Raising a Family [Rebirth]

Zhang Huaibin stayed here for a few more days, and Zhang Yiqiu was coming to pick him up tomorrow.

Wen Rui packed his luggage. The old man saw him packing his things skillfully. After hesitating, he would ask worriedly, "You are 26 years old this year. When are you going to find a girlfriend?"

Wen Rui was slightly startled, and vaguely perfunctory the other party: "Don't worry."

Zhang Huaibin frowned: "Why are you not in a hurry? People 26 are married, you don't even have a girlfriend."

Wen Rui glanced outside the door, lowered his head and said, "I don't have that kind of thought for others, I only have Yueting."

He made a double entendre.

It is impossible for him to tell the old man that he is with Yue Ting. Although he has no blood relationship with the other party, it is clearly written in the household registration book that they are brothers. Their relationship is shameful, but even if he cannot tell the old man that he likes Yue Ting Yue Ting, but he still wants the people he respects to know that Jiang Yue Ting is the only one in his life.

Falling in love with Jiang Yueting and choosing to be with him is the bravest thing he has ever done in his life. He has never even worried about whether the road ahead will be difficult or whether outsiders will call them perverts. He didn't care, in his heart no one could compare to Jiang Yueting, all the contempt, contempt, gossip and the other party's joy were nothing compared to the other party's joy.

He knew that Yue Ting didn't care, no one knew better than him what kind of person the other party was.

The old man looked at him with complicated eyes, "But he is too old, and he will be an adult after his birthday in a few days. I remember that when you were his age, you had already started to make a living. He should be sensible. He went to Beijing You stay at home during winter and summer vacations for a year, don’t you feel empty in such a big house by yourself? Listen to my advice, find a girl first, and it’s not for you to get married right away, ah.”

Wen Rui was silent, he dared to prevaricate Zhang Yiqiu with someone he liked, but he didn't dare to tell the old man the same thing, he didn't want to lie to the other party.

The old man waited for a long time, but the other party just kept silent, fiddled with the things at hand, and refused to speak.

Zhang Huaibin looked at him, and suddenly remembered something, his eyes were amused, and his nose became sore.

"My wife and I met on a blind date. Most of the marriages in those days had no emotional basis. There was no love or not. We got married when we felt it was right. But those were people who supported each other for a lifetime. The feelings came out little by little after we got married. , I can't leave each other after a long time, I only know that she is my family, the person I put first, family affection? Love? For married people, this kind of feeling will become blurred after a long time It's..."

"My wife left early. She had a heart attack and passed away suddenly. She woke me up every morning, but she lay quietly beside me that day. I pushed her and she didn't respond. Her body became stiff and cold. , It’s just gone. I have to appease their brothers and sisters, and I have to hold a funeral for her. I don’t even have the time to cry. At that time, funerals and happy events were a big deal, and it took seven days to do it. But even if I buried her , I didn’t even realize she was gone. When I woke up in the middle of the night and touched the half of the bed, it was cold, and in the dog days, my upper and lower teeth were chattering from the cold. Only then did I realize that the person who had been with me for 20 years had left. Someone quarreled with me, no one cooked for me, and no one woke me up...I cried at that time, and cried for half the night. Later, when I thought of her, my heart was so empty that I wanted to cry but couldn't cry. "

"It's really lonely to be alone, and life is not difficult. Except for my sudden illness, I have been successful for half my life, but I just feel uncomfortable in my heart. I want her to accompany me again. I don't complain to her, and I don't point at her. What can she do for me, I just want to stay with her, even if we don't talk all day, we are quietly busy with our own affairs. Can you understand the difference between being accompanied and not being accompanied?"

Wen Rui felt uncomfortable hearing that, he saw the old man's eye circles were red and wanted to comfort him, but just after he said "you", Zhang Huaibin waved his hand to stop him.

"Do you know what I mean by this? I want you to get married just because I'm afraid you'll be too lonely alone, but you said you have Yue Ting, that's enough. Since love and marriage are dispensable to you, having him , you are satisfied, okay! I will not force you. But have you thought about what to do if he leaves you? I am separated from Yin and Yang, please be better, you can watch him, but you can't stay with him all the time, you can only watch Let him get married, have children, start a family, and start a business. His wife will be his closest person in the future. What about you? You are behind his wife and behind his children. What are you going to do at that time? Can you find someone else? I will Let me ask you, can you let it go?" Zhang Huaibin blinked, held back his tears, and asked questions like a cannonball.

Wen Rui looked at each other with complicated eyes. He opened and closed his mouth, but he couldn't utter a word.

Seeing him like this, Zhang Huaibin was so anxious that he couldn't speak clearly: "He's a man! You are brothers, he can't be with you forever! You have to figure it out!" He was afraid that Wen Rui would not be able to get out if he fell into this situation again. coming.

Wen Rui was startled when he heard that, he thought the old man knew what he was thinking, his heart was beating wildly, for fear that the old man would be angered by him, but the other party said again: "I know you are good to everyone , I am even more devoted to him, wishing to give him everything, but you have to think for yourself."

In the eyes of the old man, Wen Rui is like a single father, taking care of his child painstakingly, without thinking about himself at all. When the child grows up and leaves, he doesn't want to find anyone else, and continues to worry about his child alone. Just thinking about it makes him feel bad.

He must wake up this fool today!

"Grandpa." Jiang Yueting's cold voice suddenly sounded, and both of them were taken aback.

Wen Rui was afraid that he would talk nonsense, so she stood up immediately and wanted to push him out, "Why did you come in without knocking on the door? I have something to talk to your grandfather, you go out first."

Jiang Yueting ignored his pushing and shoving, and grabbed his hand.

Wen Rui's heart was half cold, he looked at Jiang Yueting in horror, his hands were sweaty, he was really afraid that the other party would tell their story on the spur of the moment, the old man was not in good health, if something happened because of this, he would never forgive him in his life Own.

"Yue Ting..." His voice was trembling, pleading.

Jiang Yueting didn't look at him, but just looked at the old man calmly.

Zhang Huaibin looked at the young man not far away with mixed feelings. Of course he liked this child, but he loved Wen Rui more. He was afraid that Wen Rui would be sad because of this person, and his attitude towards the young man was a bit complicated for a while.

"You know, I was adopted by my elder brother. He only told you that my father died and I had no one to take care of me before he adopted me. But he never told you, Jiang Hao, who is my name dad……"

Realizing what Jiang Yueting was going to say, Wen Rui's eyes widened. He hurriedly pushed people out, and he raised his volume: "Shut up!!!"

Jiang Yueting stood there steadily. In order to stop the "crazy" Wen Rui, he pressed Wen Rui's head tightly on his shoulder, and the other hand clamped Wen Rui's arm.

Wen Rui only had one hand left, but the two of them were too close to push him. He struggled hard, but he underestimated how powerful Jiang Yueting's boxing hand was.

Zhang Huaibin was frightened by the posture of the two, and didn't notice that the atmosphere between the two was not right.

"you……"

Wen Rui couldn't break free, so he let go of his strength, panting, "Yue Ting, stop talking, stop talking." His voice was a little unsteady.

He was too scared.

Jiang Yueting didn't listen to him, and said flatly: "He is a pervert, he abused me all the time, strangled me, threw me in the bathtub, stabbed me with a syringe... There are many other things you can't think of, I was only eight years old at that time. Nine years old. I am very grateful to my brother for pulling me out of the quagmire... People can't be heartless, can they? So how can I be willing to leave him?"

Wen Rui's eyes are wet, why do you say that?

Zhang Huaibin stared at him blankly, Wen Rui had never mentioned these things before, all he knew was that the child lost his father, so...

"But...you still have to go after someone you like. Don't delay yourself because of repaying your kindness. Your brother is only happy when you are happy." Zhang Huaibin sighed.

Jiang Yueting's eyes darkened, and he said coldly: "Jiang Hao, he is a pedophile."

He didn't continue to say, everything was self-evident.

Zhang Huaibin sat there in a daze, pedophile?What is pedophilia... He suddenly realized, his cloudy eyes widened, his pupils constricted, his eyes were full of shock and disbelief, how, how... could it be? !

Wen Rui originally thought that what Jiang Yueting said was already the limit, and that was enough for him to feel distressed. Unexpectedly, the other party actually peeled off the scars in his heart that he least wanted to touch. He even forgot to breathe, his body trembled violently, and he was hot Tears flowed from his eyes, and he suddenly called out, "Who told you to say it? Who told you to say it?! Who told you to say it! Who..." His voice became sharper and hysterical, shaking Jiang Yueting's ears pain.

He struggled hard, but Jiang Yueting suppressed him firmly.

"Brother! Calm down!" Jiang Yueting had a tough attitude. He stretched out his hand to hug the person in his arms, and his breath was a little unsteady. He stretched out his arms to embrace this person, not only to comfort the other person, but also to find a support for himself.

He stabilized his mind and looked at Zhang Huaibin, his eyes were like a lake that had been silent for thousands of years, calm and calm, but deep and far away.

"Living is meaningless to me, but I met someone who rescued me from that environment, gave me a home, gave me love, he was the light of my life, I really can't think of it , who else can I spend the rest of my life with.”

Zhang Huaibin opened his mouth, his breath became short of breath, he looked at Jiang Yueting, his eyes were full of distress, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." He was just afraid that this child would leave Wen Rui, he didn't want to expose this child's scars, he didn't want to .

The corners of Jiang Yueting's mouth rose slightly, and he said: "You don't need to apologize, I know you are doing him good. You are the one he cares about, and the last thing he wants you to worry about him, and he doesn't want you to be disappointed in him and feel sad for him. What I said Those want to tell you that I will not leave him. As you said, there is no clear boundary between love and family affection, and it will become blurred after a long time. He and I support each other as relatives for a lifetime. Is this considered companionship? I Will be with him all the time, can you accept this?"

How could Zhang Huaibin disagree, what right did he have to disagree, he just didn't understand why such a well-behaved child had to suffer so much.

"I'm sorry, I'm getting confused." Zhang Huaibin saw Wen Rui's shoulders twitch and knew he was crying. He had never seen this child cry before, "Grandpa is wrong, I won't mention this matter from now on. You guys ... If you want to live together, live together, grandpa only wants you to be happy, hope you are happy, and there will be no unhappy things in your life in the future, you should be happy and happy for the rest of your life." He was a little incoherent.

He looked at the two children with soft and loving eyes.

He didn't realize the love between the two. In his mind, the word homosexuality didn't exist at all. He thought that the two brothers just lived together for the rest of their lives.

There was this kind of situation around him before, both brothers were divorced, life was difficult, even making a living was a problem, let alone remarrying, the two brothers simply lived together, some people would gossip, but it would not affect their lives in the end.

Wen Rui's tears couldn't stop at all, he was breathless when he heard the old man's words.

Jiang Yueting felt the stiffness of his body tightening his waist.

"Thank you."

Zhang Huaibin waved his hand, he looked at Jiang Yueting hesitantly, "You... don't be unhappy, life will get better, you have to be well, you still have your brother."

Jiang Yueting nodded, and he looked down at the head on his shoulder with gentle eyes.

"Grandpa, he's crying a little bit, I'll take him out for a while."

"Oh... let's go." As soon as the words fell, the other party pulled Wen Rui out, and the door closed with a "click", and the room that was noisy just now became quiet in an instant.

Wen Rui cried a lot, crying silently, but the tears kept flowing, as if a reservoir had been opened. He probably wanted to flow back all the tears from this life and the previous life.

He was dragged away by Jiang Yueting, stumbled, took two steps and the other party simply picked him up and went into the bedroom.

Jiang Yueting kicked the door, he put the person on the bed, touched the other person's face, it was very wet, he pursed his lips, and sighed helplessly: "Don't cry."

This was the second time he saw his brother cry so sadly. The first time was three years ago, for the old man who had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, but this time it was for him.

Tears have blurred Wen Rui's vision. He looked at the person in front of him in a daze, as if his heart had been ripped off alive.

He suddenly pressed Jiang Yueting onto the bed, and said through gritted teeth, "Who allowed you to say that?" He cried so hard that his voice was trembling and hoarse.

His tears seemed endless, and they fell on Jiang Yueting's lips and face...

He knew too well that Jiang Yueting was a proud person. He was the kind of person who didn't bother to put his misfortune on the table. To him, other people's sympathy and pity would not comfort him, but would make him feel disgusted. It's an insult to him.

Those darkness should be buried, and should not be mentioned again and again, but for him, for him to get the old man's nod, the other party did not hesitate to turn out those past events and stab himself with a knife.

He was in so much pain, it hurt him more than all the pain in the past combined.

Jiang Yueting saw that the person who was crying so hard that he couldn't even speak well was still fighting against him, and his heart softened in a mess.

Seeing that someone cares more about his face, his dignity, and whether he will be hurt than himself, why should he be sad?

Those things were the wounds on his heart, but over the years, someone has carefully cared for his wounds, carefully blown his wounds, and applied medicine to him. The bloody wounds have already germinated and formed scars, just like The scars on his stomach, they're there just to remind him what happened, don't hurt anymore.

"Brother, darkness is not like ink. It can't be washed off or shaken off. It only needs sunlight to dissipate." Jiang Yueting lifted up and kissed the tears in the corner of his eyes, "What do you think? My sun. "

Wen Rui paused, and stretched out his arms to hug him tightly, wishing to embed him in his body.

"Yue Ting..." He called the other party's name over and over again, his voice hoarse.

"I'm sorry... Yue Ting, I'm in so much pain, I'm so afraid of you being in pain..." As an elder brother and as a lover, he is incompetent.

Jiang Yueting turned back and pressed the man on the bed, lowered his head and blocked Wen Rui's mouth, and blocked all the apologies.

He kissed fiercely and urgently, as if he wanted to swallow Wen Rui.

Wen Rui's lips were reddened by the friction of the other party, and deformed due to the ravages, but he didn't care about the pain, he stretched out his hand to tightly hook the other party's neck, and responded enthusiastically to Jiang Yueting, as if this would make him less sad.

Jiang Yueting raised his head, he and Wen Rui's noses were touching each other, he gasped softly, his chest rose and fell, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Hold tight."

Wen Rui hugged him tightly.

Jiang Yueting watched the tears from the corners of Wen Rui's eyes slowly fall down on the bed, soak into the quilt, leaving a small water stain, but the small water stain will become a big water stain now.

He reached out and tapped the corner of Wen Rui's eyes, and coaxed softly: "Don't cry, you will be dehydrated if you cry again."

Wen Rui raised his hand and wiped his eyes. He didn't know that he had brought so many tears. He had never cried a few times in his previous life. He would cry when he was beaten at home when he was a child, but they beat him viciously and told him not to cry. He couldn't stop it at the time, the other party beat him even more fiercely, and he learned to restrain himself, and he could control the tears from rolling in his eyes, but now he can't anymore...

Seeing that his expression had returned to calm, Jiang Yueting saw that his eyes were full of water, and tears kept flowing from the corners of his eyes. He sighed in his heart and lowered his head to kiss Wen Rui's eyelids. Don't cry, crying makes him feel distressed.

Wen Rui's breathing was stagnant, and after a while he closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly, and he whispered, "I want the other side too."