So you're not really happy

Chapter8 Truth

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Mrs. Zhao followed the custom and gave each of Shen Zhian and Wei Ling a red envelope. Shen Zhian was obviously used to it. The Shen family has always been generous when it comes to material things for their children. Wei Ling squeezed the red envelope quietly, showing joy It felt like there should be a thick stack of red wrapping paper, and I rubbed it with my thumb a few times before I realized that these were really for myself.

The old lady Zhao was very happy, because her granddaughter, that is, Zhao Yuan came back from abroad, and Shen Lifeng specially sent a driver to pick her up at the airport. Zhao Yuan went to school abroad and only came back for a few years. Woke up early in the morning and waited.

Shen Zhian has a very good relationship with this cousin. She still remembers that when her cousin went abroad, she still cried because she couldn't bear to part with her. It's just that she didn't know if she still remembered her after such a long time.

Soon, there was the sound of a car in the yard. Shen Zhian ran out quickly, and saw Zhao Yuan, who had been away for a long time, get off the car. The wife touched her head and introduced to her: "This is your cousin, you haven't seen her before!"

When Zhao Yuan saw Shen Zhian walking towards her, she immediately recognized this beautiful little girl as her little cousin, and stepped forward to give her a big hug. Shen Zhian was held in Zhao Yuan's arms, and said coquettishly, "Sister, I'm so happy." Miss you! Why don't you come back to see us?"

Zhao Yuan touched Shen Zhian's cheek and said, "I miss you too, where is your grandma? Aren't you celebrating the New Year with you this year?"

Shen Zhi'an was about to pull Zhao Yuan into the house when he saw the old lady Zhao at the door. Seeing her granddaughter, the old lady's eyes immediately became moist: "It's good to be back! It's good to be back!"

Zhao Yuan hurriedly stepped forward to hug the old lady Zhao: "Grandma, you have worked hard! I am unfilial, and I came back today."

The old lady Zhao looked at her with a smile: "What silly words! You can come back is the greatest filial piety!"

Zhao Yuan saw Wei Ling. She had known her from the phone call with Mrs. Zhao before. Seeing Wei Ling bowing her head shyly, she squatted down, looked at Wei Ling and said, "You are the new little sister from the Shen family, really. Cute, is your name Wei Ling?"

Wei Ling looked at her and nodded slightly.

Zhao Yuan was acquainted with each other, and she often played with Shen Zhian when she was a child, so she took Wei Ling with one hand and Shen Zhian with the other into the house.

Mrs. Zhao said: "I will stay for a few more days when I come back."

Zhao Yuan shook her head and said, "I'm afraid it won't work. I will visit my father tomorrow and leave the day after tomorrow. This time I am back with my friends to work on a project. Time is a bit tight."

The old lady Zhao immediately lost face, but she also knew that she couldn't stay in the country for long, and thought of her being alone, she couldn't help sighing: "What a crime you have done! Let you suffer like this!"

Zhao Yuan knew that Mrs. Zhao was sensitive, so she was afraid she would think too much, so she quickly changed the subject: "By the way, I also prepared a gift, do you want to see it?"

Shen Zhian, who was a little sad when she heard that her sister was leaving, was immediately distracted when she heard that there was a gift. She looked at Zhao Yuan curiously: "Is there any gift? I want to see it!"

Zhao Yuan took out the watercolor paint bought from Germany from the suitcase and handed it to Shen Zhian. Shen Zhian showed a surprised expression: "How do you know I want this?"

Zhao Yuan smiled and pinched her face: "Of course I know!" In fact, she had asked Shen Lifeng before she came back, and Shen Lifeng told her helplessly that Shen Zhian had recently become obsessed with watercolor painting, and he was clamoring for him to buy various paints every day.

Zhao Yuan noticed that Wei Ling was watching from the side, smiled and took out her gift - a cute teddy bear, because she came back in a hurry, even Wei Ling's gifts were bought on the spot, Wei Ling was a little bit Surprised, I probably didn't expect to have my own.

The two children were very happy to receive the presents. Zhao Yuan finished distributing the presents and discussed with Mrs. Zhao: "Tomorrow I will visit my father, grandma, will you come with me?"

Mrs. Zhao was a little sad when she heard what she said. She said sadly and firmly: "Go! Why don't you go! I don't know how much he suffered inside."

During the first month, the Shen family was a bit deserted, Shen Lifeng was busy with socializing, Shen Zhian didn't bother to go out, so he stayed at home with Wei Ling, because school was about to start, Wei Ling was going to join the fourth grade, and Shen Zhian was in the same elementary school, because Mrs. Zhao was going to Visiting the eldest son, before leaving, he was worried about Shen Zhian, fearing that she would be mischievous, so he specially arranged a task for her - to help Wei Ling review.

Shen Zhi'an patted his small chest and agreed, but as soon as Mrs. Zhao left, she ran out to play with Qin Xin, leaving Wei Ling at home.

In the evening, Shen Zhi'an was even more lawless, without restraint, she would watch TV while eating, still very picky eaters, but the servant couldn't control her.

Wei Ling was very serious about eating, and she didn't finish eating until Shen Zhian went upstairs. The TV in the living room was still on, but someone tuned it to the news station.

She wiped her mouth and was about to go upstairs, when a voice came from the TV that made her stop abruptly: "Now there is a quick news: 'A fire broke out in the middle section of the Hutong intersection area of ​​Nancheng Old Street a week ago. Later, a body was found. According to the hospital test, the deceased was a woman. Recent investigations found that this woman was... the police are still investigating...'”

Wei Ling rushed to the front of the TV series and startled the servants who were clearing the dining table. Unfortunately, the news just now was only a few dozen seconds long, and quickly disappeared into the sky of news.

Wei Ling hurriedly looked for the remote control, but he didn't know how to tune the channel. After pressing it for a while, the TV program was only a little louder.

Shen Lifeng lied to her!

Mom is not missing!Rather!but—

What Shen Lifeng said to her at the beginning immediately appeared in Wei Ling's mind. She was trembling all over, and her fingers pinched the sofa leather in front of her fiercely because of anger, making a "creak creak" sound.Wei Ling's eyes were flushed, she held the remote control tightly with her other hand, and felt a rush of hot air from her heart and lungs, gathering in her throat, blocking her from even uttering a single syllable.

Wei Ling was short of breath, stood still for a while, and then slowly turned around, only to find that he was finding it extremely difficult to even walk.

This night, no one noticed the strangeness of the ten-year-old Wei Ling.

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The next day, Shen Zhian was still in the study with Wei Ling. Shen Zhian hadn't finished his homework yet and was in a hurry. At this time, Qin Xin called and invited Shen Zhian to go skating. Shen Zhian had long wanted to go, so he was still there. Wei Ling, who was reading seriously at the side, said, "I'll go out for a while. If you listen to English, you can use my radio, and if you're tired, you can also play on the computer. Be obedient at home, and I'll bring you delicious food when I come back!"

Wei Ling's expression was normal, and he nodded his head while looking at Shen Zhian, and then Shen Zhian went downstairs to find Qin Xin in peace.

Wei Ling read a book for a while after Shen Zhian left, and then opened the door and went downstairs. At this time, there was almost no one in the house. The servants of the Shen family had asked for leave for the past few days to go back to the New Year. Leave her alone.

The study door was unlocked, Wei Ling easily opened the door, and found the place where Shen Lifeng usually reads documents. She rummaged through a stack of documents, but she couldn't find what she wanted.

Wei Ling thought for a while, and opened the innermost drawer. Sure enough, there was a stack of documents lying in it. Wei Ling was already in the fourth grade, and could read a lot of words, so it was easy to see the contents of the documents.

She took out the stack of documents, held her breath, and read the information on it word by word.

When reading to the end, Wei Ling felt that his consciousness had been emptied, especially the word "suicide".

Sadness always comes too straightforwardly and easily. Before Wei Ling could react, tears were streaming down his face.

Wei Ling lowered his head slightly and wiped away his tears.

After a while, she squatted down again, unable to bear it anymore, and panickedly blocked the tears that were gushing out with the hem of her somewhat large clothes.

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In the evening, Shen Zhian, Wei Ling, and Shen Lifeng ate in the dining room. As long as Shen Zhian didn't speak at the Shen family's dining table, it would be very quiet. Wei Ling never took the initiative to communicate with Shen Lifeng. , eating obediently with a guilty conscience.

Seeing that Shen Zhian was so honest, Shen Lifeng couldn't help asking: "Where did you sneak off today?"

Shen Zhian paused his hand, raised his small face: "No, I'm very good at home! If you don't believe me, just ask Ah Ling!"

As he spoke, he turned his head to look at Wei Ling, with hints in his eyes, but Wei Ling unexpectedly put down the bowls and chopsticks, stood up, and said, "I'm full, take your time." They went upstairs, leaving behind Shen Zhian who was confused.

Shen Lifeng glanced at Shen Zhian, and said: "Did you bully Wei Ling at home, so dishonest!"

Shen Zhian pursed his lips, and said, "No!" Shen Lifeng couldn't help laughing when he saw her cute little appearance.

Before going to bed, Shen Zhi'an still pretended to have a deep self-criticism. Could it be that Wei Ling was unhappy because he sneaked out alone?

She thought for a while, then pushed open the bedroom door to look for Wei Ling. Wei Ling's room was separated from Shen Zhi'an's by a study, which happened to be at the innermost. Covering it, she saw through the crack of the door that it seemed that the light in the room was not turned on, but the night light was plugged in, and there was only a glimmer of light at the head of the bed.

In fact, Shen Zhian always felt that Wei Ling was a very strange child. She couldn't tell where the strangeness was. At the beginning, Wei Ling was afraid of strangers and always hid in the room quietly by herself. Sometimes Shen Zhian went to her and found her She always sits on the edge of the balcony and looks out of the window quietly. Sometimes Wei Ling seems to know that she is looking at her, and she will turn her head slightly. At that time, Wei Ling will look at her with very complicated eyes, complicated It was so indescribable that Shen Zhi'an suddenly thought that Wei Ling was looking at another person through him.

At this moment, Shen Zhian was standing in front of the door, hesitating whether to go in or not.

Is this sleeping or not sleeping?Shen Zhian wondered secretly, but still pushed the door gently and went in, but did not see Wei Ling's figure. At this moment, a small sobbing sound made Shen Zhian lock on the target. She saw the quilt on the bed bulging, and there seemed to be some movement inside. , Shen Zhian was surprised, stepped forward, and called softly: "Ah Ling".

The quilt seemed to be frozen, not moving.

Shen Zhi'an felt even more guilty. She had never been with her well. She thought about it, she left her home and lived in her own home, and she couldn't see her parents. How pitiful!

Thinking of this, Shen Zhian made up his mind, walked over and gently lifted the quilt.

Wei Ling turned his back to the door, so naturally he didn't notice Shen Zhian, was startled by Shen Zhian's voice and movement, and quickly brushed his face with his hand, even so, Shen Zhian still saw the glistening tear stains on Wei Ling's face.

Shen Zhi'an thought, what a grievance!Could it be that I really made her angry?

Shen Zhian looked at Wei Ling and said, "Why are you crying? Don't cry, I'll take you out to play tomorrow, okay?"

Wei Ling put down his hand lightly, and looked at Shen Zhian fixedly. Although the room was dark, the streamer-like light of the small night lamp shone on Wei Ling's face. For a moment, Shen Zhian felt as if he saw stars in Wei Ling's eyes, colorful , exquisitely carved.

Only when the sadness in Wei Ling's eyes permeated little by little did Shen Zhian realize that Wei Ling was crying, crying very sadly.

Shen Zhi'an suddenly became at a loss, she wanted to wipe Wei Ling's tears, but couldn't find any paper, so she randomly wiped the tears on her face with her sleeve: "A Ling, don't cry, I will play with you every day from now on, okay?"

However, Wei Ling just looked at her blankly, those tears were like trapped animals in a cage, scrambling to come out.

Shen Zhian was in a hurry, and wanted to tease her with something, she looked around, but noticed a piece of paper on the bedside table, she took it over and looked at it strangely, it was cut from the paper, the corners were ragged, and it showed Title——A woman actually murdered her husband, fled in fear of crime, and committed suicide.

Seeing that Shen Zhian was holding the paper, Wei Ling suddenly snatched it away, rubbed it in his hand a few times, suddenly froze, spread his hand gently, smoothed the paper carefully, and then gently put his hand on it, Shen Zhian Ask her curiously: "What's the matter? Is that why you are crying? They are so pitiful! But it's okay, I'll be with you!"

Wei Ling looked at the piece of paper, and said softly: "I know, I know, she is so pitiful, so pitiful..." This time, regardless of Shen Zhian being beside her, she couldn't bear it any longer, desperately suppressed her voice, Weeping in a low voice.

Shen Zhi'an felt that Wei Ling's big tears fell on the back of her hand, a little warm, and she didn't understand what Wei Ling's "I know" really knew.Just caressing her back gently, the two girls, in such a night, even though the moon outside the window is bright and clear, and the breeze is cool, it seems that it can't take away the grief in the bedroom.

Wei Ling cried for a long time before slowly falling asleep. Shen Zhian took up the appearance of being an older sister and comforted her non-stop. In the end, he was also in a daze, unable to suppress the sleepiness, and simply slept in Wei Ling's bedroom. Wei Ling Leaning in Shen Zhi'an's arms, it was the first time for the two of them to be so close...

The author has something to say: Shen Xiaoan: "I saw you cry (?????????`)"

Wei Xiaoling (indifferent face): "No, you read it wrong."

Shen Xiaoan (doubtful): "Really? I saw (°_°)..."

Wei Xiaoling (quickly changing the subject): "I heard that the scumbag author was scolded by the boss for being late for work yesterday~"

Shen Xiaoan (instantly hooked, star-eyed): "Haha ヾ?≧?≦)o make her lazy! You should!!!"

PS: Amount (°_°)..., this chapter was originally combined with yesterday, but there are too many words, it is not good to put in the table of contents, so I have to divide it into two chapters... emmmmm

Narrator: (◎o◎) Don't listen to the scumbag author's nonsense, he's just lazy and makes a lot of excuses...

Scumbag author: "Okay, don't talk about it, can't I change it after I know it? T﹏T"

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Posted on 2018-05-05

Revised on 2018-05-18