A Timely Wife

In the silent mountain forest, the only dirt road leading to the outside world, the horseshoes trampled on the ground and made regular sounds, and occasionally a low hum from the carriage could be heard.

"Don't cry, let me see. My eyes are red from crying. We will be back soon. Those two boys are better at home. It is inconvenient for us to take them with us when we go out. Grandparents, parents, and mothers are all at home. With them Help us take care of the baby, you can rest assured, don't cry, and be obedient." Li Ruosong gently coaxed Chengdong in his arms.

Although Chengdong really wanted to control himself so that he would not continue to cry like a big girl, he just couldn't help it, as long as he thought of the two little guys who opened their arms for them to hug before the two of them left, he couldn't help it Himself, he and Li Ruosong carried a child from the house to the outside. The two little guys didn't know anything, they just hugged them and giggled, scratched their hair, or pulled their clothes, or Just touching their faces and wriggling in their arms.

This kind of happy smile only lasted until Chengdong and Li Ruosong got into the carriage. At first, the two little guys thought that they would turn around and hug them when they got into the carriage. The people drove away in the carriage, and after the two little guys were dumbfounded for a moment, they burst into earth-shattering cries.

The two children flapped their arms and legs, and one cried louder than the other. They insisted on following Li Ruosong and Chengdong into the carriage. Seeing their father and father's carriage slowly going away, they had no intention of taking them with them. The struggle became more and more severe, so that both Li Wushi and Li Chenshi couldn't hold the two little things anymore.

The heart-piercing cry made Cheng Dong's eyes turn red, he resisted the thought of jumping off the carriage and running back to the two children, tightly holding Li Ruosong's hand, tears streaming down his cheeks , Li Ruosong's eyes were also red, but he didn't shed tears like Chengdong.

The two people's carriage traveled a long distance, Li Ruosong and Chengdong could still vaguely hear the cries of the two children, the sound was like a knife cutting through the hearts of the two of them, they You have to use very strong restraint to keep yourself from thinking about going home, and go home to hug those two soft, fat, and milky children.

"Ruosong, let's go to the exam and come back after the exam. I miss them both." Cheng Dong wiped away his tears and said with a sob.

"Okay, let's go and come back after the exam. Then maybe the two children will be able to talk. Do you think they will call Daddy or Father first?" Li Ruosong hugged Chengdong and patted Chengdong with one hand back, comforting Chengdong.

"I guess the first thing they will call is grandma." Cheng Dong thought for a while, and said a little unhappy. He didn't have an opinion on Li Chen or Li Wu, but on himself. They set off to the capital now in mid-May, and then there is a waiting period of several months, and then there is an exam. After the exam, they can't leave directly. They have to wait for the rankings to be released. It was only when Li Ruosong was able to pass the Jinshi examination and ranked high that they would need to take the imperial examination.

After the palace examination is over, we still have to wait for the results of the palace examination. No matter what the ranking is, an official will be appointed. At that time, they can take up the post first. When the two of them settle down, they can bring their family members there. Very plump, but the reality is often very skinny, because this time is too long, the exam is in August, and the results will not be announced until September. The palace exam is estimated to be November or December, when the palace exam results come out It is estimated that it will be January of the next year, and when the results come out and the official positions are assigned, it will probably be the end of next year. By then, the two children will probably be able to run off the ground, let alone talking. In Chengdong's impression, children over one year old can speak fluently.

So when Chengdong saw his two sons again and found out that the two sons could only call people simply, he was very worried for a while, and Zhang Steward told him many times before he reluctantly accepted that the children were not sick As a result, Chengdong actually judged his two sons according to the standards of modern children, but modern pregnant women will supplement folic acid and various nutrients early on, and will use various methods to supplement their children after they are born. Body, and the children are exposed to new things earlier and naturally develop faster. Chengdong's two sons are not so lucky. They can have so many good things to enjoy. In fact, even if there are, Chengdong doesn't know what to do. Well, after all, in his previous life, he could only be responsible for planting the seeds.

Thinking of not being able to watch the children grow up, not being able to hear them call daddy and father, not being able to witness them sitting up for the first time, turning over for the first time, standing up for the first time, and taking steps for the first time, I always feel very, very regretful. , And this kind of regret is that no matter what happens in the future, there is no way to make up for it.

Seeing that Chengdong was getting more and more depressed, Li Ruosong closed his eyes, and said to Chengdong cruelly: "Or, you, don't go to Beijing with me, go back and accompany the children, I can't do it alone over there." If you can take care of yourself, don't worry, I will come back after the exam, and I will never leave you behind."

Chengdong raised his head suddenly, looked at Li Ruosong fixedly, and after seeing the deep reluctance in Li Ruosong's eyes, he smiled and said: "You haven't learned anything else, but you learn quickly when you say something wrong, according to our According to the side, your behavior is called being upright. In fact, I don’t have to be with the children, but I just feel that I am not qualified to be their father. Compared with other people who are mothers or fathers I'm actually unqualified.

It's just that no matter how many times I choose, I will choose to be with you instead of them. Don't talk, listen to me. I'm afraid I won't be able to say anything after this time. For me, Children are very important. After all, they stayed in my stomach for ten months. I suffered a lot when giving birth to them, and they are still in the blood of you and me. Naturally, I love and value them very much.

However, children will always grow up. When they were young, the two of us could play with them, study with them, and grow up with them. But when they grow up, they start to have their own lives, marry wives and have children and leave us. Don't tell me, don't we both have to follow the children with shamelessness? Even if we don't separate now, we will still be separated one day in the future. We can't be with them forever.

Parents are older than us, if there is no accident, they will leave this world earlier than us, and children will always leave our own life one day, only you, and only you, will always be by my side, and I will always be by your side, and only each other can accompany us until we grow old. "

After Chengdong finished speaking, he stretched out his hand and hugged Li Ruosong tightly. At this time, Chengdong was much weaker than Chengdong in the past. Those words that could not be said in the past were easy to say now, "Ruosong , you don’t know, I just came into this world, when I opened my eyes and saw you, how panicked I was, I lived to be nearly 40 years old in my previous life, but I was always alone, reading a book alone, alone Sleeping, working alone, and traveling alone, I always feel that I am suitable for living alone. I don’t need a lover, I don’t need children, and I don’t have a family. I always feel that this is good, free, and no one cares It's great that no one bothers me. But because of this, I also feel that life is very boring. You see, even if I die one day, no one will know, and it is very likely that no one will know. People will be sad for me. I don't have anyone to care about, and I don't have anyone to worry about. I have no interest in anything except work. If this is the case, what is the difference between being alive and dead?

Only after being with you again, I realized that the life I lived before was never the life I wanted. Now I am, someone will bring me a hot meal when I am hungry, and someone will bring me a hot meal when I am tired. Carrying me to rest when I was young, I would worry about whether I would wear enough clothes or eat well, it would make me nostalgic for this world, and make me want to do something to make these people's lives better, Wakamatsu, you I don’t know, I actually care about you very much. I used to be just used to it. I’m used to you taking care of me, I’m used to you caring about me, I’m used to you being nice to me. I found that I am not just used to you, but in love with you.

Ruosong, whether it is my past life or my present life, you are the only person I love, I love you, so I don’t want to be separated from you for a long time, I hope I can always be with you, even if it is suffering, even if It's poverty, even if there are thorns all over the front, as long as you don't let go of my hand, I will definitely follow you, Wakamatsu, can you promise me that I am the only one in this life? "

This is the first time that Li Ruosong clearly heard Chengdong express his feelings for him from Chengdong's mouth. At this moment, Li Ruosong just wanted to yell loudly, only in this way can he vent his excitement And excited, Chengdong, his husband, his lover, also loves him, finally, all his sacrifices made him feel worth it at this moment, for these three words, even if he had to sacrifice his life now, he would willing.

"You, can you say it again?" Li Ruosong's voice was a little trembling, with some disbelief.

Chengdong smiled slightly, and said, "Ruosong, I love you."

"again."

"I love you."

"again."

"I love you."

Li Ruosong hugged Chengdong tightly, and buried his face on Chengdong's shoulder and neck. Soon, Chengdong felt that the fabric on his shoulder was wet, and Chengdong raised the corners of his mouth, showing a satisfied smile.