Sheriff, give me a smile~

Unknowingly walked near the wooden house.

Without the moon, things that melt into the night can't be seen clearly.

There is only the sound of snow falling next to my ears, and the people who listen to it in the quiet night feel cold all over.

Li Bai walked under the plum blossom tree, touched the trunk, and said nothing.

There is no sound, light or trace.

He's gone, and cleared up the evidence of his presence.

More than ten years after Luna left, the flowers, trees and rooms here have been well taken care of.

Because besides Li Bai will come here, there is another person who will also come here, and subtly miss every meeting with Li Bai.

I haven't met again, but I take care of the same place by coincidence.

Even though they took care of the same place, they never saw each other again.

Di Huaiying, you are really thoughtful.

Li Bai laughed at himself.

Li Bai let go of the hand holding the tree trunk, turned around and left.

Light footsteps came: "Li Bai."

Someone whispered behind him.

The snow fell quietly on the ground, as if time stood still, frozen for thousands of years.

His body froze for a moment, his eyes were inexplicably astringent, and his breathing became disordered.

The sourness in the chest spread without warning, I don't know whether it is pain or longing.

For more than ten years, thousands of days and nights, we have never met each other.

What he thought should be forgotten, the line of defense that he had guarded for more than ten years that he thought was solid, collapsed easily under the simple words of the other party.

what is this

Li Bai closed his eyes.

"Be safe," he said.

"En." Li Bai responded lightly, and walked away.

"So don't want to see me"

"Sovereign...do you really want to see Bai?" He said in a low voice.

Di Renjie raised his eyebrows, not knowing what to say.

"If it's okay, Bai will take his leave first, and return to Kanzong without disturbing the suzerain."

"I remember... before, the last thing you wanted was to let me go back to Kanzong."

Li Bai paused: "It was a mistake back then. This kind of thing has not happened for many years, and it will never happen again in the future. Farewell."

"Li Bai!"

"what else"

"...Be careful of the people around you."

"The people around me... There are still a few people around me, Axian or Luna's father or everyone in Qingqiu?" Li Bai suddenly laughed, half mocking and half powerless: "Who else needs my attention more than you?" "

He turned around: "Di Huaiying, I don't bother you, I don't look for you anymore, I don't want you, I don't love you... I stopped thinking about you."

"What else are you doing?"

Stinging like a needle prick.

don't bother you.

Not looking for you.

miss you.

Do not love you.

On a snowy night without a moon, he couldn't see Di Renjie's pale face almost instantly.

yeah, what else to do

He has given up on you, and what you have always hoped for has been achieved, so what else?

I closed my eyes and forced back the liquid that was about to flood in my eyes, but I still couldn't stop the absurd pain in my heart, which was more painful than needle pricks and burning like fire.

"Nothing, just to remind you to be careful, especially..." Forcibly suppressing the trembling in his voice, he vomited a mouthful of blood in the next moment.

Li Bai was taken aback: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay... a slight injury..." Before he finished speaking, another mouthful of blood poured out, and Di Renjie knelt down on the ground supporting the tree trunk.

Startled, Li Bai approached quickly and knelt down to support him.

There is a strong smell of blood and... wine in the nostrils.

he was so badly injured

Also drank?

Who can hurt the suzerain of Kanzong like this

Touching his forehead with his hand, it was hot.

"How are you"

"It's okay..." Di Renjie pushed his hand away.

I know it's tough.

Li Bai frowned and picked him up.

Xu Shi knew that he should stay away from this person, but seeing his appearance, he really couldn't bear to sit idly by.

Falling back into his hands, heh, really...

Di Renjie was startled by the sudden weightlessness, and subconsciously wrapped his arms around Li Bai's neck.

Although he was obviously in pain, he had to work hard, he was obviously drunk and his mind was blurred, and he was obviously sick and it was uncomfortable to speak, but the moment he hugged him, he felt extremely relieved, and the pain on his body seemed to disappear in an instant.

Has the temperature of nostalgia for him reached this level?

Di Renjie spurned himself fiercely in his heart, but his body leaned on Li Bai's shoulder as if giving up struggling.

Sensing his movements, Li Bai suffocated his breath, and his heart, which had just been relieved, began to feel sore again.

Di Huaiying, what on earth are you...

How To?

The lamp was lit.

Li Bai placed Di Renjie on the bed, and healed Di Renjie to heal his injuries.

"What did you do, how did you get hurt like this?"

Di Renjie was lying on the pillow, his silver hair was loose, and his cheeks were flushed due to drunkenness and fever.

He looked at Li Bai quietly without saying a word.

"Let's not talk about it." Li Bai didn't bother to make fun of himself any longer, he got up and left, but he found his sleeves tightened just as he took a step.

Something melted quietly in my heart, but I didn't dare to think about it, for fear of missing the calm lake surface for many years.

"What are you doing?" Li Bai turned around.

The onmyoji's drunken eyes had indelible sadness and suppressed certain emotions.

Li Bai had never seen him look like that.

He still didn't say anything, but the hand holding Li Bai's sleeve became tighter and tighter.

"let go."

Di Renjie was still staring at him in a daze, and pulled his sleeve tighter by three points.

He was really drunk, he wouldn't be like this at all.

I am the most sensitive to alcohol, but I didn't realize that he was drunk at the first time. As soon as this person appeared, everything felt like a waste.

What else can I say.

Li Bai hated himself so much.

Twisting the corner of his mouth, he mocked: "Why, you don't want me to go so much? If you want me to accompany you so much, please beg me, maybe I'll stay as soon as I'm in a good mood."

Di Renjie opened his mouth, as if to say something, but he didn't say anything.

Li Bai became inexplicably angry, shook his hands to break away from him, and walked away.

Unexpectedly, Di Renjie just rolled off the bed and fell to the ground.

The bones hit the ground with a dull sound.

"Don't go..."

He didn't know if he was really drunk, or if he wanted to use his drunkenness to say something that he would never dare to say.

"Don't go."

Li Bai paused, and finally left.

The moment the door was slammed, Di Renjie felt that all his strength was drained, and he collapsed on the ground, motionless.

A person who likes cleanliness so much doesn't care whether the floor is dirty at this time, so he just lies there.

The flickering lights are a warm color, but the bottom of my heart is cold.

Like countless nights in Kanzong.

The smoke is extremely Xidan water, and the moon looks at Qingqiu in the distance.

Di Renjie often thought of Li Bai's words that day.

"You go, I'm too tired."

The young man propped himself on the edge of the bed, not looking at himself again.

He was really hurt.

Normal people will be sad.

Di Renjie thought so.

He is so careful and sincere, holding his heart in front of you over and over again, hoping to get your favor, but you push away again and again, not only pushing away, but also drawing a cold barrier.

I never liked you.

is it?

Di Renjie closed his eyes. If he could still suppress his emotions when Li Bai was by his side many years ago, then the repeated thoughts over the past ten years may make him unable to lie to himself again.

"If the suzerain can't give Taibai what he wants, you should stay away from him. I don't want to control what your purpose is, and I can't control it. I only know that he is a poor child and I like him very much. I don't want him to suffer from me. It’s the same suffering.” Luna’s last words before parting: “Although I’m afraid I won’t be able to protect him anymore.”

Behind her is the setting sun, with an incomparably distant beauty and melancholy, like the color of her sword, and the color of her heart.

I understand the truth, but I can't control my heart.

Di Renjie hooked the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, when had he ever been so embarrassed.

The door was pushed open and shut, and something was placed on the table.

With a light body, he was picked up and placed on the bed.

"Why, you want me to think this much?" There was a sarcastic voice next to his ear, but Di Renjie felt very at ease.

Li Bai helped him sit down, and passed the medicine bowl: "Drink the medicine."

Di Renjie didn't move.

"Why, do you want me to feed you?"

As Li Bai spoke, he scooped up a spoonful of concoction and brought it to his mouth, Di Renjie opened his mouth obediently and drank it.

Ben wanted to ridicule, but seeing Di Renjie's obedient look, his heart softened, and he couldn't say anything, so he just fed him a spoonful.

The medicine stain on his lips was brushed off with his index finger, and Li Bai licked it off habitually.

It really hurts my heart.

"Bitter or not"

Di Renjie shook his head.

Li Bai glanced at him: "Take a good rest, I'm leaving, get some sleep and leave tomorrow by yourself."

Just as Li Bai stood up, he was jerked violently and threw himself on Di Renjie. If he hadn't stabilized his body in time, he would have kissed him.

The four eyes are facing each other, the breathing is wrong, and the temperature of the other party is only touchable.

In the next second, the lips were suddenly covered with warmth and softness.

Li Bai choked for breath.

My heart beat faster and I started to feel overwhelmed.

Di Renjie struggled to open his door, entered jerkyly, the tip of his tongue clumsily but worked hard to swipe through every place.

He reached out and hugged Li Bai, as if he wanted to keep getting close to him.

The face was suddenly wet with liquid.

Li Bai felt infinitely sad.

It was you who pushed me away, you who said you didn't like me, you who hurt me, and you who kissed me, but in the end, you cried like this, what else do you want?

"Li Bai...I miss you..."

Resentment, longing, incomprehension, sadness, grievance, and repeated mixed emotions in my heart erupted in an instant under the temptation of the person in front of me, and I couldn't bear it anymore.

Li Bai hugged Di Renjie tightly with a force that could crush bones, and kissed him hard on the lips.

The plunder and oppression hit in an instant, and there was no gap between the two.

The rough action of biting and devouring is an outlet for emotions, and it seems that only in this way can the soul be liberated from infinite exhaustion.

Don't remember the past, don't chase those who come.

Identity estrangement, morality and ethics, Qingqiu Kanzong, you are angry and I hate, what kind of grievances and grievances have completely collapsed at this moment, don't care about it anymore.