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He didn't know how long Xin Yu had been standing there and what he saw, but judging from Xin Yu's expression, the angry face made him feel cramped in bed.

My heart sank unconsciously.

He didn't know why this happened, maybe Liu'er's behavior just now had indeed touched his soul, although he didn't get distracted, but the moment when he got out of his body still made him feel a little sorry for Xin Yu, no matter what Xin Yu is now status, or that he is going to be a father soon, but the feeling of entanglement makes him have to put Xin Yu first, and there is no one to succeed him, only Xin Yu.

For the first time in his life, he was in a mess, and in front of outsiders, he couldn't hide it even if he wanted to.

When he was at a loss, Liu'er turned around and saw Xin Yu, and Zhuangzi also came back in time.

"What's the matter, Zixin, why are you standing there?" Zhuangzi thought he was going to leave.

"Oh, I saw an acquaintance." Du Zixin looked intently, reading Xin Yu's psychology.

"Where is it? Let's come over and eat together."

"It's... over there."

Liu'er understood Du Zi's guilty conscience, covered her mouth and sneered, "It seems that this person is Du Ge's nemesis. I really want to know the consequences of being caught on the spot."

Du Zixin ignored what Liu'er said, and just as he was about to walk over, Xin Yu had already walked towards them.

"Coincidentally, Director Du, you had a great holiday. I was worried that you wouldn't get used to it. Seeing your radiant face, my worries are unnecessary." Xin Yu smiled, but Du Zixin knew the smile There is no kindness behind it.

It's not like he doesn't know how jealous this kid is. Fortunately, there were three people present, otherwise he really couldn't explain it.

"Uh, Zhuang Zi, this is Director Xin of our hospital, and this is my friend Zhuang Yuan." Du Zixin introduced awkwardly.

Zhuangzi didn't hear Xin Yu's sourness, and quickly reached out his hand to greet Xin Yu, "Hello, Dean Xin, you are really young and promising, if Zixin didn't tell me, I thought you were a college student from some school Well, hehe, blame my eyesight, eyesight."

"You are too polite. I also took advantage of my father's generation to barely take the position of dean. It is just a false name. It is all supported by Director Du and the others. Otherwise, I would not be able to do it with my personal ability. Hehe, this The bit is..."

Xin Yu's gaze has been lingering on Liu Er, who is as young as himself, but more flirtatious than himself. He knows that Du Zixin is unlikely to like this, but the scene just now made him unsure, especially this style, even more so. It made his heart burst with acid.

Men are all the same, no one can handle it wildly, Xin Yu thought to himself.

"Hello, Dean Xin, my surname is Yuan, and my name is Yuan Liu. You can also call me Liu'er like them. Nice to meet you." Liu'er's small hand has already stretched out, Xin Yu couldn't help it, He squeezed it meaningfully, and it was soft. It really was a different breed. It would not be an exaggeration to say that he is a woman without making a sound.

It was rare for Du Zixin to stand there restless. At least Zhuangzi had never seen him so cautious. A small leader of the hospital scared him like this, so Zhuangzi hurried out to smooth things over.

"Okay, okay, everyone is friends after getting to know each other once, well, Dean Xin, if you don't mind, why don't you sit down and eat with us, we've just started, Zixin and I are buddies, we haven't met for a long time Well, I just happened to bump into a piece today and drink two cups, if Dean Xin is willing, you are welcome."

Xin Yu still had a smile on his face and spoke generously. He couldn't see the turmoil in his heart at all. "I won't disturb everyone's elegant mood. I have guests over there. Director Du over here, let's get together." After finishing speaking, He took a meaningful look at Du Zixin, then turned and left.

"Brother Du, your dean is very good." After Xin Yu left, Liu Er also said something meaningful.

"What do you mean?" Zhuangzi turned to ask Liu'er puzzled.

"You don't have to understand, as long as Du Ge understands, come on, let's continue."

Zhuangzi looked at Du Zixin, who was still in a daze, and then at Liu'er, who had been grinning all the time, "What are you two doing? Did something happen that I don't know about after I've been walking for a while?"

"Hate, what can happen, didn't you see what happened, idiot."

"What's the matter?" Zhuangzi still didn't understand.

"Forget about being stupid." Liu'er didn't want to chat with Zhuangzi, so she gave him a glare and began to drink the wine in her glass.

Although Xin Yu was gone, Du Zixin couldn't calm down to finish the meal with Zhuangzi, so he went home with an excuse without sitting down for a while.

Lying on the bed, he began to think about it. Although he and Xin Yu had several close contacts, it was an ambiguous relationship at best. Xin Yu had a girlfriend and was about to have a child. What was he to him? After the chapter, it doesn't even count as a gun-friend, so it means that he doesn't need to worry about being bumped into, let alone have the mentality of betraying others. This is simply being affectionate, and Xin Yu is just It's just jealousy, it's nothing.

But he still can't forget the coldness in Xin Yu's eyes. The scene three years ago is still different. There is no way, how many years have passed, Xin Yu's slight changes still affect his heart, no matter what Xin Yu's status is now , cannot be ignored.

Even when I miss him countless nights, I say to myself, don’t be a stumbling block on his road, repay the teacher’s kindness, help Xin Yu to work well, and be his strong backing, just don’t become the person he wants.

But I still can't help but look at him a few more times, and think about him a few more times every night.

I want to hold him in my arms, I want to inhale his breath, I want to taste his taste.

No one knows what it's like to have a heart cut like a knife, but Du Zixin has been tasting it all the time.

His principle is that he does not want Xin Yu to get hurt, even if he is forced to do so sometimes, even if it is at the cost of his own pain, as long as Xin Yu is good, he is willing to do whatever he wants.

Fuck, it's really not my character to be so sentimental all the time, Du Zixin scolded himself secretly, got up and went to the kitchen, wanting to make a cup of coffee.

The doorbell rang, and Du Zixin put down the coffee pot to open the door.

"Why are you here?" Du Zixin was taken aback when he saw the person outside the door.

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