only you

Baby I'm sorry.

These words are so familiar, and they also came from this person, so how much sincerity is there this time.

The remorse and promise from last time are still ringing in my ears, begging for my forgiveness like a stupid dog, but what happened after a while.

"Zixin, I transferred Ren Kai to Yunhai." Xin Yu got up and went to the wine cabinet to get a bottle of wine. He didn't want to eat, he just wanted to drink, to relieve the burden in his heart.

It has been two months since Ren Kai was transferred away. During this period, Zixin called Ren Kai to ask him how he was doing there, but the other party didn't answer, thinking it must be because of the surgery and didn't call again, and he was busy after that, so he didn't contact him. Could it be that Ren Kai's failure to answer the phone has something to do with Xin Yu.

With Liu'er's experience, Zixin didn't rush to ask why this time, except for being a little farther away from him, he didn't lose at all, otherwise it was a good thing.

Even if Xin Yu confessed to him today, he is not to blame.

Xin Yu also poured a glass for Zixin, "Come and drink with me, it's been a long time since I bought this, how about you try it?"

Zixin was not interested in wine, and of course he was not greedy for it. After taking it, he just took a sip, then looked at the wine in the glass, thinking about it, it was so bitter.

"I asked someone about the sea of ​​clouds. It's good for Ren Kai to be there, and it's easy to get along with the team below. His wife started work at the beginning of this month, and the child is taken by Ren Kai's mother. Everything is normal. You can rest easy on that."

Xin Yu raised his glass, Zixin touched him and took a sip, "I have nothing to worry about, he is such an old man, besides, what does it have to do with me."

Xin Yu curled his lips into a smile, "Zixin, don't act stupid in front of me, I know that when you heard that I transferred him away, you must be hating me again in your heart, calling me cruel and merciless."

"No, I never thought so. It's because you care too much. Ren Kai's life in Yunhai is as good as it is now. What can I blame you? Isn't it a good thing on the contrary? Xiaoyu, I admit that my emotional intelligence is not good enough. Very low, I was too reckless and sloppy in handling things. During this period of time, I also figured it out. The fault was all my fault. I didn’t grasp the scale well, which made the misunderstanding deepen. I knew it was your birthday on Christmas day, and I had made an appointment I went to the restaurant and wanted to give you a surprise to celebrate you, but I didn’t expect to be messed up by me again, this time, I don’t want to make any promises, as long as you watch my performance.” Zi Xin stood up and approached Xin Yu and pulled his hand.

Xin Yu put down his wine glass, took out his hand and sat aside, "Zixin, to be honest, I've been thinking about the things between us during this time, and I've never taken it so seriously. It can be said that I never thought about it during the difficult days in the past. Give up, but this time I couldn’t hold it anymore, I don’t know if it’s your fault or mine, what is missing between us is communication or understanding, I think we still don’t know enough about each other.”

"I can't bear the approach of anyone around you. I mean that kind of approach. Of course, you can't see it at all, but I am very sensitive. For example, Ren Kai, he has already admitted to me that he likes you, and he treats you I don’t need to tell you what I did. He is not a heterosexual, he is bisexual. I understand some psychology. Once a person takes root in his heart, one day it will sprout and grow. Do you think Does my capacity allow him to germinate? I love you, I care about you, I just want you to belong to me alone, and others don’t even think about it. He forced me to be the first, so I can't just watch him show off in front of me. It's not scary to be robbed, but thinking about it makes me feel uneasy. Whether I'm domineering or jealous, it's all to protect my love. What's wrong."

The more Xin Yu spoke, the more excited he became, his voice began to tremble, Zixin went to hug him, stroking his back, "It's not your fault, it's mine, it's all my fault, it's my fault, I didn't Think about it from your standpoint, Xiaoyu, I really have nothing with Ren Kai and Liu Er, what you saw... Ren Kai’s is also his wishful thinking. It's also between buddies, and there is no other relationship beyond. I think it is clear. You are right. If you don't stop me and let me develop, the consequences may be unimaginable. It's not about me, but their family members. It's hard to face, Xiaoyu, don't be sad, you don't know how much I love you when you are wronged."

Zixin held his face and kissed his brow, then hugged him tightly.

"Don't say you can't hold on, and don't mention breaking up. I don't want to listen to such words. I finally let go of all my guard and want to go forward with you, but you want to retreat. I don't allow it, and I don't agree. Xiaoyu, I love you. love you so much."

This is the first time Zixin said 'I love you'.

It's a sweet word like a marriage proposal.

This is his most sincere commitment to express his determination.

Xin Yu raised his head slowly, wanting to make sure if he had heard wrong just now.

How should I put it, this sentence is more tempting than Zixin's explanation of ten thousand sentences. You must know that he has waited for this sentence for six years, and now he is sure that it is not a joke?

"Zixin, what did you say?"

Zixin held his face, and said word by word again: "Baby, I love you. In the past, I was afraid of your family and your status, so, I... But now I don't think so much anymore, I don't care I love you and wanted to tell you a long time ago, but I was afraid that I couldn’t bear it, I didn’t want to cause you trouble, I didn’t want to bring you negative influence, but you have already taken root in my heart and sprouted early, Now it is growing rapidly at a speed of [-] meters per hour. No one can take me away from you. I will always be yours. Don’t worry about this, Xiaoyu, I don’t want to break up. I want you to love me wholeheartedly ,look……"

Zixin took out the necklace she was carrying with her.

"what is this?"

"Your birthday present, I bought it when I was on a business trip. Let's see what it puts together?"

Xin Yu took it and turned it over to look at it, and then merged it according to the sawtooth, a whole heart.

"Do you like it? The little jewelry seller said, this is a pair, you can't sell it alone, it symbolizes that our love is inseparable, it will last forever, come, I will wear it for you."

Zixin picked up one of them and put it on Xin Yu's neck. Xin Yu is white, and it looks very nice with a dark chain rope. The heart-shaped pendant is placed just below the collarbone, neither long nor short.

"You put it on for me too."

Xin Yu took the other one and looked at the ethnic engravings on it. It was indeed beautiful. I heard that this kind of ethnic characteristic has a deep meaning, so Zixin has a heart this time.

Zixin looked at the one on her neck, then at the one on Xin Yu, and finally sent it out. This time, she will never part again.

"Do you like it?" Zixin asked again.

Xin Yu had already liked him very much in his heart, and he was so moved by a small gesture that he was speechless.

"Yeah." Xin Yu nodded.

"Thank you, baby."

Thank you for accepting me like this, thank you for giving me another chance, and I will love you with all my energy for the rest of my life.

Zixin tightened her arms, clasped her beloved in her arms, and kissed affectionately...

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