The point of rebirth is full of skills to tease the goddess

"So what if she hasn't grown up?

I will grow up with her. "

——Shi Susu

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It was already dark when He Ye arrived, and it was past dinner time.

Shi Susu personally cooked for her to make something to fill her stomach. When He Ye was eating dinner, Shi Susu sat at the table and looked at her with a smile on her cheek. He saw that He Ye's chewing movements were extremely gentle.

At night, He Ye and Shi Susu lay side by side on the bed, covered with the same quilt.

After the third year of high school, Shi Susu lived alone.Her parents divorced at an early age, her mother passed away shortly thereafter, her grandmother died when she was in her third year of high school, and her father did not live at home.Therefore, Shi Susu didn't have an extra quilt that was commonly used at home.

The night was quiet, except for the sound of the air conditioner running.They were silent, not feeling embarrassed, but rather warm.

A good time to lie down and talk.

He Ye asked, "Is Susu busy these days?"

The teacher said: "Today and tomorrow are fine, but the day after tomorrow I will be busy. You came just in time."

These two days were originally the time for Shi Susu to give herself a vacation.

"Why is there no one in your house?"

"My father was the last family member around me."

Therefore, even though she was not close, Shi Susu tried her best to keep her.

Back in the day, when Shi Susu first went to college, she didn’t have a scholarship, and her life was tight, so she had to ask her father for living expenses.As soon as my father came home, his expression was wrong, and he poured out his grievances about life and work.

At that time, the young teacher Sususu had too much self-esteem, thinking that her father disliked her for asking for money, and in order to make her father even more angry, she came out during the quarrel, and the father and daughter tore their faces apart.Father was also really angry.

Unexpectedly, not long after, this last relative passed away due to an accident.

Then, Shi Susu received a large amount of compensation from the construction site, which was enough for a year's daily expenses.

It was also at that time that Shi Susu began to study desperately, and won many scholarships at the end of the semester.If it was said that she had a little bit of expectation for the romance of the university before she was in university, then she had nothing at this moment.

Working part-time and studying part-time, she followed a path of desperation and became a top student. Later, in the workplace, this hard work also took root in her bones.

Because there is no way out.

In this life, Shi Susu relied on her own ability to find a part-time job, and did not need to ask her father for living expenses, and the communication between father and daughter was much more peaceful.

It's just that when this time comes, people will leave.The teacher couldn't stop it.

This father-daughter relationship is not very strong, it is only a little better than a stranger.

But even this entanglement will disappear.

To regain, to regain loss.

Teacher Susu felt an uncontrollable sadness welling up in his heart.

He Ye's heart seemed to be caught when he heard the master's breathing rustling beside him.

He Ye never thought that Shi Susu's home would be like this.

Subconsciously, she always thought that such an excellent and confident person like Susu should have a happy family with nagging parents who pay great attention to health and wellness. This kind of family atmosphere makes her love to exercise , Persevere in exercising.

But she is only one person.

He Ye was both distressed and admired.

She still had a very subtle feeling in her heart that Susu's family members had all left, and now she was the only one by her side.

He Ye didn't know what to say, so he touched Master's hand under the quilt and held it, as if it would give her strength.

Shi Rusu felt her soft hand hold her own, and her heart warmed.

"On WeChat before, you said you brought me something. Now it's all on the bed, and you haven't given it to me yet."

The teacher changed the subject in a rustle.

"En." He Ye replied softly, with a little shyness in his tone.

"It's a song, I... I'll get my phone and play it for you." After arriving at Shi Susu's house, He Ye kept wanting to mention this matter.But it's too embarrassing to bring it up, He Ye hasn't found a suitable opportunity yet.Fortunately, Shi Susu brought it up first.

It's a slow, sad love song.

He Ye's voice was ethereal and varied.In the later days, she tried many kinds of music styles, but the slow-tempo songs can best show the ethereal beauty of her voice.

What the love song confides is the love and apology for the lover.

But jumping out of the connotation of the lyrics, the style of the whole song is actually very peaceful and soothing.When you are sad, you should listen to sad songs. When your mood just resonates, you will know that you are not the only one who is sad in this world.

"...It's very nice to hear." Shi Susu listened carefully and sighed softly. "When was it posted?"

"I won't send it. This is a song for you. It was recorded before I came here."

He Ye said.Perhaps it was because she was so full of emotions that she was about to burst out, but she recorded it in just two passes.

"Give it to me? Thank you." There was a smile in the teacher's voice, "Play it again."

He Ye played as he said.She tuned into a single loop.

After the phone screen lit up for a while, as the lights went out, the eyes of the two fell into darkness again.

"Yezi, I might wrong you to be a tree hole tonight."

"Ah."

When she was alone, Shi Susu often listened to He Ye's songs and thought about her own thoughts.

I figured it out, the voice of the lotus leaf was there; I didn't figure it out, the voice of the lotus leaf was still there.

Over time, Shi Susu pretended to be affectionate and was accompanied by the lotus leaf goddess.

This time, the soft singing belonging to the lotus leaf lingered in my ears, and the teacher thought of something again.

"You don't have to worry too much, I'm not that sad. The most difficult time has already passed." Shi Rusu began.

Shi Susu was talking about the real 19-year-old.

He Ye thought she was talking about the days when she was always absent-minded.

"At that time, I always felt that the world was unfair. Why do I have to go through what most people don't need to experience? Why do most people have it, but I don't? Why do I feel so sad that I want to collapse? Can other people laugh so happily when

The tone of the teacher's rustling is faint, it is the tone of someone who has been here.

These thoughts I once had are still very clear in retrospect.But when she said it again, only emotion remained.

He Ye also felt the same way about the first two sentences.She listened silently, a little surprised that the other party had such a past, and the injustice in her words seemed to be deeper than her own.

"At that time, I didn't even know who to vent to."

Smoking, drinking, quarreling, working all night, studying all night.It's all about torturing oneself. Except for suicide, Master Susu has tried everything.And after his father passed away, even the avenue of quarreling was no longer feasible.

Her high self-esteem made her unwilling to hinder others, so in the eyes of her roommates and classmates, she was a taciturn and almost withdrawn person.It's not that Shi Rusu can't speak, it's not that she can't speak, she just doesn't want to speak.

"But there is no fairness in this world."

What else?Days will still be the same.

At that time, she heard the voice of lotus leaf, and she was extremely surprised when she heard it for the first time.Listen again, I like it very much.After listening to it many times, I was a little jealous.

She is cared about by so many people, loved by so many people, and she should be a happy girl in life.

The teacher thought in rustle.

"There was a time when I was in poor health. I passed out several times while talking to others. They were worried that I would die there, so they took me to the hospital. The hospital bed seemed to have been cast into a spell. Before I went up, I thought I could still do it, and I was fine, but as soon as I lay up, I was exhausted, and then I went down and took two steps and I was out of breath."

Mentioning this paragraph, Shi Susu was a little dumbfounded, and sighed for himself at that time.

He Ye couldn't imagine such a teacher, so he let out a low exclamation.

"I had to face up to the fact that my body was so bad that I started to recover after I was discharged from the hospital. At that time, my mentality changed a lot. The most important influence on me was a person whom I knew but she didn't know me. .”

Master Susu's narration was flat, and He Ye felt distressed when he heard it.

Rusu's health was so bad that her family didn't find out until so late.He Ye disrespectfully complained to Shi Susu's father who had just passed away.

By the way... who is the person who has had an important influence on Susu?

He Ye couldn't help feeling a little curious.

"Rehabilitation is not easy, and it is very tiring to strengthen your physique." The teacher changed his words, "Fitness is very tiring, I know. I have also tried that I couldn't lift anything, and my heart rate soared to [-] when I moved casually. I am a weak chicken."

Said the teacher smiled to himself, "Later, the intensity increased. I really walked in and kneeled out. My former coach was a man, but fierce, fierce. I was trained by him to cry more than once. More embarrassing than you."

"So Ye Zi, what you have experienced, I have experienced."

"You are tired, I understand."

He Ye was both moved and ashamed when he heard what the master said here.

It turned out that she said she understood everything.He Ye's devil coach, Susu, was also the one who was trained to cry by the coach.

"So next time you're tired and wronged, just tell me. Don't hold back."

The night was too dark, even face to face, He Ye still couldn't see the expression on Master Susu's face, but she guessed it was very gentle.

"Okay." He Ye replied. "Then, Rusu... you too."

"Ok?"

"You have to tell me too."

In the dark, He Ye said bravely: "Xusu, in fact, you can trust me and tell me. Next time you feel irritable, uncomfortable, and want to vent, you can tell me earlier."

Not only you are helping me, I can also... be your supporter.

He Ye felt that she was really brave tonight. She not only took the initiative to hold Rusu's hand, but also hugged her whole arm in her arms.

She used to be ashamed of herself in front of Shi Susu, but now He Ye knows that Shi Susu is not a steel plate.The master's arm that I hugged was so obedient and soft.

Her rustling should be strong, don't talk about her own difficulties, then she will take the initiative to ask.

Saying it out will always feel much better than holding it in your heart.

Coincidentally, at this time, Shi Susu was also thinking: From the last life to this life, this is the first time I have told others about these things, like pouring black mud into the tree hole, and I feel much better.

He Ye Nuo Nuo's appearance seemed to have a kind of magical power, allowing himself to express all these long-standing thoughts buried deep in his heart in one breath.

The sad love song slowly floated in the air, making the atmosphere very warm and heartwarming.

"Okay. I'll let you know in advance next time."

Shi Rusu felt his arm being held by He Ye under the quilt, and wanted to laugh a little.In order to tease He Ye, the teacher said: "Well... there may be something, I'm going to tell you now."

"What's the matter?" He Ye's tone had a sense of mission as a close sister.

"I want to hear you sing. Just this song, now, live."

"..."

"Are you willing?" The teacher's tone was pitiful.

"...Okay." He Ye's heart trembled, and he couldn't refuse at all, so he had to agree.

"Sing a cappella." Shi Susu made a further request.

He Ye paused the song playing on his phone.

He Ye let go of Shi Susu's arm, turned over and sat up, and sat on Shi Susu's bed in his pajamas, crossing his legs.Beside her legs was a puddle of Shi Rusu wrapped in a quilt.

She cleared her throat, thought about the lyrics, and started singing.

When singing seriously, He Ye's momentum changed.

This change is not only due to the change in the voice used, but also because of He Ye's devotion to every singing well.

The sound was no different from the song played on the phone just now, extremely clear and beautiful.Because it is a cappella, without the accompaniment, it shows the clarity and flawlessness of the voice itself.

Shi Susu used to listen to He Ye's song with earphones plugged in beside the glass of the tired bus, but now Shi Susu is lying on the happy bed at home and listens to the live lossless version of He Ye's song without earphones.

He Yeji remembered the lyrics well, and sang the song from beginning to end.

With the mood of singing a lullaby, she sang a song, only to find that Master Rusu was more energetic, looking straight at herself.

He Ye's ears were burning in the dark, she pulled up the quilt and lay down again, her voice softened again: "... Are you satisfied?"

"Very satisfied." The teacher said with a chuckle.

"Do you like my song?"

"like."

"Then do you like me?"

He Ye made up her mind that if Shi Rusu said she didn't like it, then she would dislike him because she only loved voices and not people.

The atmosphere is so good tonight, even if you say something wrong, it doesn't matter.

He Ye had some mentally intoxicated thoughts.

"like very much."

Xiao Yezi has already asked about this, if she still doesn't understand what it means, is it still Shi Susu?

The teacher half propped up his body, and suddenly pulled the distance between him and the girl beside him.

She stretched out her hand and pinched He Ye's soft face. The force was very light and cherished. He Ye didn't feel any pain at all.

She could only hear the phrase "I like it very much".That sentence is completely different from the imaginary "I only like to hear you sing" or "Little Yezi is so cute, of course I like it", it is extremely decisive, "I like it very much".

He Ye wondered dreamily, could there be wine in the dishes Susu cooked tonight?Did I really get drunk to hear such an answer from my beloved goddess?

Master Susu put his hands on He Ye's neck, leaned over and approached slowly, their faces getting closer and closer.She saw Xiao Ye Zi's unbelievable eyes, her expression was tangled, surprise, anticipation, shyness, "Is it fake" and "Really?" were written on her face in turn.

This is the look of love, Shi Rusu knows.

The goddess is still young, but Shi Susu doesn't intend to let her go.

"Do you like me?"

The teacher's whisper is like the whisper of a sea monster, every pronunciation and every exhalation is temptation.

"Ah."

He Ye's voice was as thin as a gnat.

The teacher rustled and kissed it.In the dark of night, in my own soft and cramped bed.

It's too quiet.Master Susu thought, next time Goddess He Ye must speak loudly in her best voice.

This night, there is more than just the moon in Shisusu.

The author has something to say: look at the word count in this chapter, praise me!

Thank you for the landmines and nutrient solution, my dears, Meme Chirp!

This unit is coming to an end soon o(*￣︶￣*)o