02

Once there is the first time, there will be the second time, until day and night he avoids the eunuch waiting at the door and hides in Yujunzhu's room. At first Yujunzhu thought it was strange, but helplessly Lou Yong always said he was afraid. I can only coax.

Later, as he got older, this kind of statement seemed too false, but Lou Yong took it for granted to get up and lie down with him, and lay down after turning off the lights, and slept with the Taifu in his arms.

Gradually, Yu Junzhu also got used to it, and sometimes Lou Yong felt that there was no one by his bedside because the emperor took him to hunt and couldn't come back. He was familiar with Lou Yong's temperature.

On that day, Lou Yong came back very late because of the mid-autumn birthday banquet, Yu Junzhu was playing a game with himself indoors at that time, the black and white pieces fell, and before the game was over, he heard the door opening.

Lou Yong smelled of alcohol.

Yu Junzhu stood up from the chess table, welcomed him in, and smelled his scent: "I'm going to ask someone to cook the soup for sobering up."

Lou Yong sat across from his unfinished chessboard and picked up a black stone from the pouch: "I didn't drink too much. Tonight they played pitching pots. I won a lot. I didn't drink much. They were much more drunk than me. gone."

Seeing his bright expression, Yu Junzhu didn't suspect him, so he went back to the chess table and sat opposite Lou Yong: "Does Your Highness want to finish this game of broken chess with me?"

"Ah."

Yu Junzhu smiled: "I have no regrets, Your Highness is wrong, so don't deny it."

Lou Yong looked at the chessboard, thinking about how to go next, he looked up, saw Yu Junzhu's face, and his eyes fell on his open and closed lips: "Of course I admit it, if you lose, let's make a big win. Otherwise, it's no fun."

Yu Junzhu became interested: "Okay, what do you want to bet, Your Highness?"

Lou Yong played with the chess pieces: "If I lose, you will be punished, but if I win..."

Yu Junzhu nodded and listened to him.

Lou Yong dropped a pawn: "I won, Jun Zhu kiss me, okay?"

Yu Junzhu was studying the chess game, and when he heard this sentence, the white piece couldn't hold it firmly, and fell directly to the ground.

He opened his lips, as if he felt that the child in front of him seemed to have grown up: "Your Highness, don't make jokes, I am your tutor."

"What happened to Taifu?"

Yu Junzhu lowered his eyelashes and picked up Bai Zi: "The king is the leader of the ministers, you will be the heir of this country in the future, what not to do... You should know."

Lou Yong threw the sunspot into the chessboard: "It's all an excuse."

He stood up and walked to Yujunzhu's side. It was only when he was standing near Yujunzhu that he could smell such a strong smell of alcohol. He obviously didn't look like he was drunk at all, but he just talked... a bit unruly.

Lou Yong fell on top of him: "Junzhu...today, my father asked me if I have a favorite girl from an aristocratic family, and I answered...not yet."

Yujun Zhu wanted to push him away, but after hearing this sentence, his movements barely stopped. He seemed to know the reason for the sourness in his heart, and he only attributed this feeling to his reluctance: "The emperor said so, because there is Refer to the person to marry."

"Well, General Gao's daughter-in-law, Gao Minrong."

Yu Junzhu thought about her appearance in his mind: "The family background is very good. The emperor wants to win over the Gao family. General Gao's son Gao Luo has been in the limelight recently, but he is not bad..."

But before he finished speaking, the next words were stuffed into his mouth.

Lips and tongues met, Yu Junzhu couldn't escape, his heart was beating like a drum, Lou Yong's reckless movements were like a key to pry open the door of his heart, his married parents only occasionally said that he stayed in the palace It's been too long, and I haven't seen many women from aristocratic families. If there is a sign, it will be cut off by Lou Yong before he grows up. He has no experience in human affairs, and this familiar body makes him have no sense of resistance.

He could resist, but he didn't, and Yu Junzhu knew why he didn't, but he wouldn't tell others what was on his mind.

After a while, the person who did the wrong thing let him go, apologetic in his tone: "You know that I don't like these words, I didn't mean it, it was just impulsive... I'm sorry."

Yu Junzhu's complexion did not change, but his red ears betrayed his mood, he stood up from the chair and turned his back to Lou Yong: "Your Highness, you should go back to your bedroom to rest, it's getting late , I will act as if what happened tonight didn’t happen.”

"……it is good."

Lou Yong looked lonely.

He didn't insist, but just walked out of the side hall as if he was injured.

Yu Junzhu felt uncomfortable looking at him, and wanted to call him back but couldn't stay any longer, the words had already been spoken and there was no way to change them.

Lou Yong knew which set Yujunzhu would eat, he wasn't really lonely, but made a pitiful appearance in order to stay tonight: "Then teacher should go to bed earlier, I'll go and see the trees in the yard."

Yu Junzhu's ears moved: "Why don't you take a break to see the tree so late?"

Lou Yongchui started and opened the door: "I can't sleep, I want to see the wine we buried before."

Yu Junzhu reminded: "The time has not yet come."

Lou Yong didn't say anything, just raised his foot and stepped over the threshold, feeling very depressed.

When I went out, the moon hanging high in the sky was very bright. Tonight is the Mid-Autumn Festival, and it is also a good time to enjoy the moon.

He passed by the bedroom, and the eunuch at the door followed him: "His Royal Highness, you are back, you are easy to catch cold in the middle of the night, wait a moment, and the servant will bring you a robe to put on."

It is indeed a bit cold, and the dew has begun.

Lou Yong waved his hand to let people go back: "No, this hall is in a bad mood, go out to enjoy the moon for a while, you can ask Taifu Yu if he needs more clothes, and let the garment workshop prepare them for him."

"Here."

He was betting whether Junzhu would come to him.

Lou Yong walked slowly towards the outside of the bedroom, stepping lightly on the ground, he knows martial arts, and Yu Junzhu personally taught martial arts, every move has the shadow of Yu Junzhu, Yu Junzhu said that he has already I can be a teacher.

When will my own master take the bait?

Start from the habit and close the net little by little.

The old eunuch respectfully said: "Teacher Yu, Your Highness asked if you need any clothes, and let the garment room prepare them for you."

Yu Junzhu asked: "Did His Highness ask you to ask?"

The old eunuch hesitated and said: "Yes, Taifu Yu...do you want to go and see His Highness...He just came back from the Mid-Autumn Festival birthday banquet, and he doesn't seem to be in a good mood. Your relationship with His Highness is the best..."

Yu Junzhu sat in front of the chess table. What happened just now made him not even in the mood to finish the game of chess: "How can I control His Highness's wishes? I don't need to add clothes, you go back first."

But when the old eunuch left, he sighed and tidied up the chessboard.

This child has always been worry-free, and he can teach everything he says. There is no doubt about Lou Yong's intelligence, but things seem to be more discrepant than expected.

He stayed in the house for a long time, took off his outer robe and prepared to go to bed, but in the end he couldn't bear it, put on his clothes and prepared to go out to see how Lou Yong was doing.

Just take a look and come back.

He found a good reason.

But when he went out to search for Lou Yong, he didn't find anyone under the tree. When he looked around, he saw the person sitting on the top of the Diaolan Building. There was a jar of wine on the right side, which was already precarious and about to fall down.

Yu Junzhu leaped up to the roof, lifted the person who was about to slide up to sit firmly, and there was anger in his voice: "Are you getting drunk here, are you going to kill yourself?!"

Lou Yong just squinted his eyes to look at the person, and when he made a clear distinction, he immediately took a few steps back and almost fell down.

Yujun's heart tightened, and he wanted to help him, and he was relieved when he saw that he was barely standing still.

——He was deliberately avoiding himself.

When Yu Junzhu found out about this, he felt a sudden pain in his heart.Looking at the grown-up children, they are so inseparable with themselves.Although he didn't want the relationship between the two of them to surpass that of a monarch, he didn't want to be like a stranger either.

Lou Yong sat down again, and he took the can of wine: "Teacher... what are you doing here?"

Yu Junzhu choked, and he was not allowed to call himself Junzhu in the past, but now he changed his name himself. This silent sense of alienation made him feel blocked.

He sat next to Lou Yong, ignored the boredom in his heart, and said in a relaxed tone: "I'll come and see if my wine was stolen by any little thief."

Lou Yong looked at the wine jar next to him and shook it with his hand, it was almost empty.

He looked at Yu Junzhu with his confused eyes, and the boyish face under the moonlight looked very innocent: "It's me... I'm almost finished drinking..."

Yu Junzhu felt his heart skip a beat: "Is there any left?"

Lou Yong handed him the wine jar: "A little bit."

Yu Junzhu took it with his hand and took a sip: "It's too new." The taste of the wine is not strong enough to be considered delicious, but it is easy to get drunk, as you can tell by Lou Yong's appearance.

He put down the wine jar: "Brew another pot when you have time, this one is not good enough, don't make it so early next time."

Lou Yong lowered his head and said heavily, "Teacher...do you want me to marry you?"

Yu Junzhu put the wine jar on his side and didn't let him drink any more, he didn't deny it: "...this is the road paved by the emperor for you, you should go this way, it's not a question of whether I want to, even if I don't want to, you should get married too."

Lou Yong raised his eyes: "The point of what you said is that you don't want to, or should I?"

Yu Junzhu didn't know how to tell him that his feelings were presumptuous and out of bounds, such straightforward feelings would definitely bring him disaster, and Lou Yong's identity meant that he had to think carefully about everything, and he couldn't show up. Not the slightest mistake.

Yu Junzhu just suppressed every inch of throbbing in his heart, and told himself clearly in his heart that he is a prince, even if he is a puppet, he must live under the eyes of everyone, he represents this dynasty, not him alone people.

"This is your private matter, and I can't judge it."

Lou Yong became even more despondent, and said lonelyly: "Okay, I understand. I will listen to my father's words. After getting married, I will move to live in the palace outside the palace. I may see less... Teacher you in the future."

He is seventeen now, and he has lived with him for at least ten years from the age of seven to the present, and he often comes to sleep with him.

Hearing that he was going to leave for a while, Yu Junzhu felt uncomfortable: "Since you are going to move out, then I have no reason to stay here."

"Will you miss me?"

Yu Junzhu said with a twist on his lips: "Is there any difference between yes and no? You have grown up, and children need to be accompanied. If His Highness needs me, I will be there at any time."

Seeing that he refused to cross the line even one step, Lou Yong felt that he should take a strong medicine.

He turned his head quietly, not wanting to continue the polite words: "Teacher, when I kissed you at night, you woke up, right?"

Yu Junzhu's pupils shrank.

He did wake up, but in his heart he attributed the kiss to the child's curiosity, fearing that something would happen to Lou Yong, he secretly mentioned to him whether he needed a personal attendant the next day.

That incident just turned around like that, he pretended it didn't exist, and he didn't want to make the relationship between the two of them unnatural.He was so shocked when he was kissed today because he didn't think Lou Yong would be so disregarded.

But now Lou Yong mentioned it directly, exposing the little secret, which left Yu Junzhu with nowhere to hide.

—was it discovered?

Yu Junzhu wanted to leave, he shouldn't have come here, he casually said a reason: "Your Highness was still young at that time."

Lou Yong's eyes were full of disappointment, and he said sadly: "So in your eyes, 16 years old is a child, and 17 years old is an adult? Teacher, you have so many excuses, why can't you just keep me? If you just keep me In a word, I will never agree to marry someone else for a moment."

He wanted to help Yu Junzhu's shoulders, but remembering that the two of them had to keep a distance, his hands hung down feebly, and he smiled lightly: "I'm sorry, I... drank too much, just think that what I said today is all nonsense, Just listen to it."

Yu Junzhu's heart twitched, he wasn't emotionless, how could he really be emotionless? It wouldn't be over with just a few fluffy words of prohibition.

He knows martial arts, and his martial arts are not low. If any prodigal son dared to be so frivolous than him, he would have been beaten to the ground, let alone walked out of his room unscathed.

Ten years, when did this child have strange feelings for him?

——I found out a long time ago, right?

Yu Junzhu questioned himself in his heart.

If I hadn't been ignoring and pampering me all the time, how could I have gotten to where I am today.

Obviously when they first found out, they should have petitioned the emperor to leave the palace, at least go back to live in their own mansion, so they won't be so close.

Yu Junzhu sighed: "Your Highness, it's late at night, and the outside is heavy, go back and rest, don't catch a cold."

But Lou Yong didn’t seem to hear it. He made a pillow with his hands and fell on the beam: “What if I catch a cold, I remember that I used to like to be sick, but my body is very good, and I rarely get sick. The teacher knows why I like it.” sick?"

"why?"

Lou Yong closed his eyes, and said slowly: "Because you will coax me when you are sick, you are very, very kind to me, and the recovery will soon disappear, I am like this, I give you my heart bit by bit, but you don't want it, I just lost it."

Yu Junzhu was very distressed, but his face was flushed. He just wanted to escape, and he didn't want to sort out this impossible relationship.

He could only explain slowly and let the little prince get out of this relationship: "You are too drunk, you shouldn't say these words, we are all men, and are not tolerated by the world. Looking at it with more eyes, do you want to see that you are confused with your teacher?"

Lou Yong was so drunk that he let go of his hand and slid down from the slanted roof.

Yujunzhu grabbed him quickly with his eyes and hands, but he couldn't hold him firmly, and was slid down with him.

The clothes were in contact with the eaves, and there was not much dust on them. Every tile was wiped by someone, but when they fell into the grass, they were covered with dust.

Lou Yong's eyes brightened: "I knew the teacher would pull me."

Yu Junzhu, who was about to get up, heard that he fell down on purpose, and was annoyed: "Are you kidding me with your body?"

Lou Yong hugged him tightly: "Well, I even wonder if my father will let me go to the battlefield, and I will turn into a corpse when I come back tomorrow, will you feel a little distressed?"

Yu Junzhu felt really uncomfortable when he heard it, as if he was pressing down on a stone: "Fool."

Lou Yong's heartbeat just stuck to him like that, passionate and fierce, the love of a young man can really melt a person.

Lou Yong explained to him with the clarity of a young man's voice: "I am not afraid of gossip. If those people gossip about my relationship with you, I am not afraid. You don't have to worry, I forced you, you put everything away. Just push it all on me, I'm not afraid of anything, I'm just afraid that you don't love me."

He smiled lowly: "You will pull me, does it mean that you don't have no feelings for me?"

Yu Junzhu didn't know what to say: "I..."

"It's okay, you just need to know. I don't expect your response, I just hope you can give me a chance to love you."

Yu Junzhu was burned by his hot feelings. He always felt that this was wrong, but he couldn't go against his heart, and he couldn't say no to it.

"Your Highness... it's getting late, I should go back, I'll pretend you don't know your drunken nonsense, just... let's do this, be a teacher and a student, don't go any further."

After he said this, he stood up from the ground, didn't even dare to look at Lou Yong, and left in a hurry, he felt that his heart was already messed up, and he was disturbed into chaos.

Lou Yong looked at his back, and the expression on his face became relaxed.

The fish bit the hook.

03

From that day on, Lou Yong began to deliberately avoid Yu Junzhu, even if he saw him, he just looked away, as if there was nothing between the two of them except the relationship between the prince and the prince.

The feelings of those ten years disappeared almost overnight, and everything seemed to be moving in the direction Yu Junzhu wanted, but when Yu Junzhu was teaching, he always looked at Lou Yong's position from time to time.

He has been absent from school frequently since then.

He asked the third prince, why the prince never came, and the third prince told him that the emperor recently came to him to discuss matters. The prince is always allowed to attend state affairs.

Yu Junzhu knew that he was really busy, so he breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't just hide from him on purpose.

But even so, Yu Junzhu still couldn't convince himself, no matter how busy he was, he couldn't go back to the palace for a moment.

Obviously it was his own words, but without Lou Yong, he felt uncomfortable and unaccustomed to it.People who usually stick to themselves always have a simple face, and people who sleep like a small stove, all of which are deeply imprinted in his heart.

Lou Yong is a good boy, maybe... is it really what he said was too much?

Lou Yong has been watching him grow up since he was a child, from a child hiding behind others to the current appearance of an angry horse in fresh clothes, it is himself who made him start to avoid again.

Liking this thing should be encouraged, but he should be encouraged to like others, not himself.

Thinking of this, Yu Junzhu felt that he had been pricked with a needle, and it hurt. He didn't want Lou Yong to like others, but Lou Yong should never like him.

But now even if he looks for Lou Yong again, Lou Yong will not meet him again, he does what he said, and he does not leak, and retreats to the position of teacher and student.

He became the prince back and kept a distance from the Taifu.

In this way, the days passed by bit by bit, and one month suddenly turned into a year. During this month, Lou Yong really never looked for him again.

Whenever Yu Junzhu was in class, he would subconsciously look at the position again. When the person was not there, he would still be in class, but he couldn't hide his disappointment.

In his free time, he packed up the materials to make wine, and then buried the empty bottle back under the tree instead.

He patted the wine jar, this time, it should be stored properly and kept for a longer time.

04

One day, Yu Junzhu had already fallen asleep in bed, but was woken up by the sound of the door opening. These days, he slept lightly, and he could be woken up by almost any movement, and he didn't know who he was waiting for.

Just as he was about to turn around, the man who came in from the door got under his quilt and put his arms around his waist.

"Jun Bamboo."

The stone hanging in Yu Junzhu's heart sank to the ground, and he felt relaxed: "His Royal Highness."

Lou Yong pressed his face against his shoulder, his voice was buried in the quilt: "Don't call me that, I'm so unfamiliar."

"Then what should I call you?"

"Lou Yong, call me Lou Yong, my name."

"I shouldn't have..."

Lou Yong suddenly lifted the quilt and turned him over, his voice was as steady as water: "The regent asked me to lead troops to help the northern border, and the emperor agreed."

Yu Junzhu's resistance movement stopped: "The regent proposed?"

"Yes, we will be leaving in a few days."

Yu Junzhu frowned, the regent had a high prestige among the people, but it was precisely because of his high prestige that the emperor was always worried about him, how could he agree to his proposal.

Yu Junzhu said anxiously: "But you have no actual combat experience, how can the emperor be at ease."

Lou Yong stopped pressing his hand, just fell on him, and said softly: "Father only needs a symbol."

Yu Junzhu understood.

Regardless of whether the prince has actual combat experience or whether he can lead troops, he must go. He is the prince of a country, and besides the emperor, he is the most important tool to maintain and stabilize people's hearts.

The puppet, the emperor is really omnipotent, and he will not stop until he is exhausted.

Prince Zhanyun sacrificed his life for the country, and came back alive to win glory for the country, both to win the hearts of the emperor. Such a good thing that kills two birds with one stone is not a loss to them at all.

The emperor is really a good means, but how could the regent put forward a suggestion that is beneficial to the emperor, if something goes wrong, there must be fraud, this trip is an absolutely dangerous journey for Lou Yong.

He felt more and more fond of Lou Yong who was treated as a pawn.

His life and death were never in his own hands, but in the hands of those in power.

"Lou Yong, the road is dangerous, you must take care..."

The joy that the people in front of him felt because of this sentence far exceeded Yu Junzhu's imagination.

"You called my name!"

Yu Junzhu smiled helplessly, the point is this, isn't it the next thing to support the northern border?Why, in his eyes, a single Lou Yong can make him so happy.

He is really a child who grew up in the deep palace, he didn't have much contact with dirty things, he has no intentions, he is innocent, his thoughts are written on his face.

But this made him even more worried.

Lou Yong went on to say: "Junzhu, I miss you so much, I have been thinking about you all the time for so many days, but I dare not come to you, I am afraid that you will tell me those things to keep me away from you words." He hugged Yu Junzhu tightly, lowered his head and whispered next to his ear, "It's great, I don't have to marry others when I go to the battlefield."

This kind of words can only be said by Lou Yong.

Yu Junzhu laughed angrily at his stupidity: "What's the matter, it's not good at all, I hope you are safe and well."

"Then I'll be fine."

Inexplicably, Lou Yong's words give people the power to believe.

Yu Junzhu's eyes moved slightly, like the water in a pool sparkling: "If you were not born in the royal family, but just lived in a well-to-do family, you will live a very happy life."

Lou Yong shook his head: "If I wasn't born in the royal family, how could you be my teacher? I think meeting you is already enough happiness. I don't need anything else, nothing is as good as you."

He straightened up, looked at Yu Junzhu who had no resistance, squeezed his chin and kissed him.

It was a deep, long kiss without hesitation.

Yu Junzhu didn't move, he felt that he was crazy for not pushing him away, but what could be crazier than these intimate holdings.He wanted to reject this child again, and he didn't want to let all his thoughts be expressed before it was too late.

He has already fallen into it. Watching him turn from a child who only reached his waist into a teenager, and then his body, all of these seemed to be under control. He has already fallen into it since he fell asleep, but now he can't extricate himself.

Lou Yong's sincerity and intelligence can always attract him, but the occasional foolishness makes him pity him. He can't control his feelings for this young man, so he is led to a road of no return.

Lou Yong touched his lips and tongue, fell together with him, intertwined his fingers until it was hot to his legs.

He opened his eyes, and sweat stained the hair on his ears and temples.

Lou Yong has really grown up.

The night is very long, and the battle song seems to be flying in the distance, and the grassland overgrown with weeds is withered, but it is also growing endlessly.

Wild fire, in spring.

The savagery and scramble of wild grass can slowly squeeze out the life of the original green grass and trees. They seem to be withered, but they are still alive tenaciously and under control in the dark.

The author has something to say: Work a little bit more, I hope my hand speed will be [-] million points in the future, I shed tears for my hand speed QAQ

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