Pretending to be good

Gu Nange was kicked out of the house again.

Fortunately, it was not his father but his mother who drove him away this time.

But it's not bad, his father drove him to hurt his body, and his mother drove him to be sad.

His mother is worried about what he did to Xici five years ago, and his father is still worried about what he did to Xici five years ago. He pretends all day long that he can't forgive him, and that he won't come back unless he brings Xici back. up.

If it was five years ago, Gu Nange would still have the backbone to say that he would not return. It is a pity that his father took power after he came out and directly emptied him.

Downstairs in the Xici apartment, Gu Nange was sitting in the car, smoking one cigarette after another. He looked at the room upstairs where the lights had not been turned off, took out a bottle of wine, took a big gulp, and spit it out into the car without swallowing. Outside, then poured the rest of the wine on himself, creating a smell of alcohol, went upstairs, and knocked on Xici's door.

Xici saw Gu Nange through the cat's eyes, and was unwilling to open the door.

It's been a week since he returned to China, and he hasn't been home yet. His parents have called, but he shirks them all.

There is still such a slight grudge in my heart.

After waiting for a while, the knocking, slapping and shouting outside the door gradually became quieter. Gu Nange had left, and Xi Ci went back to his room to take a hot bath. Before he could dry his wet hair, he heard the sound outside the door. There was a knock on the door, and through the cat's eyes, several policemen stood outside the door, holding Gu Nange up.

Western Ci: "?"

Opening the door, the smell of alcohol came in.

Xi Ci looked at Gu Nange, who was obviously drunk, and asked the police, "What's wrong?"

"You called the police, right?"

"Call the police?"

The police asked as usual, "Didn't you call the police to say that someone was harassing you at your door? Do you know this person? If you don't know him, we brought him back to the police station."

Xici really wanted to be the hands-off shopkeeper and let Gu Nange take a police car to a police station, but seeing how drunk he was, he really couldn't help it.

"I'm sorry, it's all a misunderstanding. He is my brother. I didn't hear him knock on the door when I was taking a shower just now. Thank you for making a trip."

"Brother?" After understanding the relationship, the policeman didn't feel impatient after running for nothing, and sent Gu Nange over there. Xici hurriedly helped the drunkard who couldn't stand still, and heard the policeman say: "Since it's a misunderstanding, let's go first. After the person wakes up, talk to him carefully, and don't disturb the people when you get drunk next time."

"Okay, I will definitely talk about it, thank you for your hard work."

"fine."

After the police left, Xi Ci helped Gu Nange into the door, threw him on the sofa without any politeness, turned around and left, but Gu Nange fell on the edge of the sofa and retched heart-piercingly.

Xi Ci had no choice but to turn around and prepare to help him go to the bathroom.

Gu Nange is 1.8 meters tall. He was hanging on Xici's shoulders and almost couldn't get up. Gu Nange tilted his head and squinted at him, and murmured: "Xixi, brother... I apologize to you, please forgive me." Brother, can you?"

Five years ago, Gu Nange took Xici back from the bay area. At that time, Xici was extremely unstable. In severe cases, he even had hallucinations and self-harm. What made Gu Nange even more collapsed was that Xici treated everyone With great hostility, especially him.

The doctor said that Xici's spirit would break down sooner or later.

However, there was a turning point in that situation. Xici selectively lost his memory because he couldn't bear it, but in view of Gu Nange's past actions, everyone took it for granted that it was Gu Nange's doing something behind the scenes that caused Xici Ci amnesia.

Gu Nange hung on Xici's shoulder, slid down, and lay down on the sofa again.

Xi Ci remained silent.

Gu Nange looked up at Xici, his eyes were sleepy, and he took a few deep breaths, "It's been five years, can't you forgive brother?"

"No!" Xici said stiffly.

Gu Nange looked like he was very drunk, he struggled to get up from the sofa, staggered and stood in front of Xici, stroking Xici's hair like he was a child, "Xixi, you have to believe that no matter what my brother has done, everything will be true. It's for your own good."

The slightly cool palm touched Xici's scorching back of the neck, feeling the trembling of the neck, and forcibly pulled Xici with his back to him.

Xi Ci resisted for a while, but he still struggled. He leaned his head on Gu Nange's shoulder and said reluctantly in a muffled voice: "I have studied psychology these years, and I understand your original intention and your purpose, but I can't accept it. What you do."

He paused, "If you were not so determined to go your own way at the beginning, you could give me some time, or take it step by step and not take such drastic measures..."

Gu Nange stroked the back of his neck silently.

"Actually, he has always wanted your approval. The reason why he stabbed you when he was a child was just because he wanted to play with you," Xi Ci whispered, "What my grandfather taught him is different from ours. Too many games and blood, he really thinks that violence is just a kind of communication and fun, he doesn’t think you don’t like him, that’s why he enters your room in the middle of the night, he doesn’t want to hurt you, he thinks you can hide easily Open, like the mutual blogs he has seen before."

Gu Nan gave a meal.

It was really hard for him to forget that night, when Gu Xici came to his room with a dagger and stabbed him, what shocked him the most was the smile on his mouth.

At that time, Gu Xici was only a few years old, but he was only a teenager.

That is still his psychological shadow.

"Brother, if you and your parents hadn't judged a child so arbitrarily, and didn't use such drastic and paranoid methods, he might actually be cured."

Gu Nange was silent.

"He just wants to play with you, like a child who lacks love and seeks your attention in his own way. Even if you scold him and beat him, it's better than ignoring him in silence." Xici thought for a while, or I asked the question I wanted to ask for a long time, "Brother, did you think of him as your younger brother for a moment? Or, have you thought of him in these years?"

Gu Nange still didn't speak.

After a long time, a choked up sound was heard.

Like 'um', but not like.

It is difficult to admit that you are wrong, but time is a good thing, it can dilute everything, and it can also allow people to see their past self clearly in time.

Gu Nange thought more than once, if he went back to five years ago, would he still use such extreme and paranoid methods?

Promise is no.

Now he is more mature and steady than he was five years ago, and he has learned to take responsibility.

"I'm sorry, it's... It's my brother who made a mistake. My brother sincerely apologizes to you. It doesn't matter if you don't want to forgive me. Parents are always good to you. Go home, okay?"

Xici was a little sad, "I don't know how to face them yet. I haven't contacted my parents these years. I'm worried..."

"Worried?" Gu Nange smiled, "If you don't go back, Dad will probably kick me out. I did a lot of trouble back then, so help brother, okay?"

Xici raised his head and looked at Gu Nange with clear eyes, who didn't look a little drunk, and immediately understood that this person was pretending to be drunk.

Realizing that the person was pretending, Xici was trembling with anger, dragged him into the bathroom, and threw him on the floor of the bathroom, "vomit! Just throw up here! When will the toilet be full and come out!"

With a bang, Xici angrily closed the bathroom door.

Gu Nange sat on the ground, lowered his head and laughed helplessly.

***

The next day, Xi Ci got in Gu Nange's car and went home.

Gu Youchen was sitting on the sofa reading documents, Yuan Jiao was picking flowers on one side, cut branches and leaves could be seen everywhere on the tea table in front of him and on the carpet, Yuan Jiao patiently inserted various flowers into vases, the teacup in hand was empty, Gu Youchen did not move Give her another glass of sensuality.

Yuan Jiao's expression was still calm, he took a sip and continued to focus all his energy on the pot of delicate and green flowers.

The sunlight casts from the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the crystal clear water droplets on the flowers reflect the bright light.

There was a sound of opening the door, Gu Xici was standing at the door, and Gu Nange was dragging the suitcase behind him.

"Dad, Mom, I'm back."

The author has something to say:

A small episode of family reunion, and an explanation of what happened when I was a child.

I am also very sad that I collapsed in the later writing, sorry (.?_?.)?