A Timely Wife

Chengdong is a generation born under the red flag and grew up in the spring breeze. He is the only child in the family. He has no brothers and sisters. In addition, he is a posthumous child. Since he was a child, he is used to the four old people on both sides and his own mother. Therefore, it is difficult for him to understand the feeling of having a younger brother and sister who needs to be taken care of by himself, and even the relationship between mother and child is a little different for him.

At least, when his mother passed away, he didn't feel very sad. Instead, he breathed a sigh of relief. He felt that his mother had finally come to an end. He knew that his mother's life was too difficult. A man who takes care of his own children, goes to work to earn money, does housework, handles things, and relies on a woman inside and out. Carrying jars up and down the stairs, a woman is doing a man's job and messing with a woman's heart.

Chengdong heard from his mother that his grandparents were extremely opposed to his mother’s friendship with his father. The main reason was that his father was a soldier, and his grandparents were worried that soldiers would have a bad temper. Military marriages are protected. As long as the man does not agree to the divorce, the woman can only endure it. The grandparents are afraid that something bad will happen to the mother.

But my mother was very persistent. In order to be able to marry my father, she secretly took the household registration book out of the house, and went to the Civil Affairs Bureau with my father to register for marriage. When my grandparents found out, the matter was a foregone conclusion. After a serious illness, I didn't care about my mother's affairs since then, or after I was born, my grandma pitied me that I only had a mother and no father, and my father was really good to my mother when he was alive, and he was also extremely filial to his grandparents. Persuasion from both sides resolved the knot between mother and grandfather.

Chengdong doesn't know whether his mother's choice is right or not, and he doesn't know if his mother has regretted it, but after his father passed away, there are many excellent suitors around his mother, but his mother never agreed, just Keeping himself wholeheartedly until his death, Chengdong remembered that when his mother left, he only said one sentence, I'm going to find your father, don't worry about me.

So Chengdong has respect and admiration for his mother, but he lacks intimacy. When his mother is alive, there is nothing to worry about. Until he got stomach cancer and it was already in the advanced stage, Chengdong remembered My mother silently arranged her funeral properly. She contacted the funeral home and arranged the funeral. She also told herself that she never let her children worry about her when she was alive, and would not cause trouble to her children. It will not become a burden to the children, so there is no need for the children to cry for themselves. The dead are dead, and the living should live well.

Chengdong still passed out from crying in his mother's mourning hall. His mother's death meant that he was the only one living alone in this world, without family, lover, children, or even friends. No one cares about whether he eats well or sleeps soundly, no one asks him whether he eats well or not, no one asks whether he is cold or hot, no more, there will never be any more up.

To say how sad it is, Chengdong thinks he doesn't have it, but it's still a bit regrettable. The mother-child relationship is gone before he has time to experience it, and the kind of emotion between brothers and sisters has never existed from the beginning. Yes, Chengdong has always felt that it is better to say that he lives without any worries than to say that he lives freely and freely. The more lonely people are, the more optimistic they are, not because they are psychologically strong, but because there is nothing or people that make them feel lonely. Keep it in mind, let them be scared.

When Li Ruosong said he was worried about his grandfather and father, Chengdong knew that what Li Ruosong said was that Li Bairen, as an elder brother, would worry about his younger brother, and that Li Guoliang, as a son, would worry about his father. Although it was really difficult for Chengdong to understand, he didn't say anything. It's true that he can't understand this kind of emotion, but it's true that he can understand others. At the same time, Chengdong is also very envious of them in his heart. No matter what, there is someone who can make him worry, make him care, even make him angry. This kind of thing is very attractive to Cheng Dong who has been alone for decades.

Suddenly, Chengdong remembered something, it seemed that his current body could bear a child, child, Chengdong smiled slightly, maybe it would be a good thing to have a child connected with his blood.

Li Ruosong was frowning and thinking about something, when he inadvertently glanced at Cheng Dong, and found Cheng Dong was smiling, he asked with some doubts: "Fu Lang, what are you thinking about?"

Before Chengdong woke up from his own contemplation, he replied subconsciously: "I'm thinking about my child, I really hope I can have a child."

The corners of Li Ruosong's lips twitched slightly, revealing a meaningful smile.