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Chapter 40 Awakening

[Don't count the number of times you get slapped in the face]

"Boss? It's so early today?" Sun Xian held the bun in one hand, pushed the door open and saw Li Xiaoran sitting on a chair with his eyes empty.

After a while, Li Xiaoran seemed to hear his voice, the voice was very deep, "I'll ask you a question."

Sun Xian swears that he saw the red blood in his eyes.

"If, your good brother..." Li Xiaoran pursed his lips, and it took him a long time to say the following words with difficulty, "I kissed you forcefully."

Sun Xian: "..." What did he hear?

"……what would you do?"

Sun Xian was stupefied by this question, and stammered: "Brother, you mean a man, right?"

"Ah."

"I'm a straight man... Is it normal that I can't accept it?" Sun Xian struggled, "Being kissed by someone you don't like is itself very annoying."

"I'm also a straight man, and I don't like him either." Li Xiaoran couldn't help but become annoyed and said, "Am I not normal?"

Sun Xian stammered: "Boss, I didn't say you were abnormal, you said it yourself."

Li Xiaoran sighed, he also knew that he was abnormal.Thinking of this, he couldn't help reaching out and touching his lips again, but he really didn't hate it.

Is it because he is that person that he doesn't hate anything?

However, that person doesn't like whatever he does.

For example, it annoyed him even though some actresses were posting about them without explaining.

"Boss." Sun Xian, who has always been careless, didn't hold back, and asked cautiously: "You were kissed by someone?"

"Get out." Li Xiaoran threw a mineral water bottle at him, Sun Xian caught it with a smile and was about to slip out.

Li Xiaoran tried to cover up and added, "He's my friend."

"Yeah, I believe it." Sun Xian just went out and poked his head in again, "Boss, when will you invite the person who kissed you... no, no, no, the person who kissed your friend forcibly came to guide us. "

Li Xiaoran was at a loss, and then he heard Sun Xian muttering: "He can suppress the leader, how capable is this person."

Li Xiaoran seemed to be struck by five thunderbolts in an instant, and countless questions flooded into his mind——

Why didn't he think about resisting from the beginning to the end?

Why doesn't he feel sick?

Why is he still obsessed with the culprit?

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"Uncle Shen."

Hearing the sound, Shen Ziyuan raised his head, adjusted his reading glasses and said in surprise, "Why are you here? Aren't you very busy recently?"

Li Xiaoran bent over to change his shoes, and said with a smile, "No matter how busy I am, I will come to see you."

Shen Ziyuan didn't think much about it, seeing the bags of vegetables at his feet, years of tacit understanding let him know that the kid probably wanted to eat hot pot.I put down the newspaper and got up and went to the kitchen to prepare the bottom of the pot. It just so happened that it was time to mend it when it was cold.

Li Xiaoran also followed him into the kitchen, "Uncle, let me come."

"Your Uncle Shen isn't old yet." Shen Ziyuan dug out the chicken rack and broth from the refrigerator, "If you're free, just wash the vegetables."

"By the way, why didn't Xiao Zhou come?"

Li Xiaoran paused while washing the vegetables, "He's joined the crew, he's very busy."

"Join the group?" Shen Ziyuan was a little surprised, "Isn't his new movie starting at the end of the month?" This is what Zhou Cheng told him when he called last time.

"Really?" Li Xiaoran's voice was a bit bitter, his eyes looked at the rushing water, and suddenly he felt that the relationship between them was like this water, and he wanted to hold it tightly but couldn't hold it.

Knowing that Li Xiaoran likes spicy food, Shen Ziyuan made a mandarin duck pot.When Li Xiaoran brought the steaming hot pot to the table, his eyes became hot in an instant.

Shen Ziyuan turned off the light in the kitchen, Li Xiaoran blinked hastily, cleared his throat, "Uncle, I'll drink with you."

Shen Ziyuan raised his eyebrows, which is really rare.

It's not that Li Xiaoran doesn't drink, it's just that he has to be on call 24 hours a day except for vacations, so he rarely asks for a drink.

The hot air is curling up, and in front of one red and one white hot pot, the father and son are sipping meat and wine.After eating it, Shen Ziyuan also noticed that something was wrong.

Li Xiaoran poured wine one after another, Shen Ziyuan laughed and scolded: "You are here to see me, you are obviously a good wine specially designed to trick me."

Feeling that he couldn't drink any more, Shen Ziyuan got up and planned to put away the bottle. Li Xiaoran lay down on the table drunkenly and pressed the bottle, "Uncle, let me drink... I, I feel uncomfortable."

Shen Ziyuan looked at the corners of his reddened eyes, and was stunned. In his impression, Li Xiaoran cried when he became an adult, except when his father passed away, and he never yelled after the bullet got into his flesh.

What's going on here?

"Uncle...do you think it's not good to be friends?" Li Xiaoran drank the wine in his glass, "...isn't it good?"

Shen Ziyuan was silent for a long time, "Zhou Cheng confessed to you?"

Li Xiaoran leaned back abruptly, almost flipping over with the chair.Looking at him stupidly, "Why do you..."

Shen Ziyuan pointed to his eyes, "I'm presbyopic, but I'm not blind."

"Uncle, what should I do?" Li Xiaoran poured another glass of wine.

"Ask yourself." Shen Ziyuan pointed to the position of his heart, "Whether you like him, accept him or not, you should already have the answer."

"I can't tell the difference." Li Xiaoran poured one cup after another into his stomach, "I just want to be like you and my dad, best friends. Live together and retire together."

"Xiao Ran." Shen Ziyuan suddenly realized that he had made a wrong guide for him, "Friends and lovers are different. Friends have a boundary, and this boundary will tell you that you have no right to interfere with him." choices, feelings and life.”

"If you like him, would you be willing to have such a friendship?"

"But..." Li Xiaoran smiled wryly: "Friendship is much more reliable than love. Friendship can still be like you and your father, but love... the case I just handled and I left without saying goodbye... Mother..."

He didn't continue, just poured the wine bottle vigorously, even though it was empty, his eyes turned red, "No more..."

A few drops of transparent liquid rolled down the cheeks into the wine glass, muttering to himself: "He will ignore me from now on."

Shen Ziyuan sighed, "Xiao Ran, he is still single, and you are also single, how do you know there is no chance?"

"You haven't experienced the real despair." He patted Li Xiaoran on the head, "The real despair is when you watch him wear the suit you picked out for him, take the ring from your hand, and bring it to another person's hand Time. And you, before you express your heart, you are forced to suppress it in the bottom of your heart."

Shen Ziyuan seemed to recall that scene. After so many years, he still remembered the pain in his heart.

"Xiaoran, your father and I are not friendship, but love."

Li Xiaoran was stunned, so the ideal life he fantasized about was actually based on a wrong foundation?

So, don't friends cuddle and sleep together in the same bed? !

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