I'm still confused today [Entertainment Circle]

Chu Yanxi was born lonely and helpless. She was abandoned by her parents since she was a child. After trying her best to save her life, she was sent to an orphanage because she was born weak and sick. She was often bullied.The rich people who came to the orphanage to have sex also look down on them. In Chu Yanxi’s view, they are like going to the vegetable market to pick puppies. Since they want to raise them, of course they must choose a healthy and lively one. Who will bring them Go home a sick child?

Although Chu Yanxi is not rare, he just envied the life of his adopted friends when they were young.As he grew older, he found that he was fine by himself, free and unrestrained.

"God gave you a tragic life experience, closed your door, but also opened a window for you that others dream of. My child, live well, study hard, and serve the country in the future, you know?"

Mom said this to him one time, maybe it was just a casual mention out of feeling, and the whole talk lasted no more than five seconds, but it was taken for granted by Chu Yanxi.

Yes, God closed a door and made him lonely, even in the orphanage he was bullied, making him introverted and even a little autistic.

However, God also opened a window for him. He has the talent that others can't match, the ability of instant memory.

However, Chu Yanxi didn't think it was so good, and he didn't think this ability was a gift from God. Instead, he felt that it was too heavy and cumbersome.

In terms of learning, it is tantamount to a godsend, but in terms of pain and unbearable memories, it is torture.

Even in the past many years, the pain of illness and injury when I was a child is still vivid, as if it happened a second ago, and I can even feel the heart-piercing pain in retrospect.Including the scenes of being bullied by his partners, even the trivial details are clearly remembered.

"That boy named Chu Yanxi in class one of the second year is really cunning, he can take the first place in class and sleep."

"That's right. It is said that he can remember whenever he reads it once, but we can remember it well if we have to memorize it by rote. He is simply cheating!"

There were complaints all around, and all kinds of hateful eyes from men and women, he just pretended not to see them.

From elementary school to junior high school, her super talent aroused the envy of those around her.Coupled with his introverted personality, he was even criticized as: arrogance.

You are arrogant, arrogant, and not humble at all, what are you so proud of!

"His elementary school grades are the first in the city, and our homeroom teacher likes him all the time. Hmph, what's so special."

"The monthly exam results are out, and he is number one again."

"Just a cheating bitch, first fart!"

Chu Yanxi didn't pay attention to anyone's Ming Dynasty insinuation, every time the test results came out, he would be like this, he was used to it.As for being dragged into a small alley by unconvinced classmates to be taught a lesson after school, I have long been used to it.

"Aren't you awesome? Aren't you amazing? Brothers, beat him to death!" The boy in the next class was a big guy, crushing Chu Yanxi three by himself, and he was accompanied by two younger brothers who were creating momentum.

Chu Yanxi didn't intend to resist either, because she couldn't resist at all.His left and right hands were fixed by the two younger brothers, and the big man slapped Chu Yanxi without any explanation.Chu Yanxi didn't seem to feel the pain, she just glanced at the big man and showed Wang Zhi a contemptuous smile.

This really annoyed the big guy, he swung his fist and hit Chu Yanxi on the stomach.

"Hey, what are you doing!"

Chu Yanxi was ready to hold back the pain, but she didn't expect that someone would intervene when the voice suddenly came out.

A particularly cool sports car was parked at the entrance of the alley, the door was opened, and a teenager wearing a branded sportswear and a sports backpack slung over his shoulder came out.He is dressed in extraordinary clothes, and he looks like a son of a rich family.Chu Yanxi has seen a lot in the orphanage. Those young masters who were born with golden spoons in their mouths are so cool and dazzling. Except for this young man's handsome appearance, which is unforgettable, his temperament is almost the same.

"In broad daylight, what are you doing here?" The young master wanted to meddle in other people's business, and the big man is not a fuel-efficient lamp, so he directly yelled at him to show his dignity: "This is none of your business, get out!"

"Hehe, this is the first time someone dares to talk to me like that." The young master dropped his five-figure sports backpack, rubbed his wrists and walked over.Although he is about the same age as him, but only fourteen or fifteen years old, but he is so tall that he can crush the big guy and the two younger brothers properly.Before making a move, he had an advantage in height alone.

No nonsense, the young master has a bad temper, and he beat the big guy to the ground.Regardless of his slender figure, he is quite strong, and when he hits people, his nose is bruised and his face is swollen, crying for his father and mother.

Chu Yanxi stared blankly at the man, unable to conceal the shock in her heart, not because of the young master's skill.But... for the first time, someone was willing to stand up for him.

I have been asked for trouble since I was a child, let alone someone turned towards me, it would be good if they didn't make trouble and taunted me together.

The young master shook his hands in disgust, took out a clean white handkerchief and wiped his hands, then wiped his five-figure sneakers, and said to the slender boy with his head down in the alley, "It's okay, don't go out for a walk, go home."

There were slight ripples in Chu Yanxi's heart. He felt the young master walking away slowly, so he looked up tremblingly.

The co-pilot of the luxury car leaned out a beautiful girl, and said to the young master with a smile, "Xiao Lan, have you acted bravely again?"

"It's just a matter of raising your hands." The young master clapped his hands and said.

"Okay, get in the car quickly, the plane is going to be late, you have to study hard after you go abroad, don't be a monster anymore, hear?"

When I went to school the next day, my face was a little swollen, which was enough to make my classmates gloat.Fortunately, Chu Yanxi's natural beauty is not bad. Boys with good looks and excellent studies are unsurprisingly popular with girls, so there is not much jealousy from girls.

However, there are always exceptions.

That was the second in the whole grade. Like Chu Yanxi in elementary school, she was always No.1 from the first grade to the sixth grade, dominating the report card list.Later, Xiaosheng Chu took the second place in the city in the examination, was admitted to the best junior high school in the city, and was assigned to the best class.

In the same school and class as Chu Yanxi.

When she learned that she, who had always been number one, became number two, she was not only shocked, but also strongly unconvinced. From the first day of school, she began to pay attention to Chu Yanxi's every move, paying special attention to Chu Yanxi.Then secretly fight, her goal is to overwhelm Chu Yanxi and restore the dignity of her undefeated myth.

The report card came down again and again, she looked at the bright red top name, and was disappointed again and again in exchange for anger again and again, she hated it too much!

"Why, why!" She yelled at the top of her lungs, and frantically tore all the papers and books to pieces. She pounded the table and smashed the chairs to vent her anger, but it didn't help.

"Why is it you again! Why are you always number one? I obviously worked so hard. I studied and studied day and night. I only slept for four hours a day. In the end, I still lost to you. Why? Ahhh! Chu Yanxi, I hate you to death!"

At the end, at the end of the final grade of the third semester of junior high school, she rushed to Chu Yanxi and yelled as if she lost her mind, and finally left with her hands.

Chu Yanxi didn't understand what madness she was going into, she had chosen to compete on her own wishful thinking from the beginning to the end, using Chu Yanxi as a thorn in her flesh, she had already reached the point of desperation in order to win, Chu Yanxi couldn't help but start to wonder, maybe it was herself wrong?

Who would have thought that this girl thought about it day and night, and gradually developed depression. Not long after, she jumped from the top of the building and committed suicide by jumping off the building.

This incident spread in the school, and Chu Yanxi became the target of public criticism, everyone scolded everyone, ridiculed everyone, and scolded everyone.

"It's all your fault, you forced her to death!"

"Chu Yanxi, did you do it on purpose? Are your good grades more important than your life?"

"What about the number one in the city, don't forget that you have killed someone before!"

That girl resented him, she was serious with herself, turned herself into a dead end, and finally got depression and committed suicide. In the end, everything was Chu Yanxi's fault?

It's not my business!

Chu Yanxi really wanted to yell at someone.

However, as a minor, how could he endure these rumors and the facts of death? He couldn't believe that the classmate who had been with him day and night died so suddenly, and... had an inseparable connection with him, as if it was the cause of her depression and death Same as my own fault.

After entering high school, Chu Yanxi understood...

Affected by the girl's suicide and death, and in order to avoid more people's jealousy and hatred, after he entered high school with the best grades in the city, he quietly lowered his grades gradually.

For the first time, Chu Yanxi, who had been at the top of the grade list from the day she went to school until she was 16... came down to No.2.

No.3, No.4, No.10... Keep the class grades in the upper class.

When someone hit him, he himself felt tormented.I often think that it would be great if I didn’t have any instant memory. It’s not bad to be an senile dementia or a brain-dead person who forgets after doing things.

Three years in high school, on that day... a rich second generation was transferred to the class. It is said that he was expelled from a rich family who was studying abroad because of campus violence.

The boys and girls in the class monitor were all excited. Everyone was discussing this young master named Yun Yilan, saying how awesome his family is, and if they got in touch with him, they might be able to debut and become a big star.

Chu Yanxi was not curious about who this person was until the day the transfer student came, only to see the teacher beckoning outside, and the handsome, sunny and healthy rich young man walked in slowly amidst the screams of the whole class. classroom.