10
Everything was going on in an orderly manner according to the expected events, and the people all over the country fell into panic when it was revealed that the regent had colluded with the Huns, and then the old emperor was forced to death.
The moment the regent saw Lou Yong, he knew that he had completely lost.
This body that should have died silently under the cliff, he came back alive as a variable, this variable is too big to remedy this loophole.
The people in the court were cleaned up, and the previous concubines in the harem were also dismissed. Empress Xie hanged herself after learning the news of the regent's death. Lou Yong deprived Xie's family of the qualification to guard the southern border. to take charge.
With Lou Yong's ability, he was the best candidate for the new emperor, and he succeeded to the throne logically, and Yu Junzhu joined him as Lou Yong's staff, assisting the two generations of sages.
The dust settles
It's just a moment to say it, but it can only be one year after another.
Lou Yong doesn't understand love, so he will use his possessiveness to show his liking, and this kind of possessiveness can only bring about destruction over and over again.
The wine under the tree in the East Palace was forgotten, and Lou Yong spent three years destroying a person's self-esteem, confidence and tenderness.
He didn't know that it was ruin, he was just treating him well in the way he thought was good.
From the moment Yu Junzhu decided to go to the battlefield for him, he was doomed not to be able to get rid of Lou Yong. Yu Junzhu didn't understand why this lamb he had watched grow up suddenly turned into a wolf cub.
11
After the enthronement ceremony, Lou Yong became more and more busy. He didn't have much time to accompany Yu Junzhu, and Yu Junzhu still lived in the side hall of the East Palace, but not as the Taifu, but as an aide. No one came to listen to the teaching. The princes now have mansions outside the palace and do not live in the palace. The only one who can attend the lectures is the emperor, but the emperor is busy with official duties and cannot come.
So Yu Junzhu was free, he raised flowers, grass, wrote poems and drank medicine every day, and he took care of his body by the way. He was injured in that war and left the root cause of his illness.
The scar on his face was also left, but he didn't care too much, after all, the root of his disease was much more serious than this scar, and the colic was unbearable, so he couldn't worry about the scar on his face anymore.
Life was very boring, Yu Junzhu finally couldn't bear to go to Lou Yong to see if he is so busy and needs help, and he has to do some things that a staff should do in the name of an aide.
When they arrived at the South Study Room, the old eunuch who had been serving Lou Yong was at the door. When he saw Yu Junzhu coming, he went in to inform him, and only let him in when he got permission.
The identity changed overnight, and the relationship between the two people was no longer a teacher-student relationship, but a superior-subordinate relationship separated by a palace gate. Yu Junzhu could only lament this change in his heart, it was hard to put into words
In the south study room, Lou Yong was reviewing the memorial on the case, saw him coming in, and asked the palace people to make tea for him: "You are here, come and sit down with me."
Yu Junzhu went over and glanced at the content of the memorial laid out on his case, it seemed that the courtiers were advising the emperor to choose a concubine.He thought for a while, the incident had subsided, and it was time to accept the concubine.
But when he thought that Lou Yong would marry someone else, he panicked.
He picked up his teacup and moistened his mouth, hiding his emotions: "Has anything happened recently?"
Lou Yong closed the case file: "It's nothing."
Yu Junzhu couldn't help asking: "Are you going to choose a concubine?"
Lou Yong's answer was ambiguous: "It's all about the content of the courtiers' remonstrance, you don't need to care about this, do you want me to choose a concubine?"
Yu Junzhu narrowed his eyes: "You are the emperor, this is inevitable, the king of a country must set an example."
Lou Yong poured himself a cup of tea, squeezed the cup in his hand, and asked him sideways: "I'm asking you, do you want me to marry someone else, you just need to tell me whether you want to marry someone else, you don't need to use those official words .”
Yu Junzhu hesitated for a long time, but finally said the truth: "I don't really want to, but..."
Lou Yong took a sip of his tea, the good Meron, and he had some regrets, he put down his cup: "Then I won't marry, and those courtiers' proposals can be suppressed."
Yu Junzhu shook his hand, but fortunately he had already drunk half of the tea, otherwise he would have spilled it.Yu Junzhu looked at the palace people standing below, and felt that in Lou Yong's place, his creed of being cautious in words and deeds was completely useless.
I blushed again.
Lou Yong looked at him nervously, but deliberately raised his chin, and caressed his lower lip with his thumb: "Junzhu, I don't want to marry anyone except you, only you are my favorite."
Yu Junzhu's heart skipped a beat when he was stimulated by this, he turned his head and stopped letting his hands mess with his face, when he saw the palace servants, they had already lowered their heads.
With a thin skin, Yu Junzhu glared at Lou Yong, and whispered: "Don't do this."
Because of the low voice, it sounded like he was about to say no.
But don't let Lou Yong's hands make trouble on his face, he will make trouble on his body, slashing across the collar and digging deep into it.Lou Yong pulled him into his arms and said, "You're blushing, isn't it hot? I'll help you take off your clothes, it's a bit of a hindrance."
Yu Junzhu's heart was beating extremely fast, and he immediately stood up from Lou Yong: "I... I will take my leave first."
Lou Yong's expression was calm, he waved his hand to let the palace people go down, then looked at Yu Junzhu with a smile: "Teacher, do you think this is okay?"
Yu Junzhu was flustered again, Lou Yong knew what he was concerned about: "But...it's broad daylight now, what you should do is official business, not...during the daytime prostitution."
Lou Yong dragged out a long tune, as if he understood, but he said, "Then I will do it anyway."
Yu Junzhu wanted to leave, but his heels were stuck on the ground. He felt as if he was really possessed: "No, you are the Holy One now, you know better than me what to do and what not to do..."
Lou Yong didn't want to hear him refuse again, so he stood up and pressed him on the table, put his hand on his face: "Don't refuse me again, if you care about ethics, you just need to say that I forced you."
Yu Junzhu relaxed a little and took a breath, but was lifted up again by Lou Yong's movements.
"Easy, light."
…………
In this way, the days passed day by day, Yu Junzhu was no longer embarrassed, but in this kind of things, there would always be some shyness that fascinated Lou Yong.
Yujun Zhu Mingming himself is willing, but because he is ashamed of the teacher-student relationship, he blushes, and often covers his face with a pillow during the bed affairs, but Lou Yong takes it away.
"From the first time I slipped into the side hall, I wanted to do this to the teacher."
"But you will never go any further, and you will always teach me the truth. At that time, I always thought, what kind of voice would it be if you panted under me."
Yu Junzhu covered his mouth to prevent himself from making a sound. He turned his head and his hair covered his face, feeling as if he had been fooled. Obviously, how could such a well-behaved child think so.
Is there something wrong with your own education method?
But the upturned waves made him unable to think about these issues at all.
But he thought, how wonderful it would be if the life of two people continued like this.
12
As the days passed, there were more and more petitions asking the emperor to accept his concubine to prolong his heirs. Not only that, rumors spread everywhere and drifted into the palace with the wind.
The emperor does not accept concubines, does not marry wives, but only leaves Yu Junzhu alone. The palace between the two is secretive and unspeakable.
Rumor has it that he did not stay in the palace as the Taifu, but entered the palace as the emperor's father and son's favorite.
Good things don't go out, bad things pass thousands of miles.
If the emperor accepts a concubine, even if there are these palace secrets, they can treat them as invisible, but the key is that there is no one in the emperor's harem, and there is only one man who cannot continue to have children for the royal family.
At this time, something went wrong.
When Yu Junzhu heard these rumors from the court ladies in the imperial garden, his face turned pale instantly.
When he returned to the palace, he coughed again and again, and he was so angry and bloody, not to mention his health is not good now.
Why do these pretentious things happen, how could I have that kind of relationship with the old monarch, not to mention such a bad name-Xiao Chong.
Yu Junzhu was born in a family, and he was once a generation of talented youngsters who were famous in Mingjing. This term is unbearable for a proud person like him.He used to go to the battlefield for Lou Yong to clean up his stigma, but when it came to him, he couldn't help him wash it off.
Because half of this rumor is true and half is false, it is difficult to explain it. The previous emperor has been buried in the loess, so there is no way to explain it, and he can't argue with it.
No wonder the people in the palace looked at themselves with such eyes.
When Lou Yong came again next time, Yu Junzhu's abnormal expression caught Lou Yong's attention.
"What's the matter, is it because I haven't taken the medicine today, why does my complexion look so bad?"
Yu Junzhu lowered his head: "Eat."
Seeing that his brows were still furrowed, Lou Yong asked, "Is there something on your mind?"
Yu Junzhu stood up and pursed his lips: "I should go home. I haven't taught for a long time. I'm afraid it's not appropriate to stay in the palace anymore. It's easy to attract criticism."
Lou Yong thought it was something, but it was because of this: "What's wrong?"
"I shouldn't stay in the palace anymore, and it's not good for your reputation."
Lou Yong doesn't care about other people's eyes, not to mention rumors in the court, even if someone accuses him face to face, he doesn't care, throwing dirty water behind his back is the behavior of a weak person, if it is a strong person, why would he bother to do such a thing, he is Growing up on rumors, if these words can defeat him, he won't be able to hold his position at all.
Lou Yong just suddenly felt that Yu Junzhu had changed a little bit, it was no longer as dazzling as before, but he started to care too much, but at present there is no existence that can replace Yu Junzhu, so it is impossible for him to let Yu Junzhu leave.
"Don't care what other people do."
Yu Junzhu sighed softly in his heart: "We... shouldn't be together in the first place."
Lou Yong kissed the corner of his mouth: "There is nothing you shouldn't, only should, I will find out who is leaking these news, don't worry."
After a thorough investigation, it was spread by a court minister, and there was even a faint possibility that this rumor would spread to the people.
Lou Yong was furious, and directly punished him severely, privately discussing that the king's crime is inevitable, and imposed a cane punishment.On the court, he directly promoted Yu Junzhu to be the queen.
Lou Yong doesn't care about other people's opinions. Since you want to say it, it will take a long time to show it openly. Not only does he have a relationship with me, but he also has a very close relationship.
This is something that has never happened in history, male queen, never seen before.
The whole court was shocked, and there were endless voices of opposition. Some people in the court even threatened to die, saying that if Yu Junzhu's status was not removed, he would have no words to face the late emperor even if he went to hell.
Yu Junzhu was the last to know the news.
If Lou Yong really loves him, Yu Junzhu should be the first to know about it.
But Lou Yong's love doesn't exist, what he needs is to use an identity to tie people tightly by his side.
Yu Junzhu got it wrong, he thought that Lou Yong was showing favoritism and personal love, and it was for him to stand on the opposite side of the court, and he was greatly shocked.
But he couldn't bear the weight of this feeling.
Lou Yong invisibly added another layer of invisible responsibility and weight to him.
Therefore, when Yu Junzhu found out that Lou Yong didn't love him at all, he would collapse like that.
He seemed to be living in a big lie, and even liars didn't bother to weave it, but he was so deep in it.It is true that the one who falls in love first loses.
Shao Chong, the only person in the harem, the former grand tutor, nine years older than the emperor, but the emperor fought against the whole court for him, and made him the male queen. What kind of disaster is this.
Yu Junzhu stayed in the palace for too long, many people have never seen his face, only heard about his deeds and appearance, but when they saw him at the banquet, everyone was disappointed.
He has a scar on his face, such a big flaw, how can he be worthy of sitting in such a position.
There were even rumors that his fate was against the royal family.
Every word, every word, made him breathless.
He asked Lou Yong to leave again and again but was rejected, until one time when he looked in the mirror, he saw the scar on his face.
The appearance, which he never cared about at first, became the last straw under his heavy pressure.
He begged Lou Yong again, in the imperial garden, he even knelt down and begged Lou Yong to let him go, he should not and could not be Lou Yong's bondage.
With a pale face, he looked like an orphaned vase in the cold wind of the imperial garden, fragile and beautiful.
Lou Yong likes his scar, it was left for him on the battlefield, this is a proof that Yu Junzhu loves himself deeply, he can't dislike it, he even kissed the bleeding wound when he was in bed .
Yu Junzhu begged him: "If you love me, let me go, I beg you."
Lou Yong helped him up: "No, you should stay by my side."
Yujunzhu is no longer Yujunzhu, but his person.
"But I...really, I don't want to go to the banquet to meet the courtiers, no matter who they are, you know, I'm like a trophy being stared at by them."
Lou Yong wiped the corners of his red eyes: "You are my trophy."
A hard-earned surprise under the careful layout.
Yu Junzhu felt that his body was getting colder, and a chill began to appear from his fingertips.
He... did he think so? "
13
Day after day.
Under Yu Junzhu's tireless petition every day, Lou Yong finally agreed to him once.
Abstinence level.
This is the only way for national sacrifices. The long stone steps leading to the altar are named so that those who have prayed for blessings will wash away their sins and pray to heaven.
After Yu Junzhu finished walking this road, Lou Yong let him go, otherwise Yu Junzhu would not be allowed to mention the matter of leaving again.
When Lou Yong said this condition, it seemed easy on the surface, but the courtiers must be present during the climbing process, so it was very difficult for Yu Junzhu. Refused, never mentioned again.
Keyu Junzhu agreed.
This is something Lou Yong did not expect.
Yu Junzhu had no other choice, he could only agree, he told himself in his heart, no matter what he saw, he should act as if he didn't see it, just walk over, and he would no longer be suppressed by his identity from now on.
He was also expecting in his heart whether Lou Yong would show mercy to him, would not follow the ceremony, and there was no one else present.
It takes a few days to prepare for the sacrifice.
Yu Junzhu has also been waiting.
However, anticipation is anticipation after all, if Lou Yong wants to let him go, even this process will not be set up, these are just a cover to continue to bind him.
When that day came, Yu Junzhu always remembered it.The sky is very blue, and the blue is very uniform, as if it has been dyed.That person stood at the top of the stone steps, still the same as he remembered.
Around the stone steps are courtiers and palace servants.
He was willing to go, but he found that he couldn't leave even after finishing the journey. Looking at the tall man, he suddenly felt that his physical exhaustion was nothing, and his spirit was also exhausted.
His reputation has been completely ruined, and he can't stand rumors, so he chooses to die after realizing the truth.
With the knife hidden in his sleeve, he cut his wrist bit by bit. The cut was deep, and the more he walked, the more blood flowed.
Finally, he couldn't move anymore. He watched the world spin around, his eyelids became heavier and darker, and all the figures became blurred. He fell on the stone steps, and his life was like a kite with a broken string going towards destruction.
Lou Yong watched him fall, the world seemed to be counting down.
He didn't even care about others, he just flew over and picked up the person whose body temperature was dropping slightly.
Only then did he see that Yu Junzhu's hands tied behind his back were covered with blood, and the back of his entire clothes was stained red with blood, even on the stone steps.
Yu Junzhu fell into his arms, feeling like he had a nightmare, when he woke up, he might still be that Taifu, and Lou Yong hadn't grown up yet.
Looking at his pale face, Lou Yong went crazy. The person he hugged was as light as a piece of paper, and his bones could be touched. He lost a lot of weight, and even the touch was covered with blood.
For the first time, he felt that Yu Junzhu might leave him. Before that, he used every possible method to imprison his heart and body, and used his status as a queen to suppress any signs of his leaving.
He firmly believed that Yujunzhu was reluctant to leave him, but Yujunzhu really gave up his life in front of his eyes, and he began to panic, he was afraid that Yujunzhu would die, he was afraid that Yujunzhu would give up hope of being alive: "It's agreed to let you go Go, why don't you believe it? Why do you want to do this?"
He turned his head and said angrily to the people behind him: "What are you doing standing there, you are called an imperial doctor!"
The person standing immediately hurried to the imperial infirmary, not daring to stay for a moment.
Yu Junzhu coughed and spat out a mouthful of blood.
Lou Yong would rather be the one who bleeds himself, rather than let Yu Junzhu suffer this pain. He wiped Yu Junzhu's blood with his sleeve, but the blood seemed to last forever. It was so bitter that it was difficult to breathe: "...Are you punishing me?"
Yu Junzhu didn't have the energy to speak anymore, and at this moment he was extremely relaxed, as if relieved.He lost his life, but he also escaped from the world. Life is more suffocating than purgatory, and every inch of ethics is oppressing him.
It was his fault that he willingly died. He didn't pull the little prince when he went astray, but followed him in confusion.Respecting teachers and teaching, he is ashamed to be a teacher.
Yu Junzhu spoke with difficulty: "Lou, Yong."
Lou Yong supported his face, his voice was extremely unstable: "I am here. The imperial doctor will come later, you will be fine!"
Yu Junzhu closed his eyes and panted every sentence, as if he would exhaust his breath after saying this sentence: "I am single-minded, begging for death, I lead you astray, and being reviled by everyone, it is also me, I should..."
At this moment, Lou Yong felt that his heart was crushed by him. He had never said this to himself. In his eyes, he was like an outsider, and even his thoughts were insignificant.
Lou Yong gritted his teeth: "You must live well, I will find out those rumors one by one, and I will solve these problems for you one by one."
There was blood dripping from the corner of Yujunzhu's mouth, and his internal organs seemed to be coughed to pieces.
He stopped coughing, breathing with his chest rising and falling: "What I care about... is not the rumors, but you really, never cared about me. I had a big dream. Now, I woke up and couldn't go on. I'm just glad, Lou Yong, I won't be able to accompany you anymore."
When Yu Junzhu finished his last sentence, Lou Yong was still waiting for him to say the next sentence.
Until he saw that Yu Junzhu's hand had no strength to support and slipped, the three souls and seven souls seemed to have all fallen apart at that moment.
"Where's the doctor?!"
Lou Yong felt that he was going crazy, he hugged this body that was gradually losing its temperature, he couldn't even hold the strength to make a fist because of the trembling, this light, familiar person for half a lifetime seemed to be absorbed by him with all the vitality , disappeared in the long river.
At this time, the imperial physicians hurried over from a distance, and the leading imperial physician carried the medicine box and put down the things. They knelt down on the ground, extremely anxious: "Your Majesty, I am late."
"Don't talk nonsense, come and see me! No matter what method you use today, you must wake him up!" Lou Yong's voice was full of anger. He wanted to vent his anger, but he just put Yu Junzhu down carefully. , Let the imperial physician heal him.
The leading imperial physician looked at this blood-stained person, and was extremely surprised, this person's injury must be serious.He reached out and pressed Yujunzhu's lifeblood, breathed for a few moments, then lifted his eyelids to check the situation.
No pulse could be felt, his heart had stopped beating.
An imperial physician is to treat the living, not to save the dead. If the person is already dead, how can he go to the palace of Hades to snatch the person away?
The imperial doctor took a step back in embarrassment, and asked others to check one by one.
They looked at each other with fear in their hearts, but none of them dared to tell the emperor the news.
Lou Yong stroked Yu Junzhu's face and asked, "How is Jun Zhu? When will he wake up?"
The imperial physician hesitated: "This..."
Lou Yong frowned, and said impatiently: "Don't hesitate."
The imperial physicians immediately knelt down, and the court ladies, eunuchs and courtiers next to them also knelt on the ground. At this moment, a group of people held their breaths and did not dare to make a sound, but lowered their heads, fearing that the emperor's anger would affect them.
The leading imperial physician trembled like a sieve: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty, Taifu Yu... Taifu Yu has already... already..."
Lou Yong said angrily: "Speak up!"
He looked at the kneeling Wu Ya, and his arms around Yu Junzhu became tighter. His teacher has always been a strong and hopeful person. He did not believe that Yu Junzhu would end his life in such a way. It is absolutely impossible for him to die, so he will only hear the news that he is still alive from the mouth of the imperial physician.
"Teacher Yu... the star has fallen... the minister is powerless... I beg the emperor to forgive me!"
"I beg the emperor to forgive me!"
"I beg the emperor to forgive me!"
……
star fall...
Powerless...
Lou Yong felt that his mind was in a mess, and countless voices got into the cracks. He couldn't believe it. What he feared most happened. The only person in the world who cared about him died with hatred for him.
Lou Yong couldn't hear the people around him. He looked at Yu Junzhu's thin and blue eyelids covering his eyes. He seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep and would never wake up. On the face, it seemed that the best suet jade had impurities, and it became dull and dull.
14
Lou Yong deceived Yu Junzhu's eyes with his disguise, making Yu Junzhu think that he is harmless, that he is a good medicine, not a poisonous weed.
And Yu Junzhu also fooled Lou Yong's eyes on the stone steps. His hands were behind his back, and he cut his wrists until his blood flowed out and his life disappeared, so he didn't let Lou Yong see him.
He wants to die, but if Lou Yong sees him, he won't be able to die.
So he lived openly and aboveboard but also groped for death in secret, handing over his waste-like body to King Yama.
The moment he died, he was free.
Lou Yong sat on the eaves of the East Palace, threw the empty wine jar aside, but rolled down because of the slope of the eaves.
He wasn't drunk at all, and he wished he were.
He didn't understand love before, but now he understands, all of this was facilitated by him, and Yujunzhu's death was also supervised by him, he can always arrange everything, but there are always variables in Yujunzhu.
He is Lou Yong's catastrophe, everything will be fine if he gets over it, but if he can't get over it, he may have to live in regret for the rest of his life, and now it seems that he is bound to live in regret.
——Is it really the life I want to be alone?
So what about the position of emperor, it seems to be nothing more than that, the position that has been established for so long, now there is no one to accompany him, even if he is in a high position, no one can tell this glory.
When he was looking at the vast starlight, a voice suddenly came from his mind.
[Ding!Your mood swings are detected, and your regret is too high. Would you like to have the chance to rewrite your life? ]
--Who are you?
[I am the human saving system!My goal is to spread love all over the world! ]
——Rewrite your life?
[Yes, commonly known as the regret drug system. ]
So is there any medicine for regret in the world? His regret for Yu Junzhu is so deep that he can't improve his mood after carefully digging out the more than ten years of getting along with him.
He did regret it, and he wanted to go back to the past and do it all over again.
--What should I do?
[Accompaniment and salvation, you are the fate of the emperor, so because of your persecution of the object of regret, his death has caused almost all his descendants to be entangled in bad luck. You need to be a savior to solve these problems. ]
It's just for future generations to accompany.
Great value.
[But you will lose your memory, so the degree of completion is unknown, but I will try my best to help you! ]
--it is good.
[Then we are about to set off!I am saving the human system, our goal is to spread love all over the world! ]
15
original.
This is the truth of the matter.
Lou Yong knew the past life and the present life.
When he opened his eyes again, he had returned to the past.
He lowered his head and looked at his shrinking palm.
It's... 13 years old.
Nothing has happened yet.
Lou Yong is aware of his abilities, if he lives another life, he will go the old way, but he will never go the wrong way again.
He organized his contacts step by step as before, starting with the General Gao's family, and disintegrated everything under the Regent's footsteps. He was like a ferocious wolf, hiding in the dark, waiting to eat his prey.
All this was done quietly, he established his prestige, showed his loyalty in front of his father, and he hid his ambition well.He didn't do this for anything else, but to remove the regent from power so that An Yu could continue to prosper.
As for Yu Junzhu, he felt that he was no longer worthy of his love.
A person like him should have his own achievements, and his future should be on the high platform of the court, not mediocre in the harem.
Lou Yong appreciates him and loves him, he hides his heart to the point that no one notices it, everything is done in a controlled manner, from childhood to his own youth.
Everything went smoothly, since he returned to his dormitory, he no longer had friendship with Yu Junzhu beyond that of a teacher and a student, but the direction of things suddenly changed one day.
After class that day, when Yu Junzhu saw Lou Yong practicing in the courtyard, he always felt that every move he made had his own shadow, as if he had taught him.
In this life, Lou Yong never let Yujunzhu teach him, he was afraid that too much contact would make him unable to conceal his super-teacher-student feelings for Yujunzhu.
Yu Junzhu looked curious, came out from the house and asked him, "Who taught you this swordsmanship?"
Lou Yong put the sword back into the scabbard and asked someone else to hold it for him. He found a reason for the similarity of his moves: "On weekdays, I learned it by watching my teacher practice swords."
Yu Junzhu raised his eyebrows: "Really? You can learn so well by stealing a teacher." With a faint smile on his face, he took out a sword from the guard waiting beside him and threw it to Lou Yong, "Then , let's play a game."
His high spirits were very different from those before his death in the previous life, so that Lou Yong was a little stunned after receiving the sword.Without its own Yujun bamboo, it is so dazzling that it seems to be able to illuminate everyone.
As expected, he was the astoundingly talented Gospel Erlang, the dream lover of the boys and girls in the capital city of Ming Dynasty.
Yu Junzhu held his sword in a circle, seeing that Lou Yong still didn't move, he said, "What are you doing standing there, come on."
"it is good."
Yu Junzhu showed no mercy, Lou Yong naturally went all out.
The two people came and went, and the sparks of light and flint produced by the friction of the two swords seemed to explode on the tip of Lou Yong's heart.
He fell in love with Yu Junzhu's appearance.
In his previous life, he left the root cause of his illness in order to save himself. His body was weak and he could no longer hold the sword. tears.
Now Yu Junzhu is in good health, and he rarely gets sick, and his sword movements are orderly.Lou Yong was taught by him personally, and he had no secrets, so Lou Yong could see each other's tricks, and in the end it was a draw.
Lou Yong gave in and let him win.
Yu Junzhu inserted the sword into the side of the guard who took the sword, even the thin sweat on his forehead was likable, his cheeks were slightly red, the marks left after intense exercise.
It's very similar to Yu Junzhu's low-pitched appearance under Lou Yong's body.
Yu Junzhu wiped his sweat with a handkerchief, shattering Lou Yong's memories: "Little prince, you can become a teacher. I really didn't expect that I have nothing to teach you besides what you have learned."
Lou Yong suppressed the pain in his throat, and turned his head away: "The teacher is laughing, it's just a trick, it's not as good as the teacher."
Yu Junzhu was funny: "Don't flatter me, you are hiding your clumsiness. Obviously you were able to take out my sword just now, but you didn't do it. You won this round, and I should learn more to improve. .”
"Teacher, you... are already very powerful."
Yu Junzhu shook his head: "I'm not as good as you."
As a puppet, I don't know if it's good or bad for him to be so smart, maybe the emperor will reuse him because of this.
Yu Junzhu was attracted by his humility and strength. He felt that it was a pity that someone like Lou Yong was only used as a puppet. He always noticed that respectful figure in class.
When class was over, he could also notice Lou Yong who was with his companions.
Emotional sour doesn't happen overnight.
One day, Lou Yong was sick and did not go to class, and Yu Junzhu even came to visit him after class.
When he arrived, Lou Yong hadn't woken up yet, his body was slightly hot and he was falling asleep.
He sat beside Lou Yong's bed, and unconsciously put his hand on Lou Yong's handsome face, and gently stroked his side face with his fingers, with a little fascination in his eyes.
"Jun Bamboo."
Yu Junzhu's heart skipped a beat, how could Lou Yong call himself that, usually Yu Taifu or teacher, when did he become so intimate.
Lou Yong seemed to be having a nightmare, his brows were tightened.
He felt the touch on his face, and slowly opened his eyes. He saw Yu Junzhu sitting beside his bed, thinking it was in his previous life.
He sat up and gave Yu Junzhu a frivolous kiss with the tip of his tongue in a daze.
He asked, "Why don't you go to bed and still wear your clothes?"
"what?"
Yu Junzhu was surprised at how his affectionate and out-of-the-ordinary behavior was so smooth and natural.
His heart skipped a beat.
——Lou Yong won't find anything.
It was this sentence that made Lou Yong fall out of the dream in an instant.
He immediately understood that this was not the previous life, and in this life he kept a teacher-student distance from him.
Lou Yong immediately let go of his hand, as if he had been stabbed: "Teacher, why are you here? I didn't wake up just now, and I recognized the wrong person. I offended you, I'm really sorry."
"But you just now..." Yu Junzhu said hesitantly, "You called my name."
Lou Yong was taken aback, he didn't want to have any more emotional ties with Yu Junzhu, he was afraid that his desire to control would ruin him again.
Lou Yong lowered his eyelids: "You...you heard wrong."
Yu Junzhu hated him, even when he died, he was glad to leave.Lou Yong doesn't want things to go the same way, this kind of thing needs to be eradicated, and the same is true for Qingsi.
Yu Junzhu's eyes were burning, and he pretended to sigh: "Really? But I think my ears are very good. You called Junzhu, not Yu Taifu. Why did you call me by my name in your dream?"
Lou Yong felt that his words were not right. According to the normal reaction, Yu Junzhu should pretend that he didn't hear it, and then left quickly.He suppressed the doubts and love in his heart: "You don't want to know the truth."
"What truth?"
Lou Yong didn't speak.
Yu Junzhu looked at his handsome face flushed with fever, and felt that it was a little different from his usual meticulousness. He felt that something broke out of his heart and began to sprout and grow.
"Teacher, I'm not seriously ill, you can go back."
"What did the doctor say?"
"Take a few doses of medicine and you'll be fine."
"Is the medicine bitter?"
Lou Yong smiled: "Good medicine tastes bitter."
Yu Junzhu took out from his sleeve: "I brought candied fruit."
Lou Yong paused, Yu Junzhu still treated him like a child: "I'm not afraid of suffering, just a bowl of medicine is enough, the suffering doesn't go anywhere."
Yu Junzhu still handed it to him: "Take it, it's good to chew one after drinking."
Lou Yong looked at the small bag of candied fruit, and felt that the sweetness had melted into his heart: "...OK."
Things like love are very simple, but it is difficult to do it right again. Lou Yong always feels that something has changed, and if he is not forced, things will turn around.
"Thank you."
"No thanks, I picked it out on purpose, why don't you try one first to see how it tastes?"
Under Yu Junzhu's expectant gaze, Lou Yong opened the paper bag and stuffed a candied fruit into his mouth, the sweetness spread in his mouth, and the outside was wrapped with sugar grains.
It's a bit too sweet for Lou Yong, but he likes it very much.
specially picked.
These four words are enough for him to be happy.
Yu Junzhu looked at his reaction anxiously, and felt relieved when he saw him smiling.
Lou Yong chewed a mouthful of sweets and asked, "Teacher, when someone else is sick...will you also go to give him candied fruit?"
"Of course not." Yu Junzhu retorted immediately, "They are them, and I am just their teacher teaching the art of war, and you are you."
"I am me?" Lou Yong showed a happy expression, "You mean,
Everything was going on in an orderly manner according to the expected events, and the people all over the country fell into panic when it was revealed that the regent had colluded with the Huns, and then the old emperor was forced to death.
The moment the regent saw Lou Yong, he knew that he had completely lost.
This body that should have died silently under the cliff, he came back alive as a variable, this variable is too big to remedy this loophole.
The people in the court were cleaned up, and the previous concubines in the harem were also dismissed. Empress Xie hanged herself after learning the news of the regent's death. Lou Yong deprived Xie's family of the qualification to guard the southern border. to take charge.
With Lou Yong's ability, he was the best candidate for the new emperor, and he succeeded to the throne logically, and Yu Junzhu joined him as Lou Yong's staff, assisting the two generations of sages.
The dust settles
It's just a moment to say it, but it can only be one year after another.
Lou Yong doesn't understand love, so he will use his possessiveness to show his liking, and this kind of possessiveness can only bring about destruction over and over again.
The wine under the tree in the East Palace was forgotten, and Lou Yong spent three years destroying a person's self-esteem, confidence and tenderness.
He didn't know that it was ruin, he was just treating him well in the way he thought was good.
From the moment Yu Junzhu decided to go to the battlefield for him, he was doomed not to be able to get rid of Lou Yong. Yu Junzhu didn't understand why this lamb he had watched grow up suddenly turned into a wolf cub.
11
After the enthronement ceremony, Lou Yong became more and more busy. He didn't have much time to accompany Yu Junzhu, and Yu Junzhu still lived in the side hall of the East Palace, but not as the Taifu, but as an aide. No one came to listen to the teaching. The princes now have mansions outside the palace and do not live in the palace. The only one who can attend the lectures is the emperor, but the emperor is busy with official duties and cannot come.
So Yu Junzhu was free, he raised flowers, grass, wrote poems and drank medicine every day, and he took care of his body by the way. He was injured in that war and left the root cause of his illness.
The scar on his face was also left, but he didn't care too much, after all, the root of his disease was much more serious than this scar, and the colic was unbearable, so he couldn't worry about the scar on his face anymore.
Life was very boring, Yu Junzhu finally couldn't bear to go to Lou Yong to see if he is so busy and needs help, and he has to do some things that a staff should do in the name of an aide.
When they arrived at the South Study Room, the old eunuch who had been serving Lou Yong was at the door. When he saw Yu Junzhu coming, he went in to inform him, and only let him in when he got permission.
The identity changed overnight, and the relationship between the two people was no longer a teacher-student relationship, but a superior-subordinate relationship separated by a palace gate. Yu Junzhu could only lament this change in his heart, it was hard to put into words
In the south study room, Lou Yong was reviewing the memorial on the case, saw him coming in, and asked the palace people to make tea for him: "You are here, come and sit down with me."
Yu Junzhu went over and glanced at the content of the memorial laid out on his case, it seemed that the courtiers were advising the emperor to choose a concubine.He thought for a while, the incident had subsided, and it was time to accept the concubine.
But when he thought that Lou Yong would marry someone else, he panicked.
He picked up his teacup and moistened his mouth, hiding his emotions: "Has anything happened recently?"
Lou Yong closed the case file: "It's nothing."
Yu Junzhu couldn't help asking: "Are you going to choose a concubine?"
Lou Yong's answer was ambiguous: "It's all about the content of the courtiers' remonstrance, you don't need to care about this, do you want me to choose a concubine?"
Yu Junzhu narrowed his eyes: "You are the emperor, this is inevitable, the king of a country must set an example."
Lou Yong poured himself a cup of tea, squeezed the cup in his hand, and asked him sideways: "I'm asking you, do you want me to marry someone else, you just need to tell me whether you want to marry someone else, you don't need to use those official words .”
Yu Junzhu hesitated for a long time, but finally said the truth: "I don't really want to, but..."
Lou Yong took a sip of his tea, the good Meron, and he had some regrets, he put down his cup: "Then I won't marry, and those courtiers' proposals can be suppressed."
Yu Junzhu shook his hand, but fortunately he had already drunk half of the tea, otherwise he would have spilled it.Yu Junzhu looked at the palace people standing below, and felt that in Lou Yong's place, his creed of being cautious in words and deeds was completely useless.
I blushed again.
Lou Yong looked at him nervously, but deliberately raised his chin, and caressed his lower lip with his thumb: "Junzhu, I don't want to marry anyone except you, only you are my favorite."
Yu Junzhu's heart skipped a beat when he was stimulated by this, he turned his head and stopped letting his hands mess with his face, when he saw the palace servants, they had already lowered their heads.
With a thin skin, Yu Junzhu glared at Lou Yong, and whispered: "Don't do this."
Because of the low voice, it sounded like he was about to say no.
But don't let Lou Yong's hands make trouble on his face, he will make trouble on his body, slashing across the collar and digging deep into it.Lou Yong pulled him into his arms and said, "You're blushing, isn't it hot? I'll help you take off your clothes, it's a bit of a hindrance."
Yu Junzhu's heart was beating extremely fast, and he immediately stood up from Lou Yong: "I... I will take my leave first."
Lou Yong's expression was calm, he waved his hand to let the palace people go down, then looked at Yu Junzhu with a smile: "Teacher, do you think this is okay?"
Yu Junzhu was flustered again, Lou Yong knew what he was concerned about: "But...it's broad daylight now, what you should do is official business, not...during the daytime prostitution."
Lou Yong dragged out a long tune, as if he understood, but he said, "Then I will do it anyway."
Yu Junzhu wanted to leave, but his heels were stuck on the ground. He felt as if he was really possessed: "No, you are the Holy One now, you know better than me what to do and what not to do..."
Lou Yong didn't want to hear him refuse again, so he stood up and pressed him on the table, put his hand on his face: "Don't refuse me again, if you care about ethics, you just need to say that I forced you."
Yu Junzhu relaxed a little and took a breath, but was lifted up again by Lou Yong's movements.
"Easy, light."
…………
In this way, the days passed day by day, Yu Junzhu was no longer embarrassed, but in this kind of things, there would always be some shyness that fascinated Lou Yong.
Yujun Zhu Mingming himself is willing, but because he is ashamed of the teacher-student relationship, he blushes, and often covers his face with a pillow during the bed affairs, but Lou Yong takes it away.
"From the first time I slipped into the side hall, I wanted to do this to the teacher."
"But you will never go any further, and you will always teach me the truth. At that time, I always thought, what kind of voice would it be if you panted under me."
Yu Junzhu covered his mouth to prevent himself from making a sound. He turned his head and his hair covered his face, feeling as if he had been fooled. Obviously, how could such a well-behaved child think so.
Is there something wrong with your own education method?
But the upturned waves made him unable to think about these issues at all.
But he thought, how wonderful it would be if the life of two people continued like this.
12
As the days passed, there were more and more petitions asking the emperor to accept his concubine to prolong his heirs. Not only that, rumors spread everywhere and drifted into the palace with the wind.
The emperor does not accept concubines, does not marry wives, but only leaves Yu Junzhu alone. The palace between the two is secretive and unspeakable.
Rumor has it that he did not stay in the palace as the Taifu, but entered the palace as the emperor's father and son's favorite.
Good things don't go out, bad things pass thousands of miles.
If the emperor accepts a concubine, even if there are these palace secrets, they can treat them as invisible, but the key is that there is no one in the emperor's harem, and there is only one man who cannot continue to have children for the royal family.
At this time, something went wrong.
When Yu Junzhu heard these rumors from the court ladies in the imperial garden, his face turned pale instantly.
When he returned to the palace, he coughed again and again, and he was so angry and bloody, not to mention his health is not good now.
Why do these pretentious things happen, how could I have that kind of relationship with the old monarch, not to mention such a bad name-Xiao Chong.
Yu Junzhu was born in a family, and he was once a generation of talented youngsters who were famous in Mingjing. This term is unbearable for a proud person like him.He used to go to the battlefield for Lou Yong to clean up his stigma, but when it came to him, he couldn't help him wash it off.
Because half of this rumor is true and half is false, it is difficult to explain it. The previous emperor has been buried in the loess, so there is no way to explain it, and he can't argue with it.
No wonder the people in the palace looked at themselves with such eyes.
When Lou Yong came again next time, Yu Junzhu's abnormal expression caught Lou Yong's attention.
"What's the matter, is it because I haven't taken the medicine today, why does my complexion look so bad?"
Yu Junzhu lowered his head: "Eat."
Seeing that his brows were still furrowed, Lou Yong asked, "Is there something on your mind?"
Yu Junzhu stood up and pursed his lips: "I should go home. I haven't taught for a long time. I'm afraid it's not appropriate to stay in the palace anymore. It's easy to attract criticism."
Lou Yong thought it was something, but it was because of this: "What's wrong?"
"I shouldn't stay in the palace anymore, and it's not good for your reputation."
Lou Yong doesn't care about other people's eyes, not to mention rumors in the court, even if someone accuses him face to face, he doesn't care, throwing dirty water behind his back is the behavior of a weak person, if it is a strong person, why would he bother to do such a thing, he is Growing up on rumors, if these words can defeat him, he won't be able to hold his position at all.
Lou Yong just suddenly felt that Yu Junzhu had changed a little bit, it was no longer as dazzling as before, but he started to care too much, but at present there is no existence that can replace Yu Junzhu, so it is impossible for him to let Yu Junzhu leave.
"Don't care what other people do."
Yu Junzhu sighed softly in his heart: "We... shouldn't be together in the first place."
Lou Yong kissed the corner of his mouth: "There is nothing you shouldn't, only should, I will find out who is leaking these news, don't worry."
After a thorough investigation, it was spread by a court minister, and there was even a faint possibility that this rumor would spread to the people.
Lou Yong was furious, and directly punished him severely, privately discussing that the king's crime is inevitable, and imposed a cane punishment.On the court, he directly promoted Yu Junzhu to be the queen.
Lou Yong doesn't care about other people's opinions. Since you want to say it, it will take a long time to show it openly. Not only does he have a relationship with me, but he also has a very close relationship.
This is something that has never happened in history, male queen, never seen before.
The whole court was shocked, and there were endless voices of opposition. Some people in the court even threatened to die, saying that if Yu Junzhu's status was not removed, he would have no words to face the late emperor even if he went to hell.
Yu Junzhu was the last to know the news.
If Lou Yong really loves him, Yu Junzhu should be the first to know about it.
But Lou Yong's love doesn't exist, what he needs is to use an identity to tie people tightly by his side.
Yu Junzhu got it wrong, he thought that Lou Yong was showing favoritism and personal love, and it was for him to stand on the opposite side of the court, and he was greatly shocked.
But he couldn't bear the weight of this feeling.
Lou Yong invisibly added another layer of invisible responsibility and weight to him.
Therefore, when Yu Junzhu found out that Lou Yong didn't love him at all, he would collapse like that.
He seemed to be living in a big lie, and even liars didn't bother to weave it, but he was so deep in it.It is true that the one who falls in love first loses.
Shao Chong, the only person in the harem, the former grand tutor, nine years older than the emperor, but the emperor fought against the whole court for him, and made him the male queen. What kind of disaster is this.
Yu Junzhu stayed in the palace for too long, many people have never seen his face, only heard about his deeds and appearance, but when they saw him at the banquet, everyone was disappointed.
He has a scar on his face, such a big flaw, how can he be worthy of sitting in such a position.
There were even rumors that his fate was against the royal family.
Every word, every word, made him breathless.
He asked Lou Yong to leave again and again but was rejected, until one time when he looked in the mirror, he saw the scar on his face.
The appearance, which he never cared about at first, became the last straw under his heavy pressure.
He begged Lou Yong again, in the imperial garden, he even knelt down and begged Lou Yong to let him go, he should not and could not be Lou Yong's bondage.
With a pale face, he looked like an orphaned vase in the cold wind of the imperial garden, fragile and beautiful.
Lou Yong likes his scar, it was left for him on the battlefield, this is a proof that Yu Junzhu loves himself deeply, he can't dislike it, he even kissed the bleeding wound when he was in bed .
Yu Junzhu begged him: "If you love me, let me go, I beg you."
Lou Yong helped him up: "No, you should stay by my side."
Yujunzhu is no longer Yujunzhu, but his person.
"But I...really, I don't want to go to the banquet to meet the courtiers, no matter who they are, you know, I'm like a trophy being stared at by them."
Lou Yong wiped the corners of his red eyes: "You are my trophy."
A hard-earned surprise under the careful layout.
Yu Junzhu felt that his body was getting colder, and a chill began to appear from his fingertips.
He... did he think so? "
13
Day after day.
Under Yu Junzhu's tireless petition every day, Lou Yong finally agreed to him once.
Abstinence level.
This is the only way for national sacrifices. The long stone steps leading to the altar are named so that those who have prayed for blessings will wash away their sins and pray to heaven.
After Yu Junzhu finished walking this road, Lou Yong let him go, otherwise Yu Junzhu would not be allowed to mention the matter of leaving again.
When Lou Yong said this condition, it seemed easy on the surface, but the courtiers must be present during the climbing process, so it was very difficult for Yu Junzhu. Refused, never mentioned again.
Keyu Junzhu agreed.
This is something Lou Yong did not expect.
Yu Junzhu had no other choice, he could only agree, he told himself in his heart, no matter what he saw, he should act as if he didn't see it, just walk over, and he would no longer be suppressed by his identity from now on.
He was also expecting in his heart whether Lou Yong would show mercy to him, would not follow the ceremony, and there was no one else present.
It takes a few days to prepare for the sacrifice.
Yu Junzhu has also been waiting.
However, anticipation is anticipation after all, if Lou Yong wants to let him go, even this process will not be set up, these are just a cover to continue to bind him.
When that day came, Yu Junzhu always remembered it.The sky is very blue, and the blue is very uniform, as if it has been dyed.That person stood at the top of the stone steps, still the same as he remembered.
Around the stone steps are courtiers and palace servants.
He was willing to go, but he found that he couldn't leave even after finishing the journey. Looking at the tall man, he suddenly felt that his physical exhaustion was nothing, and his spirit was also exhausted.
His reputation has been completely ruined, and he can't stand rumors, so he chooses to die after realizing the truth.
With the knife hidden in his sleeve, he cut his wrist bit by bit. The cut was deep, and the more he walked, the more blood flowed.
Finally, he couldn't move anymore. He watched the world spin around, his eyelids became heavier and darker, and all the figures became blurred. He fell on the stone steps, and his life was like a kite with a broken string going towards destruction.
Lou Yong watched him fall, the world seemed to be counting down.
He didn't even care about others, he just flew over and picked up the person whose body temperature was dropping slightly.
Only then did he see that Yu Junzhu's hands tied behind his back were covered with blood, and the back of his entire clothes was stained red with blood, even on the stone steps.
Yu Junzhu fell into his arms, feeling like he had a nightmare, when he woke up, he might still be that Taifu, and Lou Yong hadn't grown up yet.
Looking at his pale face, Lou Yong went crazy. The person he hugged was as light as a piece of paper, and his bones could be touched. He lost a lot of weight, and even the touch was covered with blood.
For the first time, he felt that Yu Junzhu might leave him. Before that, he used every possible method to imprison his heart and body, and used his status as a queen to suppress any signs of his leaving.
He firmly believed that Yujunzhu was reluctant to leave him, but Yujunzhu really gave up his life in front of his eyes, and he began to panic, he was afraid that Yujunzhu would die, he was afraid that Yujunzhu would give up hope of being alive: "It's agreed to let you go Go, why don't you believe it? Why do you want to do this?"
He turned his head and said angrily to the people behind him: "What are you doing standing there, you are called an imperial doctor!"
The person standing immediately hurried to the imperial infirmary, not daring to stay for a moment.
Yu Junzhu coughed and spat out a mouthful of blood.
Lou Yong would rather be the one who bleeds himself, rather than let Yu Junzhu suffer this pain. He wiped Yu Junzhu's blood with his sleeve, but the blood seemed to last forever. It was so bitter that it was difficult to breathe: "...Are you punishing me?"
Yu Junzhu didn't have the energy to speak anymore, and at this moment he was extremely relaxed, as if relieved.He lost his life, but he also escaped from the world. Life is more suffocating than purgatory, and every inch of ethics is oppressing him.
It was his fault that he willingly died. He didn't pull the little prince when he went astray, but followed him in confusion.Respecting teachers and teaching, he is ashamed to be a teacher.
Yu Junzhu spoke with difficulty: "Lou, Yong."
Lou Yong supported his face, his voice was extremely unstable: "I am here. The imperial doctor will come later, you will be fine!"
Yu Junzhu closed his eyes and panted every sentence, as if he would exhaust his breath after saying this sentence: "I am single-minded, begging for death, I lead you astray, and being reviled by everyone, it is also me, I should..."
At this moment, Lou Yong felt that his heart was crushed by him. He had never said this to himself. In his eyes, he was like an outsider, and even his thoughts were insignificant.
Lou Yong gritted his teeth: "You must live well, I will find out those rumors one by one, and I will solve these problems for you one by one."
There was blood dripping from the corner of Yujunzhu's mouth, and his internal organs seemed to be coughed to pieces.
He stopped coughing, breathing with his chest rising and falling: "What I care about... is not the rumors, but you really, never cared about me. I had a big dream. Now, I woke up and couldn't go on. I'm just glad, Lou Yong, I won't be able to accompany you anymore."
When Yu Junzhu finished his last sentence, Lou Yong was still waiting for him to say the next sentence.
Until he saw that Yu Junzhu's hand had no strength to support and slipped, the three souls and seven souls seemed to have all fallen apart at that moment.
"Where's the doctor?!"
Lou Yong felt that he was going crazy, he hugged this body that was gradually losing its temperature, he couldn't even hold the strength to make a fist because of the trembling, this light, familiar person for half a lifetime seemed to be absorbed by him with all the vitality , disappeared in the long river.
At this time, the imperial physicians hurried over from a distance, and the leading imperial physician carried the medicine box and put down the things. They knelt down on the ground, extremely anxious: "Your Majesty, I am late."
"Don't talk nonsense, come and see me! No matter what method you use today, you must wake him up!" Lou Yong's voice was full of anger. He wanted to vent his anger, but he just put Yu Junzhu down carefully. , Let the imperial physician heal him.
The leading imperial physician looked at this blood-stained person, and was extremely surprised, this person's injury must be serious.He reached out and pressed Yujunzhu's lifeblood, breathed for a few moments, then lifted his eyelids to check the situation.
No pulse could be felt, his heart had stopped beating.
An imperial physician is to treat the living, not to save the dead. If the person is already dead, how can he go to the palace of Hades to snatch the person away?
The imperial doctor took a step back in embarrassment, and asked others to check one by one.
They looked at each other with fear in their hearts, but none of them dared to tell the emperor the news.
Lou Yong stroked Yu Junzhu's face and asked, "How is Jun Zhu? When will he wake up?"
The imperial physician hesitated: "This..."
Lou Yong frowned, and said impatiently: "Don't hesitate."
The imperial physicians immediately knelt down, and the court ladies, eunuchs and courtiers next to them also knelt on the ground. At this moment, a group of people held their breaths and did not dare to make a sound, but lowered their heads, fearing that the emperor's anger would affect them.
The leading imperial physician trembled like a sieve: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty, Taifu Yu... Taifu Yu has already... already..."
Lou Yong said angrily: "Speak up!"
He looked at the kneeling Wu Ya, and his arms around Yu Junzhu became tighter. His teacher has always been a strong and hopeful person. He did not believe that Yu Junzhu would end his life in such a way. It is absolutely impossible for him to die, so he will only hear the news that he is still alive from the mouth of the imperial physician.
"Teacher Yu... the star has fallen... the minister is powerless... I beg the emperor to forgive me!"
"I beg the emperor to forgive me!"
"I beg the emperor to forgive me!"
……
star fall...
Powerless...
Lou Yong felt that his mind was in a mess, and countless voices got into the cracks. He couldn't believe it. What he feared most happened. The only person in the world who cared about him died with hatred for him.
Lou Yong couldn't hear the people around him. He looked at Yu Junzhu's thin and blue eyelids covering his eyes. He seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep and would never wake up. On the face, it seemed that the best suet jade had impurities, and it became dull and dull.
14
Lou Yong deceived Yu Junzhu's eyes with his disguise, making Yu Junzhu think that he is harmless, that he is a good medicine, not a poisonous weed.
And Yu Junzhu also fooled Lou Yong's eyes on the stone steps. His hands were behind his back, and he cut his wrists until his blood flowed out and his life disappeared, so he didn't let Lou Yong see him.
He wants to die, but if Lou Yong sees him, he won't be able to die.
So he lived openly and aboveboard but also groped for death in secret, handing over his waste-like body to King Yama.
The moment he died, he was free.
Lou Yong sat on the eaves of the East Palace, threw the empty wine jar aside, but rolled down because of the slope of the eaves.
He wasn't drunk at all, and he wished he were.
He didn't understand love before, but now he understands, all of this was facilitated by him, and Yujunzhu's death was also supervised by him, he can always arrange everything, but there are always variables in Yujunzhu.
He is Lou Yong's catastrophe, everything will be fine if he gets over it, but if he can't get over it, he may have to live in regret for the rest of his life, and now it seems that he is bound to live in regret.
——Is it really the life I want to be alone?
So what about the position of emperor, it seems to be nothing more than that, the position that has been established for so long, now there is no one to accompany him, even if he is in a high position, no one can tell this glory.
When he was looking at the vast starlight, a voice suddenly came from his mind.
[Ding!Your mood swings are detected, and your regret is too high. Would you like to have the chance to rewrite your life? ]
--Who are you?
[I am the human saving system!My goal is to spread love all over the world! ]
——Rewrite your life?
[Yes, commonly known as the regret drug system. ]
So is there any medicine for regret in the world? His regret for Yu Junzhu is so deep that he can't improve his mood after carefully digging out the more than ten years of getting along with him.
He did regret it, and he wanted to go back to the past and do it all over again.
--What should I do?
[Accompaniment and salvation, you are the fate of the emperor, so because of your persecution of the object of regret, his death has caused almost all his descendants to be entangled in bad luck. You need to be a savior to solve these problems. ]
It's just for future generations to accompany.
Great value.
[But you will lose your memory, so the degree of completion is unknown, but I will try my best to help you! ]
--it is good.
[Then we are about to set off!I am saving the human system, our goal is to spread love all over the world! ]
15
original.
This is the truth of the matter.
Lou Yong knew the past life and the present life.
When he opened his eyes again, he had returned to the past.
He lowered his head and looked at his shrinking palm.
It's... 13 years old.
Nothing has happened yet.
Lou Yong is aware of his abilities, if he lives another life, he will go the old way, but he will never go the wrong way again.
He organized his contacts step by step as before, starting with the General Gao's family, and disintegrated everything under the Regent's footsteps. He was like a ferocious wolf, hiding in the dark, waiting to eat his prey.
All this was done quietly, he established his prestige, showed his loyalty in front of his father, and he hid his ambition well.He didn't do this for anything else, but to remove the regent from power so that An Yu could continue to prosper.
As for Yu Junzhu, he felt that he was no longer worthy of his love.
A person like him should have his own achievements, and his future should be on the high platform of the court, not mediocre in the harem.
Lou Yong appreciates him and loves him, he hides his heart to the point that no one notices it, everything is done in a controlled manner, from childhood to his own youth.
Everything went smoothly, since he returned to his dormitory, he no longer had friendship with Yu Junzhu beyond that of a teacher and a student, but the direction of things suddenly changed one day.
After class that day, when Yu Junzhu saw Lou Yong practicing in the courtyard, he always felt that every move he made had his own shadow, as if he had taught him.
In this life, Lou Yong never let Yujunzhu teach him, he was afraid that too much contact would make him unable to conceal his super-teacher-student feelings for Yujunzhu.
Yu Junzhu looked curious, came out from the house and asked him, "Who taught you this swordsmanship?"
Lou Yong put the sword back into the scabbard and asked someone else to hold it for him. He found a reason for the similarity of his moves: "On weekdays, I learned it by watching my teacher practice swords."
Yu Junzhu raised his eyebrows: "Really? You can learn so well by stealing a teacher." With a faint smile on his face, he took out a sword from the guard waiting beside him and threw it to Lou Yong, "Then , let's play a game."
His high spirits were very different from those before his death in the previous life, so that Lou Yong was a little stunned after receiving the sword.Without its own Yujun bamboo, it is so dazzling that it seems to be able to illuminate everyone.
As expected, he was the astoundingly talented Gospel Erlang, the dream lover of the boys and girls in the capital city of Ming Dynasty.
Yu Junzhu held his sword in a circle, seeing that Lou Yong still didn't move, he said, "What are you doing standing there, come on."
"it is good."
Yu Junzhu showed no mercy, Lou Yong naturally went all out.
The two people came and went, and the sparks of light and flint produced by the friction of the two swords seemed to explode on the tip of Lou Yong's heart.
He fell in love with Yu Junzhu's appearance.
In his previous life, he left the root cause of his illness in order to save himself. His body was weak and he could no longer hold the sword. tears.
Now Yu Junzhu is in good health, and he rarely gets sick, and his sword movements are orderly.Lou Yong was taught by him personally, and he had no secrets, so Lou Yong could see each other's tricks, and in the end it was a draw.
Lou Yong gave in and let him win.
Yu Junzhu inserted the sword into the side of the guard who took the sword, even the thin sweat on his forehead was likable, his cheeks were slightly red, the marks left after intense exercise.
It's very similar to Yu Junzhu's low-pitched appearance under Lou Yong's body.
Yu Junzhu wiped his sweat with a handkerchief, shattering Lou Yong's memories: "Little prince, you can become a teacher. I really didn't expect that I have nothing to teach you besides what you have learned."
Lou Yong suppressed the pain in his throat, and turned his head away: "The teacher is laughing, it's just a trick, it's not as good as the teacher."
Yu Junzhu was funny: "Don't flatter me, you are hiding your clumsiness. Obviously you were able to take out my sword just now, but you didn't do it. You won this round, and I should learn more to improve. .”
"Teacher, you... are already very powerful."
Yu Junzhu shook his head: "I'm not as good as you."
As a puppet, I don't know if it's good or bad for him to be so smart, maybe the emperor will reuse him because of this.
Yu Junzhu was attracted by his humility and strength. He felt that it was a pity that someone like Lou Yong was only used as a puppet. He always noticed that respectful figure in class.
When class was over, he could also notice Lou Yong who was with his companions.
Emotional sour doesn't happen overnight.
One day, Lou Yong was sick and did not go to class, and Yu Junzhu even came to visit him after class.
When he arrived, Lou Yong hadn't woken up yet, his body was slightly hot and he was falling asleep.
He sat beside Lou Yong's bed, and unconsciously put his hand on Lou Yong's handsome face, and gently stroked his side face with his fingers, with a little fascination in his eyes.
"Jun Bamboo."
Yu Junzhu's heart skipped a beat, how could Lou Yong call himself that, usually Yu Taifu or teacher, when did he become so intimate.
Lou Yong seemed to be having a nightmare, his brows were tightened.
He felt the touch on his face, and slowly opened his eyes. He saw Yu Junzhu sitting beside his bed, thinking it was in his previous life.
He sat up and gave Yu Junzhu a frivolous kiss with the tip of his tongue in a daze.
He asked, "Why don't you go to bed and still wear your clothes?"
"what?"
Yu Junzhu was surprised at how his affectionate and out-of-the-ordinary behavior was so smooth and natural.
His heart skipped a beat.
——Lou Yong won't find anything.
It was this sentence that made Lou Yong fall out of the dream in an instant.
He immediately understood that this was not the previous life, and in this life he kept a teacher-student distance from him.
Lou Yong immediately let go of his hand, as if he had been stabbed: "Teacher, why are you here? I didn't wake up just now, and I recognized the wrong person. I offended you, I'm really sorry."
"But you just now..." Yu Junzhu said hesitantly, "You called my name."
Lou Yong was taken aback, he didn't want to have any more emotional ties with Yu Junzhu, he was afraid that his desire to control would ruin him again.
Lou Yong lowered his eyelids: "You...you heard wrong."
Yu Junzhu hated him, even when he died, he was glad to leave.Lou Yong doesn't want things to go the same way, this kind of thing needs to be eradicated, and the same is true for Qingsi.
Yu Junzhu's eyes were burning, and he pretended to sigh: "Really? But I think my ears are very good. You called Junzhu, not Yu Taifu. Why did you call me by my name in your dream?"
Lou Yong felt that his words were not right. According to the normal reaction, Yu Junzhu should pretend that he didn't hear it, and then left quickly.He suppressed the doubts and love in his heart: "You don't want to know the truth."
"What truth?"
Lou Yong didn't speak.
Yu Junzhu looked at his handsome face flushed with fever, and felt that it was a little different from his usual meticulousness. He felt that something broke out of his heart and began to sprout and grow.
"Teacher, I'm not seriously ill, you can go back."
"What did the doctor say?"
"Take a few doses of medicine and you'll be fine."
"Is the medicine bitter?"
Lou Yong smiled: "Good medicine tastes bitter."
Yu Junzhu took out from his sleeve: "I brought candied fruit."
Lou Yong paused, Yu Junzhu still treated him like a child: "I'm not afraid of suffering, just a bowl of medicine is enough, the suffering doesn't go anywhere."
Yu Junzhu still handed it to him: "Take it, it's good to chew one after drinking."
Lou Yong looked at the small bag of candied fruit, and felt that the sweetness had melted into his heart: "...OK."
Things like love are very simple, but it is difficult to do it right again. Lou Yong always feels that something has changed, and if he is not forced, things will turn around.
"Thank you."
"No thanks, I picked it out on purpose, why don't you try one first to see how it tastes?"
Under Yu Junzhu's expectant gaze, Lou Yong opened the paper bag and stuffed a candied fruit into his mouth, the sweetness spread in his mouth, and the outside was wrapped with sugar grains.
It's a bit too sweet for Lou Yong, but he likes it very much.
specially picked.
These four words are enough for him to be happy.
Yu Junzhu looked at his reaction anxiously, and felt relieved when he saw him smiling.
Lou Yong chewed a mouthful of sweets and asked, "Teacher, when someone else is sick...will you also go to give him candied fruit?"
"Of course not." Yu Junzhu retorted immediately, "They are them, and I am just their teacher teaching the art of war, and you are you."
"I am me?" Lou Yong showed a happy expression, "You mean,
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