Reboot 1999 [Rebirth]

"Yan, I want to give myself to you!"

Yan Guangde's footsteps on the steps paused slightly, and he raised his head. Jin Yan was still smiling happily, holding the ring in his hand.The metal on the ring surface glowed cold white in the sunlight.

"Baby!"

Yan Guangde concealed the bitterness in his heart, walked over to Jin Yan and kissed him on the cheek.Then viciously took away his right earlobe. "I haven't proposed yet!"

Yan Guangde smiled deeply.

The deep smile leaked from his chest and shook Jin Yan.The two of them were so close, and the sun was pouring down on their heads, as if this was the first time the teenagers had met.

Jin Yan squinted his slender eyes, and looked at him frivolously and dissolutely.

Then Jin Yan leaned into Yan Guangde's arms, leaning his whole body weight on Yan Guangde's arms, and said with a light smile, "I miss Yan, you made a mistake!"

Yan Guangde raised his eyebrows, with a smile on his lips.

"Today, it's my son who proposes to you!" Jin Yan smiled more and more charmingly. "You forgot, the ring is in my hand, and I was the one who started the marriage!"

Yan Guangde laughed hoarsely: "Is it different who proposes to whom?"

"It's different!" Jin Yan smiled and showed his fangs. "The one who proposes is the husband. The one who proposes is the wife."

"You want me to be your wife?" Yan Guangde laughed dumbfounded, his eyebrows raised slightly.

Jin Yan leaned wantonly in Yan Guangde's arms, carefully caressing Yan Guangde's slightly cold skin in the summer light with his backhand.After a while, he said quietly, "My current body..."

Yan Guangde gradually stopped laughing.

"If I want to press you, I guess I just stopped moving." Jin Yan still had a sweet smile on his lips, and narrowed the corners of his slender eyes. "Since I'm destined to be suppressed by you, then, at least in terms of title, you let me!"

"...Baby!"

Yan Guangde only felt sourness between his lips and teeth, like swallowing a lot of freshly picked green plums by mistake, forcing tears to rush into his head.

"Yan, just let me go once, okay?"

"……it is good!"

Yan Guangde hugged Jin Yan tightly, and the two cuddled each other in the sunshine. For a while, neither of them wanted to speak.

The red roses on the iron fence are full of vitality and bloom in the sun.The air is filled with the aroma of the cafe not far away, and the almost indistinguishable fragrance of flowers from Ruoyou Ruowu.Jin Yan greedily took a few deep breaths.Soon, he couldn't even smell these scents anymore.

One of the characteristics of the decline of the functional body is the loss of the five senses of ordinary people.Sensation, fragrance, touch, the first thing he is losing is his voice.Many times when Yan Guangde kissed him and murmured love words, he could only smile.

Feign a sweet smile, or kiss the person back.

——This man who seems to be strong enough to drive a spaceship out of this planet.

He is like a mole hiding in a dark corner, he can only imagine that when spring comes next year, the swallow that flew away last year will come back and grab his heart in the wheat field.

Jin Yan thought, he is a mole, a black hole, and the hateful mud under the wheat field.And this man named Yan Guangde is the sunshine, the return of spring, and the swallow that spreads its wings and glides in the wheat field.

He is almost finished, but he still longs for the swallow that symbolizes spring in the dark.

The closer to death, the stronger this desire!Until I don't bother to hide it anymore.

"Yan, will you marry me?"

Yan Guangde couldn't hold back, and said with a smile, "Honey, the lines are wrong! Both of us are grooms!"

"Shh!"

Jin Yan put his index finger on Yan Guangde's lips, and said with a smile, "Yan, you are not good! It's settled, you will obey me in everything today! This is the first sentence, you are disobedient!"

Yan Guangde lowered his eyelashes, looking at the corpse-like pale finger that was close at hand.The pores gradually become blurred, and the blue and purple blood vessels are clearly defined under the skin.He was silent for a moment, then smiled with difficulty, "I am willing!"

"Good boy!"

As if rewarding him, Jin Yan moved his finger away and kissed Yan Guangde on the cheek. "Now ask the bride to take out another ring, and the two exchange rings!"

Yan Guangde took out another wedding ring of the same style from his left breast pocket, suddenly raised his eyebrows and smiled, and raised his hands in a gesture of hanging a white flag. "Honey, I'll just interject, that...you seem to have forgotten to say your oath!"

"No oath is needed," Jin Yan shrugged and smiled nonchalantly. "For thousands of years, people have sworn to the gods, and sworn between people, how many of them have kept it?"

Yan Guangde wanted to refute.

Jin Yan stared at him with a pair of blue eyes, tilted his head and smiled. "As long as I live, you will be my wife in name..."

"Not in name! Not just in name!"

Jin Yan didn't care. "In short, if my son is alive one day, you will be mine."

"Well, yours!"

The corners of Yan Guangde's lips turned up, and he kissed Jin Yan's small mouth affectionately, which was both loved and hated.During the kiss, Yan Guangde wrapped his hands behind Jin Yan's back, and slowly put the ring on Jin Yan's left ring finger.

He put it on very slowly, pushing it in almost millimeter by millimeter, solemnly as if he wished he could stretch the time longer, and then stirred it evenly with a rolling pin to spread it thin.Inch by inch, strand by strand, keep it precious and precious.

"Where do you want to have your wedding?"

"church."

Leaning in Yan Guangde's arms, Jin Yan sneered, and said, "Although the cross is lost, at least my nominal mother is a religious believer and a devout believer."

He lowered the corners of his slender eyes, and his smile was ironic for some reason.

Yan Guangde couldn't see him laughing like this, so he kissed him tightly.

**

The two walked into the apartment lingeringly. In the atmosphere filled with the scent of roses and lightly billowing white gauze curtains, Yan Guangde kissed Jin Yan on the cheek, hugged Jin Yan on his knees, and stroked his bony spine with his fingertips. .

"That's why Yan is a talented person," Jin Yan raised his slender eyebrows and long eyes, smiling brilliantly. "Is my marriage proposal successful?"

"Successful." Yan Guangde smiled dotingly. "Leave the wedding to me, or in a month?"

Yan Guangde subconsciously took out an old almanac from the drawer as he spoke.

"You still believe this?"

"I'm an antique! Marriage is a major event in life, and you have to pick an auspicious day."

He never got married in his previous life.Whether the ancient custom really had an effect, his father died shortly after he was in the village.Later, his engagement with Julie was never formally dissolved, forgot to do so, or simply because they did not want to see each other again.

Until 2017 ...

In those long 16 years, whenever a new suitor appeared, Julie dismissed it with the reason of "I have a fiance".

And Yan Guangde?

At that time, Yan Guangde looked around in a panic, looking around the world for Jin Yan's whereabouts like crazy, and he didn't care at all.

Now that I think about it, this is probably God's punishment for him!He treats weddings and funerals too casually.The most important thing in life, he is so trifling, and God can't see it, so he took Jin Yan away.

The three people who were entangled in 2001 in the previous life were not good afterward.Love and hate withered, there is no way back.

"The first day of next month, right? Ji Chou Day of Yiyou month is a good day for marriage. Let's go to the nearby Santa Maria Church."

"Okay, I'll listen to you!"

Jin Yan wanted to raise his hand to caress Yan Guangde's silver-gray eyes that rarely smiled, but his fingers trembled.He immediately retracted his pale fingers behind his back, not wanting Yan Guangde to find out that his fingers were convulsed, and he couldn't even hold a knife and fork to cut a cake.

The wedding ring was clenched in his fist, and it was cold to the touch.

**

After all, Yan Guangde still sent a message to his parents in the remote village under the snow-capped mountains of Huaguo.

The phone beeped for a long time on the other end, and the empty ring echoed, and was finally picked up by the owner of the only grocery store in the village who had a public phone.

"Hey?"

"It's me, Xiaode!" Yan Guangde said indifferently and distantly, "Can you help me turn to my mother?"

"Oh, wait a minute!"

The phone was put down, and there was a messy sound of electricity on the receiver, it was so quiet, it seemed that even the wind under the snow-capped mountains was carried through the phone line.

Yan Guangde was silent for a long time, and finally made it clear to Ah Mu, who ran over happily on the other end of the phone, that he was getting married.

Amu was very surprised, repeatedly asked who was that girl, why hadn't seen her before, and asked Yan Guangde how the past two years were going.

Eminem thought he was still in Jibei City, but he didn't know that he had already traveled to a foreign country and embraced a same-sex lover in Rome.

Yan Guangde waited for Eminem to finish speaking, then calmly directed. "Em, pick up the phone, keep your voice down, and don't talk to anyone."

His Eminem tensed up too. "What's the matter?"

"I'm getting married, and I'm going to marry a man. I love him very much. Eminem, even if you don't agree, I hope to be blessed by you and my father."

There was a long gasp on the other end of the phone, and then Eminem finally couldn't hold it back, and cried aloud.

"What will you do in the future?" Eminem's voice was mixed with broken crying. "Then there will be no children! Then when you get old, who will take care of you? Xiaode, do you understand?"

"I think very clearly and clearly."

Yan Guangde felt sour in his heart.In his past and present lives, he never had the opportunity to confess to Eminem that the person he loves is a man.

In his previous life, not long after his father passed away, his mother also passed away.He was completely orphaned.No hometown, no home.

He wanted to make up for all the mistakes he made in the previous life.

"Em, I will bring him to my hometown after marriage. You just know."

"Then your father?"

"If Dad is in good spirits, just talk to him."

At the end of the phone call, there was only Yan Guangde's long silence and E'Mu's intermittent crying.

Eminem finally said, "Xiao De, as long as you are happy. We only hope that you can live happily for the rest of your life."

"I am very happy!"

Yan Guangde lowered his eyelids, and out of the corner of his eye, he caught sight of Jin Yan's gray slippers on the door of the bedroom, and said with a faint smile, "I'm more happy than ever before."