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"Ryan, are you okay?" Tony Deng parked the car at the intersection, waiting for the red light: "You are still young, and many things can't be imagined how complicated—"

Wei Hongxuan was upset and irritable: "Can you shut up and let me be quiet for a while?"

The corners of Tony Deng's eyes twitched, and finally he smiled good-temperedly, and stretched out his hand for an OK gesture.

The red light turned green, and the man restarted the car and walked forward.

The car stopped at the corner of the intersection where Wei Hongxuan was picked up last time. Just as the boy was about to get out of the car after unfastening his seat belt, Tony Deng reached out and grabbed his wrist with a sincere expression: "Ryan, can I say a few last words?" ?”

Seeing Wei Hongxuan's uneasy but acquiescing expression, Tony Deng breathed a sigh of relief: "Think carefully, and give me an answer in three days, please? I really like you, Ryan. We are People of the same kind, I will treat you well, really."

Wei Hongxuan curled his lips mockingly: "The same kind of people? Two wives and one male partner? Mr. Deng, we are not the same kind of people."

Tony Dunn's expression was a bit painful, and his voice was lower: "William told you? Yes, yes, this is my past, which cannot be changed. But Ryan, the Chinese also said that knowing the mistakes can make a big difference. I experienced Only then will you know what is most important.”

Not wanting to listen to his nagging, Wei Hongxuan just felt that he had a terrible headache at the moment, and wanted to find a place to be quiet: "I don't want to hear this now, goodbye."

"One more thing," Tony Deng retracted his fingers, holding Wei Hongxuan's wrist with a faint pain: "About the person who kidnapped you last time, please pay attention during this time. Or, you should let William know, do Some comprehensive protective measures."

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Leng Rui went out today, and it was a little late to get home after finishing the work, and the sky was already dark.

Thinking of the little guy at home, the corner of the man's mouth couldn't help but twitch slightly, the joy came naturally.

But when he opened the door of the villa, the expected warm lights and the aroma of the food did not exist, and the house was deserted, just like what he had faced countless times.

He took out his phone to check the time, it was almost seven o'clock.The screen was clean, without any late text messages or missed calls from the other party.

When the phone was dialed, the notification sound was cold and the phone was turned off.Leng Rui was a little uneasy, and he didn't know when he had this kind of concern. It seems that the state of being alone and indifferent to everything has disappeared for a long time.

After changing into slippers, Leng Rui went upstairs to change into home clothes.When passing by Wei Hongxuan's room, almost intuitively, Leng Rui stretched out his hand and unscrewed the closed door——

The room was dark and the curtains were drawn.In the middle of the big bed, under the messy thin quilt, there is a circular bulge.

"Xuanxuan?" Leng Rui reached out and pressed the headlight in the room, walked over a few steps, and sat on the edge of the bed and lifted the quilt: "What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

The boy didn't know if he fell asleep, but when he was stabbed by the light, he subconsciously raised his hand to cover his eyes.

The temperature of the forehead under the palm was normal, and there was no sign of fever.Leng Rui was a little relieved: "I thought you didn't come back. Are you hungry? I'll cook. What do you want to eat? Go to bed early after eating."

"What do you think I am?" Leng Buwei Hong Xuan asked without thinking.

"What's wrong?" Leng Rui was a little confused: "What happened?"

"What do you think I am?" Wei Hongxuan insisted stubbornly, his opened eyes were reddish, as if he hadn't rested well, and also seemed to have cried: "A gadget to pass the time?"

The young man pursed his pink lips, and snorted: "Oh, almost, they are friends with sex, and they only go to bed to solve their needs."

Leng Rui's heart tightened, and he was inexplicably weird: "Why do you say that. No."

"What is that?" Wei Hongxuan has never been so hot in pursuit: "Send it to your door to play? If you don't play, you don't want to play?"

"I never thought about it that way...then you," the man pursed his lips, and said slowly, "what do you think I am?"

The young man was suffocated by the question, and sat up, with a stubborn and self-willed expression: "Obviously I asked you, why are you so treacherous?"

"Treacherous?" Leng Rui smiled, but that smile was completely different from the usual warmth, with a faint silence: "Am I not good enough for you, Xuanxuan?"

Wei Hongxuan was a little flustered, and said incoherently: "Don't interrupt... I also earnestly fulfilled the agreement. I fully cooperate with cleaning and cooking to make you happy. Isn't it normal for you to be nice to me?"

Leng Rui turned his face sideways, stared at somewhere by the window for a while, and put away those rare weaknesses.The man stood up, and his expression returned to calm: "I'm going to cook, do you want to eat before going to bed?"

My heart was full of discomfort, and there were indescribable grievances and panic.Wei Hongxuan clenched the quilt tightly with his fingers, looked at the man's back, and the string in his heart almost broke: "Leng Rui, you bastard!"

The man's footsteps paused, and in the end, without saying anything, he gently opened the door and walked out.

Wei Hongxuan didn't want to cry, but the tears still rolled down in embarrassment: "You...you are so bad...why did you seduce me to like you... Pao-you, is it okay...but you don't like me at all, you don't like me at all. It's just..." The boy wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, his shoulders trembled: "Fuck, why are you crying... like a bitch... I don't like being pulled down... I'll use you as a massage stick... etc. I'm tired of playing... I'll find better ones..."

I was very sad, throbbing with pain.The pain was full of despair, completely different from being kicked away by Duan Xiaohui.

Looking back now, he was stubbornly refusing to leave at that time. In fact, he was panicking, afraid that he would be alone from now on.And being able to stay by Duan Xiaohui's side, even if it's just a handyman sweeping the floor, can make him feel at ease.That kind of feeling is more or less tinged with gratitude and blind worship-he can really do it.

But right now with Leng Rui, as long as he thinks of leaving, that Leng Rui will never smile warmly with him again, hold his hand with a warm big hand, and restore that indifferent and alienated attitude... he will be in so much pain that he wants to He rushed over shamelessly, and didn't let go of anything...

Leng Rui put two plates of hot pasta on the dining table, looked up at the upstairs, and sat down on the seat with lowered eyelids, picking up the noodles with a fork in silence.

After eating two mouthfuls without taste, the man finally gave up and dropped the fork, rubbing his eyes in frustration.

When the upstairs door slammed, the man was shocked and looked up.

The young man's eyes were red, and he carried the backpack he had used to see the Great Falls a few days ago in his hand, and he went downstairs.

"I'm going to live with Little A for a few days."

His temples were throbbing, tired and sad.Leng Rui stood up and walked in front of the boy: "Don't be so childish, can you be reasonable? If you have something you can't say, is it right to leave with your bag like this?"

Wei Hongxuan didn't look at him, and stuck his neck: "I don't have one. There was a room I shared with Xiao A, so it was reasonable for me to live in it. I will find a part-time job in the future and support myself... Duan Xiaohui's I don't want the money anymore, and I won't bother you anymore. Thank you for taking care of me these days, Brother Rui..." As he spoke, the boy's eye circles turned red again, and tears dangled, sticking to his long eyelashes , precariously: "Between us..." I couldn't continue.

Obviously made up his mind in the room, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.But right now he is the one who can't separate those two words.indecisive.

Leng Rui grabbed his backpack and threw it on the chair beside him: "What do you mean? Finish the sentence."

Looking up like a man, I shouted that word confidently.But as soon as Wei Hongxuan raised his eyes, he touched the man's gloomy eyes and his almost frozen face, and immediately lowered his head cowardly again, sternly: "What's between us... If you want to have sex, Call ahead..."

Leng Rui was almost laughed angrily by him: "Call ahead? Do you have to prepare the money for you? How much is it once? How long? How long does it take? The cover is mine and yours? Is there a limit on the number of times?"

"Ah?" It was Wei Hongxuan's turn to be stunned, and stammered: "Besides, I'll talk about this later. I don't have the heart to think about it today."

"Then talk about the things you are thinking about." Leng Rui's tone was not angry, but his attitude was firm: "Leave after finishing talking, I will see you off."

Wei Hongxuan was so forced to retreat that there was no way to retreat: "Is it interesting to talk so openly? Isn't it embarrassing? I know the situation in your family, and I also know that you used to have a girlfriend who was talking about getting married. I'm pregnant... I don't want to be a substitute for labor or bedding in desperation, okay?"

Hearing the other party talking like a machine gun, Leng Rui showed no surprise on his face: "Is this the reason why you are abnormal today?"

The young man turned his face away angrily.If he could, he really wanted to turn around 180 degrees, and it would be best to give him the back of his head.

On the man's face, the facial features are too tough, and when he is not smiling, he is a little cold and heartless: "You have never shown a lack of interest in my family's affairs. And those bad things, there is nothing to talk about. As for the ex-girlfriend... ...Dontoni told you? You want to know, why didn't you ask me? Did you not care, or did you dare to ask?"

"I don't care!" The young man became angry with embarrassment: "Who dares to ask? Why not? Humph, what a joke!"

"Then why are you angry?" Leng Rui clasped his hands, and one of his knuckles made a crisp sound: "It was you who said at the beginning, the relationship between guns and friends, and not to interfere with other things. Huh? Wei Hongxuan, why are you angry ?”

The young man took a step back, his raised eyes were slightly moist, and he couldn't hide his panic: "I'm not angry! I, I just, I just don't like being kept as a fool!"

"Okay," Leng Rui was not in a hurry, but no matter how he said it, it was interlocking and aggressive: "Leaving Tony Deng's intentions aside. Ryan, why did you keep the relationship between you and him from me? Is there something that you can tell him but not me? And what is it that you choose to trust him instead of me? Wei Hongxuan, have you figured out, in your heart, whether you let me go? Where is it?"

"I, I..." Wei Hongxuan was at a loss for words, grievances and sadness filled his chest, and his reason did not decide: "What position? It is a position where you can simply have sex! I will do what I say. I am gay, I need A man, and you can't find a woman to marry for the time being, agreeing to be with me is the most worry-free and worry-free choice... just for fun, who will take it seriously!"

After saying this, the room was suddenly quiet and the sound of a needle dropping could be heard.

Wei Hongxuan regretted it as his brain was half a beat slower than his mouth to understand.

"Sure enough." Leng Rui twitched the corner of his mouth and chuckled: "It turns out that from the beginning to the end, you were just playing for fun. I thought... Forget it, I understand, I will send you to Xiao A's place."

The author has something to say:

It's not a breakup, Mr. Leng is not as childish as Xiao Wei, and there will be an explanation later.