Pretending to be good

Jiang Mingcheng, who was kneeling in the center of the living room, raised his head, Xi Ci glanced casually, and bumped into Jiang Mingcheng, whose eyes were full of bloodshot eyes.

Jiang Mingcheng had dark circles under his eyes, and it looked like he didn't sleep well last night.

But Jiang Mingcheng just glanced at him, just a glance, and he didn't look at him. He lowered his head, but his back was straight.

"Xixi, go change your clothes. Mom will take you to the hospital for another checkup." Yuan Jiao looked at Xici and said without doubt.

Xi Ci touched the gauze on his head, completely unaware of what happened, "Mom, no need, it's not serious."

"What's the point? Look in the mirror yourself. It's not serious if you're all wounded to the head? Then what is serious?"

Xici couldn't hold back Yuan Jiao, although he felt that Yuan Jiao was making too much fuss, but in order to make Yuan Jiao feel at ease, he obediently went upstairs to change clothes.

The man in the mirror had gauze wrapped around his head, and the gauze above his eyes was still stained with red blood. Xi Ci gently pressed on the blood, which hurt a little.

"When did you do it, why don't you have any memory at all." Xi Ci said to himself in the mirror, "Didn't you sleep last night? How did you hit it while sleeping?"

His eyes touched the alarm clock on the table, Xi Ci was slightly stunned, and he narrowed his eyes, suddenly pale with shock.

After a good night's sleep, Xi Ci remembered that he had agreed with Gu Youchen yesterday that he would go to Gu's house to celebrate his birthday after the birthday party is over!

He actually forgot such an important thing!

Xici hurriedly picked up the phone, ready to give Gu Youchen and Gu Nange an explanation.

But just after unlocking the screen, the date on the phone screen reads July 27!

Xici's hand holding the phone trembled, and he almost couldn't hold it firmly.

July 27?

He checked the date on Baidu, and the time was still July 27.

Xici's mind buzzed, and he sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, holding the edge of the bed with his palms, his eyes staring straight.

Today...is July 27?

So yesterday was July 26?

But wasn't it his birthday party yesterday?

It was Jiang Chenhe's birthday party specially organized for his birthday.

Xici suddenly remembered an invitation card in his drawer.

Jiang Jiaxi's birthday party...July 25th.

That's right, his birthday is on July 25, and the birthday party is also held on July 25, but why did he travel from July 25 to July 27 after sleeping?

July 26 what is he doing?sleep?

Sleep all day?

Xici turned his head and saw himself in the mirror with his hair wrapped in gauze. He seemed to smile when he saw himself in the mirror.

sarcastic laugh.

"Did I really go out racing with Jiang Mingcheng last night?" Xici asked to himself.

A voice rang in his ear, "Tch, it's me who is racing, not you."

The voice didn't really sound like it was coming from his ears, but more precisely, it was the voice coming from his head.

It was as if someone had taken root in his mind, and he didn't need to listen to it with his ears, his brain could 'hear' the voice directly.

Xici silently looked at himself in the mirror, the more he looked at himself, the more strange the person in the mirror became.

Familiar eyes, familiar nose, familiar mouth, familiar outline, but he feels like a bystander looking at the person in the mirror.

An inexplicable feeling of at a loss came to my heart.

It seems that there is no sense of belonging.

Flying around, it made him feel scared and panicked.

"who are you?"

"I'm Gu Xici."

"You are Gu Xici, then who am I?"

"Are you a fool, of course you are also Gu Xici."

"Why are there two? Why do you exist?"

"I should be asking you this question. I have always been in this body. It was your appearance that forced me to disappear for 13 years."

"What do you mean?"

"I don't remember what happened before I was five years old? Is it really because I was young? It's because you didn't show up before I was five years old. Gu Xici, it was you who occupied my body and forced me to suppress myself for 13 years .”

Xici looked at himself in the mirror and opened his mouth, but all the words were stuck in his throat.

There was a sharp pain in the throat, and the eyes were inexplicably sore.

"You...don't try to weave these lies to deceive me!"

"You are really pure and pitiful, no, it should be said that you are pitifully stupid," 'Xi Ci' sighed, "You don't really think that you slept all day and all night, did you? Why did you go last night? Impression? Do you know how you got the injury on your head? Or if you don’t believe it, you can also check the video surveillance on the coastal road to see if you are there, oh, but you can also lie to yourself , You sleepwalked yourself."

Xici didn't speak for a while.

He just looked at himself in the mirror, staring at it for a moment.

Is it a sequela after rebirth, or is he crazy? <-->>

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"Don't think about it, it's not that you are crazy, but the two of us... no, the three of us coexist."

"We three?"

'Xi Ci' smiled and said, "Xiao Xi, come out and say hello."

A timid voice choked with sobs, "I want brother Shen..."

"He..." Xici clenched his fists tightly, "Who is he..."

"Let me introduce to you, both of us are the ones you squeezed out. It's just that Xiaoxi is lucky enough to come out after you're drunk."

Xi Ci recalled how stupid and stupid he was when he was drunk, and smiled in disbelief, "Impossible, this is impossible... this is absolutely impossible!"

"It's really pitiful that you still don't believe it. But also, who wants to admit that he was created?"

"create?"

"Maybe your parents dislike me and don't like me, so they created a more satisfied and obedient you. Look at how good your mother has been to you these years."

was created?

"No! You lied to me! It's impossible! It's ridiculous! No one can be created!"

Xici punched the full-length mirror in front of him, centering on his fist, the surrounding glass was shattered.

He couldn't see his own face clearly.

The shatterable glass reflects countless others.

'Xi Ci' sighed, "You believed it, didn't you?"

"I don't believe it! This is too ridiculous!" Xici closed his eyes and sat on the ground looking at the full-length mirror.

What could be more absurd than being born again?

He has even experienced rebirth, so what qualifications does he have to say the word absurd.

He just couldn't accept it.

"Yes, you were not created by them, you were created by me," 'Xici' said indifferently: "Because no one likes me, I only have to create you, a well-behaved and sensible you, so they won't kill me."

Xi Ci's voice trembled, "Kill you?"

"Do you think it's cruel? In fact, I also think it's cruel, but what can I do? My arms can't twist my thighs. I've already said that I will be obedient, but," the voice of 'Xici' said helplessly, "They don't believe it. ah!"

'Xici' sighed, "What can I do, I have to let you out and coax them to play. I have been watching your body for 13 years, and I found that everyone is pretending, pretending to be in front of the teacher. Good students pretend to be good sons in front of their parents, and good subordinates in front of their bosses. Their goal is nothing more than to be liked by teachers, parents, and bosses. You are the same, right?"

Xici sensed a hint of danger, "What do you mean?"

"I have studied for 13 years, it's time to practice."

Yesterday, Xici had no impression of Xici all day long, and the day was easily taken away... Xici's palms were sweating coldly.

"Don't try to mess around, Mom, she can't see it!"

"Really? How about we make a bet?"

Xi Ci gritted his teeth, his eyes were red, "What bet?"

"Bet how soon I'll be found out."

Xici remained silent.

"One year? Two years? Three years? What does time matter, I will go abroad soon, I will find a place where no one knows you, and kill you!" 'Xici' paused for a moment, then laughed again Said: "Is Xiaoxi good?"

Xiaoxi came out with a crying voice, "... Be good."

"As long as Xiaoxi is obedient, I won't kill you, how about it?"

Xici clenched his palms tightly, "Gu Xici, you can't do this! You can't!"

"Why not, Xi Ci, this is a disease, I want to cure myself."

"You won't succeed!" Xi Ci got up and strode out, holding the door lock in his hand, his movements froze, as if a frame was frozen.

There was a knock on the door, "Xici, are you okay?"

The corners of the straight mouth suddenly drew an upward curve, and he responded to the door: "It's coming soon, it's all right, Mom, wait for me."

"Mom is waiting for you downstairs, don't delay, come down quickly."

"understood."

The footsteps were getting farther and farther.

Xici's eyes gradually dimmed, his body softened inch by inch, and he slid down the door bit by bit.

He looked at his body and laughed, listening to his body talking, what he said was not what he wanted to say, what he wanted to say crazily in his heart, but in the end he could only roar in his heart.

There is no strength, and no right to control.

This feeling of powerlessness frightened him and made him tremble.

The overwhelming darkness rushed towards him, and it was pitch black in front of him, and he couldn't see anyone.

"Do you know how I got here in 13 years?"

Xi Ci opened his mouth wide, hot tears streaming down his face.

'Xici' stood up, wiped away the tears on his face in the mirror, and smiled, "I don't want to hide in the darkness with that identity anymore, and the only way to heal is to kill you."