The point of rebirth is full of skills to tease the goddess

“I also wanted to stand in front of people and sing.

I have also stood in front of people and sung. "

—— lotus leaf

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"Dad, when are you free, let's go home, let's meet and talk."

"No time? Are you free on weekends?"

"Then I'll find you."

"University is busy."

"My living expenses are enough, don't worry."

The teacher sighed and hung up the phone. This time she still couldn't persuade her stubborn father to stop working or change a job.Moreover, her father began to doubt her recent frequent contact.

After all, Shi Susu before the age of 19 was not close to his father, and even had resentment in his heart.

Shi Susu couldn't remember the exact time when the incident happened, so she could only try to persuade her as early as possible.

Now it seems that the effect is not good.

"Student, let's find out about the 'Starlight' Campus Singer Competition."

On the school road, the teacher nodded and took the leaflets from the students who were promoting them, and at the same time reluctantly put aside the troublesome persuasion work for the time being.

When it comes to singing, Shi Susu's first reaction is naturally He Ye.

On Singing's APP, the account of "Lotus Leaf" has been inactive for more than a month.

If it was in the past, Shi Susu, who silently followed the other party's dynamics, would spontaneously find reasons for her, such as busy work and high pressure in life, but now...

He Ye was by his side, and Shi Susu clearly knew that this month's exercise with him was the free time that He Ye had spared no effort to squeeze out.And I am afraid that there will be no more leisure time for recording songs.

Master's wake-up bell is still one of He Ye's songs.Now the song list dedicated to "Lotus Leaf" is a bit thin, and Shi Susu looks forward to hearing the singing of the future He Ye that she was familiar with.

In the past, she didn't have to come to the job of urging songs, and there were a lot of fans of the lotus leaf goddess eager to do it.

Now, should she go to remind her?Or... Ask her if she will participate in the "Starlight" singer contest that this campus provides a platform for?

the other side.

Both He Ye and Lin Xiaojia received flyers for the "Starlight" Campus Singer Contest.

"Little Yezi, are you going?" Lin Xiaojia asked.

"I……"

For He Ye, it was impossible not to be moved.She has such a voice, she likes to sing, and naturally wants to let more people hear her singing on a bigger platform.

She is still very confident in her voice.

It's just that I don't have confidence in my own courage.

When she realized that she was a fat kid in elementary school, she changed from a small star who loved to laugh and show off, to a cowardly girl with low self-esteem who would be stage fright even when she introduced herself on stage.

The singing competition he participated in when he was a child has always been a scene that cannot be reproduced, and He Ye never tried to sing in front of everyone again.

"I'm not going."

He Ye shook his head.

"Why don't you go? You sing so well!"

"I dare not go... I will be very nervous to sing to people, I must not be able to sing well."

"Go and try! You haven't even tried it, how do you know you can't sing well?"

Lin Xiaojia said bluntly.She is sincerely persuading, hoping that her roommate can shine in the campus singing competition.

"No way……"

He Ye still shook his head again and again.

Suddenly, the phone vibrated.

He Ye took a look, "1 contact sent 2 messages".

"Goddess Rusu: Leaf~"

"Goddess Susu: I know you love to sing, are you going to participate in the campus singer competition?"

When He Ye hesitated holding the phone, Shi Susu sent another message.

"Goddess Susu: I'm looking forward to it."

This time He Ye couldn't express his attitude so firmly.

Susu said looking forward to it, but she said no, as if brushing off Susu's kindness of anticipation.

In addition, it's not that I don't have no idea of ​​participating.

He Ye typed on WeChat: "I'm still considering..."

At this time, Lin Xiaojia came over and saw the chat box between He Ye and "Goddess Susu".Her eyes lit up, and she worked harder to whisper in He Ye's ear: "Little Ye Zi, you see, the goddess Susu is also looking forward to you! Go, go, how will you know if you don't try it? If you don't dare Your goddess and I are standing next to you to cheer you up. No matter how unproficient a song is, you won’t be out of tune if you practice it hundreds or thousands of times. And your singing skills are also good.”

He Ye became more and more shaken by what she said, struggling from morning to night, and finally gritted his teeth and signed up.

In the afternoon of a certain day, there was an audition for the preliminary round of the × University "Starlight" Campus Singer Contest.

Shi Susu stood on He Ye's left, and Lin Xiaojia stood on his right.

He Ye became more and more nervous as he got closer to the number on the field.

She cleared her throat, and the hoarse voice made her retreat involuntarily.

——Woke up this morning and found that I had a cold.

Although I have a cold, it doesn't affect my voice too much. Even if it is a little difficult, I can barely sing with a normal voice.So He Ye didn't care.

Unexpectedly, in the afternoon, the condition of her voice deteriorated rapidly, making her feel uneasy and anxious.

She said in a nasal voice: "Or... I'd better not go up."

Lin Xiaojia was surprised and said: "It's already here, Xiao Yezi, let's go. Isn't it still possible to sing at noon?"

He Ye said: "It is possible to sing, but I don't know now..."

Lin Xiaojia's face was very serious: "The opportunity is rare."

In the dormitory, she knew how many times He Ye had practiced this song and how well He Ye sang it, so if He Ye didn't come on stage, she would regret how much she would feel.

Yes, a rare opportunity...

Why doesn't He Ye know?

He Ye turned his eyes to Master Susu for help.

The teacher shook He Ye's hand and asked, "Is your throat uncomfortable?"

He Ye shook his head.It's just that he doesn't sound better than usual, but it doesn't hurt much.

Master Susu asked again: "Do you have any hope of standing up and singing by yourself?"

He Ye nodded.

"Don't be afraid. It's only half a song, Xiaojia and I are waiting for you here."

Master Susu's words seemed to have magical powers, which reassured He Ye.She clenched the master's hand tightly, as if she could draw the strength of stability and calmness from it.

"Contestant No. 23."

He Ye's number.

"come on!"

He Ye took the microphone from his classmate with trembling hands, and stood on the competition stage, his heart beating violently.

Her eyes swept over the teachers Susu and Lin Xiaojia in the audience, the judges' area, and the passers-by and students who were watching, but couldn't find the focus in confusion.

"Hi everyone, I'm... He Ye."

The voice is still hoarse and has not improved.

When the prelude sounded, He Ye closed his eyes, and the whole world was the sound of his own heartbeat.

When it was time to sing the first line, He Ye opened his mouth, but did not make a sound.

"Yes, sorry..."

He Ye stepped off the stage with red eyes.

The teacher under the stage frowned, exchanged a glance with Lin Xiaojia, got up together and walked quickly to the exit of the competition stage.

"What's up with her?"

"I don't know, it seems that the rhythm of the first sentence didn't keep up, and the voice sung later was too deep, not on the tune, and even sang broken notes..."

"Are you still here to sign up?"

"Emmm... There are no conditions for audition registration. There are all kinds of people who apply, so it's hard work for the judges."

He heard a lot of discussions on the short few steps. Lin Xiaojia was a straightforward person. When he saw He Ye, he asked anxiously: "What's the matter, little leaf? Why can't you sing?"

He Ye lowered his head and said, "I knew a long time ago that I can't do it..."

Shi Susu originally thought that she would have the opportunity to see He Ye singing well on stage to amaze everyone, but seeing her like this at this moment made her feel uncomfortable.

The teacher said to Lin Xiaojia: "Go back to your dormitory first." Then he put his arm around He Ye's shoulders and led her out.

"It's okay, it's okay. It's not that you can't do it, it's just that the cold has affected your performance."

"I can't sing well... If I can really sing, even if I can't sing the first line, I can continue to sing..."

"I really, really am not suitable for singing in front of others..."

He Ye's sense of shame has always been very strong. Because of her figure, she has a sensitive mind and is prone to self-blame.

At this time, his performance in the important game was abnormal, and he blamed all the bad things on himself.

Seeing her sad, Lin Xiaojia was at a loss.In the past, the way she comforted Xiao Yezi was to eat snacks with her.Thinking of this, Lin Xiaojia had an idea, and ran towards the canteen not far away.Before leaving, she said to Master Susu: "I'll go buy her an ice cream, Susu, you are waiting for me here."

Before Shi Susu could stop her, Lin Xiaojia went away.

She sighed and comforted the little goddess softly: "It's just a mistake, what is it? Even if you don't sing well, no one will blame you. There will be countless more embarrassing and powerless times in the future. I know, what you are going through now is just the slightest test."

"Also, you're not really powerless, it's not that you can't sing. Ye Zi, you sing super well. Believe in yourself."

"...Thank you Susu." He Ye whispered, "But... have you heard my song?"

It's not that I don't believe Susu's evaluation, it's just that... since we got along for so many days, Susu has never mentioned singing to me.

Due to shame, He Ye would not take the initiative to send his song to Shi Susu.Shi Susu didn't take the initiative to mention it, so she thought that Shi Susu didn't pay attention to her account on Singing.

At this moment, the sudden sentence "You sing super well", although it is very touching and consoling, it is also somewhat suspicious.

When Master Susu heard such a sentence, he couldn't laugh or cry.

She has been paying attention to Heye for more than ten years, how come she hasn't heard her song?

Shi Susu was about to explain, when her mobile phone rang suddenly.

"This kind of heart is wonderful for you

I am willing to throw away all cowardice and timidity

......"

It's completely different from He Ye's voice on the stage, which seemed to be squeezed out of his throat. The few short lines in the chorus are playful and light enough. If someone who hears it for the first time describes it, he has never heard it like this. With a clear and beautiful voice, she is a fairy among the flowers above the Heavenly Palace, her voice is like silver bells striking each other, washed away by clear springs.

She said "I like it", that is, the nine-day fairy descended to the mortal world, covering her veil and still making people feel the sweetness and shyness of her little daughter's home.

When He Ye heard the song, his eyes widened and he was stunned.

Rusu... Rusu... How could you use her song as the ringtone for your cell phone?

No, wasn't this song deleted very early?Why is there rustling there?

Many doubts and surprises came to mind, He Ye stared blankly at the teacher, forgetting the sadness for a while.

When Shi Susu saw the call from "Father" in the contact person, she paused and hesitated.

She looked at the phone, then at the ignorant Xiao Yezi, and finally hung up the phone after it rang for more than ten seconds.

"Xu Su, this ringtone..."

"Well, you sang very well."

The teacher rustled affirmatively.

"You once asked me if I had a boy I liked, and I said no."

"But I have someone I like very much."

"You...do you like ta very much?"

Xiao Yezi was about to cry again, her mood was ups and downs like a roller coaster.Is she falling in love again?

"Yes, I like her very much."

"...You, how long have you liked her?"

"For a long time."

Shi Susu clicked into the Singing app on his phone, and the account was automatically logged in.

Shi Susu showed He Ye his account follow information.She only followed one person.

When she clicked on the attention with the number 1, the screen jumped again——

The profile picture of the only account followed by people was a round green lotus leaf.