Pregnant grandson of first love

During the few days when he lost contact with Yun Qing, Qin Geyan almost counted the time. He never felt before that every second now is particularly difficult.

In fact, Yun Qing didn't mean to snub Qin Geyan on purpose. In his eyes, Qin Geyan is one of his many friends. When he is free, he can come out to sit, chat and drink coffee. When he is busy, he can go about his own life In life, there is no need to watch the phone every day and wait for the other party's reply. The conversation is endless. If you keep chatting, you don't have to work at all.

During this period, Yunqing Company took on two major projects, and he was so busy every day that he slept directly in the company for the last two days. Under such circumstances, he naturally ignored Qin Geyan, and the last time he When we met, Qin Geyan told him that the end of the term was coming soon, and the courses arranged by the school were a little tight. Yun Qing, remembering this sentence, intentionally reduced the number of times to find Qin Geyan, and wanted to leave him enough time to prepare for the final project.

However, Qin Geyan had a completely different idea about the same thing.

Sheng Yang sat across from Qin Geyan with his arms crossed, he couldn't laugh or cry as he looked at Qin Geyan who was sitting upright, and asked in an elder's tone, "When was the last time you met?"

Qin Geyan said without even thinking about it: "Last Wednesday, at four o'clock in the afternoon, we sat in the coffee shop for half an hour, then went to see a movie, had dinner in the mall, and then went home " At the end, Qin Geyan added nervously, "By the way, he chose the movie. It's a war movie called "Dunkirk". Do you think it's meaningful?"

"It's just an ordinary war movie, meaningless, maybe she likes to watch this type of movie." Sheng Yang replied while rolling his eyes in his heart, saying that people who fall in love are blind, today he I have seen it, even Qin Geyan, the cold male god, could not resist the magic of love. After clearing his thoughts, Sheng Yang asked again, "Isn't it more than a week since last Wednesday? Did you contact me later?"

Qin Geyan became depressed: "It's not really a chat, he seems to be very busy, every time I send him a message, I have to wait for a few hours before replying to me." And Yun Qing didn't seem to want to chat with him anymore, When he was racking his brains to find topics, Yun Qing kept persuading him to study more and prepare for the end of next month.

Sheng Yang guessed: "What if she is really busy? You also said that she is a social person who has been working for several years. There must be times when she is so busy that she doesn't even have time to eat."

Obviously this reason can't impress Qin Geyan, his face was sullen, his eyes became more gloomy, and he rushed towards his face as if to drown Sheng Yang. For the sake of a happy life in the dormitory in the future, Sheng Yang Yang quickly used his brain to help Qin Geyan: "If you are a boy, take the initiative. If she doesn't contact you, you can contact her. When love doesn't take the initiative to knock on the door, all we can do is run up and catch it , otherwise you will cry when the person you like is taken away by others."

Only then did Qin Geyan realize that Sheng Yang seemed to have misunderstood something, and explained calmly: "He is not someone I like, we are just friends, and he is a man."

"..." Sheng Yang heard the sound of his own three-view shattered in a trance, and it took him a while to pick up his chin that fell on the ground, and slapped his thigh, "Since they are all men, it will be easier to solve, you just call him Wouldn’t it be enough to just call him and ask him out for dinner tonight? Are there any grievances that cannot be resolved with two glasses of wine?”

The solution is a good solution, but it's a pity that Qin Geyan didn't have the guts to take the initiative to contact Yun Qing. He had approached him many times, and every time Yun Qing used other things to end the topic. Qin Geyan was afraid that if he contacted Yun Qing too many times, he would The other party was bored, and Sheng Yang couldn't understand the mentality of Qin Geyan's little daughter's family. If everyone is a man, they should meet up for a few drinks. All old and new grudges should be wiped out. How can someone be as careful as Qin Geyan? The same as the Huaichun girl of my sweetheart?

Or does Qin Geyan like that man?This idea jumped out of Sheng Yang's mind and was quickly rejected by him.

Usually, Qin Geyan's words and deeds don't look homosexual at all, and he has never been interested in a certain man.

Asking Sheng Yang for help all afternoon, he didn't find out why. Qin Geyan was very disappointed. He didn't even have the mood to eat dinner. After taking a shower, he lay on the bed early to enjoy the lonely and empty life alone. This is not the first time he has read Yun Qing's Moments, but it is the first time he has such a sad realization - it turns out that Yun Qing has always had someone he likes.

Yunqing’s circle of friends has everything. In the daily life of the company and subordinates, attending friends’ gatherings, traveling and adventures, etc., there are occasionally some insights mixed in, some from work, and some from life. , the remaining ones that appear more frequently are the perception of love. He likes to extract some famous quotes from writers, expressing his thoughts and admiration for a certain person, and the last few sentences still vaguely express his regret Fall in love with that person.

The more Qin Geyan looked at it, the more he collapsed. The words Yun Qing posted in Moments were like needles piercing his heart. He was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and he managed to calm himself down after covering him under the quilt for a long time.

When refreshing Yun Qing's circle of friends again, Qin Geyan saw that there was an additional message under the love to dust mood, which was left by Yun Qing himself - don't think too much, just send it out of feeling.Followed by a nose-picking emoji.

Seeing these words, Qin Geyan was like a thousand arrows piercing through his heart, and his hand holding the phone trembled with anger. How much he wanted to get in front of Yun Qing through his phone at this moment, and ask him why he wanted to post this kind of Moments?

Why don't you love yourself so much...

Why do you have to love others in such a humble way...

Didn't it mean that he already regretted falling in love with that person?He can turn around and love others, as long as he turns around, he will find someone who loves him more standing behind him...

Thousands of words turned into a ball of cotton and stuck in Qin Geyan's throat. How much he wanted to tell Yun Qing what was in his heart, but he was afraid of scaring Yun Qing, and he didn't understand the reason for his state of mind , Qin Geyan thought that he regarded Yun Qing as a friend and an elder, but it turned out that he wanted more than that.

It would be great if he had the ability to read other people's memories, then he must go and see who Yun Qing fell in love with. He is too curious about what that lucky one looks like, what kind of personality he has, and why he can be picked by Yun Qing. so lovingly in love.

Thinking wildly in the middle of the night, Qin Geyan finally couldn't hold back and sent Yun Qing a WeChat message - [Brother Qing, are you asleep? 】

I thought I would have to wait for a long time like the previous few times, but I didn't expect Yun Qing to reply in seconds this time——【在】

Qin Geyan, who saw the news, stared at the phone screen for a long time, until he was sure that Yun Qing had replied the message. The indescribable sense of joy permeated from the bottom of his heart. His heart was itchy, and he was overwhelmed with joy. Even the sadness after watching Yun Qing's circle of friends just now disappeared without a trace.

There was a reminder that the other party was typing. Qin Geyan anxiously waited for the other party's words. After waiting for half a minute, a few words that were being typed turned into Yun Qing's name, but he still didn't send the string of messages.

【Brother Qing, what do you want to say? 】

Soon, Yun Qing replied - [You haven't slept so late?Can I help you? 】

[Hmm...can't sleep...] Qin Geyan was lying on his side, typing out these words quickly with his slender fingers. The lights in the dormitory had been turned off, and the faint blue light from his phone shone on his face. He stared at it very seriously. cell phone.

Yun Qing typed for a long time before replying to the message—[It's already two o'clock in the morning, you should go to bed quickly and prepare for your final homework. We can find a nearby place for a walk when you're on vacation. 】

Qin Geyan savored these words carefully, his heart beat violently uncontrollably, his cheeks seemed to be on fire, and he even started to fantasize about traveling alone with Yun Qing involuntarily.

【And you?Why don't you sleep yet? 】Qin Geyan asked.

[Can't sleep. 】Yun Qing said concisely.

[Why...] Thinking of Yun Qingfa's circle of friends this afternoon, Qin Geyan's hot heart seemed to have been poured with cold water, cooling down at a speed visible to the naked eye, and his typing speed became much slower. [I saw the circle of friends you posted today, if you don't mind, you can tell me, I'm happy to be your audience. 】

After the message was sent, there was no movement from Yunqing for a long time, not even a reminder that it was typing.

Qin Geyan stared at the phone screen and waited. He suddenly panicked. He was too impatient. He knew that Yun Qing liked that person so much and still asked questions like this. What if his words touched Yun Qing's most sensitive heart? Where is it?If Yun Qing ignores him because of this, then he will regret until his stomach turns green.

[Sorry, Brother Qing, I shouldn't have asked that question. 】

[Brother Qing, where are you? 】

[Brother Qing, I take back what I just said, don't be angry, okay? 】

After sending out many messages without receiving a reply, Qin Geyan became anxious like an ant on a hot pot. He got up from the bed in a hurry, turned on the bedside lamp, and dialed Yun Qing's mobile phone number while getting dressed. He could no longer be passive If this continues, sooner or later he will be tormented by his own imagination and go crazy.

Sheng Yang who was sleeping on the opposite bed was awakened by Qin Geyan's movement, and opened his eyes in a daze to look over: "Qin Geyan, what are you doing at night?"

"I'm going to find him." Qin Geyan had already dressed, picked up the key and was about to go out.

Sheng Yang woke up from the fright, and quickly lifted the quilt to get up to stop Qin Geyan: "What are you doing? Do you know what time it is now? If you don't sleep, people will sleep."

"He didn't sleep." Qin Geyan's eyes were terribly red, and his face was full of paranoia, "He was replying to my message just now, but now he ignores me."

"Maybe he fell asleep by accident? What does he think of you rushing over so recklessly now? If he really just fell asleep, wouldn't your behavior of waking others up be very annoying?" Sheng Yang comforted him naggingly, he hugged Qin Geyan desperately and never let go, impulsiveness is the devil, as a friend, he must let Qin Geyan calm down at this time.

After some reassurance from Sheng Yang, Qin Geyan finally calmed down. At the same time, the phone that was not connected was automatically hung up.

Sheng Yang glanced at the phone and said helplessly, "Trust me, he's just asleep."

Even though he said so, Qin Geyan still couldn't let go of it. He lay on the bed and couldn't fall asleep for a long time. He simply sat at the desk and waited for news from Yun Qing. After Qin Geyan made such a fuss, Sheng Yang also fell asleep. When he couldn't sleep, he got up, dressed and waited with Qin Geyan, and played games all night by the way.

At one o'clock in the afternoon of the next day, Qin Geyan waited for a call from Yun Qing.

Yun Qing laughed brightly on the phone, and said in an apologetic tone: "Xiao Yan is so sorry, I was too sleepy after drinking some wine last night, and I accidentally fell asleep while chatting with you, and I fell asleep until just now. stand up."

"Brother Qing, are you not angry with me?" Qin Geyan said in a low voice.

Yun Qing was confused: "Why should I be angry with you?"

Qin Geyan was a little aggrieved, like a child being reprimanded by an adult: "Last night I got hotheaded and asked about your circle of friends. I know you definitely don't want anyone to ask about those things, but I just don't want you not to ask about it for some unreasonable things." The one who loves you is so sad, there are still many things in this world worthy of your happiness, and there are many people who love you."

After he paused for two seconds, Qin Geyan said again: "I'm sorry Brother Qing, I shouldn't talk too much."

There was silence for a long time. Just when Qin Geyan's heart was about to cool down, he suddenly heard Yun Qing's laughter sounded again. He seemed to have heard a joke, and the laugh was exaggerated. Then he gradually calmed down and said: "I said what are you thinking about in your little head all day long? I just wrote that sentence in the circle of friends casually, and it has no special meaning."

Qin Geyan didn't believe it and didn't speak.

"Okay..." Yun Qing guessed that Qin Geyan would not believe it, and coughed twice, "To be honest, that sentence was my ex's favorite sentence in front of me. I drank yesterday and thought about the past , I just posted it out of feeling, I posted it in Moments because I just thought that what he said was disgusting, saying one thing and doing another."

Qin Geyan opened his eyes wide in surprise. At this moment, he felt his heart beating again. He asked softly, "Then do you still love her?"

"I don't love him, I haven't loved him for a long time." Yun Qing replied very simply, "If I still love him, I wouldn't choose to break up with him."

As Qin Geyan's friend and roommate, Sheng Yang often noticed Qin Geyan's mood at the first time.

For example, some time ago, Qin Geyan was troubled by feelings like a walking dead. After Sheng Yang found out, he took the initiative to help him solve problems and analyze the meaning of the person's words. Although his actions were useless in the end, it was enough to satisfy Sheng Yang. Vanity, after all, not everyone is capable enough to serve as a military adviser to a school-level top student.

Therefore, when Qin Geyan recovered from the state of "broken love", Sheng Yang was also the first to find out.

It is not an exaggeration to describe Qin Geyan as sunny and bright. Sheng Yang was amazed by his changes. He seemed to be much kinder to Fan Ying, who was chasing and pestering him so much that Fan Ying once thought that Qin Ge Was Yan being possessed by a ghost? It is Qin Geyan's normal state to treat her coldly.

Time passed quickly. After the end of the term, a classmate in Qin Geyan's class booked a restaurant for a party and invited thirty or forty people to attend. Qin Geyan and Sheng Yang were both on the invitation list.

During this time, Qin Geyan was in a good mood. It was rare that he accepted the invitation of his classmates to have a party with everyone. There was an endless stream of boys and girls who came to chat up Qin Geyan, but Qin Geyan rejected them all on the excuse of having a girlfriend. Sheng Yang, who had always wanted to have an affair in these places but couldn't get it, looked red-eyed.

"You guys are too ignorant, the girl just now is so beautiful, even if you don't like hooking up with me, you can let me do it." Sheng Yang looked angrily at the beautiful girl's lost back.

Qin Geyan drank the wine in the glass, put the empty glass on the bar, raised his eyebrows and said: "If you like it, you can chase after it yourself, I'm not your springboard."

Shocked, Sheng Yang called out Qin Geyan's disloyalty. Qin Geyan was trapped by love that night, and he played games with Sheng Yang all night to accompany him, but now Qin Geyan turned his face and refused to recognize anyone.

After being angry for a while, Sheng Yang suddenly remembered something, winked and pushed Qin Geyan a few times: "I said...do you like that man?"

"What do you like or not?" Qin Geyan frowned, and drank another glass of wine, "He and I are friends."

Sheng Yang curled his lips, thinking that ghosts believe your words, and said: "Don't deceive yourself, how can any friend do this? He only responded to your message a little later, so you are so anxious Look, this is clearly something that couples do, okay?"

Qin Geyan glanced coldly at Sheng Yang, who was sure that he had discovered the truth. It was the look in the eyes of an idiot. As the saying goes, don't argue with fools. He decided to stay away from Sheng Yang—as for the specific reason, it may be because of fear. After Sheng Yang dug out the facts that he didn't want to admit, Qin Geyan was very confused.

At eleven o'clock at night, no one left the party, and a group of people danced wildly on the dance floor and roared to play all night.

Qin Geyan was already a little drunk, and his footsteps were ethereal when he walked. He leaned drowsily on the corner of the sofa, looking at the chaotic crowd in front of him, but Yun Qing's cold face suddenly appeared in his mind, and he suddenly wanted to see Yun Qing, I really want to, I wish I could turn into a wild goose and fly in front of Yun Qing.

The desire in his heart drove Qin Geyan to take unrealistic actions. He didn't realize when he took out his mobile phone and dialed Yun Qing's number. Face.

"Drunk?" Yun Qing bent over to look at him, and even waved his hand in front of him.

"Brother Qing..." Qin Geyan murmured, his mouth was full of alcohol, he knew he was drunk, but the hallucination he had was too clear, Yun Qing in front of him seemed real.

"Hey Xiaoyan, how about I take you back to school? Or stay at my place for a night." In the noisy background, Yun Qing leaned into Qin Geyan's ear and said, he didn't like this kind of occasion very much, his tone Zhongdu said with disgust, "It's too messy here, it's not safe for you to sleep here alone."

"Brother Qing." Qin Geyan looked at Yun Qing intently. At this moment, he seemed to be only calling Yun Qing's name. He didn't know if alcohol had paralyzed his brain. He touched Yun Qing's head, closed his eyes and kissed him.

It's all an illusion anyway.