only you

He just decided to go to Yunhai City last night, even Xiao Ning didn't know about it.

In fact, Xiao Ning has already mentioned the matter of working there, but Ren Kai didn't want to go there at the time, saying that the teacher valued him so much, and now that Xin Yu has just taken office, he can't leave without picky, this is not something that people do, let alone his own. The contacts are all here, and no matter how good it is there, it is not as comfortable as staying here.

Xiao Ning was right after thinking about it, so he didn't insist on it anymore. Perhaps the long-term depression made it more and more difficult for him to accept the faces of Du Zixin and Xin Yu appearing in front of him at the same time, especially when they were joking and joking, which stimulated him all the time. he.

So he made such a decision after tossing and falling asleep. He may have let down the teacher's heart emotionally, but in terms of family, I think the teacher will understand that any family with children now does not put children first.

Although this reason is a bit high-sounding, it still holds water.

"What are you and Xin Yu planning?" After another long silence, Ren Kai still wanted to ask.

"What was the plan?" Du Zi pretended to be confused.

"Stop pretending, okay, yesterday at the teacher's house, you..."

Ren Kai was a little bit at a loss for words, he saw all their little moves and little ambiguities, and even heard the sound of kissing as they walked towards the restaurant clearly.

It is conceivable that his heart-wrenching mood at that time, if he continues to stay here, then there will be more and more scenes like this, and then he will have a difficult life, so he can only hide.

Du Zi turned the chair uncomfortably, his face turned red and pale.

Although the relationship with Xin Yu has not been made public, it is not surprising that as an old friend, Ren Kai has repeatedly slapped him on the sidelines, and Ren Kai knew about the matter between him and Xin Yu three years ago or, though never explicitly stated.

"Have you ever thought about the teacher, Xin Yu's identity, or the hospital?"

Du Zi wanted to say, it was because I was thinking about these things that I didn't dare to move, otherwise, who could stop the relationship between them.

Why are you all open and generous when you are in love, showing off and showing off everywhere, but I not only have to be sneaky, but also forbear, and I have to be scruples about everything.

There are too many injustices in this world, isn't liking the same sex not love?

But who can tell this.

"When you were in school, do you remember Liu Rui from our class, with an oval face and big eyes, she came to me several times and asked me to help her introduce you to each other. Time to talk to her, it happened that you came to me that day, she saw it, and had to introduce you, hehe... At that time, I felt that you were quite good at talking, talking and laughing like friends who have known each other for a long time, I thought you would Going on like this, seeing that Liu Rui often skipped classes and came back with a happy face, I felt that you must be very good, that day I finally couldn't help asking her about your situation, but she said that she was not friends with you, It was with Zhao Yang from your class. I was a little puzzled. It was you who were introduced, but why did it end up with the two of them? She said, "You like men, but you don't like women. To be honest, when I heard this answer, the I can’t go on with the experiment anymore, my mind is messed up, there are shocks and surprises, it turns out that you and I thought the same, after graduation and employment, we were together again very smoothly, everything seemed to be going in a good direction, but since After Xin Yu appeared, you became a different person, you are no longer the same as before, sometimes you are with me, and you think of him when you mention it, then I understand, it seems that you have found your happiness , Later because of me and Xin Yue, the teacher's family suffered a lot, and then you and Xin Yu seemed to have a bad relationship, and he disappeared as soon as he returned to school, you became silent and anxious, I felt uncomfortable, I am also impatient, the comfort of words is powerless, I only have company, and it is good to think about it, but as you said, I was born weak and the burden is too heavy, I am unable to move forward, so I can only conform to my family Xiao Ning is good, she is a good woman, she loves her family and me, but I always feel that there is something missing in my heart. In the past few years, you have gradually recovered, and you have regained your vitality. We can still drink and play together, Eating food stalls, drinking too much and sleeping together for a night, to be honest, I feel at ease and satisfied, and even selfishly hope that this will always be the case. Xin Yu is back. From the first time I saw your ear injury, I Just know the days are coming to an end, you're that person again, and it turns out you're right, what can I say, what can I do, or am I eligible, how hard it hurts for me only I know, it's like getting stuck in a quagmire The deeper it gets, you can’t rely on others to pull it in, so you have to extricate yourself, maybe leaving is the best way.”

Du Zixin was dumbfounded by Ren Kai's words. Although he didn't directly say 'I like you', the meaning is obvious enough. Whether he has been stupid all these years or this is true.

"You...you..." Du Zixin took the cigarette case and took out one and lit it, his hands trembling in panic. He needed to be quiet and sort out his thoughts. The amount of information related to him was too much to hold on.

"Why, you're nervous, heh~ Zixin, you don't have to be afraid, my feelings for you are only in my heart, and I won't put them into action. Maybe this is an invisible dependence, or a habit, just like when I was a child. My friend suddenly started playing with other children and ignored you. He felt the same loss, helplessness, and sadness. Therefore, if the most important thing is lost, it must be slowed down. The reason why I told you today , It’s also my selfish desire to release myself, holding it in for so long that I’m about to collapse, I’m sorry, if it puts you under pressure, I apologize.”

Ren Kai also lit one. The words that had been buried in his heart for many years finally came out. He really felt relaxed. It is too difficult to live a lifetime. To protect this and think about that, it is rare to be truly free and unrestrained. Since you want to stay away from this place and him, you might as well think about it for yourself. You never thought that Du Zixin would be able to keep her or do something. About Yu, I just want to tell him that all these years, I have you in my heart, it's just so simple.

As for what happened to Du Zixin and what kind of psychological impact it would have on him, Ren Kai didn't take it into consideration. He also loved him, so why couldn't he just worry about himself once.

It's selfish, what the hell.

Du Zixin returned to the office on the 10th floor. After sitting down for a long time, he still felt dizzy in his head. What's going on? Ren Kai has always liked himself all these years. How is this possible?He likes women. Before the Xin Yue incident, he seemed to have had a girlfriend, and then Xiao Ning. Why, why did he get involved with him again? No, it must be that Ren Kai was given something by accident recently. I'm confused, no matter what signs I look at, I can't see that he is interested in me.

Just after being confessed by Xin Yu, Ren Kai came out to join in the fun again, Zixin was not at all happy, and spent the whole afternoon thinking about this matter, how to deal with it.

Before leaving get off work, I received a text message from Xin Yu: I went upstairs to bring a bottle of vinegar, the family ran out.

His mind was brought back, he looked at the text message and smiled slightly, he really felt like living a small life, Du Zi thought to himself.

cozy night