You remember son

After Song Ximing woke up, he decided to tell Nanxun about his dream of Amber.

He rushed to Qilin Manor early in the morning, saw Chen An coming from the medicine house, stopped him and asked, "Steward Chen, is Brother Nan here?"

Chen An's sad expression was still there, and he said, "Doctor Nan rushed to Zhao country last night to ask for medicine."

"Ask for medicine?" Song Ximing's heart tightened, and he asked, "What's wrong with Ah Jin?"

"The owner of the village suffered a severe cold last night, and he hasn't woken up yet... If Doctor Nan can't this time... I'm afraid..."

"What?" Song Ximing hurried to Liuhe Pavilion without saying a word.

This is another day or two, and the flowers are exhausted and they still haven't woken up.

Song Ximing simply stayed in the village, and stayed by Huajin's bed day and night.

Ten days later, Nan Xun returned to Qilin Village.

According to Nan Xun's instructions, He Zhong hurriedly prepared more than 90 herbs for decoction.

In the medicine hut, Nan Xun carefully prepared the medicine, while He Zhong waited anxiously, and saw Nan Xun drink half of the prepared bowl of medicine.

He Zhong was puzzled and said, "Nan, Doctor Nan?"

Nan Xun didn't speak, closed his eyes and meditated for a while, then opened his eyes, and started to study again.

On the side of Liuhe Pavilion, Song Ximing watched anxiously at the exhausted flowers on the sick bed. He looked so fragile that he almost wanted to leave at any time.

Hua Jin had a dream...

He dreamed that he crossed the Naihe Bridge, and there was a woman holding a small bottle by the bridge, and said to himself: "Cross the bridge and drink soup, forget the debts, so that you can go to reincarnation."

He asked: "Can you not forget?"

"Reincarnation with thoughts, pain in the afterlife, sickness and early death, would you like to?"

"It's up to me whether I want it or not. I just can't forget him. I owe him a word because my wish is not fulfilled."

"Ah Jin! Ah Jin! Ah Jin..."

He turned around in a daze, and saw Jinhe standing on the other side of the bridge calling himself.

"Jinhe, Jinhe!"

Song Ximing wanted to wake Hua Jin up, but suddenly he was startled, and saw Hua Jin struggling with his eyes closed, holding his hand and crying out in grief.

"Ah Jin?" He quickly shook him, not daring to use too much force.

Hua Jinmi opened his eyes, vaguely recognized Song Ximing, and became sad again, calling softly: "Ximing...it's you..."

"It's okay, it's okay, brother Nan's medicine can really save lives, you haven't woken up, I thought you..." Song Ximing sighed, then patted his hand lightly and asked, "Is it better?"

Hua Jin nodded slowly.

"It's really thanks to Brother Nan this time." Song Ximing said.

Hua Jin didn't speak.

Song Ximing carefully asked again: "Ah Jin, you and Brother Nan... Although I don't know what is wrong with you, but this time it is thanks to Brother Nan who rushed to Zhao to get the medicine. I think he looks bad. It’s broken, I think you shouldn’t be angry with him..."

"I'm still a little uncomfortable." Hua Jin interrupted him, closing his eyes heavily.

Seeing this, Song Ximing had no choice but to give up, shook his head and smiled, got up and said, "You just woke up, rest more, I'm going to stink, so I'm going back."

Only then did Hua Jin turn his head, and said with a warm face, "Ximing, thank you for guarding me these few days."

Song Ximing came back again and took Hua Jin's hand: "When Uncle Hua passed away, I said I would take care of you for the rest of my life. If I don't guard you, who will guard you?"

Nan Xun is still in the medicine hut.

He tried a few medicines just now, and now he feels very uncomfortable, and now he is sitting by the medicine stove and resting on the fire.

Then when Song Ximing came to tell him that Hua Jin was awake, he just nodded and didn't intend to move.

Seeing that he was just sitting on the wicker chair and frowning, Song Ximing asked, "What's wrong, Brother Nan?"

"It's nothing, I'm a little tired after running around for several days."

Song Ximing nodded, sat down beside him, and said, "Last time you told me that you wanted to untie Ah Jin's knots. I had a dream that night, and it always felt strange."

Nan Xun looked at him and motioned for him to continue.

"Brother Nan, I dreamed about Ah Jin's amber. In the dream, someone gave it to a man named A Shu." Song Ximing shook his head: "I don't know why, I just feel inexplicable... ...Woke up feeling a little sad."

After hearing this, Nan Xun thought for a while and asked, "Do you know where this amber came from?"

"I told you last time that I bought it from my friend."

"I want to ask you to ask your friend, where did he come from this amber?"

"Then I'll ask when I get back." Song Ximing nodded in response.

Nan Xun stood up.

"Where is Brother Nan going?"

"I'm going to see Ah Jin."

After the housekeeper sent Song Ximing away, Nan Xun went to Liuhe Pavilion.

It was already night, and when the door of the room with all the flowers was pushed open, Nan Xun quietly entered the innermost warm room.

Seeing that the person was already asleep, he couldn't bear to be disturbed, so he sat down quietly on the bedside where the flowers were exhausted, and looked at his face in a daze.

He finally noticed the pendant that he had never paid attention to. It was inlaid with a blue amber, and several circles of green tassels wrapped with silver threads hung from it.

The color of amber is rich and pure, transparent and flawless.

I used to see flowers tied around my waist all day long, and I thought it was for Ning Xu to calm my nerves, to calm my mind, or maybe he liked it.

Now it seems that there is a secret wrapped in this amber.

What kind of secret makes him brood on him, and makes a person who looks bored persist in living? What does this secret have to do with that bone?

Nan Xun stared at Hua Jin's sleeping face, lost in thought.

Seeing the pouch around his waist, he leaned close to him again, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, Hua Jin woke up vigilantly.

Nan Xun felt a chill on his neck, and the other party forcibly looked at him soberly.

He is not in good health, sleeps very lightly, and recently wakes up when touched, and his breathing is still a little uneven at this time.

Nan Xun smiled slowly, it seems that since that night, he not only hated and alienated himself, but also tucked the knife under the pillow all the time.

"With a cold knife at your side, it's useless to you, and it's also useless to me."

Nan Xun ignored his knife, continued to move, and reached out to his waist.

"What are you doing?" Hua Jin pushed the dagger closer to him, and there was some blood on the blade instantly.

But Nan Xun easily pushed back to the side of the ear, unable to move.

Nan Xun smiled gently and said, "With my status as the eldest disciple of Tianyizhuang, it is a trivial matter to take down your whole village. How can you hurt me with a mere knife?"

"get out."

Nan Xun continued to move around his waist, and said frankly: "I just want to change the medicine bag for you."

"I will do it myself."

"I'll come." He said softly.

He always speaks in a gentle way.

Hua Jin turned his face away coldly.

Nan Xun tied the new waist bag around his waist, and tied a beautiful climbing knot delicately.

Hua Jin always turned his head and didn't look at him. In Nan Xun's eyes, he always looked like a child quarrelling with his cold and ignoring attitude. Whenever he saw it, he just smiled.

Hua Jin suddenly felt wet on his neck, and cold in the air, which made him shiver!He waved his hand angrily to fight, but his hand was pressed by the opponent's ear and he couldn't move.

He struggled to stretch out his feet to kick the quilt, and as soon as he kicked, he was pinned down by Nan Xun. Although Nan Xun had strong hands, his kissing movements were still familiar and gentle.

He didn't let go until Hua Jin was exhausted by the kiss, and looked at him softly.

"You..." Hua Jin had nothing to say, and almost used all his strength to break away from his hand, turned inside, and stopped looking at him.

Nan Xun lay down beside him and said, "Didn't you promise me not to go to that secret room again?"

Hua Jin did not answer.

"Do you want to see him live in front of your eyes, or do you want to see him live in a coffin? Since you promised me not to visit him again, don't go secretly anymore. You think about sadness, see things hurt your thoughts, and treat your body Not good, and the place is cold, I have asked the housekeeper to seal the door."

When Hua Jin heard it, he turned around suddenly, and met Nan Xun's nose again. He was obviously angry, and just reached out to push him to roll down, Nan Xun directly held his wrist, and slammed into his arms lira in.

Hua Jin struggled in his arms, but it made his heart itch.

"Who gave you the right to seal the room!" Hua Jin roared.He was rarely hysterical, except for the one time he woke up that night.

"You seemed very sad that night. You drank behind my back because you thought of him." Nan Xun said suddenly.

"Let go of me!" Hua Jin glared at him.

Nan Xun rubbed against the tip of his nose, touched his warm breath, and said softly: "You don't blame me that night, you mistook me for him, and I did what you wanted. Speaking of which, I have never seen him before. You are so gentle..."

He still remembered that night, he kept calling that person's name, crying in his voice, and listening to his heart feel like a knife was twisting.

"Shut up! Shut up! You don't deserve it, you don't..." Hua Jin's regretful voice choked up.

Nan Xun's kiss blocked the words behind him, turned over and covered the person under him, regardless of the other's struggle, pulled the quilt to cover the two of them.

"I want you to see clearly this time, it's not him who is warm with you."

"How dare you? You bastard... let me go!"

The clothes under the quilt were rubbing against each other, Nan Xun had already untied his exhausted belt, and with a few strokes he pushed aside his clothes, his body was light and his skin was cool, it seemed that no matter how many warm quilts he would not be able to cover him.

Nan Xun hugged him, pulled him into his arms, and closed his eyes heavily.

Hua Jin raised his head and roared, "You bastard! Nan Xun, I'm going to kill you...someone!"

"I made people quit." Nan Xun gave him the answer.

A trace of panic flashed across Hua Jin's face.

He struggled even harder, but to no avail, only sweating all over his body.

"Nan Xun, you are not allowed to touch me again, you are not allowed to touch me..."

Nan Xun smiled lightly and asked, "Then will you still listen to me in the future?"

Hua Jin was still stubborn, looking straight at him without saying a word.The next moment, Nan Xun bit his neck, even if he struggled, there was nothing he could do, the kiss spread all the way to the Adam's apple, he sucked lightly, and spent all his energy, when the moisture came from the collarbone, those hot hands had reached his waist go down.

"You stop! I will keep the promise..." he finally said, his voice trembling slightly due to his slightly rough breathing.

"I can rest assured that."

Nan Xun finally took the action with some nostalgia, but his hand remained where it was. He reminded: "Our agreement is that you must fully cooperate with the treatment, and your health is the most important thing. In the future, when your health is better, I will accompany you. You go to see him."

"Get out of here!" Hua Jin hated him with a look of humiliation.

He is the majestic owner of Qilin Village, how many people want to see his face, when has he bowed down and been threatened in such a shameful manner?

Nan Xun just smiled lightly, as if chatting, and asked again: "Can you tell me about what happened between you and him?"

"This has nothing to do with you, please get out! No..." He felt a hand on his waist move towards his obscene pants.

Nan Xun looked into his eyes: "Otherwise what? You know what I... want at this moment?"

His tone is still so gentle, he always has such a gentle tone when facing Hua Jin, it makes Hua Jin feel that he is scary.

"That's all you want to know?" Hua Jin said.

"No, but I want to untie your knot."

"He is my lover, he risked his life for me! He is my lover who I can live by, who I want to forget but never forget, who I want to die but never die. I can never give up, but I only want him to exist!" Hua Jin clenched his hands tightly. Gritting his teeth, he looked directly at him with decisive eyes, almost mockingly: "Do what you want, you are nothing more than a shameless person who takes advantage of the situation and indulges in sex in my eyes."

There was still a faint smile on Nan Xun's face, as if he had achieved his goal, he slowly retracted his hands, gently arranged the clothes for Hua Jin under the quilt, and tied the belt.

"Ah Jin, you are the most beautiful person in this world, you should love yourself." He just said this and got out of the quilt.

After getting out of bed, he still carefully tucked in the quilt for the person on the bed.After waking up the sparks in the stove with fire chopsticks, he went out without saying anything.

Nan Xun went back to the medicine hut, but stood in front of the courtyard and coughed, feeling dizzy for a while.

He stopped in his tracks, standing in the night wind after the snow, the wound on his neck was chilly, and the biting chill seemed to penetrate through the wound and permeate his whole body.

On the surface, he laughed off the exhausted irony, but his heart trembled. The trembling did not stem from him calling himself a shameless person, because he never regretted what he had done.

The most painful thing is that he said that if he wants to die, he can't die, but he is only willing to keep that person. It turns out that he is tired of living, but the only concern he still lives in this world is to see that person again.

If I can get him like this, even if I die as a dry bone, it is an honor.

Thinking about it this way, he must hate himself to the core.

Don't blame him, he has always guarded a person in his heart, and he has taken away his preserved loyalty, so he should hate himself.