Pretending to be good

Song Yao looked at him with pity in his eyes, which made people feel angry and pity for no reason.

Gu Xici grinned coldly and turned his head to one side, "Forget it, stop talking, I don't want to hear it."

Since the ending is doomed, there is no need to listen to the process.

"They are so kind to you." Gu Xici turned his head to look at the two birds on the neck outside the window, raised his head and cried, and said with a sudden smile: "Xici, do you know what I envy you the most?"

Xici remained silent.

"What I envy you the most is that you don't have to do anything, and there are a lot of people who like you. You are afraid, you are afraid, and naturally someone will bear it for you. Your world is so simple. Countless people have worked hard, just In order to kill my cancer that has stained you."

"Everyone wants me to die so you can live. I have struggled for so long, but I just don't want to be easily killed by them. Why should they kill me? I just won't let them do what they want."

Xici still maintained its original silence.

Gu Xici's mind was dizzy, and he was already unconscious. He bit the tip of his tongue with all his strength, and after a bloody smell filled his nostrils, the pain finally brought him back to consciousness.

Suddenly, the door was kicked open, and the sound of disputes and scuffles could be heard faintly. Gu Xici looked up with difficulty, and seemed to see Song Xiao dimly.

Another one came for Xi Ci.

Noisy.

Gu Xici impatiently grabbed the pillow next to him and threw it towards the two of them.

Whether Song Xiao comes or not has nothing to do with him. Whether it is Song Yao or Song Xiao, their goals will be the same. To him, there is no difference.

Gu Xici vaguely felt that he was being carried on his back. The broad and thick back made people feel at ease, but it hurt his whole body.

Gu Xici couldn't help but whispered: "Slow down."

The person carrying him coaxed him, "Don't be afraid, we'll be there soon."

Gu Xici didn't know what the place this person said he was going to be, and he didn't want to know who the person who recited him was, but thinking about it, there wouldn't be any good place, and it wouldn't be for him. Come.

Gu Xici closed his heavy eyelids, telling himself over and over in his heart, forget it, forget it like this.

No more, he doesn't want anything anymore, and he doesn't want anything extravagantly.

To be alive, even if I hide in the dark without seeing the light of day, and rotten to the point of rotting in the mud, I just want to live.

Gu Xici put his arms around the neck of the person carrying him, and said in a low voice, "Help me...help me."

"Don't be afraid, with me here, no one dares to hurt you!"

"Hide me, please, hide me..."

The pace faltered suddenly, and Song Xiao tilted his head to look at Gu Xici who had fallen asleep on his shoulder. After thinking for a while, he still put him in the back seat of the car and drove slowly towards Yuan's small courtyard.

Halfway down the road, there was a sound from the back seat.

Song Xiao looked back through the rearview mirror, and a pair of gloomy eyes suddenly fell into his eyes.

It was a very strange feeling, Song Xiao's heart trembled, and he also felt something was wrong.

Those eyes were calm, not indifferent in the storm, but lifeless silence, unable to see the active vitality and movement.

Almost subconsciously, Song Xiao slammed on the brakes and turned to look at Xici who was curled up in the corner of the back seat.

"what happened to you?"

Xici tilted his head to look out the car window, and asked him lightly, "Where are you taking me?"

Emotionally calm, it seemed that he hadn't experienced anything in the past few days.

Song Xiao was not at ease, "Xi Ci, what did Song Yao do to you these days?"

"What did you do..." Xici shook his head in a daze, "I don't remember."

"Don't remember? No, I'll take you to the hospital."

"I'm not sick."

"I see that the back of your neck is seriously injured. It's better to go to the hospital for an examination."

Xi Ci looked back at him, "Can you do me a favor?"

"What are you busy with?"

"Hide me, hide me." As soon as the words fell, two lines of tears suddenly slid down from Xi Ci's eyes.

People always wishful thinking about the facts they see in their own eyes, Xi Ci thinks that he is a derived personality, to 'seal' a person who is 'full of evil', he occupies this body confidently, and racks his brains as it should To kill that 'full of evil'.

He thought he was a hero, doing an act of justice.

But in fact, I am a coward, and I dare not bear the coward who dare not face it.

Because he didn't dare, he closed himself up for so many years, and derived another personality to bear all this for him. He also gave him the hat of "full of evil" and held the power of judgment to decide his life and death.

"Brother Song Xiao, I don't want to go home, can you hide me?"

This was the first time Xici begged him. Song Xiao looked into his misty eyes, which made him think that in this world, Xici could rely on him alone.The feeling of being dependent made his Adam's apple roll, he thought for a while, and finally nodded his head.

Song Xiao hid him in a house far away from the seashore. The house is not big, but the advantage is that the location is remote, few people come, and it is desolate everywhere, so it is difficult for people to find him.

Xi Ci called Yuan Jiao, saying that he wanted to relax, and hung up the phone without waiting for Yuan Jiao's questioning, which was regarded as a reply.

Song Xiao didn't dare to show his face either. Looking at Xi Ci's sullen state, he felt that he had the urge to seek death and life, so he could only watch him all the time.

Xi Ci only thought it was funny, seeing Song Xiao carefully staring at him all day long, when he got close to the beach, he immediately stepped up to grab him nervously, and asked him with a smile, "Are you afraid that I will jump into the sea?"

Song Xiao frowned, and pulled him back into the house, mumbled, "The sea is windy and the waves are strong, don't go there."

"Oh."

The seaside is a good place. The sky is high and the land is wide. Listening to the waves all day long, smelling the salty sea breeze, watching the returning clouds and seagulls, and the turbid white waves rolled up, even the heart becomes broad.

Or, he read a book about split personality, and his heavy heart became heavier.

"Brother Song Xiao, do you have any wine?"

Song Xiao looked at the injury on the back of his neck and disagreed, "Your injury is still not healed."

Xici clutched the gauze on the back of his neck and said with a smile, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore."

"That's not OK."

Song Xiao flatly refused.

Staying with Xici during this period of time, not only the depression of Xici's mood can be seen with the naked eye, but also his arrogance has been polished a lot.

Song Xiao never let go of his eyebrows, he sighed and felt that he was no less than ten years old.

In the end, he was defeated by Xi Ci's silence all night.

He put a few bottles of red wine in front of Xi Ci, "Men, there is nothing that cannot be solved with a drink. If it can't be solved, then get drunk again."

Xici drank heavily with his wine glass, and when he got dizzy from drinking, he smiled and looked at the two figures of Song Xiao, completely drunk.

Song Xiao supported the crumbling Xici, looked at the empty wine glass on the table, and said helplessly, "What's wrong with you?"

With red eyes, Xici looked up at him with tears in his eyes, and smiled like self-deprecating, "I just feel that I am worthless."

"How could it be useless."

"I hate my kindness, my cowardice, why I can't get down and kill him!"

"Kill him? Who?"

Xici smiled and pointed to himself, "I, it's me."

Song Xiao helped him into the room, and said helplessly, "Don't drink so much, you're so drunk!"

"I'm not drunk!" Xici said with a smile: "I'm not drunk at all, I'm sober! I hate myself, weak! Incompetent! I have no advantages at all, and I'm not worthy of anyone's liking at all!"

The more you talk, the more outrageous it becomes.The hangover tea that Song Xiao had prepared earlier came to his mouth, "Drink it."

Xi Ci bowed his head and took a sip, then vomited again, "It's unpalatable!"

"Gu Xici, if you don't drink, you may get a headache."

Xici stood unsteadily, squinted at him, and approached him unexpectedly, "Brother Song Xiao, why do you like me?"

Song Xiao was also drunk, and the drunken person could not remember what he had said after he sobered up, so he didn't hide and hesitate, and said openly: "I want to."

"Not long after you entered the Song family, you and a child from the neighbor's family disliked each other. Later, the child from that family deliberately led a wolf dog to scare you. Unexpectedly, you were thrown down by the wolf dog. You were only 15 years old at the time. Don't blame the past, even have the courage to save people under the mouth of a wolf dog," Song Xiao lowered his head and kissed him boldly, "You are really my hero."

Xici looked at him quietly, "Is it because of this that you like me?"

"There's no way to forget about it."

Xici closed his eyes and smiled bitterly, turned over and got into bed, "Brother Song Xiao, I'm sleepy, please let me rest for a while."

Song Xiao looked at the shivering ball under the quilt, and didn't know what he said wrong, so he stretched out his hand to pull the corner of the quilt, "Xi Ci, take a bath before going to sleep, at least drink the sober drink, otherwise you will wake up tomorrow. Uncomfortable."

Xici pulled the quilt firmly, "Brother Song Xiao, don't touch me, I feel very uncomfortable."

"Uncomfortable? Where is it uncomfortable?" Song Xiao felt like a little old man, and he still had the appearance of a romantic son.

Xi Ci passively resisted, Song Xiao threw off the quilt with one touch, and the thin back was trembling in his eyes.

Like freezing, but also like scared.

"what happened?"

Xici's shoulders trembled, and he turned around slowly, looking at Song Xiao with clear eyes.

Song Xiao touched his forehead, "Cold? Have a cold?"

Gu Xici clumsily hugged Song Xiao's waist, forcefully pushed Song Xiao down on the bed, and knelt on Song Xiao's waist.

"You saved me?"

Song Xiao thought he was very drunk, "I saved you."

He humbly murmured: "I just want to survive, please, help me, I can do anything."