HP One More Chance.

— Such a desire is so strong, and then the reality is so cruel.

The author has something to say: Believe it or not, there is such a thing as jet lag...

After more than a month, I came back to mention this article and continued to write. It seems that the more I write, the more disgusting it becomes.

==, as for writing so abusive, it may be because the author has been ill for more than a month. During the recuperation period, people are quite depressed and most of the time they are sad, so that's it. (←Isn’t it a shame to say that?)

by miss author

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For Mr. Author, it is good to be able to continue coding.

7.3 The draft of this chapter was coded by a certain Er while lying on the bed with a laptop...

Beginning in October, a certain two gradually began to get busy.

Even so, a certain two will continue to code...

It may be a long time in the future to update...

But I can guarantee that this article will never be cheated.

Because this is a spin-off of the story that has been with me for ten years...

by the author Mr.

☆、RE8.1

8.1

"This... this is me... no, is it the price we paid for surviving?"

——If this is fate, what else can you do?

After returning from the Miku mansion exhaustedly, Severus just sat quietly on the sofa by the window, instead of leaning on it, he lowered his head weakly, looking at the wooden floor shining brightly by the moonlight, thinking of The words she said just before leaving.

"...Do you think that living is easy..."

He murmured with a wry smile, recalling that from the first time he saw that young lady, a strange feeling spread in his heart presumptuously, lingering.

In fact, he vaguely sensed that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what went wrong.

——When did a Squib relative come out of Miku's family?It’s been so many years, even if the Miku family doesn’t care about world affairs, how can it be possible to hide it so deeply...

The people the Dark Lord said he would kill never escaped the fifth watch.What's more, the master is determined to get rid of Miku's family, how could he not even know that there are descendants who left the family in advance?

——Could it be that Merlin really likes to joke with himself so much that he deliberately wants to send someone out to carry out his sentence?

What was owed to her in the previous life, as expected, as long as she is not dead in this life, she still has to pay it back.He picked up the wand he had thrown on the low table beside him with one hand, and with a wave of his hand, a bottle of Flame Whiskey appeared in front of him out of thin air.

——Heh, so what if you think about it, just sitting here and thinking about it, but you can't restore everything you have lost and died.

"If you are guilty... there will be punishment, and there will be redemption..."

The bitter taste filled his entire mouth, irritating his already exhausted body.Glass after glass of strong wine poured nameless hatred, destroying the spirit bit by bit.

It would be great if it could just fall down.

Back to the original starting point.

"Future."

—Words that once appeared on the blackboard of a Muggle Studies class.Following a burst of footsteps that did not belong to the late students came into the quiet classroom, the visitor hurried in and looked around familiarly, calming down a little and confirming the students who were sitting in the fourth courtyard.

This group of "so cute" students, at a glance, the furthest apart is of course Gryffindor and Slytherin.These two "opponents" quarreled fiercely after every class, and never stayed silent until the end of get out of class like they drank a voice-loss potion.

Professor Gull, who has served in the Muggle Studies class for many years, after a bitter smile as usual, put a colder look on his face than seriousness, and started the class with a deep voice.

"Very well, no one is absent."

Snape sat alone in the remotest back, squinting at Lily who had parted ways with him long ago, she actually really

Sitting with the annoying Potter.

"Today, let's discuss how Muggles often talk about going back to the past." The professor's voice sounded in my ears again, followed by the sound of pacing.

Come on, "For Muggles, it's not like we can go back in time with ancient magic or time-turners alone..."

- I know, so it's boring.

"...So if you had the chance to go back in time, which time would you choose to go back to?" Snape stopped looking at Lily when he heard the sound, and turned to look forward to his left—until the class was over, the professor When everyone entered the classroom, there was still no one in the seat, but at this moment, his current potion research partner suddenly sat.

——Alice Miku.

What a joke. "It's a time-turner again... Does every Ravenclaw have to have that thing in his hand?" He stared at the thing in the opponent's hand with some contempt, and replied coldly.

"Shhh..." The party involved, Alice, just quickly put away her time-turner, then turned her head and pointed her index finger at the people behind her, "Of course not every student can do this life-threatening thing." Hold, but it doesn't matter if he's a Ravenclaw, venomous Mr Snape."

She gave him a harmless smile as if nothing had happened, "I can't believe that even you believe those nonsense rumors now."

"Nonsense." How is that possible.

"Then, please answer my question." Alice put down the book she was flipping through, and turned to ask him again. "If you could go back in time, where would you go back?"

Snape suddenly turned his face away, lowered his head without saying a word, looked at the densely printed book, and suddenly didn't know how to answer her.

--past.

For the current self, the "past" has always been a dusty existence, not worth mentioning.If he could choose to forget, he hoped that he would forget it as soon as possible.

Why remember, why go back.

The past, since it has passed, has no meaning to the present self.The things that affect me have already affected me, the misfortunes and tragedies that I want to impose on myself, what should be staged, what should be implemented... It must have passed.

"...Hey, if you don't answer my words, don't regret it when you really have a chance in the future." Alice, who was indifferent to listening to the boring Muggle studies class, turned her head for the third time after seeing him stunned for a while. get in a word.

--regret?

By the way, sorry.

"...the past...regret..."

Now that I can think of it, the one thing I regret most in the past is the one that happened a year ago.

——If it is possible, I want to go back to the fifth grade.

Back then, back there, back to who I was standing across from Lily Evans a year ago, and immediately stop myself from saying that goddamn blurt!

"...you call me a Mudblood? You call people of my origin a Mudblood, Severus. What's the difference?"

——No, you are really different from them.

"You are different from them, you are my friend!"

However, people are gone.

she left.

Looking at the back of Lily who was gradually fading away in anger, the cold silence filled his heart, and he couldn't help but humbly smile.The past has become a reality.

——My paths and hers have long been different. "I'm not interested in answering you. I'm still in class." After finishing his sentence, Snape opened his book and put it upright in front of him, so as to block the expected disappointed expression of the person who didn't pay attention to the class.

"...boring, don't think I don't know what you want to answer me, you just don't want to say it." Alice showed a proud smile on her face, as if she knew what he would do to her early on. The answer is the same.Reluctantly, she stretched out her hand directly in front of the professor who was still teaching, and dropped the book that the professor was using to cover her, then opened her water-blue eyes and locked his black pupils tightly, with unknown meaning.

"Miss Miku, you're still in class now! What are you saying to Mr. Snape behind you as you keep turning your head!" Professor Gur finally turned his head from the blackboard and pointed his wand in the direction of Alice, roaring in a burst of anger. .

"No, Professor, I am kindly asking permission to borrow something from him."

Maintaining a bright smile, she took the quill that was on Snape's desk without any hassle, and raised her hand to shake the quill that was still stained with ink.

——This is the last time I saw her smile.

A real smile that belongs to her in my own eyes.

"But……"

——If she is still in front of me now, ask me that question again later.

"...This time, I will answer you."

I want to go back to that day.

"Give me another chance to stop myself from reporting to the Dark Lord about the prophecy."

In this way, the tragedy that belongs to us will not happen because of this.

Let hugging become the regret of eternal life,

Let a kiss be a prayer of death,

Let love turn into a fog of nothingness,

Let hate turn into an unforgettable poison,

You can go, I can stay,

Nothing, nothing but a ridiculous farce in humbleness,

……

——To my dear, our destiny.

Staring blankly at the inside pages of the diary she held in her hand that was pulled out from the cellar bookshelf, Alice leaned on the chair outside the room without saying a word, only focusing her eyes on that Those lines of text on the page, that poem.

It was written by herself.

It is often said that children should not have troubles, and would rather learn "less things" too late than learn "sophistication of the world" too early.

"...I've been trying, trying really hard to get out of this, haven't I?"

Even though I knew the path I was going to take early on, I never complained.Accept all this calmly, and then learn to take good care of yourself in such an environment, and always give yourself some smiles, so that you can go out and face this complicated world.

"...but what does this world give me in return..."

Alone, Lost, Forgotten, Hurt, Pained, Cold, Desperate.

even death.

——"If you had the opportunity to go back in time, which time would you choose to go back to?"

Suddenly, her eyes caught a ray of silver light, and she unconsciously and instinctively followed that ray of brilliance, got up and quietly walked out of the balcony.In this way, let the vast starry sky break into my eyes with the soft moonlight, imprinted in my heart full of pain.

"... By the way, before... I asked him this question..."

—Which time would I go back to?

"If it were me... probably, I would return everything to the original starting point, and then ruthlessly obliterate my own existence..."

How nice.

She hugged her shoulders and squatted down weakly, buried her expression deeply in her arms, let it melt in the cold wind of the moonlit night, and let her body feel the coldness and pain that was about to kill her shivering.

In this way, perhaps many annoying things will not happen.

"We can all live...but, you are still living here, but I will always live in your heart..."

is it possible?

"...No, I forgot... Heh... Yes, I forgot... I actually forgot, I was still thinking about these things that were obviously impossible..."

She suddenly seemed to think of something again, she stood up and leaned against the railing behind her, and smiled foolishly.

"...Unfortunately, even with the help of the almost omnipotent ancient magic, it is futile to go back to the past..."

The past has become a reality.And no matter how omnipotent we are, no matter how we try our best, we can't change the past that is doomed to be a fact.

"Girls born on a full moon will eventually die at the hands of their loved ones. As the price for protecting secrets, if you want to gain evil defeat, you must first pay the price, regardless of the demise of the family."

Alice chanted the prophecy she saw not long ago with a gossamer voice, closing her eyes and considering the meaning behind each word in her mind.

——Right now, the only thing we can change is the future.

"Call God Guard!"

The moment the spell was uttered, a silver-white eagle with a moon-like breath appeared in front of her and rubbed towards her face affectionately.

"Go to Sirius Black and tell him that something serious happened to Regulus."

The author has something to say: RE8.1

The so-called verses in this paragraph (along with the same verses in the last part of Chapter 13) are actually written by the author after reading Shakespeare's "Hamlet", imitating the beautiful language style in the script.

It has to be said that after Shakespeare's writing was translated into Chinese, the lines between the lines are indeed very artistic and profound.

☆、Small Theater I

The author has something to say: I am sorry that the author is still in a rush to finish the text, so I will temporarily replace the main text with a small theater.

The timeline is a long, long time later...

【I'mLoliAlice.】

As usual, everything was uneventful.

It was supposed to be like this.

"The weather is nice today."

Although she said it was so, Alice still stayed at the home of her husband, the famous Hogwarts professor of Potions, endlessly burying her head in the loving, yet extremely unflattering Like the study of dangerous potions.

"...Add the medicine to the powder of the spirit grass, so that the chance of insanity caused by taking the age-reducing medicine can be reduced."

—What a great invention.

Alice stared at the test tube in her hand and smiled, her eyes glowing, she suddenly turned her head to her friend and research partner——Lily Potter, and patiently explained in detail the new magic that she had calculated and deduced a few days ago. medicine.

"Ordinary age-reducing agents are too childish, so I want to experiment with this cute improved version..."

When she said this, her tone was full of pride and calmness, but the person who heard it looked at her with disbelief and a little fear.

——Merlin bless you, I hope there won't be another accident this time...

Regarding the wife of the famous Potions Professor, her past feats can be described as epic, and she made her husband become even more silent and black-faced besides silent black-face.

Originally, Snape was not a person who would make people look good, so his wife often added fuel to the flames, lest the world would not be chaotic.

Of course, in some respects, she is just a very innocent "children".

Lily couldn't help but smiled bitterly, and when she looked up again to see Alice's child-like shining eyes, she couldn't help shaking her head painfully, thinking of the terrible experiment tragedy in the past.

The explosion is really too childish, I'm afraid it's...

——Alice...Alice, I will take care of little Harry in the future...so please don't ask me to be a test subject again.

But then again.

"Actually, I've prepared the new medicine a long time ago, but...there is a lack of data on human experiments, so..."

"...So...what..." Lily couldn't help but shuddered seeing Alice's seemingly confident appearance.

"So, Lily, please keep this prescription this time."

After finishing speaking, without further ado, after Alice put the prescription in Lily's hand, she picked up the test tube on the shelf beside her and looked at the impenetrable purple-red liquid inside, which seemed to be a little precipitated. As beautiful as red wine.

"Ai...Ai Lisi, what are you going to do?"

Lily was surprised to see that after she shook the test tube in her hand, when the mixed liquid in the test tube became clear in an instant, she poured it straight into her mouth, as simple as drinking and took less than a second.

"Hmm...I plan to experience the effect of the modified age-reducing agent for myself."

Alice blinked her bright eyes as usual, looking at her partner with the most innocent childlike gaze as if nothing had happened, with a look of fear on her face.

"Don't drink..." Go on!

However, such slow words are still inferior to the "little friend" who reacts extremely quickly.

— oh my god.

Lily's eyes suddenly became watery looking at Alice, and she didn't know how to speak for a while.

What should I do?

——This time... How should I explain to her husband, the famous poisonous tongue, in a calm, reasonable manner...

"...Alice, I want to take good care of Harry."

——Don't play like this, I can't bear the anger of your dear husband, you know... If Sif knew about this, he would definitely give Harry the improved potion.

Thinking of this, Lily was completely stunned.

After a long time:

"...Alice, are you... all right?"

"The taste is not bad, but..."

Suddenly, before the words were finished, Alice stopped suddenly, without saying a word, and her eyes began to become abnormally empty.

——Don't say anything, unknown side effects are starting to appear now.

"Alice, Alice...Alice!"

Lily kept holding Alice's shoulders and shaking her, hoping to bring her back to normal. (Mr. Author: Lily, let me say that it would be better if you gave her a thirst neutralizing agent...)

"Hey, don't shake it... Sister, I'm going to faint."

"Alice, are you alright?!"

"Of course I'm fine, but... By the way, sister, who are you? How do you know my name?"

In an instant, Lily's heart was full of bullshit.

"...Ai...Alice, how old are you this year?"

--how so……

"I'm...five years old."

Does this drug reduce the mental age? !

—Oh, my dear Merlin, what have I done to hurt you that you should treat me like this? !

When Snape was calmly sitting in the office and concentrating on grading papers, an urgent flying letter from Lily suddenly appeared in front of him.

A very bad premonition surrounded him, so that he took the letter with some hesitation.

[Severus:

Something has happened to your dear Alice!Come back quickly!

from: Lily]

——What good did she do again...

Fu forehead shook his head, Snape didn't care about the thesis he was working on, he only changed half of it, and immediately put down his work and ran back to his home.

"Alice!"

And the picture that appeared in front of him obviously gave him an extremely headache.

……

——In short.

"Everything is like this...Sev, please, I want to take Harry home first. Here, here you are, this is the prescription made by Alice. As for the antidote...it goes without saying It's up to you."

After speaking at a speed that couldn't stop, Lily smiled forcedly to show her intention to leave, then immediately picked up Harry and flooed back without saying a word.

——It’s not suitable to stay here for a long time, eh.

Now only the poisonous professor with black lines on his face and his lovely wife are left in the house.

"Ok."

Sev looked helplessly at the five-year-old Alice, who was only five years old in mind, looking at him with great interest and smiling, twitching the corners of her mouth that couldn't smile.

"Alice, tell me, is your brain covered with Achnatherum splendens? It's all like this... You can still smile. Do you think you are an omnipotent undead life form?"

"But, but! Brother, who are you? Although I don't know who you are, I can be sure that I am definitely not. I am absolutely not. Death. Life. Life. Body~~~~ ~ Yo."

Little Lolita's bright blue eyes were innocently staring at the furious black eyes of the opponent who was much taller than herself.

— Well, Mr. Severus, can you still be angry?

Then.

"My name is Severus, Alice."

"Call me Little Ais! Little Ais, Little Ais, Little Ais, Little Ais! Don't call me any other name! Hmph!"

--Well.

"Little Ais, tell me, how old are you this year?"

"Five years old~~~~ The cutest appearance of little Aisi is five years old~~~~"

It's amazing.

☆、Small Theater II

[Who is My Husband? 】

——One day, after the happy Snape's and Potter's family dinner.

"Alice, please stay with Harry for a while, I'll just go and take care of the kitchen."

"Okay, it's okay."

Alice smiled and put down the plate she had picked up and was about to send to the kitchen. Hearing what Lily said, she returned the things to her more respectfully than obediently.

Little Harry, who had just eaten and drunk at the dining table, was lying alone on the soft carpet in the living room playing with the toy train beside him. It is because of this that it seems that I am so boring alone.

——It would be great if I could have another child in my own home.

During the dinner, bring him over to be Harry's company. That way, the little guy won't be so bored and will only be with us adults.

"What are you thinking? So engrossed."

Seeing that Alice was still staring at the dining table in a daze after putting down the plate, Lily, who came out of the kitchen again, couldn't help reminding her, and gave her a slight push from behind, "Harry is outside, go out quickly Well, that child likes to cling to you the most."

"Um……"

The absent-minded Alice could only nod her head, and was about to go out, but she still remembered something was wrong and turned around to ask:

"By the way... where is Severus, why is he gone?"

——Oh, it turned out that I remembered my "dear husband".

"I don't know, I won't see him after dinner... Oh, Harry, don't hang around me all the time, go play with auntie..."

Before he finished speaking, just now Harry, who Alice wanted to praise for being a quiet and good boy, had already run in and held his mother's skirt tightly with his paws.

"You child is really..."

After nudging the naughty little Harry, Lily turned her head and continued busy clearing the dishes on the dining table, but unexpectedly, the little guy failed to demonstrate to his mother, and turned his head to ask Alice beside him to pick him up again. He kept rubbing his head against her leg.

"alright……"

She had nothing to do with him, she squatted down with a smile and picked him up.However, the little guy was still not satisfied. After being hugged by his aunt, he wanted to "intensify" and buried himself in her warm embrace, lying on her chest like a kitten.

There is no one else who can do this without being rejected by Alice, except this little guy.Even if it was her husband, if he dared to come up to him suddenly like this, she would mercilessly throw him into the living room to sleep on the sofa with a spell.

"Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

The little guy raised his watery eyes to look at Alice, then pointed to the living room where he had just been and complained relentlessly.

Looking in the direction his finger pointed, there was no one in the living room, and the lights were bright, and everything was as calm as water, "Is there anything scary here, Auntie didn't see it...Alright, Harry, don't be afraid, let's go out to play Alright, don't bother Mommy to pack up."

She reached out to rub his soft hair affectionately, and then walked into the living room. Although the smile on her face was very pretty, she was still a little absent-minded.

"...that's really strange, where did he go?"

He always does.

You said that since two people want to be together, then get married.However, after confirming this matter, except for saying "I do" in a very friendly and gentle manner at the wedding ceremony, he has absolutely no attitude towards her that a husband should treat his wife.He often does what he likes, without saying anything in advance, except that he will explain in his usual cold tone afterwards, "I don't want you to worry about me", there is nothing else.

But he should have known from the beginning that not saying anything would make her sleepless.

Thinking of this, she suddenly regretted her original promise.

——At the beginning, I would agree to his "marry me" so readily, and I don't know if he added double the ecstasy potion to the cup of tea I drank.

"...it's better to be with a child than with you, Severus."

Ugh.

Alice put down Harry in her arms, sat down on the sofa by the window a little sullenly, picked up a cup and poured herself a cup of still warm black tea, and sighed helplessly.

She didn't know that the little guy in front of her could see through people's minds.

Little Harry blinked his bright eyes, smiled innocently and looked at Alice, but didn't speak, just watched her drinking black tea alone, fascinated.

"...Forget it, don't worry, he is here for the first time... Lu Chi..." Alice murmured vaguely, and after a while, she seemed to have decided something, put down the black tea and got up to take it After picking up his own coat and putting it on, he wanted to turn around and leave.

Today's family gathering was Lily's first invitation to have a dinner with little Harry after they moved to a new home, and it was also a celebration of their new home.So, when she came here for the first time, she didn't know what the surroundings were like, and neither did her husband.

Although, for a normal wizard who can also use magic, worrying about this is really unfounded.

"But he can't do anything...everything..."

Thinking of this, just as she was thinking of going out to the side hall and going around the corridor to find her husband around the garden, Alice just turned around and waved to Harry who was still sitting on the ground in line with the train, "Auntie, go out, Harry be good here by himself."

But she didn't see the little guy agreeing, and she didn't take a few steps away. In the blink of an eye, Harry came straight to her, stretched out his claws again and grabbed her skirt firmly.

"Aunt Alice! Can Harry be your husband when he grows up?"

——What?

Alice just felt a chill behind her.

"...Huh? What did you say? Can you say it again...Auntie didn't hear it..." But she had been concentrating on looking around for her husband, but she didn't pay attention. She couldn't hear what little Harry said at all. What words.

Of course, she didn't pay attention to where the person she was looking for was actually. The dark low-pressure climate was drifting from a certain corner, and unkind eyes locked on the "childish" child.

So little Harry also suddenly felt a coldness behind his back, this feeling was the same as when he had something very scary just now.

However, it is said that children say nothing, and children have nothing to be afraid of.

So, taking advantage of the victory, little Harry raised his voice and shouted again:

"I want to be your husband!"

When he said this, the kid was smiling brighter than fireworks.This is also the case, which obviously confirms the previous point of view-children really have nothing to be afraid of.

"what?!"

Hearing Harry's sudden explosive confession, he immediately exclaimed and felt "surprised" that it was not the person who was confessed, but the confessor's mother who called out.

—Harry, don't scare your mother like that!

They didn't realize it at all, but in fact, there was a figure flashing past from the very beginning.However, after hearing his shout, the neglected figure stood still, and flashed out from nowhere, looking at this innocent child with terror in his eyes.

——You are asking in front of his real husband now, Mydearson... (Lily looked at little Harry in the kitchen and couldn't help wiping her heart)

"You want to be my husband?"

Alice's naturally dull nature was finally revealed at this moment.After concentrating on looking at the little guy who was a little shorter than her who was hugging her leg and rubbing against her, she fell silent.

After a long time, until little Harry raised his head and looked at her with incomparably sincere eyes again, she adjusted her expression to be the same as his, smiled brightly like him, and really nodded in agreement:

"Okay, okay...Harry is going to be my husband, it's much better than that person who didn't explain anything..."

After all, she picked up the child who was as happy as herself, and she didn't forget to continue to complain about her heartless "ex" husband, "That person always keeps silent I don't know where I went... Really... just ignore him..."

"Love you, Harry~"

Now, not only could Harry push forward, but he also let go of his courage—"Chu~", the little guy unscrupulously kissed her face down.

——I went for a while, how come one or two are like this!

Of course, after all, she was his wife.

Friend's wife, don't peep, child. (Although Harry and someone are not considered friends...but they are barely, his mother's friend's wife...)

——Even Alice is like this, are they both children! ? (Someone's face is covered with black lines)

"Chu~ Harry too! Mom and auntie love it the most! Harry wants to be auntie's husband!"

At this moment, the two "children" completely ignored or even directly ignored the person behind them who was furious, with a very dark face, and who was watching them silently behind them.

— Poor Potions Master, your lovely wife has been kidnapped by a (supposedly?) little boy who is far better than you.

(How embarrassing...)

In the future, never have the idea of ​​having a child of your own... A certain professor thought to himself.

There is only one so-called wife in this world, and it is her own, only.

After a certain day, according to Lily Potter, a mother who loves her children very much, all the potions that her dear son, Harry, have drunk have turned into the latest heavy flavors carefully improved by Professor Snape.

Of course, this is a later story.

The author has something to say: Is this also the reason why professors hate children? !

Moreover, it has also been confirmed that the author is a big eater of ramen. ==

☆, 8.2

This is the place where even ghosts are not seen.

In just less than half a month, he could once again visit the so-called "Miku House" with anger - this house that existed like a lonely haunted house on the barren grass hill, Sirius was obviously He can't wait to kill the witch Avada who abducted his younger brother immediately.

Can't use the fireplace, and don't even think about apparating to get here.Since the last time she and Regulus returned home from the cave after throwing off a bunch of infernal corpses, she had cut off all ways of contacting the outside world.No one can enter this haunted house within a radius of ten miles unless it is personally ordered or approved by the owner.

"...It's really evil," Sirius sighed unwillingly as he stood in front of Miku's house as if facing a formidable enemy.

——In the end, what kind of tricks are in her mind!

He hesitated, and after a few seconds, he had no choice but to open his mouth and said word by word what Alice told him beforehand to enter the door:

"I love Regulus like crazy."

"Pfft..." A slight but wild laughter suddenly came from the door, "Come in, Mr. Sirius Black."

The dilapidated door creaked and opened slowly, and the person who greeted him was undoubtedly the damned lady witch who was hiding behind the door and giggling just now.

——Alice, he is a guest, remember.

"Believe me, the reason why I use this oral commandment,