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On the dinner table, Gu Xiyu lowered her head, poking the rice in the bowl with her chopsticks, but it was delayed until it was delivered to her mouth.Seeing Gu Xiyu's absent-minded look, Han Shaoqian felt a little helpless.After he said that sentence this afternoon, Gu Xiyu was really frightened by him, stared at him blankly for a long time before recovering, pushed him away in a panic and rushed out the door.

Han Shaoqian does not regret saying that sentence, after all, there is another sentence that will be said one day.

What he wanted was never Gu Xiyu's escape from this feeling.

Han Shaoqian picked up a chopstick dish for Gu Xiyu, "Xiyu, don't poke it, let's eat."

Gu Xiyu looked up at Han Shaoqian in a daze, Han Shaoqian looked at his blank expression, raised his hand and rubbed his hair, "I told you to stop poking and eat quickly."

Gu Xiyu shrunk her neck, lowered her head quickly, her ears turned red, and took a few mouthfuls of food stiffly, not daring to look up at Han Shaoqian again.

Han Shaoqian said that sentence today, which made him a little confused.The unexpected answer completely exceeded Gu Xiyu's expectations.He originally thought that Han Shaoqian's answer would only be support or opposition to that relationship, but he didn't expect that Han Shaoqian would take this opportunity to tell him his sexual orientation.

This answer seemed to allow him to find the reason for Han Shaoqian's intimacy with him, but he didn't seem to find it.

He didn't dare to be arrogant, and didn't dare to think that Han Shaoqian was kind to him because he liked him.Han Shaoqian is so outstanding, so outstanding that Gu Xiyu always feels a little inferior for no reason, no matter how much he has done for himself, it will not help.

The difference between them is not only status, money, years, but also many real gaps that Gu Xiyu can't tell.

These gaps make Gu Xiyu see no hope for this relationship.However, he couldn't do it to bless him with a smile, and he couldn't do it to fulfill him with a smile.He is not Chen Mo, he can't do it.

The sockets of her eyes were sore, Gu Xiyu gritted her teeth hard to keep her tears from falling.

The reality clearly told me that it was impossible, but I still couldn't help but want to get close to him.His feelings for him are like moths to a flame, knowing that the ending will be wiped out, but still want to get close to this last bit of warmth.

Gu Xiyu took a deep breath, put down the chopsticks, lowered her head and said in a low voice, "Brother, I'm a little tired, I... go back to my room first."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Han Shaoqian's answer, he turned around and left the restaurant quickly, Han Shaoqian couldn't help frowning, did Gu Xiyu cry just now?

Gu Xiyu trotted upstairs as if escaping, locked the door of her own room, and sat down on the ground leaning against the door panel exhausted.The floor is a little cold this season, but Gu Xiyu doesn't seem to feel the coolness while sitting there.

The eye sockets were sore, tears rolled down his face, and the temperature was hot.

Gu Xiyu, Gu Xiyu, why have you become so vulnerable?

He wiped the tears from his face vigorously, his face was flushed red by his sleeve.He didn't know why he was crying, but he suddenly felt a pain in his heart, so painful.

Even if Han Shaoqian's kindness to him is just a kind of habitual tenderness, he can't force himself to choose to let go.He can't let go!Can't let him go......

There was a knock on the door behind "knock knock", and Han Shaoqian's voice followed, "Xiyu, can you open the door for me first, I'll take you to the hospital to see what's wrong with you, Xiyu?"

Gu Xiyu didn't respond, she slowly raised her hand to cover her ears, tears fell even more fiercely.

what do I do?What am I going to do?

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The extra update is in another place, you can see it by clicking on the column

It's not very long, but it's an appetizer for everyone.

ps I hope you don't think Xiaoyu is cowardly or something, in fact he is just too humble in front of love

I feel sorry for my baby Xiaoyu