start sleeping

After the matter was finished, Leng Rui didn't intend to relax.

The immature laughter of children came from far outside the window. I don't know which neighbor brought the child back from playing.The sunlight pierced through the clean air and cast obliquely on the floor in front of the living room window, shining like daisies.

Things happened too fast and too much these past few days, far from their usual leisurely pace, and it took time to digest.

If it's something else, Leng Rui doesn't want to force the little guy, just let the flow take its course and write off the chapter.But in the current situation, we can no longer lie to ourselves.Both of them need an undisguised understanding.

"Xuanxuan, first of all, I want to apologize to you. I shouldn't put you in such a dangerous situation because of a moment of enthusiasm." When Leng Rui was serious, his aura was actually very compelling.With a height of 1.9 meters and a handsome but slightly inhuman expression, no matter how you look at it, it makes people feel intimidated and the liver trembles.

At this moment, Xiao Wei is like this, swallowing his saliva in fear and fascination: "I don't blame you, it's my fault..."

"What's wrong?" Leng Rui followed up, looking at Wei Hongxuan's eyes without blinking, waiting for the answer.

Wei Hongxuan didn't expect his questioning, and he was dumb for a few seconds: "You are spoiled... I know, ahem, you are not what I said, but you were so angry at that time... You didn't say a few words Coax me nicely, if I can't get off the stage for a while, I just want to let you hang out for a few days before I talk..."

Leng Rui shook his head helplessly, refused to play Tai Chi with him, and said sincerely: "I like you, seriously. I never put you in a casual relationship. I have never said it. The first is that I don't know how you Consider our relationship. After all, you are still young, and you have infinite wonderful possibilities. I am boring, and I can see an unchanging life. I asked you before, and you are still thinking about returning to China. Second, I want you to slowly Awareness and understanding, knowing my feelings for you, let it happen naturally. Xuanxuan, let me tell you now, if it wasn’t for your proposal that I made up my mind at the beginning, I would not touch you, really. You think it’s a gun-friend, I think it's love."

Wei Hongxuan felt his face was on fire, such a thick skin could not withstand these silly words.She lowered her head and picked her fingers like a little daughter-in-law: "I, I... I used to be an MB, and I had a nurturing relationship with your best buddy Duan Xiaohui, such a disgusting past... I thought, I thought, you were with someone else You can't look down on me either..."

"How dull are you?" Leng Rui shook his head, and rubbed the boy's soft hair with his big warm hands: "I can't tell if it's a liking or a purely physical relationship? You're stupid. Let's go out and play. Strangers can see our relationship as lovers, but you can't. What about your eyes and ears? Why do you take it for granted? Besides, liking is liking, why are there so many conditions and haggling?"

Wei Hongxuan let out a silly oh, shook his head and rubbed against the man's palm, like a kitten seeking favor: "I just couldn't help it that afternoon, and slipped away half an hour early to come back to look for you shamelessly... …Brother Rui, I don’t want to leave you, just thinking about it is very painful. Knowing about your family situation from Tony Deng, knowing that you have a fiancée, knowing that you are forced to not have a family and have children, I feel very uncomfortable. I At first I thought you should like me and be so kind to me. But after knowing this, I don’t think so. It may be that you are kind and kind, and you can’t bear to let me know the truth, and you have nothing to do with my stalking, so you , is the one who treats me so well...I think you can tell...I like you...but you are not really gay...hey, I don't know what I said incoherently..."

"I understand." Leng Rui hugged Wei Hongxuan over like a child, and stroked the top of his head with his chin: "I am eager for success, too greedy, and want your trust. I won't do it in the future. Xuanxuan, I didn't hide what you meant about the things in my family, it's just that the mess—"

Wei Hongxuan covered the man's mouth: "I don't want to know anymore, really, you are enough for me. From now on," the young man kissed the man through the back of his hand, not too nasty: "In the future, we two You are my family, I am your family."

"When you finish your studies and graduate, if you want to go back to China, we will go back together." Leng Rui suddenly threw a heavy weight: "We will not separate."

This kind of accommodating and consideration for the other party made Wei Hongxuan extremely surprised and moved: "But, but didn't you say you won't go back? I don't want you to face those bad things... It's okay, the United States is also very good, let's go Just stay here..."

Smiling coldly, a sharp look flashed between his brows: "It's not that I can't compete, but I disdain to compete. Those dirty relationships are boring. You have to trust your man," Mr. Leng said in a low tone, slowly: " What I want, there is nothing I can't get."

The child straightened his eyes: "Brother Rui is so domineering, for some reason, he feels like he's going crazy..."

"So lazy, my mother was heartbroken by that person again, and she was buried here after she passed away, so I don't want to go back, no matter how ugly they say. It doesn't matter, I live my life by myself. Even over there in Beijing Little things have been going on all the time. Miss Ding was hit, and the child was gone. Business was blocked, customers broke contracts, and the company went bankrupt. I don’t want to go back, not to endure humiliation, but because I really feel boring.” Leng Rui hasn’t said so much for a long time, Saying everything at this moment seems to be nothing, a normal feeling: "Until you are brought back to Beijing by Tong Gang. I don't think this is okay, I have to protect you no matter what. A person can live by himself, but I don't care. You can't let others hurt you, no one can. This can't rely on fists, so my lazy days are over. From now on, no matter if it's New York, Beijing, or City A, you won't be afraid to go anywhere. With your husband covering you, you can go sideways Walk."

Wei Hongxuan turned into a little fool, with his mouth slightly open, unable to say anything.His whole body was like sifting chaff, he was as excited as a malaria patient, and big teardrops were falling down.

Leng Rui felt distressed, and kissed the boy's brow: "Why are you crying, I promised to accompany you back to the country, shouldn't you be happy?"

Wei Hongxuan choked with sobs, plunged his head into his arms, and hugged the man's waist tightly: "I am, I am just happy... Woooo... It turns out that no one likes me... I feel that I am so happy to be alone..." I'm going to die alone...but Brother Rui likes me...Brother Rui wants me...Wow, I'm so happy..." This world is so big and so vast, and wherever you go, you see what you see, no matter how much you see Maybe not as good as a heart-warming you.

The child cried and trembled all over, all the sadness and low self-esteem, and at this moment, he let it out, he couldn't control himself, and spoke in a nonsensical manner: "I will... I will trust you absolutely... Brother Rui, let's not go back... I am willing to be here, to accompany you." With you, you stay with your mother... New York is not bad too... Hate Beijing, there are big perverts in Beijing, and people who hurt Brother Rui... If you don't go back to China, the big rural America, Brother Rui is the only one who is stupid, go back... go back There are many temptations, those goblins are too bad, they have too many tricks, I'm afraid... Brother Rui won't be able to tie his belt..."

Leng Rui listened angrily and funny, wanted to do it but was reluctant: "You have no confidence in me?"

"Hi..." Student Wei hiccupped, raised his eyes red, like a bunny: "I have confidence in Brother Rui, but I... have no confidence in myself..."

With such nonsense from him, I can't say anything serious.Leng Rui lightly flicked the boy's mind: "Okay, don't cry, today you are celebrating the holiday, Leng father will cook something delicious for you."

The boy followed the man step by step, tugging at the corner of the other's clothes and chattering: "I want to eat dumplings, hiccup, stuffed with celery, chili and pork... hiccup, I want cumin powder..."

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After explaining the matter clearly, Mr. Leng made a new three chapters of the agreement.

First, no matter how angry you are, you are not allowed to run away from home and refuse to communicate.

Second, don't hide anything and trust each other.

Third, don't look into the past and be loyal in the future.

Regarding the third point, Leng Rui didn't explain, let alone mention the ring.Wei Hongxuan vaguely felt that this was a matter of a lifetime, but he was ashamed to ask it out loud.This time I didn't mean low self-esteem or distrust, but I was simply embarrassed to ask.

When the snow is clear and the sun is clear, the two of them are as good as sugar people, like glue.

Rao Leng Rui is not the kind of man who can talk and talk, but he has never been afraid to express his love with actions——

Men, loving people is not just talking about it with your mouth.What's more, he is still a little guy who is more than one round younger than himself.

It was already dark, and thousands of lights were on.

Twelve dumplings made the day before, and a serving of two hundred grams of sirloin, served with petite sirah dry red.Wei Hongxuan was fed up, lying on his back on the sofa with his head sideways humming.

The hard-working Mr. Leng first turned on the TV, tuned to the talk show they both liked to watch, and threw down the remote control to grind the little guy's ears.Then I obediently went back to the kitchen to wash the dishes and clean up my things.

Nothing has changed in the house.The circular fabric sofa, the light brown carpet in front of the sofa, the place where Leng Rui often sits is pressed flat, it looks a bit old and not old.The cups of the two people on the coffee table are lined up side by side. The cold one is a square, simple, dark blue ceramic cup, and the one by Wei Hongxuan is a bold red straight cup bought at Starbucks, with embossed patterns on it. picture of.Everything is so simple and plain, but it is unprecedented, the feeling at this moment is so warm and at ease, no longer the kind of uneasy feeling of floating in fear and not relying on everywhere.

Leaving for three days, the days seem like years.After all, he hadn't returned for three years.

Wei Hongxuan raised one leg sideways, and lazily supported his head to change channels.

I didn't know what to watch, so I just turned around aimlessly.

Turning around, suddenly turning to CCTV-4, which is broadcasting a news program.

Student Wei, who had been slacking off into mud all of a sudden, suddenly heard a name, jumped up and sat up straight, and concentrated [-]% on watching the news.

"...Minister, the excellent Communist Party member Comrade XXX unfortunately passed away at Beijing Tiantan Hospital at 4:12 am yesterday at the age of 73. Comrade XXX..."

Wei Hongxuan was so shocked that he couldn't hear anything. He only saw the camera sweeping the mourning hall covered with the national flag from a distance, and then the leaders of many countries who came to express their condolences, all of whom were well-known figures on the news broadcast.

Slowly thinking of the person who might hurt more, he turned his head quickly——

I haven't decided whether to change the channel quickly or pretend to be nonchalant and turn off the TV and drag him back to the room to rest. As far as I can see, the tall and handsome figure of the man has already stood at the door of the kitchen.It was the place where the lights of the dining room and the kitchen met, and it was a little dim, so that the other party's expression could not be seen clearly.

Uncomfortable to the turbulent tide.Without even thinking about it, Wei Hongxuan jumped off the sofa, forgot to put on his shoes, ran over, and hugged Leng Rui without hesitation, holding him tightly.

I feel sorry for him.

The man didn't speak, and his big warm hand stroked the back of his head, like pampering him every time.

Those words were squeezed and squeezed, and blurted out: "Brother Rui, don't be sad, I am here. I am always here, and you can't drive away... From now on, I will laugh with you when you are happy, and cry with you when you are sad. If you are stressed, I will drink with you. If you don’t want to talk, I won’t talk. I will stand by the side and walk with you. I will take care of you when you are old. I will train my body well. Let’s climb Mount Everest and go to West Lake together. Go boating, go skiing in Northeast China, go to Xinjiang to eat cantaloupe. I can’t have a baby if you want, but we can find a surrogate.

So much to say.

Leng Rui wanted to tell him that he was not sad and that he was fine.That man just provided a seed irresponsibly. After so many years of ignoring him, he no longer considers him his father.

But under the strong embrace of the frail young man, miraculously, his body showed signs of trembling.As if those strong and hard men were all illusions, the real man was actually vulnerable to a single blow, and could be shattered with a light finger, turning into dust and scattered all over the ground.

Leng Rui took a deep breath, one mouthful after another, before lowering his head for a while, with a little dependence and indulgence, he pressed against Wei Hongxuan's forehead, and opened his mouth hoarsely, without saying anything.

"it is good."