn't dare to waste any more time, he opened the door immediately, and looked for Lin Xucheng anxiously.

Lin Xucheng sat alone on the bed, his whole body looked gloomy and cold, without any vitality, like a lifeless puppet.

For a moment, Lu Mingdeng's heart tightened tightly, and the doctor couldn't help showing a relaxed smile when he saw Lu Mingdeng appear.

"Where have you been?" The other party's eyes were gloomy and cold, and the hatred contained in the depths of his eyes could not be ignored.

Lu Mingdeng touched his wrist in fear, and at the same time answered honestly. "I went back to the villa and took your toiletries."

"Get out." The other party said indifferently, and at the same time moved his head away, and lay down on the bed again.

Huo Minglei watched the other party getting along quietly, as if thinking of something, after Lin Xucheng calmed down, he motioned for Lu Mingdeng to go out with him.

The two found a quieter place, and then Huo Minglei said, "Are you sure you're not his spouse?"

Perhaps because he didn't understand why the other party asked such a question, Lu Mingdeng looked up at him suspiciously, and said, "...No, I'm just the young master's personal butler."

"Oh..." Huo Minglei seemed to be trying to understand something, and muttered to himself, "Is that so..."

"What's wrong?" Lu Mingdeng asked a little nervously.

Huo Minglei immediately replied with a smile. "In short, you are very important to your young master, that's why he loses his temper with you, because like schizophrenic patients, they always like to lose their temper with familiar people, because it makes them feel safe."

"Ah..." Lu Mingdeng was a little dazed, and asked at the same time: "Really?"

"Of course, trust the doctor, you are very important to your young master, so take good care of him and don't leave him."

"En." Lu Mingdeng naturally responded happily.

Although I don't like it, is I also an important person to Lin Xucheng?

Thinking of it this way, he was a little happy.

"Actually..." Suddenly, Lu Mingdeng replied. "My young master has someone he likes. Although that person doesn't like him, if that person can come and see him..."

"It's not necessary." Huo Minglei waved his hand immediately.

"Huh?" However, the doctor didn't say that important people had a certain degree of influence on the young master's recovery.

Huo Minglei smiled, "A patient with schizophrenia is often accompanied by delusions of love, so he can't really be sure if he likes someone because of his illness or because of his heart."

Lu Mingdeng's heart seemed to be tightened. He was a little excited, but at the same time, there was a faint sense of despair.

Although he can't be sure whether the other party likes Xie Xuelu or not, he clearly cannot fall in love with him.

Because Lin Xucheng once told him clearly: "No need."

——Although it was just a joke, Lu Mingdeng said: "Actually, I can take care of you for the rest of my life, why don't I just stay by your side for the rest of my life?"

But Lin Xucheng's answer really made him depressed and painful.

Since then, Lu Mingdeng has lost this extravagant hope.

Because the other party doesn't need to accompany him for the rest of his life.

It must be annoying.

Huo Minglei naturally didn't know what the other party was thinking, but said: "Hurry up and go back to accompany him, otherwise I guess he might lose his temper again."

"Yeah." Lu Mingdeng nodded immediately, and trotted back to Lin Xucheng's ward.

As soon as he returned to the ward, he found that Lin Xucheng was sitting by the bed again, staring out the window with a pair of cold and lifeless eyes, as if he was going to die soon.

Lu Mingdeng thumped in his heart, feeling really frightened, so he acted faster than his brain, and he hugged the opponent's waist directly, and at the same time said softly: "Don't seek death."

The person being hugged was stunned, and then Lu Mingdeng noticed a cold gaze spreading from the top of his head to his neck, chilly.

Something is wrong.

Lu Mingdeng immediately let go of his hands, and stood aside awkwardly, waiting for Lin Xucheng's lesson.

"Which eye of yours saw me go to seek death? Is your brain confused?!"

Hearing the other party's loud shouts, Lu Mingdeng felt a little masochistic pleasure.

So he smiled grumpily, "I just watched your back oozing in panic..."

Suddenly, Lin Xuxiang thought of something, and a deep look flashed in the depths of his eyes. "Could it be that you did something bad and didn't tell me? Hehe, you drugged me before, what did you do this time?"

His cold voice, like the cold wind in winter, made Lu Mingdeng tremble with fright, but he still swallowed and answered. "No..."

Lin Xucheng looked at him again, and finally, as if he couldn't take it anymore, he said directly: "When can I go out, I don't want to stay here anymore."

"This..." Of course you can't go out, your illness is not cured yet.

But Lu Mingdeng naturally wouldn't say that, so he put it another way, "Do more checkups in the hospital, the disease will recur repeatedly."

"I'm all right."

The doctor said that if he is really sensible and looks forward to recovery, he will actively treat him, and he will not find a way to leave the hospital at all.

So Lu Mingdeng answered directly. "You are not well yet, please wait a while."

"You want to die?" Lin Xucheng threatened.

"I'm just thinking about your health."

"roll."

In the end, it still ends with this word.

Lu Mingdeng nodded, and immediately walked to the front of the ward in desperation, and sat in a small corner of the ward.

He didn't dare to go out, otherwise what if something happened again?

So, Lu Mingdeng sat in the corner and stared at Lin Xucheng in a daze.

Yes, in a daze, completely in a daze, not knowing what to do.

Lu Mingdeng pursed his lips, feeling a little tired, so he sat on a chair in the corner and fell asleep.

The reason for waking up again was that my nose was blocked.

Waking up with difficulty, just about to slap the thing in front of him away, but found that Lin Xucheng in front of him was staring at him closely with abnormal eyes.

Lu Mingdeng's drowsiness was gone.He immediately opened his eyes wide and asked what the other party was doing with his eyes.

"I thought about it for a long time, why did you sabotage me and kidnap Xie Xuelu, I finally found the answer." Lin Xucheng's voice was terribly cold, and it also made Lu Mingdeng's heart pound.

Could it be that he really found that he likes...

Before he finished thinking about it, he saw the man in front of him yelling, "You fucking betrayed me, you are from Luonan! Okay, you made me cry! I was deceived by you!" So many years hahahahaha!"

He laughed happily, the big mouth that opened looked especially terrifying in this dark night.

Lu Mingdeng looked at him in shock, but quickly came to his senses, facing him directly and shaking his head vigorously.

"Woo..." Lu Mingdeng tried to break away the opponent's hand, but the opponent's hand was too hard, and he really had no strength.

Does the man in front of you want him to die?

Breathing became more and more difficult, and Lu Mingdeng's cheeks were flushed, but he didn't want to resist anymore, and let him hold his nose with his limp body.

Maybe... death in the hands of Lin Xucheng is also good...

But just when he was about to suffocate, the palm that was still covering him suddenly left.

Fresh air immediately rushed into his nose and mouth, and he breathed greedily, like a drowning fish.

A low sob came again, "I..."

There was panic in Lin Xucheng's voice.

Lu Mingdeng immediately saw the man in front of him clearly.

He is obviously such a tall man, why is he always so fragile?The usual performance no longer exists, he is like a child who has been suppressed for a long time, completely releasing his willfulness and fragility in front of him.

But this is unfair to Lu Mingdeng.

It's just that Lu Mingdeng is happy.

So, he walked forward slowly, hugged the other person's waist, and at the same time stroked the other person's back with both hands, and said softly: "It's okay, it's because you're sick, otherwise you wouldn't hurt me, right?"

He wanted to get an answer from the other party.

Lin Xucheng did not answer for a long time. "I will kill you, sooner or later you will be killed by my delusion."

"What are you delusional about?" Lu Mingdeng guided him to release the pressure.

"I imagined that you lied to me for 20 years."

"I was still a minor 20 years ago." Lu Mingdeng smiled and stroked the other party's neck.

"I still imagined that you were suppressed by Luonan, your skin was glowing red because of the heat, you closed your eyes and hummed in a low voice."

Lu Mingdeng: ...

Lu Mingdeng couldn't help trembling because of the other party's words, and at this moment, he realized that the warm big hands of the other party didn't seem so normal, his methods were cryptic and sentimental, which made him tremble...

"...Young Master Lin..." Lu Mingdeng didn't push him away.

He didn't know how long he had been waiting for this moment, but it never came true.

Lin Xucheng said it was a delusion, but being overwhelmed by Lin Xucheng was his delusion.

"If you don't push me away, I will do even more excessive things, and I may fuck you until you are covered in blood." Lin Xucheng's voice was full of unconcealable coldness and perverted paranoia.

"...If it can make you calm, I am willing to give everything for you. This is my personal wish, and you don't need to pay any price for it."

Lu Mingdeng's words were like seduction, which directly made Lin Xucheng lose his self-control.

He didn't know what he was thinking, but when he found himself imagining that Luo Nan got Lu Mingdeng, and he himself lost him forever, he couldn't help feeling angry, he wanted to kill Luo Nan, and at the same time Lu Mingdeng, and then... committed suicide.

He doesn't understand, he just wants to get him.

Lu Mingdeng's indulgence made Lin Xucheng feel at peace, but he still couldn't release the depression deep in his heart, so he lowered his body and pressed Lu Mingdeng hard against the bed.

He watched the other party take off all the clothes on his body, and lay quietly on the bed, the relaxed perfect body seemed to be offering sacrifices.

Lin Xucheng had no patience, he obeyed all desires and the cry in his heart.

He roared, his cheeks were covered with sweat, seeing the forbearing expression of that person, he was never satisfied before.

Lu Mingdeng belongs to him from body to heart.

He definitely won't let him go.

absolute.

Unless Lu Mingdeng died.

Or, he died.

= end of episode =