non-sister

Such a smile from the heart.

"If you're always by my side, everything will be easy...Bai Zhi, can I tell you a story?" Jiang Lulu got under the quilt and hugged Bai Zhi's body fiercely.

"There is a person who is very beautiful and very intelligent. When she was young, she went far away to do business by herself. Do you know what she is for?" Jiang Lulu said slowly.

Bai Zhi guessed, "Because the family is poor?"

"Not all. The family conditions are not very good, but the reason she really left is because she wants to prove herself."

"If she continues to stay at home, eating and spending her parents' food, she will always be a poor girl. This place is too small to hold her heart. So, she left... Her parents, her brother, I didn't even want her to leave, but she still left..."

"She fell in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, or someone who has no fate! Because there is no boy in the family, her parents adopted his brother. When she knew that the so-called brother was not her brother, she I had a bold idea that was unacceptable in that era."

"She fell in love with her brother?" Bai Zhi guessed.

"Yes, her brother was born with a naughty personality and never had a girlfriend. Because she fell in love with her brother, she made a wish before she left, and when she came back from earning money, she would confess her feelings to his brother. emotion."

"But when she really succeeded, her brother fell in love with the girl he was blind dated and got engaged."

"She went home, because she made a lot of money selling famous brand clothes, she took her brother, who had just married for a month, into the mahjong parlor. She was rich, but his brother was not lucky. Every time, he lost miserably , she will comfort him and give him a lot of money. Gambling addiction, the more you lose, the more you want to come back, the more you win, the more you want to win more. That marriage, but After two years, it ended in the man's gamble. No matter how my brother persuaded me to stay, the woman still left the house without asking for any property."

Bai Zhi had already guessed that the protagonist in Lulu's story...

"The younger sister thought she had a chance, so she raised her brother's daughter as her own child. She also instilled thoughts in her mother and made the siblings into a pair. At first, her mother was unwilling, but after a long time, she I couldn't help but agree. But who knows, the elder brother turned his prodigal son back, and because of his wife's departure, he completely quit gambling." Love is not about destroying or occupying, but it should be forgiveness, redemption...

Girlfriend

"But people who are in the puzzle will never understand! When the person she hates and hates comes back again, guess what will be brewed in her heart?" Bitter fruit, endless bitter fruit... …

"Then, for that child..." Bai Zhi's focus was on the relationship between Aunt Jiang and Lulu.

"She treats that child very well. She always treats her as her own. She loves her house dearly. After a long time, how can she tolerate others taking away the fruits of her painstaking efforts? If it were you, would you be willing?" Jiang Lulu thought I will hate, but hate also requires a lot of strength.

She now has no strength to hate anyone.

Because, it seems that everyone has left her, and she doesn't know who she should trust or rely on.

Mom said she missed her and loved her, but my aunt said that my mother didn't want her, why did she come back since she abandoned her?

The two women she misses and loves the most, in the end, are not her safe haven.

Only, the person in front of me...

A short period of one year, eight months and fifteen days appeared in this long life.

No, it should be nine years, ten months and five days.

See, she remembers so clearly, she doesn't for a moment forget what happened, forget her face.

So deep, so memorable.

"I don't know, because that's not my life. Likewise, that's not your life." Bai Zhi said softly.

Jiang Lulu smiled suddenly: "That's right, it's not my life."

But indeed, it changed the trajectory of her life.

If, at that time, she didn't listen to her aunt's lies and chose to stay.

that……

Bai Zhi will be intimate with her, they will share the same room, they will hold hands, become sisters, from junior high school to high school, to university, to a life with each other.

But, will there still be this crazy obsessive love?

"At that time, I was very angry, because I didn't expect that my mother was so close to me. You are her stepdaughter, and she treats you so well, but I am her biological daughter, but she abandoned me since she was a child! I was so angry that I didn't talk to her or eat. Afterwards, my aunt came and she told me that my mother likes you very much, but my mother doesn't like me. My mother said that I am too capricious and not cute at all."

"My aunt also said, 'Your mother said, if you don't like being in this house, you can leave with your aunt'. I actually believed it, you know?" Really, why is she so stupid?

"Remember that time when I pushed you? At that time, I was going to ask my mother Xingshi for a crime. You were so happy to see me. At that time, I wished I could tear you apart! I pushed you to the door. You accidentally broke the glass, and your arms were covered with blood. Although Mom didn't say anything, her eyes were full of dissatisfaction and pity for you. After you left, Dad beat me! For you, He hit me for the first time since he was a child! So, when you come back from the hospital, you will never find me again." Jiang Lulu couldn't help but burst into tears as she talked about the past many years ago.

"Zhi'er, are you still in pain?" Bai Zhi shook her head.

"But my face still hurts, and I can still remember that loud slap..." Jiang Lulu's tears made Bai Zhi panic.

She was so fragile.

"That time, I found an ugly and fat guy. I thought it would stimulate them. Even if it was a scolding meal thousands of miles away. But no, even if I was injured and almost died, I still didn't get it Any response, after that, my heart died, and I started to see my aunt as my only relative. I started, trying to forget, 17 years old, drinking, skipping classes, smoking, fighting, all the ridiculous things I did Yes. But I still can't forget..."

"But I never expected that eight years later, the truth of everything would be so unbearable. It turned out that the person who treated me the best was the one who lied to me the most. She blocked all channels for my parents to contact me , she hid our address, and let our family of three live apart." Jiang Lulu wiped away her tears violently.

"If Dad hadn't asked her, if I hadn't found out that she had installed a bug in my phone and insisted on coming back, how long would she have kept it a secret? If it had been kept a secret for a lifetime, I wouldn't have suffered as much as I do now."

"Why the pain? Lulu, these are things you can't predict and control. Mom and Dad didn't abandon you, and Aunt Jiang loves you very much. Although you used the wrong method, you are still the one who is loved. No one wants to Leaving you, abandoning you...me too..." Bai Zhi gently hugged Jiang Lulu, letting her head rest on her heart.

"You don't want to leave me either? Really?" Jiang Lulu suddenly raised her head and looked directly at Bai Zhi.

"Do you think I'm lying to you? You don't believe me?"

Jiang Lulu shook her head: "It's not that I don't believe it, it's just that beautiful dreams are always broken at the best time. I'm very greedy, and what I want is not just your company, not just your obedience."

"Zhi'er, two people have been together for a long time, do you understand the sincere meaning of being together?"

How can you not understand?She also clearly saw the question Yutang posted on the Internet.

gay love...

A sensitive topic that is not accepted by the public.

"Obviously I gave mine to you first, but you asked me if I really wanted to be with you. Lulu, do I still owe you something?" A faint smile bloomed on Bai Zhi's lips , quietly blooming like a lotus flower, tenderness like water: "I love you!"

At this moment, there is no hesitation, no question, no pause.

"I love you, perhaps, from the string of crystal stones that reflect the seven-color light, I have become attached. I have many friends, but you are the only one who has become a sister. There are many people who have left in my life, but I will never forget, I will still think of you when I dream back at midnight, and you are the only one. The only one who makes me willing to cut my wrists, give up my life and ask you to turn back, is you Jiang Lulu! I don’t want to forget you, never, I just want, Be with you, each other, the person I love the most in life!" How simple love is, how easy it is to love, it seems that it is just a moment.

need, appreciation, pity, miss, obsession...

Countless kinds of emotions converge into one word, love.

"But, maybe you felt guilty for a while..." Jiang Lulu said with some disappointment while the tears on her face were still wet.

"Perhaps, you also possessed me because of a moment of resentment..."

"Innocence has been lost, Feiqing doesn't want it, I should be worried, and I should be thinking about it. Because it is love, you love me, and I love you, so I will let you touch me for the second time and the third time Jiang Lulu, do you really think I'm easy to bully like this?" Bai Zhi's eyes flashed with a sly arc, and she suddenly touched Jiang Lulu's lips.

"Everyone should look forward to the sunshine and hope for happiness to come. I don't want to have a pessimist as my girlfriend!"

Jiang Lulu was slightly taken aback. Is she Bai Zhi's girlfriend?

"Can you say that again?"

"Bad girl, get up, I'm going to take a shower, I'm stuck to death!