peter pan and dorian gray

As soon as the alarm clock rang, Tu Siyuan pressed his phone to get up.It doesn't feel good to be woken up by the alarm, but Ji Yu is lying beside him, even if he has a monstrous urge to wake up, he has to control it now and change it.He walked out of the room lightly to wash, didn't eat, put on his clothes and went out, went to the pharmacy to buy medicine for Ji Yu.

On the way back, he received a call from Han Wei, saying that there were some things he didn't say yesterday. He heard Han Wei's tone as if he must tell him, picked up the phone and walked into the house.Ji Yu hadn't gotten up yet, and the earphones were not with him, so he turned on the speakerphone and put it on the table, listening while preparing to make breakfast.Han Wei's tone was a little hesitant, saying that he told him that day that he had concealed the fact that he had visited Ji Yu in the hospital, because he was afraid that he would no longer have a place in his heart after he knew about Ji Yu, so he did not tell him out of selfishness.

But Tu Siyuan also concealed Han Wei. If Han Wei told him the matter at that time, he might not dare to secretly see how Ji Yu was doing. During the few times he went secretly, he felt more and more that the feeling of not being able to see Ji Yu was true. Make him miserable.After being caught by Ji Yu, he even went there secretly a few times, but he was reluctant but had to leave before Ji Yu saw him.

He was so engrossed in his thoughts that he moved his hands mechanically. The sounds of stir frying and phone calls filled his ears. He didn't pay attention to other movements at all. He reached out to turn off the fire with one hand, and hugged him before he could react. .

When Ji Yu went downstairs, he heard the phone call again, and he patiently heard most of it before going over, and was about to kiss Tu Siyuan when he broke free.

Tu Siyuan remembered that Ji Yu said last night that he didn't mind letting Han Wei hear more voices when he called next time, and he was inexplicably looking forward to it. Since he couldn't really let the other party hear him, he had to break free from Ji Yu's arms and hang up. Called, served porridge and vegetables for Ji Yu to eat quickly.

Ji Yu thought that Tu Siyuan didn't receive a call yesterday, so he got up early today to pick it up, and cooked for him either as an excuse or by the way, and when he came, he hung up and sat at the table without saying a word.

Before Tu Siyuan moved his chopsticks, Ji Yu picked up some food for Ji Yu. Ji Yu glanced at it and said, "You were distracted while cooking, and it looks really hard to eat." He put down the food and took a spoon to feed Ji Yu porridge. Wan Jiyu grabbed the spoon: "I have my own hands." While drinking the porridge, he secretly looked at Ji Yu until Ji Yu finished the bowl of porridge.

Tu Siyuan put the dishes into the dishwasher and took out a tube of ointment from his pocket: "I'll apply the medicine to you."

"By the way?" Ji Yu asked.

"I just went out to buy it." Tu Siyuan immediately grabbed Ji Yu's hand to prevent him from breaking free.

Ji Yu glanced at the sofa: "Go over there."

The two sat on the sofa, Tu Siyuan gently applied the ointment on the back of Ji Yu's left hand, Ji Yu's hand shook, and he gasped, "It hurts."

Tu Siyuan squeezed out some more ointment, and moved his hands more gently: "What about now?"

Ji Yu glanced at the coffee table: "Don't squeeze."

Tu Siyuan put down the ointment, lowered his head and continued to apply the medicine to Ji Yu, but he felt a little restless just touching the back of his hand.

Ji Yu suddenly laughed at this moment: "Tu Siyuan, are you disappointed that you didn't make more noise just now?"

This question caught Tu Siyuan off guard, and before he could react, Ji Yu had already pushed him down on the sofa.

"Do you know why I hate the old sofa so much? Because when I see it, I think of the scene where you slept with someone else." Ji Yu whispered in Tu Siyuan's ear, "I don't like it a long time ago, so I changed all the other furniture. From now on, everything can only be with me."

In his heart, Tu Siyuan wished Ji Yu could get straight to the point, and wanted to put his arms around Ji Yu's neck and kiss him directly, but Ji Yu pressed those restless hands and kissed him first.

They went back upstairs later, intending to have lunch after some sleep.

"It's still warmer on the bed," Tu Siyuan grabbed the quilt, pretending to see Ji Yu's legs inadvertently, "Xiao Yu, what happened to your legs?"

"I knocked you out of your head just now." Ji Yu grabbed the quilt and put it on his lap.

Tu Siyuan held Ji Yu's hand: "I saw it when I moved you yesterday."

"I got a tattoo in my third year of high school, and it hurt so much that I only washed off half of it," Ji Yu said.

"Does it still hurt?"

Ji Yu looked very aggrieved: "It hurts."

"Then let me rub it for you?" Tu Siyuan admitted that his purpose was not pure, and moved a little closer.

"That's what you said." Ji Yu shook Tu Siyuan's hand instead.

After dinner in the afternoon, Ji Yu looked at Tu Siyuan: "My junior has something to do and wants to make a video call with me." He paused for a while, "Come with me."

Tu Siyuan glanced at the interface, and was stunned at the same time as the person opposite, Ji Yu touched him lightly: "What's wrong?"

The person on the opposite side spoke first: "I've seen him."

"That's really a coincidence." Ji Yu smiled and started talking.

Tu Siyuan didn't speak anymore, he saw that the clothes the other party was wearing looked familiar, and remembered that Ji Yu also had the same one, and vaguely guessed a fact that he didn't want to confirm.

After finishing the call, Ji Yu looked at Tu Siyuan with a look of familiarity: "You peeked at me again."

Later, Tu Siyuan went to the basketball court to watch Ji Yu secretly, and he always saw a junior at the side of the court. The first time he saw his junior looking for Ji Yu, he quietly left.He knew the reason and asked: "The younger brother should be very familiar with you."

"Well, very familiar," Ji Yu looked at Tu Siyuan with a half-smile, "I don't want to hide from you, I have been with him from my sophomore to my junior year," he added, "It's a very serious relationship, with him What you had before was different."

When Tu Siyuan heard Ji Yu's last words, he felt as uncomfortable as if he had been stabbed in the heart.He even thought that he should have watched the scene of Ji Yu and his junior together for a while, and he would give up even if he showed a little intimacy, or he should take the initiative and tell Ji Yu when Ji Yu was defending. His heart.

There are some things that you will never know why others react in that way until you experience them yourself.Now Tu Siyuan fully understands the reason why Ji Yu asked him to burn the paintings and replace all the furniture. It turned out that when he encountered the same situation, he was even more sad than Ji Yu.He clasped Ji Yu's hand firmly, looked straight into Ji Yu's eyes: "Xiao Yu, I'm serious about you."

"You said that to Han Wei before, but you concealed some things from him, even though he also concealed you," Ji Yu said, "When I saw him that day, the guilty look in his eyes showed that everything was a lie. It's just that he didn't expect you to be more deceptive."

"You might as well say that you are the most serious about the next one." Ji Yu gestured to break Tu Siyuan's hand away.

"There will be no next one," Tu Siyuan lowered his head, "You are the last one, there is no one else."

Ji Yu still believed Tu Siyuan's words, and kissed his face lightly, "Can you draw me a picture?"

Ji Yu said that when he was in junior high school and high school, his mobile phone couldn't take pictures, and he didn't even have a single photo. He wanted Tu Siyuan to draw a picture of him at that time.Tu Siyuan sat down at the desk and picked up the pen, the nib of the pen hung in the air and never fell, as if it was fixed there - he couldn't remember, and finally he hesitated, and drew the day when he secretly went to the back door of Ji Yu's class.

Ji Yu gently picked up the stick figure: "I know you don't remember me at that time, but it's okay." He hugged Tu Siyuan from behind, "It's still a long time before you pay off what you owe me. Enough for you to always remember me."

"I love you."

"I know," Ji Yu smiled, "but I haven't told you whether I love you or not. What if..."

"It doesn't matter if you don't love me," Tu Siyuan closed his eyes, "I will always love you, it's enough for me to love you."