The days when I was forced to be a magic stick

After the kiss was over, Yan An's lips were moist, as were his eyes.

He turned his head away, took a deep breath to calm his violently beating heartbeat, and his mind was in a mess.

Why did Mr. Gu kiss him?How could Mr. Gu kiss him!

They are friends now, and Mr. Gu didn't ask for his consent. He wanted to say that they were wrong.

However, it was him who didn't push away just now, and he was also the one who was addicted to it.

Yan An has no confidence.

"You..." just started, but didn't know how to continue, so he simply fell silent.

Gu Xuechen's hand was still on Yan An's face. His condition was much better than Yan An's, but he was slightly out of breath.

With some strength in his hand, he turned Yan An's face to face him, and he pressed against the other's forehead, "Don't worry."

The already deep voice was a little more sexy, but the feeling of the voice afterwards caused Yan An's ears to go numb, and his body to feel a little weak.

Gu Xuechen, who was facing him at close range, naturally sensed his reaction, and let go of the last worry in his heart. As long as Yan An liked him, then all problems would be fine.

"Don't worry," he comforted the person who was obviously overwhelmed by the kiss just now, "I didn't force you, you can live as you did before, and live as you want."

After speaking, he couldn't help but kissed him again.

What does it mean to be the same as before, to live as you want?

"What does Mr. Gu mean?" Yan An frowned.

Although he wasn't ready to be with Mr. Gu, but the other party just kissed him but said such words to him again, as if he didn't need to confirm the relationship, but he couldn't help but want to explode.

Does he look like the unruly person!

"Sorry, I made a mistake," Gu Xuechen added without being affected at all, "You can live as you like before, but if you have me, I hope you will have me in your future life."

It turned out that he had misunderstood just now, Yan An relaxed, then shook his head again, "No."

Gu Xuechen's eyes darkened. Although he had a premonition about the result, he was still disappointed when he heard it.

Slowing down his tone, "What are you afraid of?"

Yan An looked at him, and the other person's eyes were peaceful, without any trace of eagerness and dissatisfaction in them.

This made him relax, but at the same time he began to secretly regret that such a high-quality man would not know who would take advantage of him in the future.

Ignoring the sour feeling in his heart, he thought pretendingly.

What is he afraid of?He was afraid of too many things.

Yan An sighed in his heart, because he had a good impression of Gu Xuechen, it was his fault that this matter had been dragged on and not resolved.

After changing positions and sitting on the sofa, he poured a glass of water for the two of them.

"Does Mr. Gu just want a relationship, a relationship, or do you have a long-term plan?" He asked.

Gu Xuechen was very cooperative, and put on a heart-to-heart stance full of sincerity, "If we get along well, I do have the idea of ​​settling down." After a pause, "I'm not young after all."

He was not afraid that Yan An would ask, but he was afraid that Yan An would not ask.

It's not yet thirty, it's not too young, Yan An is speechless.

"It seems that we have the same idea on this point. I am a person who is very serious about relationships. If it is confirmed, then I must introduce him to my family."

"I believe Mr. Gu is the same."

Gu Xuechen didn't speak, but nodded to acknowledge Yan An's statement.

Based on his current perception of Mr. Gu, as long as Mr. Gu has no special hobbies that he doesn't know about, the two of them are very likely to meet their parents.

This is where Yan An's contradiction lies. After reliving his life, he actively values ​​his relatives, and he is not willing to use this kind of thing to embarrass the two old people who love him.

Because Yan An knew that the two old men might be furious and angry at the beginning, but after a long time, they would still force themselves to accept it because they cared too much.

Because of Yan An, I accepted it.

But how could Yan An be so selfish?

So he looked at Gu Xuechen apologetically, "But if we are together, I can't tell you about your existence."

Although it is unfounded to think about this before the two of them are together, what if?

What if he and Mr. Gu are so compatible, and they really reached that point?

It will be too late to think about these at that time, some things must be made clear in advance.

Gu Xuechen also frowned, closed his eyes, and the surrounding air pressure dropped a lot.

Yan An can understand each other, and feelings need to be fair to a certain extent

One party can calmly introduce you to his family, but the other party can only conceal your identity, and even dare not let the family know your existence, sneaking around like an underground lover.

Especially for a person like Gu Xuechen, how could he accept such unfair treatment?

Rationally, it is normal to be able to analyze that the other party is unwilling, but emotionally, Yan An's faint hope that he himself has not noticed is completely shattered, and there is a feeling that the dust has settled.

After the other party made it clear that he would introduce himself to his family, he couldn't achieve the same level, but he still hoped that there was a little possibility of being together.

This kind of thinking is undoubtedly very selfish, but people are selfish, Yan An can only control himself, so that he can stay at the point of secretive little thoughts.

In order to relieve the stiff atmosphere at this time, Yan An took a sip of water from the cup awkwardly, but he was too full from eating before, and he felt fuller when he took a sip of water.

He put down the cup again, and finally remembered the question that Gu Xuechen asked him before that last kiss.

"Um, before Mr. Gu asked me what my plans were, I would probably choose to return to a normal student life. Study, graduate, and then find a job. Of course, I am also very interested in metaphysics, and I may study it as a hobby."

Yan An finished speaking pretending to be relaxed, and looked at Gu Xuechen expectantly, hoping that the other party understood what he meant and went down the steps.Divert the topic, tacit understanding with each other.

It's just that Gu Xuechen looked at him in surprise, wondering why he suddenly jumped to another topic, but since Yan An had said it, he continued, "Anything is fine, as long as you like it."

"You want to work after graduation. If necessary, I can arrange it. You can continue to work in metaphysics, but I don't know much about this line of work. There may be things that I can't solve."

He doesn't like the feeling that this kind of thing is beyond his control, but Yan An likes it.

Listening to the other party's methodical analysis of the pros and cons, Yan An was a little dazed. Didn't their conversation collapse? Why does Mr. Gu seem to be planning for the future of the two of them?

Is it an illusion?right?

"Do you have anything to add?" he asked again.

Replenish?Regardless of feelings or future plans, he has said what he should say, so Yan An shook his head.

Gu Xuechen said, "Okay, let me tell you what I think."

"I like you, there is no doubt about it, and I even planned to spend my whole life with you."

Even though he knew that Mr. Gu liked him, Yan An couldn't help being a little shy when he heard the other party say it so seriously, his face was hot.

Hey, this is a confession.

"But I still hope to be recognized by your family. I hope our relationship is the relationship between two families."

Gu Xuechen felt a little helpless in his eyes, the family aspect was never in the scope of his worries, he could completely decide his own affairs, but he didn't expect that Yan An might not be like this.

"I think I need to think about it. Can I have this time?"

Yan An was stunned. He thought he had been beaten to death with a stick after what he said just now, but Mr. Gu actually told him to think about it.

Although it doesn't seem to make any difference whether you die early or die late.

Thinking of this, he nodded, "Okay." In fact, he had no hope in his heart.

It was late, and it was impossible for Yan An to keep him overnight, so Gu Xuechen got up very consciously to leave.

Carrying Yan An's leftover food, Gu Xuechen said, "Actually, I don't want to use this kind of negotiation method to communicate with you about this matter. I hope you didn't deduct points for it."

"No." Yan An immediately denied it. He didn't think there was anything wrong with this method, and it seemed that he was the one who put on the negotiating posture first. How could Mr. Gu be blamed?

Gu Xuechen stopped Yan An from sending him downstairs, "I have another question."

"what?"

"You said that if we were together, we wouldn't tell my family about my existence. Did you mean me alone?"

"Everyone." He said affirmatively, "No, I don't think there will be a second person who will make me consider this step."

Gu Xuechen smiled, "Okay, I understand."

Then he turned sideways, lowered his head under Yan An's suspicious gaze, hesitated for a moment, and pressed his lips to his forehead, "Good night."

"Night, good night."

It wasn't until Gu Xuechen's tall and straight figure disappeared into the tightly closed elevator that Yan An touched his forehead unresponsively, and murmured, "Ah, we should say goodbye."

Everything that happened tonight made him unable to recover.

What's the meaning of Mr. Gu's last kiss?Didn't you mean you have to think about it carefully, so what does it mean to kiss him?

Has Mr. Gu already thought about it?

Yan An shook his head, trying not to think about these things.Anyway, he is already prepared, just wait quietly for the result.

He went to the study to draw talismans to calm down, then lay down on the bed after taking a shower, closed his eyes, and began to think unconsciously in his mind.

How did he and Gu Xuechen get to where they are today?

The two got acquainted with the haunting incident in Xiaolangwan. If there is no accident, they will have no intersection after dealing with the incident in Xiaolangwan.

But there is one thing that closely connects Yan An and Gu Xuechen.It was the dream with two protagonists that appeared from time to time.

Because of what happened in the dream, the two parties are particularly concerned about each other, and if they care, they will pay attention, and if they pay attention, they will be attracted.

When did that dream first appear?Yan An thought for a moment, and stroked the five emperors' money on his wrist with one hand.

He had guessed before that maybe it was because of this.

but why?It can't be just because of the red line used by Yuelao, who is like a joke in the mouth of the stall owner?Everyone knew that it was just a joke.

But he couldn't think of any other possibility besides this.

Perhaps those red threads passed through the hands of a matchmaker and were strung with five emperors' money, and under the blessing of the magic weapon, the effect suddenly exploded?

The effect of this kind of seedling growth can only be temporary, and he has indeed rarely dreamed recently.

Just letting his thoughts fly wildly, Yan An soon fell into a deep sleep.

The author has something to say: Gu Xuechen: Do you have anything to add?

Yan An: Shaking his head obediently.jpg

Gu Xuechen: Well, let me talk about my thoughts.

Yan An (shocked): Why didn't you follow the routine? !

As promised, go down the steps!