Personal protection

[Don't ask where the bow tie went]

Zhou Cheng was stunned for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, Li Xiaoran's hands were already warmed up.Obviously the heating temperature in the room has not dispelled all the chill, but his palms are hot.

He looked at Li Xiaoran's serious profile staring at the photo, with a straight nose and slightly wrinkled eyebrows.

The eyes are not particularly large, but the narrow and deep double eyelids outline a deep light and shadow.

The lips are neither thin nor thick, but they are pressed tightly at this moment.

Zhou Cheng has been in the entertainment industry for a long time, what kind of beauty has he not seen?But he just felt that Li Xiaoran was good-looking, neither beautiful nor charming nor ostentatiously handsome, but a kind of just right comfort.One point more is too much, one point less is too little.

Every minute touched Zhou Cheng's heartstrings.

"Xiao Ran..." Zhou Cheng murmured.

"Huh?" Li Xiaoran turned around and smiled at him.

Looking at the warm light reflected in his eyes, Zhou Cheng suddenly felt uncomfortable.He is not afraid of Li Xiaoran's rejection, what he is more afraid of is Li Xiaoran's gentleness.Every look is teasing him, but every look is also reminding him that they shouldn't.

Zhou Cheng suddenly felt like a vampire, longing for the sun, but when the sun shone, his whole body was in pain, but he didn't want to hide.

Because sunshine is too extravagant for him.

What should he do?

Whether to selfishly drag Li Xiaoran into the abyss to accompany him, or to go against the desire of every cell and let him return to a normal life.

"Zhou Cheng?" Li Xiaoran looked at him worriedly, squeezed his palm, "Are you all right?"

Zhou Cheng held his hand backhand, looked at Li Xiaoran with deep eyes, "Lie down with me for a while?"

Li Xiaoran naturally has no objection.

Bed.

Zhou Cheng didn't let go, but instead hugged Li Xiaoran tightly.

Breath wrapped around breath, fingers wrapped around fingers, legs crossed.

"Xiaoran, Xiaoran..." Zhou Cheng called him loudly, which made Li Xiaoran flustered.

"I'm here."

"Hmm..." Zhou Cheng almost rubbed him into his own flesh and blood.

Just like a vampire wants to embrace the sun with all his strength before dying.

Zhou Cheng told himself, the last time, the last time.Don't let Li Xiaoran accompany you willfully.This road is not easy to walk, it is good to walk alone.

He should be wearing a neat police uniform, with the national emblem, standing in the sun without shadows.

Zhou Cheng suddenly remembered that a senior once told him, "It is the most immoral thing to break up a straight man."

"If he's bent, doesn't that mean he's not that straight?"

"Then what if there is no me?" The senior said, "I love him, so I don't want to drag him into the darkness. I don't necessarily have to have him in this life, but why do I have to take him with the idea of ​​ruining my life?" This quagmire?"

He didn't agree with it at the time, he didn't feel inferior because of his sexuality, and he didn't think it was a quagmire.

But when he really fell in love with someone, he suddenly understood what the senior said.

But he might be even worse.

Head to head, nose tip to nose tip, and there is only half a finger between lips.

Zhou Cheng smiled bitterly, covered Li Xiaoran's mouth with his hand, and rubbed his lips against the back of his hand heavily.

He is even worse than his predecessors——

He must be him in this life, but he still wants to push the person he misses back into the sun.

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It was almost midnight when Zhou Cheng woke up again.

He was still holding Li Xiaoran's hand, and Li Xiaoran was leaning on the bed and looking at the photo with the desk lamp.

Noticing that Zhou Cheng woke up, Li Xiaoran asked, "Do you think the person counting down will start attacking me?"

"Attack you?" Li Xiaoran's words easily dispelled Zhou Cheng's drowsiness, "He wants to attack you?!"

"If that person attacks Liu Manjing because of his obsession, he should also attack me." Li Xiaoran took out a photo of himself and Zhou Cheng secretly taken by Du Ruo, and said with a little pride: "As long as that person is not blind, he will find me and you." Is it much more intimate than you and Liu Manjing?"

Zhou Cheng's palm slowly tightened, and suddenly loosened again, as if he was forcing himself to separate his fingers from Li Xiaoran's body.

"Xiao Ran..."

Zhou Cheng's lowered eyelashes cast a shadow, "Xiao Ran."

Taking a deep breath, Zhou Cheng raised his head and smiled, "That person won't misunderstand, you and I have nothing to do with each other. The other day there was a girl who studied directing and asked me to introduce you to her. She is pretty and has a good personality. you……"

Li Xiaoran gasped, and looked at Zhou Cheng in disbelief.

Zhou Cheng was still talking about the good points of that girl, but Li Xiaoran interrupted him roughly, "Are you sincere?"

"Of course." Zhou Cheng smiled, "I think it's good for you to find a girlfriend and me to find a boyfriend. In the future, the four of us can hang out together..."

"Zhou Cheng!" Li Xiaoran's eyes were about to burst into flames, wishing he could eat the life in front of him alive, "Do you want to look in the mirror? You're about to cry, why don't you cry?"

Zhou Cheng dazedly wiped his face, but what touched his hands were cold drops of water.

"I..." Only then did Zhou Cheng realize that when he said these words, he was clearly under a warm blanket, but his hands and feet had become cold unconsciously.

Li Xiaoran hooked his neck and pressed his lips down heavily, kissed chaotically, biting crazily, even though Zhou Cheng gasped in pain, he did not let go.

"Xiaoran, this road is not easy."

Li Xiaoran is going crazy, why is such a mature man so lovable?

"Zhou Cheng, people have to walk when they live. It doesn't matter which way you take, tell me, do you want you and me to take two miserable paths, or two people to walk happily together? "

"This circle is too messy, I don't want you..."

"The circle is chaotic and you are not chaotic."

"If you didn't know me, maybe your life path would be completely different." Zhou Cheng said, but his hand was already stroking his ear, and his thumb was rubbing against his cheek.

Li Xiaoran met his kiss, and whispered between his lips and teeth: "In this life, the starting point is the same, and the end point is the same. I don't care how this road will be. I only care about who I walk with. If I don't know you, maybe..."

"Maybe what?" Although he still had concerns, all of Zhou Cheng's persistence collapsed in Li Xiaoran's confession.

Even if Li Xiao later regretted it, he would never allow himself to back down.

In the blink of an eye, Li Xiaoran suddenly remembered something, "Zhou Cheng, I wanted to confess my love to you before the coffee shop case."

Zhou Cheng was stunned, and the last worry in his heart dissipated.

Then he heard Li Xiaoran say——

"Don't you want to know what might happen if I didn't know you...Maybe we would meet in the case of the coffee shop. You see, even if we didn't know each other that time, we will also know each other in this case."

"Zhou Cheng, there are no ifs. If there are ifs, then I should be with you in all the ifs."