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Ren Kai told him to go to the cafeteria at noon, but he lied that he had work to do and couldn't leave.

Fu Yingying went to the cafeteria and sat in the cafeteria for more than half an hour without seeing Du Zixinying'er. She wanted to go find him, but she was forced by Xin Yu's prestige, so she sat for a whole noon, and all the people in the cafeteria were gone. dip.

After such a incident, how could she be in the mood to eat? She just wanted to take this opportunity to ask Du Zixin what was going on, and why the good-natured dean said such things. If she really likes men, then she can Let them go and fulfill them, if it's just a joke, then she will continue to pursue him, she is not the kind of person who gives up easily.

But this noon, Du Zixin and Xin Yu were nowhere to be seen, which showed that there was still something going on between them.

Because he had seen the small blackboard, there was no surgery schedule for Du Zixin, only Xin Yu's, so it was obvious that he was waiting for the dean.

"Where are you, I have something to tell you." Fu Yingying finally couldn't hold back and sent a text message to Du Zixin.

"Where are you?" Du Zixin replied fairly quickly.

"The rooftop on the 24th floor."

"I'll go find you." This was probably Du Zixin's happiest reply, and it faintly made Fu Yingying feel that the result was not good.

After a few minutes, Du Zixin really came. Seeing Fu Yingying lying on the fence blowing the wind, he felt a sense of loss that he had never felt before, because in his impression, this woman was a heartless master, the sky was falling You will still eat it, no matter how many times you scold her, she will still follow you and say, "Let's try it, in case you like me, I think I'm very suitable." But now, she is silent. Surprisingly, even if he walked to her side and looked into the distance in the same posture, Fu Yingying remained silent.

Du Zixin knew that this time he really hurt her.

She was waiting for Du Zixin to speak for herself.

Tell me what the hell is going on.

The two were silent for nearly 5 minutes. Du Zixin turned around and took out a cigarette and a lighter from his pocket. These were what he asked for from his colleagues when he passed by the laboratory department just now. He felt that smoking a cigarette would make him feel better at this time.

"The reason why you don't accept me is because of him?" Fu Yingying opened her mouth first, her eyes were still floating in the distance, with a little sadness in them. After all, she really liked Du Zixin, and she didn't want to just give up like this.

Du Zixin took a deep breath and let out a long puff of smoke. To be honest, it was hard to answer, "Yingying, I'm not suitable for you. You should find someone better than me to be with."

"It's this kind of nonsense again, Du Zixin, can't you tell the truth openly, what is inappropriate, what is wrong with you or what is wrong with me, and we make up for each other, isn't the couple perfect? Is it regrettable beauty? What is a better person? What I like is the best, and you are the best." Fu Yingying turned hysterically and stared into his eyes and said, sometimes she really wants to give this man A slap is not as sharp as a woman.

In the past, when Du Zixin said this, she would ignore it as a wind, but this time she couldn't help but growl. Isn't this just pushing her away?

"I'm used to being alone, and I'm not used to living with multiple people around me. I haven't thought about marrying a wife and having children. I can't stand that constraint. You are too old. Don't waste time on me. There are many good men. I It's not the best, and it's not the one you want, we can be good friends, but we're definitely not a good couple." Du Zixin threw the cigarette on the ground and crushed it with his feet, and said leisurely.

"Hehe, Du Zixin, you haven't thought about marrying a wife and having children. It's not because you're used to being single, but because you already have someone else in your heart, and you're still a man, right? Don't be afraid to admit it. To be honest, it's the first time I saw you When I’m with Xin Yu, I don’t feel right. If I serve you food, you’ll push and shove it, but you don’t even ask if he gives it to you. Now, every time he looks for you, he always looks weird, wishing to strangle me to death. What about you, you're not humming, your eyes are flickering, Du Zixin, I'm not stupid, I'm not blind, it's just me I really didn't expect that my third-partner would be a man, and you two would really have something to do."

"Fu Yingying, there's nothing between me and you, right?" Hearing Fu Yingying's insincere words against Xin Yu, he couldn't hold back his anger.

"Why, I don't like to hear it. Think back to whether it's the truth. When did you succeed in finding you? Either you were blocked from the door or you provoked me with words. Did you say a word for me? You were so scared to tell me Staring at Xin Yu's face like a mouse, lest he misunderstand what is between us, yes, I have nothing to do with you, I have been chasing you shamelessly behind my back for two years, you I don't even bring my head back, I'm really cheap, you treat me like this, I still can't let you go, but Du Zixin, you never told me clearly like a man, you have someone in your heart, if you Said, no matter if this person is a man or a woman, I will let go. I am persistent, but I also have self-esteem, and I don’t do things that people scold. Like you said, there are many good men, why should I hang you on this tree? Right, but have you said that, either it's inappropriate or you don't want to get married, what kind of bullshit reason is that, if you give up just because of this, then it's not called love." When the wind blew over, Fu Yingying's voice became a little louder times, completely vented his anger, maybe after today, there will be no more chances.

"I... I have someone in my heart." After a while, Du Zixin finally said it.

"It's Xin Yu?" Fu Yingying leaned over to hear his answer clearly.

But after more than ten seconds, Du Zixin's silence was the answer Fu Yingying was waiting for. This time, she gave up. She couldn't do anything for him, and he was the dean.

"How long has it been?" Fu Yingying asked again, her voice was low as if it had been picked out of her throat.

"Yingying, it's not important. What's important is that I didn't promise you all these years, and I didn't say the real reason. I didn't want to hurt you or him. Do you understand? Do you think this matter can be said openly? I..." Du Zixin's pressure and pain are beyond the comprehension of outsiders. He kicked the fence hard, and continued: "Whether it's a man and a woman, or a man and a man, they all have their own emotional world, just This world is their private garden, and they don't want outsiders to step in. If outsiders enter by mistake, they can only set up barriers to protect each other. Are they going to tell everyone with drums and gongs? I didn't expect you to do this in the past two years Persistence, I also thought about finding an opportunity to have a good chat with you, but either I don’t have time or I don’t have the opportunity, it’s all my fault, if I had said it earlier, it wouldn’t have caused so many things.”

Fu Yingying couldn't help laughing wildly, "Du Zixin, don't you dare to say it, don't say that there is no time or opportunity, before Xin Yu came back, there were opportunities, but you didn't say it, but forget it, you can spit out so much from your mouth today Words are your limit for me, I am so honored, you have made me completely dead, don't worry, I will not say it, I am not that kind of wicked woman, you have your happiness, I It's time to find my happiness, I am a person who loves the new and dislikes the old, I will soon forget you, hehe, then I wish us all get out of singles as soon as possible and enter the palace of marriage."

The last sentence was Fu Yingying's intention to provoke him. She couldn't do anything to this man, but she couldn't make him happy like this. If I can get married, I hope you can too.

After Fu Yingying left, Du Zixin just leaned on the railing and blew the cold wind all afternoon, thinking about the true meaning of the words "marriage hall", or whether he could have such a day with Xin Yu.

maybe this is love