There are always humans who pursue me [system]

After Qin Lie finished speaking, he couldn't help repeating the name Ajiu again, but it was buried in his heart and he didn't make a sound.He was the first person he liked, but this feeling was destined to be buried in his heart for a lifetime, until he finally closed his eyes.Like a seed that grows in the dark and never has a chance to bear fruit.

Qin Zhenghan looked at Qin Lie with extremely angry eyes, but that anger was not aimed at Qin Lie, but at himself.Since the accident in [-], the anger suppressed in his heart has never stopped, and now because of Qin Lie's words, it erupted a hundred times, almost burning him to ashes.Suddenly remembered that when he was a child, he got angry because of the mistakes made by the palace servants. His mother and concubine advised him not to be too angry, saying that it was someone else's fault after all. Qin Zhenghan didn't understand the meaning of the words until today.When someone else makes a mistake, you can still blame and get angry, but when the person who made the mistake is yourself, you don’t even have the right to get angry, and you can only let yourself be overwhelmed by guilt and regret over and over again.

It was indeed his fault, he was too conceited, which indirectly caused Ling Jiu's poisoning, and also contributed to Qin Yuanhong's forced palace.If he is a little more stupid, he can not realize his mistakes; or if he is more conceited, he can find an excuse for his mistakes, but he is more sober than anyone else.And he always claimed to be smart, but personally killed the person he loved the most, which was a result that no one could accept.

It's a pity that Xu Tiange still failed to take Ling Jiu away.

In fact, he was only a few steps away from reaching the palace gate, but Qin Zhenghan also arrived in time, raised his hand and clapped his hands, but a very light sound made the palace wall echo the sound of bows and arrows.I saw the archers who had been hiding in advance stand up one after another, as if a thicker giant wall was suddenly erected on the city wall, with a strong sense of killing, the arrows were already aimed at Xu Tiange, and they would be able to shoot in the next second. Arrows were fired and he was shot dead on the spot.

But Qin Zhenghan did not give the order in the end.Both sides were wary and did not dare to act rashly, and finally compromised with each other and each took a step back.Qin Zhenghan allowed Xu Tiange to visit Lingjiu regularly, on the condition that Xu Tiange hand over Song Zhijing.Song Zhijing began to diagnose and treat Lingjiu that night. Unfortunately, no matter how good his medical skills were, he could not overcome the mystery of Lingjiu. Instead, he fell into the same misunderstanding as Qin Zhenghan, that is, to keep people carefully and store them properly; not to expose them to the sun. Can't see the light either.

So this rule lasted for many years.

Too much time has passed, and it is inevitable that people will feel hopeless, but for Qin Zhenghan, waiting is the pillar that allows him to hold on.Whether it's a year or ten years, as long as Ling Jiu can come back, he can wait.Even though this feeling is like heavy snow, it is very difficult.

Another winter is coming, the snow in the imperial city is half a foot high, and the temperature has become extremely cold. Because of the cold jade pillow, the temperature in the bedroom is even colder. Qin Zhenghan took the hot tea served by the chief eunuch Liu Le , looking at the young man who was still awake through the dense mist, he subconsciously tightened his palms.

The tea was just poured and it felt very hot to the touch. Qin Zhenghan's palm was pressed against the wall of the cup, but it seemed that he couldn't feel it at all.Liu Le looked at him cautiously, wanting to speak out to remind him, but he didn't dare to say anything.

After all, Qin Zheng's image of a cold, stern and deep emperor is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. Not only is he decisive and ruthless, but he also brings the Eastern Wasteland to an unprecedented height. Even the powerful Southern Wasteland is not to be feared. With his temperament, no one dared to raise any objections to him.

In fact, despite the unapproachable coat of the emperor, Qin Zhenghan still looks like the elegant seventh prince back then, with an incomparably handsome side face that can make countless girls fall in love at first sight.Sitting there silently at this moment, like a statue that does not move, there is an indescribable coldness and sadness all over his body, which can even make girls who don't know the world feel very distressed.

Qin Zhenghan couldn't feel the heat.Ever since the young man fell into a deep sleep, he no longer realized what temperature is, but felt cold everywhere.After all, Liu Le didn't speak, but just lowered his head and retreated to the corner. At this moment, he finally understood what the coldness and sadness on Qin Zhenghan's body was.

That is loneliness.Even if you sit on the whole world and are above ten thousand people, you are lonely without the company of the person you want.It's like standing alone on a bustling street, full of brilliance everywhere, but you can't find a lamp that is lit just for yourself, and there is no one to talk to.

In fact, Ling Jiu heard Qin Zhenghan's confession.

Although the cycle of possessing and losing consciousness is sometimes long and sometimes short, and it is completely out of Zero Jiu's control, but every time Zero Jiu becomes conscious, he can hear Qin Zhenghan's low whispers, and after a long time, he can still distinguish the two personalities Due to the difference in tone, I couldn't help but nickname the two personalities, one is Qin Xiaoqi and the other is Qin Wenrou.

Because the gentle personality speaks in a very light tone, like a spring breeze blowing gently, and will add a good one after speaking, even if there is no response.He would also tell him some lighthearted and interesting rumors that happened inside and outside the palace recently, and even outlined a lot of fantasies about the future to Lingjiu, such as living in seclusion in a manor that is like spring all the year round, raising many small animals that Lingjiu likes, or It is to plant a lot of flowers and fruit trees, bury the brewed wine under the tree, and dig it out to drink in the next spring; hang a bell around the kitten's neck, so that every time it trots out, it can hear the jingle of the bell.

The future he imagined sounds so good that people can't help but look forward to it.And that stingy and eccentric personality speaks in a very low tone, like still water running deep, and will talk about his daily trivial matters, including court affairs, and of course the love for Ling Jiu is the most affectionate.

Qin Zhenghan wiped Ling Jiu's body with a towel, and washed his hair again.Ling Jiu could feel the other party's fingers gently passing through his hair, using extremely light force, as if he was afraid that a little force would hurt him.

After such a long time, the boy's face is still exquisite and picturesque, beautiful as ever, his eyebrows still have an indescribable coolness, his pouting lips are very light in color, and his fair skin is like jade under the firelight. The light of the fire was dyed with a little anger.Qin Zhenghan looked at the young man, and said in a low voice, "Ajiu, if you don't wake up, I'll be old..."

When Ling Jiu heard this sentence in a daze, he felt inexplicably sore in his heart.Qin Zhenghan took a deep breath and continued: "After all, you have never smiled at me, you have never smiled at me. I can't even dream of it. The more I think about it, the more I feel pain in my heart, like a soft hand. The knife pokes in and out, and it never seems to get better."

He paused, his voice became hoarse, and he asked in the boy's ear, "Ajiu, when you wake up, just smile at me, okay?"

At this moment, Qin Zhenghan is 'Qin Xiaoqi', but imitated 'Qin Wenrou' and added "okay" after the question, and asked carefully, with a slight air current when speaking, which made Lingjiu feel like his ears were going to be caught. The illusion of burning, and even wanted to say hello to him.

Although Ling Jiu shut down the phone to save Qin Zhenghan, he never regretted it.Regardless of whether it is an artificial human or a machine, if you want to keep it from shutting down, it is best to put it in the warehouse and keep it on standby. However, no artificial human wants to stay in the warehouse forever.Before leaving the factory, Lingjiu looked in the direction of the gate, wanting to know what it looked like outside.He even imagined that he would be injured and die like a normal human being, a living body, not a machine.

——He doesn't understand human beings yet, doesn't understand world affairs, and doesn't understand feelings, but he already has the heart to become an adult.

And Qin Zhenghan is naturally old, but he is prematurely aging, and several white hairs have grown on his head.He was 25 years old when he ascended the throne, but now he is 30 years old and still has not accepted concubines. Some officials under him couldn't help but start to worry and worry.The officials finally used the national economy and the people's livelihood as a reason to write a joint letter under unavoidable circumstances, and even used the previous generations of emperors and emperors of neighboring countries as examples. They already have grandchildren who are only two years older than him, but unfortunately their Majesty still chooses to ignore this, and said that other countries are other countries and our country is our country, and I am I, but fireworks of different colors.

And this different firework took my sweetheart out to watch a firework on the night of New Year's Eve.The people in the imperial city already like to be lively, so the lights are brightly lit all night on New Year's Eve, and fireworks and firecrackers are endless.After so many years, Qin Zhenghan took Ling Jiu out for the first time, but he still didn't dare to go to crowded places for fear of bumping into something, and chose a cruise ship instead.

Royal boats are naturally different from ordinary pleasure boats. The hull is wide and majestic, and it slowly sails into the river. A row of lanterns are raised on the mast and four corners of the boat, reflecting the slowly flowing waves of the Weihe River, bright and shining.In Qin Zhenghan's eyes, this bright light resembled the bright eyes of his sweetheart.

Qin Zhenghan turned his head to look at Ling Jiu's tightly closed eyes, and couldn't help feeling another burst of pain in his heart.There were noises and firecrackers on the shore, Qin Zhenghan relied on his good hearing, and heard a voice among the noise calling for brother again and again.

It was the voice of a young man, probably lost and looking for his elder brother.Although the voice was far less pleasant than Ling Jiu's, when it fell on Qin Zhenghan's ears, he was dazed again, and suddenly heard the voice of his sweetheart.

The pain in his heart couldn't help but get stronger, he pressed his heart with one hand, and gently hugged Ling Jiu into his arms with the other.The hidden guards were all guarding the outer cabin, and there were only the two of them in the inner cabin. Qin Zhenghan took a jar of imperial wine specially provided by Lucheng, opened the lid, and raised his head to take a sip.His hands trembled slightly, and half of the wine was splashed on the clothes. The light-colored fabric was stained with water, and turned dark in an instant.

Because of feigning illness since childhood, Qin Zhenghan seldom drank alcohol, and he was not good at drinking alcohol, so he became drunk after only half a jar.The boat sailed into the fork in front at the same time, and grand fireworks were set off on both sides of the river, blooming in the sky, brilliant and beautiful.

Although Ling Jiu couldn't see it, he could faintly hear a crackling roar.A pair of big hands immediately covered his ears, helping him to block the louder and louder sound.

Perhaps it was because of the coldness of the pinnae, but Ling Jiu could clearly feel the warmth in Qin Zhenghan's palm, everything seemed to be blocked into another space, and something indescribable swelled in his ears.

Qin Zhenghan covered it until the roar subsided before removing his hand, picked up the remaining half jar of wine, and poured it all down.When placing the empty wine jar on the ground, he suddenly raised his head in this posture and made a dull sound, which seemed to be a low laugh, and more like a low cry.But there were no tears on his face, and his expression looked the same as usual, except that his cheeks and eyes were flushed.

Then he raised his upper body, and kissed Ling Jiu's lips deeply with his wine-smelling lips.

Knowing that the young man will not move or run away, his hands are still tightly clasped to the back of his neck, with a domineering posture, not allowing him to show any sign of fleeing.The tip of the tongue swept across the boy's mouth, licking every part of the mouth over and over again, like a beast confirming its territory.

Qin Zhenghan didn't stop until he kissed those pale lips so red and swollen, his movements were seven points fierce, three points eager, and the original five points of gentleness disappeared with drunkenness.There was a ray of silvery body fluid on the corner of the young man's lips, and most of the clothes on his chest were stripped off, revealing a white jade-like chest.

Qin Zhenghan was completely drunk.

He leaned over and rested his head on the young Cibai's neck, feeling the reassuring and nostalgic atmosphere on him, fell asleep drowsily, and even forgot to cover the young man.Until the night passed, the sky was getting brighter, and the sun shone through the window on the bodies of the two embracing each other, which looked like a peaceful and serene painting.

The guards never dared to enter rashly without being summoned, so when Qin Zhenghan endured the hangover headache and opened his eyes, he realized his mistake and cursed himself in a hurry Tucking away the boy's open clothes, he suddenly saw the boy's fingers move.

Immediately froze in disbelief.

He suspected that he might still be drunk, otherwise why would he have dizziness or hallucinations, but the boy's fingers moved again at this moment.

The headache was forgotten, and his breathing became tight. Qin Zhenghan stared at the young man's face, and subconsciously called his name.After a while, he actually saw the boy's eyes open following his call, and his dark eyes reflected his figure like a water mirror.

Time seemed to freeze at this moment.

More properly, it was Qin Zhenghan who froze.As motionless as a frozen ice sculpture, the color of his eyes changed several times, from normal to red and then back to normal. At the same time, his eye sockets became uncontrollably moist. He opened his mouth, but failed to utter a word.

After not turning it on for a long time, the world in Lingjiu's eyes is still a little fuzzy, and his head is also a little confused, just like a cub who opened his eyes for the first time, the big and bright pupils are full of ignorance.Then, looking at Qin Zhenghan's unclear outline, he blinked his long eyelashes.

"...Ajiu," Qin Zhenghan finally made a sound following the blink, but his voice was so hoarse, he paused for two seconds before he managed to say a whole sentence: "Ajiu, is there any discomfort, I'll call doctor……"

Ling Jiu wanted to hold Qin Zhenghan's hand, saying that he would just continue basking in the sun without the doctor, but Qin Zhenghan hastily called for someone to go.For the rainy and snowy imperial city, today's sun was rare, but the light at Lingjiu's position began to shift, so he stood up with some difficulty, and moved the recliner towards the window again.

Qin Zhenghan, who was rushed back just after moving, held him nervously, "You just woke up, see the doctor first, don't move around..."

Song Zhijing was still doing research in the medical officer specially created for him in the palace, but he didn't follow, so the dark guard hurriedly caught a private doctor who didn't know why, and seriously prescribed a blood-tonifying medicine.

"Good boy, can you drink the medicine?"

Facing the young man who was so easily sober, Qin Zhenghan wished he could confess him cautiously. A frown could make him feel full of worry. Which elder brother is gently coaxing the awkward younger brother, even if he can't see his expression, he can still taste the deep love and pampering.

Ling Jiu hesitated for a moment, and finally took the bowl and finished drinking, making Qin Zhenghan rub the boy's head involuntarily.Just because right now he is Ling Jiu's favorite 'Qin Wenrou', so Ling Jiu didn't resist, and even squinted his eyes due to his indifferent movements, like a cat being served.

The author has something to say: the ending is a bit stuck, I feel that it is not well written, this chapter may be rewritten, and there will be another half chapter to finish, the background of the next world is also a bit tangled, and the beginning has been changed several times