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The three operations in the afternoon were all minor operations. From one o'clock to 05:30 in the evening, Du Zixin hurriedly went to the locker room to turn on his mobile phone after he came out of the operating room.

He hoped that there would be Xin Yu's missed call, even a text message, but apart from Ren Kai's "I'll go to your house to find you at night" WeChat message, there wasn't even a spam text message, it was clean.

Du Zixin leaned against the cabinet, thinking hard but couldn't think of any other way to find Xin Yu.

Although the two had known each other for six years, the time they were really together did not exceed half a year, and the longest time was just over a month after they came back.He doesn't know about Xin Yu's circle of friends. To be precise, there are almost none, because he has been studying and living abroad and rarely stays in China. Even some of his childhood friends have lost contact. It's just socializing with the leaders of some related units, and I don't know his whereabouts at all.

Du Zixin finally knew what it felt like to be powerless. He didn't feel so worried when his parents both died in the sea of ​​fire.

I sat in the office for more than half an hour, signed everything that needed to be signed, and checked whether the battery of the mobile phone was low, changed clothes and prepared to go home.

Just as he was about to open the door in the parking lot, the headlights of the car diagonally opposite flashed twice. Du Zixin looked up and saw that it was Ren Kai's car, so he walked over.

"Why did you just leave?"

"Didn't I just leave? I've been waiting here for you. Didn't I say I'm going to your house? After all, the next time I see your car parked here, I'll know you haven't had surgery, so I'll be waiting here for you." Ren Kai I want to mobilize his dull mood and see him as if he is going to die.

"The three surgeries in the afternoon are all minor surgeries, otherwise this point will definitely not work. Why do you want to go to my house?" Du Zixin's face remained unchanged, it was terribly cold.

"Is there anything strange about this? Didn't you often go there before? Let's go. Is there any food at home? I didn't stop by to buy some."

"Go out and eat, I don't want to cook." Du Zixin was really not in the mood.

"I'll do it, you go and drive." Ren Kai's expression is also unquestionable.

I was already in a bad mood at this time, and there was someone around me talking, maybe it would be better. As for Xin Yu, I had no choice but to die and wait for him to take the initiative to contact me. So Du Zixin didn't say anything, and drove the car away go out.

The two went to the supermarket to buy some hot pot ingredients, some side dishes, mutton, two dozen beers, and went upstairs.

The hot pot is easy to make, put it on the induction cooker, put the pot on it, pour the ingredients into it, add water, boil it, put in the mutton, and the side dishes are done. Of course, these are made by Ren Kai. As soon as Du Zixin comes back, he will pour the sofa He stared at the ceiling with his phone on his face like he was lost. Ren Kai urged him to get a bowl and a cup, but he didn't move, his heart had already drifted elsewhere.

"Brother, it's all done, why don't you get up and have dinner?" After so many years, can Ren Kai not see this carelessness? He also wants to accompany him today when he comes here.

Du Zixin gave him a wry smile, sat up with his arms, and walked to the restaurant to eat.

"Come on, eat quickly, the mutton will be old in a while, try this dipping sauce, how about I make it?" Ren Kai picks up the mutton and fish balls for him with chopsticks, and picks out his favorite food for him. he.

"Okay, okay, you can eat too, don't be too busy, I can't eat these." Xin Yu didn't believe it for a day, and he lost his appetite for a day, and it was useless to stimulate him.

Ren Kai put down his chopsticks, a little angry, "What can a big living person do, he hasn't contacted you all the time, and you are still on a hunger strike, who will die for you?"

The essence of these words was that Ren Kai felt sorry for him and hated that he was taken badly by others, but to Du Zixin's ears, it didn't taste good, and he also said angrily: "Are you saying this is human, he is not your junior brother Ah, it's been four days since I lost contact, you don't worry, and you still say such nonsense, it's really disrespectful, you."

"Why am I inhumane? I'm not a child, and I don't have the collusion of the underworld, and I don't have any enemies. What can happen to him, but he is in a bad mood. After a while, it will be fine." Come back, as for getting angry like this?"

I never saw you in such a hurry when I was busy, Ren Kai thought to himself dissatisfied.

Before Xin Yu didn't come back, the two of them had a good relationship, whoever had free time would run to the other person's house, eat together in the cafeteria, walk together after work, go fishing together for the weekend, keep fit, Talking and laughing has never been in a hurry, but since Xin Yu came back, he really seldom goes to Ren Kai's office. Sometimes when we are together, the conversation is always not speculative. There must be someone who is anxious when talking. .

Du Zixin's heart is on Xin Yu, but Ren Kai's heart is on Du Zixin. Such a three-corner-relationship cannot be harmonious and friendly. Whoever says the other person's slightly unpleasant words in front of the other will be jealous and angry , Ren Kai knew it was wrong, but sometimes he couldn't control it.

She just wanted Du Zixin to be nicer to herself, just be careful.

"I also hope that he is a cat somewhere. He is fine, but I just can't let it go. I left such a big hospital alone, and I lied to my family that I was on a business trip. Just disappeared for no reason. You say this Who is he, I really didn't expect him to be such an irresponsible person."

When it comes to being without reason, it doesn't seem to be the case. He obviously poured a basin of ice water on Xin Yu's enthusiasm that day, and he left after provoking him, and then he lost his voice.

In the end, he was the culprit, but Du Zixin couldn't say that in front of Ren Kai.

He doesn't want to make this relationship transparent, at least not now, he wanted to protect Xin Yu, but now it has become like this, how can he not be anxious and heartbroken.

"Zixin, don't be so nervous. Maybe he just can't figure out something. He wants to go out for a while, and he will come back when he understands it. If you don't eat or drink like this, you're so nervous that it's useless, isn't it? Xin Although Yu has not experienced any big storms, he is not a cowardly person, and he will be fine." Ren Kai opened a can of beer and handed it to him, and the two touched each other and took a big gulp.

"The teacher is so upright and has such a strong sense of responsibility. I think Xin Yu can't be wrong. Although I don't know him as well as you do, I'm sure he won't leave such a big mess behind. Sometimes people are like this, obviously very serious. The simple thing is that it is stuck there, and I can’t figure it out no matter how I think about it, I am not reconciled to crossing over, and it is very difficult to walk over smoothly, alas, let it be, anyway, the old dean has not retreated now, Xin If Yu is not here, the affairs of the hospital will not be left unattended, you just put your heart in your stomach, if you don’t believe me, you will watch him tomorrow, he will definitely come to the hospital.”

Ren Kai was a little sad when he said this, isn't he just like this, even if he wants to ignore the person in front of him, he can't.

"I hope, by the way, I called the teacher today, and the teacher told you to go there during the August Festival, and bring your wife and children. He asked me to tell you not to remember the past too much, and Xin Yue didn't." You are so fragile in your thinking, everything is going in a good direction, and you don't have to hide anymore." Du Zixin drank all the wine in the can in one gulp.

"Actually, I didn't hide. I just felt sorry for Xin Yue and the teacher's family. After all, Xin Yue liked me so much back then." Ren Kai showed helplessness.

"Okay, don't be sad. In short, you can still see the teacher for the rest of your life. You know how he treats us. We can't be ignorant of our conscience. Come on, let's do one. When the time comes, we will go together. There will be many people, and things will happen naturally." It's resolved, it's not that difficult."

"Dry."

don't do this anymore