We're All Especially Sympathizing With That Man

Yuan Zhan's active embrace gave Yan Jing Ximo great encouragement. He put his arms around his shoulders, and the distance between the two of them grew further. More images flashed in their minds, which belonged to their sweetest memories, but did they? Memories flooded in and out of chaos.

It is the world of the two of them to remove all the unhappiness.

A seemingly simple hug, but they have spent several lifetimes of struggle in exchange for it, it is not easy.

In this process, there are misunderstandings, pain, and death.

But fortunately, they reincarnated, and the force majeure factor was broken, although there may be other reasons for this.

This hug did not come easily, they waited too long and it was too difficult.

All the small candles on the cake were extinguished, but Yuan Zhan and Yan Jingxi still hugged each other until Yuan Zhan got up from Yan Jingxi's arms.

Yan Jingxi obviously didn't hug her enough: "Huh?"

"The posture is a bit wrong, and the legs seem to be a little numb." Yuan Zhan said.

The somewhat sad atmosphere was completely dispelled by Yuan Zhan's words, he is like this, always optimistic, making Yan Jingxi unable to let go of his love for him, this is his lover.

Yan Jingxi supported him to sit on the sofa with one hand: "Sit on the sofa, I'll rub it for you, even standing can make your legs numb, I'm convinced."

Yuan Zhan looked Yan Jingxi's face carefully again: "Okay, don't frown, it's fine if you're older than me, but don't age too fast, I don't want to chase after the sense of vicissitudes on your face."

Yan Jingxi pressed his hand on his leg harder: "Everything you say is right, as long as I don't frown."

Ruzi Yuan Zhan nodded teachably: "Well, that's right."

Yan Jingxi pressed hard on his leg, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "It's okay?"

Yuan Zhan took his hand away at this time: "The leg is no longer numb."

They can't say too much hypocritical words, their feelings are relatively restrained, and they have always maintained "I understand his thoughts", "I know his habits", "our [-]% tacit understanding represents love", and there is no need to be in love all the time. Put words like "love" and "like" on your lips.

Yan Jingxi was originally kneeling at Yuan Zhan's feet, but now his feet are a little numb, he got up and sat beside Yuan Zhan, looking up at him: "Tell me, have you known these things for a long time?"

Yuan Zhan wasn't ready to confess right away, he also had a sudden feeling, how could he have no feelings for Yan Jingxi, it's just that he hasn't found a real breakthrough. The whole world is a test of their feelings, so it is not so sad to think about it.

As long as they are still alive, as long as they are not affected by terrible external forces, it is good that everyone is well.Compared with those classmates who have been affected for a lifetime but don't know it, it is already the best situation for him to be able to reunite with Yan Jingxi in the end.

There is no need for them to guess each other anymore, there is no resistance in front of them, and it can also be said that all the "memory" resistance now becomes so insignificant in the rest of their time together.

Does Yan Jingxi love him?Promise is yes.

Does he love Yan Jingxi?Promise is also yes.

All the entanglements are only in the "memory" between them, just think that those are just a scene, after you figure it out, it's actually nothing, just treat it as they played a customs clearance game, the process is not important , the important thing is that the two protagonists finally broke through all the difficulties and came together.

In fact, what he has always cared about is that their world is a novel, and he is the protagonist.

It's not that hard to accept reality.

Yuan Zhan answered Yan Jingxi's question: "It's not long. Do you still remember what Bai Yueguang said to me in the police station that day? I think he not only told me, but also told you." He habitually found a comfortable position to lie down next to Yan Jingxi, and rested his head on Yan Jingxi's lap naturally, "His words are actually true."

Yan Jingxi remembered what Bai Yueguang said to Yuan Zhan. They all regarded Bai Yueguang as a lunatic. Of course, they did not deny the existence of external forces.

He caught Yuan Zhan's point: "You mean Bai Yueguang didn't lie, do you?"

Now that the two of them have recognized each other, it is even more necessary to explain everything clearly, just like they used to discuss the value of a project, and it is also like talking about the changeable weather.

Yuan Zhan raised his head, and could see Yan Jingxibi's thin chin at first: "Yes, in the first life, do you remember when I started to change?"

Yan Jingxi: "From the time I filed for divorce with you."

Yuan Zhan nodded: "Yes, the previous me, you can think that I have a dual personality, and the one with you who is not sober is my sub-personality, he did something radical and almost caused his body to die, and then I am at this moment came back."

Yan Jingxi inserted her fingertips into his hair: "Does this have anything to do with what Bai Yueguang said?"

Yuan Zhan continued to trace the timeline with him: "From the time we had a car accident in the previous life to the time I returned in this life, that is, during the twenty-odd years in between, the real me did not exist in this world, but in another world. When I came back, I knew that this was a novel world. At first, I regarded you all as characters in the novel, and I didn’t have a sense of substitution. It wasn’t until you started to wake up, and I began to receive our memories, that I gradually recovered I actually feel the same way as you, which is why I dare not recognize you."

Yan Jingxi felt lucky and a bit savored: "You mean, you lived in another world for a while during this period?" He didn't participate in that part of his life, and his mood was a bit delicate.

Yuan Zhan nodded: "Yeah."

Yan Jingxi: "That is to say, in that world you occasionally know that our world is a novel."

Yuan Zhan: "Yes, I haven't read the original book, but my identity in that world is that I am a popular anchor. A game I played was adapted from this book. I didn't think too much about it at the time. , Play whatever game is more popular.”

Yan Jingxi: "I see. In the eyes of people in other worlds, we are the characters of the novel. Is this the three-dimensional or four-dimensional space world that is often said? Each world has its differences, but they may be related. exist independently."

Yuan Zhan nodded: "It's possible. I thought about it too, so I figured it out. This is the only way to explain these strange phenomena that don't exist scientifically. I don't know where the white moonlight that crossed into our world came from, but he must be with Like me, who had no memory before, I was also an 'outsider'."

Yan Jingxi: "The description is really good. Only 'outsiders' will be self-righteous and exaggerate their own role and ability."

It was the first time to spit out the things hidden in his heart, and now Yuan Zhan felt the refreshing feeling of spit out.

"It's really comfortable after talking. You don't have to hide any secrets anymore. As long as you tell them, it's no longer a secret."

Yan Jingxi still has endless affection for him: "I don't need to hide secrets from me."

Yuan Zhan hugged his waist and buried his head on his chest: "That's right, no wonder when I first saw you, I thought in my heart, hey, this man is so handsome, he meets my criteria for choosing a mate everywhere, but Why is he so scumbag? How can my man be so scumbag and abandon his original partner? I thought, divorce is the best relief. After experiencing this, I realized that this 'very scumbag man' is actually the least scumbag Yes, he's mine."

Yan Jingxi was amused by his description: "Yes, it's just 'scum' you, anyway, you can't escape, and you will continue to be 'scummed' after running to another world." The sadness in the process, probably only they know .

The two people who are clearly in love, but unknowingly staged the farce of "sadomasochism" every day, it's quite interesting to think about it, and it is estimated that these experiences, they will never feel too boring when they talk about them in their entire lives.

Yuan Zhan asked Yan Jingxi in turn: "Then when did you recover your memory?"

Yan Jingxi told him: "I should be earlier than you. Not long after we divorced, I began to dream about our past in the form of dreams. At first I thought I was sick, so I went to a psychiatrist for diagnosis. Later, I started to dream about our past. Investigating Bai Yueguang, I found that things are more complicated than I imagined. Among the people investigating Bai Yueguang, there are not only me, but also Du Zhisen, and you. I naturally don't want you to be involved in right and wrong. When Bai Yueguang started to make noise , I connected with Du Zhisen, and we were ventilated. He also dreamed about everything in the future. It is estimated that without him, the Du Group might eventually become Bai Yueguang's pocket, and none of his family could keep him. He didn't talk to me. Mention too many details, and I exchanged useful information, including your situation and mine. Then, we joined hands to pay attention to Bai Yueguang and made all preparations. During a meal with Bai Yueguang, I found that, He's weird, his external force is a silver medal, and he calls him a 'drama master'."

Yan Jingxi: "Comparing it with what you said now, it shows that our world is really a novel in the eyes of others. Bai Yueguang knew the development direction of the plot, which is the life path of each of us, and with the help of external forces, he took it The world is turning upside down."

Yuan Zhan: "That's right. However, at present, I don't know what caused Bai Yueguang's halo to no longer work. Is it because of my return, or because he lost his memory before?"

Yan Jingxi also shook his head: "We didn't figure it out, we also got his silver medal, and it didn't have any special effect. Now it has been sent to those who want to study it, but there has been no result, it has always been gray Fluttering, losing the luster that silver jewelry should have."

Yuan Zhan: "Could it be that the effect attached to the silver medal is no longer effective?" An idea flashed through his mind, too fast, but he didn't catch it.

However, it doesn't matter now, Bai Yueguang has lost his support, and he has to pay the due price for what he did.

Yan Jingxi: "It should be. There is one thing I am a little concerned about."

Yuan Zhan rubbed his head in Yan Jingxi's arms: "What?"

Yan Jingxi: "I want to know what you have experienced during the time you lived there?"

Yuan Zhan just wanted to say something, but he couldn't remember: "My experience is very ordinary. I was born in an ordinary family. When I was young, I went to school with my parents there in the south. After high school, I went to the north. Since then, I have taken root in the north. ,work and life."

Yan Jingxi sighed: "Then you must have many suitors, and I really want to participate in your life over there. Fortunately, you are doing well."

Yuan Zhan nodded: "Yes."

His memory of the world over there actually started to be a little blurry. He couldn't remember what his parents looked like in that world, and he couldn't remember whether the boss of the first anchor company had a mole on the corner of his mouth.

It's so strange, how did his memory of that world start to blur even after a short time?

Well, what is wrong, most of it is what he remembers, and the things he doesn't remember are quite normal.

Yan Jingxi was gently rubbing his scalp, Yuan Zhan didn't think deeply.