Detective Conan's Qiu Xi Rufeng

It has been a week since Qiuyan and others solved the case, so Qiuyan is going to start his journey of raising a baby

Gathering the fragrance of the sea of ​​flowers, the intoxicating breath fills the heart, the flowers are clustered together, and the bright and dazzling flowers compete here, just like a fairyland on earth.

Who would have thought that through this sea of ​​flowers, a poetic and picturesque bamboo forest will break into your sight, and a simple log cabin stands quietly among the green clouds and water, giving people a natural feeling, clear The bottomless lake lies quietly beside it, and it circulates gradually without being abrupt.

The young man was sitting alone on the swing, the gentle sunlight leaned against him, his slender white fingers flipped through the books on his lap, colorful butterflies were flying around the young man, although the young man was alone, he did not appear to be silent, everyone Everything is so harmonious, like a lifelike painting

"It seems that the time is coming soon," the young man gently closed the book, looked up at the exceptionally bright sunshine

Undoubtedly, the sea of ​​flowers, bamboo forests, wooden houses, and lakes here. . .It was all done by the young man alone. For him, this is his exclusive home and his secret base.

The young man is exactly Qiuyan. Here, he bought it a few years ago and rebuilt it later. For Mu Chuanchen's home, he couldn't feel a sense of belonging. Therefore, only here became his final destination. .

It can be said that Qiuyan has truly trusted whoever he lets into this place, but no one else knows about it, and no one has ever stepped into this place. . .

. . .

Just after picking up the little demon king, Qiuyan went back to the house that he bought in the name of Mu Chuanchen, that is, the house opposite Kudo's house

"Little Devil King, your brother should have told you that I will take care of you for the next week," Qiu Yan said after leading his brother's younger brother into the door, and took a pair of shoes for the Little Devil King

"What little devil, pretty brother, call me Xiaoyi." The little devil's full name is Hinata Yi, and he is sitting on the sofa with his mouth pouted, talking unhappily

"Then please don't call me pretty brother, call me brother Ziqing," Qiu Yan took a bottle of milk from the refrigerator to Xiaoyi

"I don't want it," Xiao Yi turned his head away, refused his milk, and said unhappily, "I don't like milk."

"Then what do you want to drink?" Qiu Yan asked him, casting a glance at him

"No, I'm hungry and want to eat," Xiao Yi demanded angrily

"What to eat?"

"delicious"

Ever since, Qiuyan started cooking, after a while. . .There are several delicious dishes on the table.

"Let's eat." After finishing the meal, Qiuyan called Xiaoyi over, planning to let him eat and rest by himself, but it turned out. . .

"I want you to hug me," Xiaoyi blinked her big watery eyes and looked at Qiuyan, stretched out her fleshy little hands to Qiuyan, and said in a childish voice, which was a little more coquettish

Qiuyan glanced at him helplessly, don’t think you’re acting like a baby, I don’t know that you’re still a little devil in your heart

Although he was complaining so much, he still obediently picked up Xiaoyi

Qiu Yan picked him up and put him in front of the dining table before leaving, but Xiao Yi immediately said, "You feed me"

Qiuyan was about to refuse, Xiao Yi continued to look at Qiuyan with those watery eyes, with a posture of "I'll cry for you if you don't agree"

In desperation, Qiuyan compromised again, picked up a spoon and fed Xiaoyi

"too salty"

I will endure. . .

“too hot”

I will endure. . .

"There's no salt in this one"

I will endure. . .

“This is not tasty at all”

I will endure. . .

"I don't eat it, it doesn't taste good"

I. . .I can't stand it anymore!!!

Qiuyan glanced at him coldly, put him down directly, and replied to him without emotion, "It's up to you"

So he turned around and left chicly, sat on the sofa and opened his laptop, and started typing

Seeing Qiuyan ignoring him, Xiao Yi ran up to him and dangled in front of him. After being ignored N+1 times, the little devil became upset and glared at Qiuyan angrily, "You ignore him!" I!"

Seeing this, Qiu Yan still tapped the keyboard smartly, his eyes fixed on a large string of unknown data on the screen.

The little devil king started to mess with this, messed with that, and made some noises to attract Qiuyan's attention, but for this kind of behavior, Qiuyan would not scoff or get angry, but just ignore him indifferently

Boom!Slap!

It sounded like something fell to the ground and shattered. Qiuyan turned his head and saw that his necklace fell to the ground and fell to pieces, and the little devil was lying on the floor at this time, and it seemed that he fell down.

Qiuyan walked over silently, helped the little devil up and put him on the sofa, then went to get medicine for him to rub

At this moment, Conan came in through the door.

Conan looked at his partner squatting in front of a child who seemed to be only 5 or 6 years old, quietly rubbing medicine on him, and the child was looking at Chen with tears in his eyes, looking very pitiful, and near the coffee table , fragments of the necklace fell all over the floor, that necklace seems to be... Chen usually wears

After Qiuyan helped Xiaoyi take the medicine, he looked up and saw Conan, "Please watch him first, I'll clean up first."

"...Oh, okay." Seeing this, Conan immediately went to the side of the child, while looking at the child in front of him, while distracted to see Qiuyan's state

Qiuyan just silently picked up the fragments and put them in his hands. He didn't know how he felt now, and it's not an exaggeration to say that he had mixed feelings. This necklace has been on him since he can remember. He only remembers This seems to be left to him by his so-called parents

Everyone said that he was cold by nature, but who knew that when he was a child, he also waited for his parents' return with hope. At that time, he thought that as long as they appeared in front of him, he would give himself a smile and tell himself, "We Let's go home", he can ignore the past and leave with them.

However, with the passage of time and repeated disappointments, he gradually learned to let go. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. If there is no hope, he will not be sad, and he will not be disappointed. This is probably the idea , coupled with the fact that he was sensible earlier than others, he gradually became what he is now, his mood swings become more and more gentle, and he can even be indifferent to everything.

The coldness they think is just the relief that he gradually grew up in his repeated disappointments, and because of this, he is easy to be satisfied, and he doesn't think about those things that others have, because he has long since given up extravagant expectations.

But now, if you ask him what kind of existence his parents are to him, he can also tell you quite naturally that they are the strangers he is most familiar with, parents, and it must be false to say that he doesn't care. Keeping this necklace well all the time proves that it is probably his last hope, but now...

The necklace is broken, hope...is it broken too?

"Are you okay?" Conan walked up to Qiuyan at some point, seeing him staring at the necklace in a daze, couldn't help but signal

"It doesn't matter," Qiuyan casually put the pieces into a box, and replied nonchalantly

He glanced at the little devil casually, but his eyes were cold, maybe he didn't realize it, and said coldly, "Don't move things at home, if this is the case, I don't mind letting you stay in the little black room for a week." "

Xiao Yi probably also felt the difference in Qiu Yan's mood, and showed a look of fear towards his threat, and nodded submissively.

This little episode also allowed Qiuyan and Xiaoyi to spend today's day peacefully

...

In the evening, after dinner, Qiuyan was called over by Kong, as for what...

"It seems that you and Yuqi get along well," Qiuyan sat down casually, looked at Kong and said

"Well," Kong sat across from Qiuyan, and said seriously, "I didn't come to you to talk about this, but something else..."

"Say"

"About your parents..." Kong looked at Qiuyan cautiously, and continued when he saw that he didn't respond, "I think your misunderstanding should be resolved."

"What misunderstanding did I have with them?" Qiu Yan looked at him strangely

"It's...well...they...leave you," Sora hesitated for a while before finding a slightly more tactful word

"Oh..." Qiuyan casually played with his fingers, showing no emotion, as if what he was talking about had nothing to do with him, "Yuqi said that because humans and gods can't fall in love, why abandon me?"

"They... are also in this world..." Kong couldn't understand Qiuyan's indifferent emotion, after all, they were also his parents, "Your mother is a god, and your father is a mortal, they will be together You were blocked, but by chance, your mother was pregnant with you, and they didn't want you to be hurt, so they chose to give up on you."

"Oh~ a coincidence," Qiu Yan said calmly, "so they didn't intend to take me from the beginning."

"No...it's not like that. Although your mother conceived you by accident, they never thought about giving up on you, and they had no choice but to do so."

"Oh~" Qiuyan listened to this series of absurd words, "Anyway, I still gave up on me in the end, and the ending has not changed."

"Qiu Yan!" Sora was irritated by this casual and indifferent tone, "Can't you change the angle a little bit, and understand them from your heart, they really love you! Besides, it's not all theirs Wrong!"

"Oh"

"Oh what, can you be a little more serious, don't be so perfunctory, okay? Have you ever thought about how sad they will be if you do this?"

"It's over?" Qiuyan glanced silently, stood up, and was about to leave, let Kong calm down in this situation, "It's over, then I'm leaving"

"Mo Qiuyan!" Kong blocked Qiuyan's way, glaring at him fiercely, "Can you make a good choice and stop running away!"

"Okay, then let me tell you," Qiuyan listened, turned around, and said plainly, "First of all, I'm running away, I just don't want to make a choice, so what? What do you want me to do? Besides, what do you say They love me? Love me so they abandon me? Then I’m sorry, I really can’t bear this kind of love. In the end, why do you want me to forgive them for granted and go back to them, just because they saved you One life? My life, why do you make decisions for me?"

"Qiu Yan!" Kong stared at him tightly with his eyes, as if his eyes were about to shoot sparks, and then tried his best to calm his anger, "It's really not all their fault."

"Yes, none of this is their fault, it's all my fault, it's my fault, I'm guilty of death, I deserve it, can I?" Qiuyan has already begun to refuse to talk, still using that calm and calm tone

Seeing this, Kong could only give up, and angrily slammed the door and left

After Kong left, Qiuyan returned to his room silently, with a wry smile on his lips

Yes, he has been avoiding, he doesn't know how to face them, so he chooses to refuse the choice.He doesn't understand, what does it mean to give up on him because you love him?Why do you want to come back to yourself after leaving yourself for so many years?Is my own existence really so meaningless?Maybe... they are right, his existence is a mistake, if there is no him, they don't need to look for themselves, and they don't need to compensate themselves in this way.

He actually understands everything, his mother just chose love between love and the child, but ah, that child is him, he really has no way to ignore it, to not care...

So, let's keep going like this... just like this, the two sides don't interfere with each other, isn't it good?Don't let your presence disrupt the regularity of their lives...

The author has something to say: the next few chapters will continue to abuse Xiao Qiuyan, probably when Qiuyan's emotions explode, he will be HE