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It was another night after waking up. After taking the medicine and sleeping for nearly ten hours, I felt a lot more relaxed. When Xin Yu got up, he found that he was already in pajamas, dry and without any sticky feeling. Zixin had already cleaned up. Yep, lifted the towel and quilt, a musky smell wafted into his nostrils, his face blushed slightly, and he thought to himself, you really are a caring person, you can think of all of this.

"Zi Xin, Zi Xin."

He called twice hoarsely and no one answered. He glanced at the watch on the wall. It was almost 12 o'clock in the middle of the night. What are you doing out so late? He turned around to look for his phone and found a note on the coffee table: Emergency, wake up to keep warm There is chicken soup in the lunch box, I have to drink it up, I will come back and check.

Xin Yu's heart immediately warmed up, he really did not misunderstand the person, rough but delicate, mighty yet gentle, this is the kind of lover he wanted.

Turning on the phone, he found that the four missed calls were all from the hospital. The time was 21:43. Obviously, he was still asleep at that time, so Du Zixin didn't want to call him, so he went directly to the hospital to see him.

Walking to the kitchen, the outside of the insulated lunch box was wrapped with a towel, because it was afraid that it would be too cold and affect the taste. The top layer was white porridge, and the bottom layer was chicken soup. Tch, take me as a confinement child, and return the chicken soup.

In fact, Xin Yu is not very willing to drink this stuff. Even if the chicken is put into the water tightly and tightly, there will still be a layer of oil droplets floating on it. He doesn't like the greasy feeling, so he took a sip with a spoon and smelled it. Hearing it, he licked it again with the tip of his tongue, licking his mouth, feeling that the taste was okay, moderately salty, looking at the oil, it was not so hard to swallow, thinking that this was specially made by Du Zixin for him, and he specially told him to be sure. If you want to drink it up, you have to give him face, otherwise, it will be bad to leave a bad reputation in the future, he doesn't want to do this, he still likes to be taken care of, cared for, hugged and treated like a baby Treat yourself the same.

Thinking of this, the fever in his heart led to the fever in his whole body. He felt that at this moment, two people, one family, have food to eat when they wake up, sex when they are sleepy, someone to do when they think about it, and love to talk and laugh every day. What happiness.

The most ordinary is also the happiest. He wants to enjoy life and love like other couples of the opposite sex.

Although the beginning was the result of his repeated temptations, and although he was not sure what Du Zixin thought in the end, in short, he was full of heart now.

Love Du Zixin, there is no way, hot or cold, urgency, seriousness, and sometimes even more sloppy means, in order to get him, it doesn't matter shame or dignity, just want him to be completely inseparable from himself, reluctant to bear himself, I can't do it without myself, I can do it alone.

It was already two o'clock in the middle of the night when Du Zixin came back, he changed his shoes lightly, and the dim wall lamp in the living room was on, so he knew that Xin Yu had gotten up, because it was turned off when he left.

Walking into the bedroom, Xin Yu curled up like a small shrimp, his face was still flushed with fever, he probed with his hand, the heat was not so hot, and the fever had subsided, he lowered his head and kissed his cheek, Before he straightened up, he was hooked by Xin Yu, and then he stuck out his tongue and captured Du Zixin's soft lips, sucking affectionately.

"Huh~ You bad guy, pretending to sleep, right?"

While breathing, Du Zixin pinched his waist reproachfully, causing him to writhe and giggle like a snake.

"Is it that ticklish?"

"Well, I've been afraid since I was a child, so don't mess with it, what I want is the back." It's the time when Xin Yu has no limits again, he wants to enjoy every minute and every second when Du Zixin is by his side, and he doesn't regret dying .

"No, it can't be moved until it's healed. It needs to be taken care of, or it won't be able to fix the root cause of the disease in the future." Du Zixin pecked his lips to express his comfort.

Xin Yu had tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time, and he had been abstinent for a long time. Before that, he had to create conditions to get close to him. Touching and kissing had long been unable to quench his heart-thirst, not to mention that this person is in his arms now. Beside him, within reach and heard when looking up, how could he miss it.

"Zixin~ I...I want to..." Wrapped around like a water snake, regardless of Du Zixin's evasion, he pressed on.

He wants to come by himself.

"Xiaoyu, you are not good enough now, be obedient, don't you want to go to work tomorrow?" Du Zi wanted to remind him with important work, he is not an ordinary doctor now, but the head of a hospital. Did the doctors know that the dean was absent from work for two days without any reason, and then went to work with the mark of injury?

No matter how indulgent you are, you must be rational, and you must stop in moderation.

"No, I only want you, I don't want to work, I work to be with you, don't you understand? I don't care about any dean, I just want to be with you." Xin Yu has already stripped himself off quickly. Cleaned up, and then lay on the ground and kept rubbing up and down.

"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, don't forget, you are going to be a father."

After the sound, Xin Yu really stopped, and then Du Zixin also froze.

He didn't expect to say this either. In fact, he didn't want to hit him like this at a critical moment, but this is another indisputable fact.

Afterwards, he began to think about this issue. Xin Yu has a girlfriend, to be precise, his fiancée, and he has children, so what is the matter between them.

What he regretted was not only being sorry for the teacher, but also the unborn child and the child's mother. He became the third party, Xin Yu was not sober, he had to be sober.

It hurts my heart, but I have to do it.

Xin Yu slid off him and got out of bed naked to look for clothes. Du Zixin lay there watching him put on one by one, his eyes and expression were surprisingly calm, without the cunning and enchantment before, This fleeting emotion has the power of a bayonet.

Of course, Du Zixin hoped that the place next to him would always be warm, and he also hoped that he would have no dreams at night and sleep soundly every day in his arms, but...

The loud sound of closing the door was really like a wall, once again isolating the delicate emotions between them.

There was still Xin Yu's musky smell on the towel and quilt, and there were still strands of hair falling off the pillow. He thought that this person was still nestled in the quilt before he entered the door, obediently and softly. Leave yourself alone, as cold as usual.

This is the second time he's been pushed out the door.

Heart like a knife.

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