It's a pity that I am as beautiful as a flower [Quick Transmigration]

Obviously, Chu Yan lied to someone again.

Back then, Lin Qinghan didn't know anything, that's why Shen Qingyang plotted against him.

When Lin Qinghan learned that the Taoist companion he loved so much wanted to kill him, he would be so desperate.

He trampled his sincerity into the soil, and used it in every possible way, causing him to be hurt badly.

The reason why Chu Yan said this was just to see Shen Qingyang's heartache, and to test the position of the original owner in his heart.

It's just that Chu Yan thought too much, and the regret value only increased by five points.

[The road is long and long, tsk tsk. ]

The system thought that Chu Yan was discouraged, for fear that he would lose patience: [Don't be discouraged!The owner still broke a corner! ]

[Listen, ten points of remorse is not considered a breakthrough, especially for someone as wary as Shen Qingyang. ]

The system asked in a daze: [How much is a corner of the breach? ]

Chu Yan laughed inwardly: [Of course it was when Shen Qingyang defended me and started to get jealous with Jiang Huai. ]

Thinking about that scene, it's really exciting!

Chu Yan rubbed his hands secretly, gearing up, ready to start immediately.

He couldn't wait to see what Shen Qingyang looked like.

"I know you want Bi Luocao, Shen Qingyang, you have worked so hard to catch me, and you want to threaten Master with me?"

Shen Qingyang looked at Chu Yan. His current appearance was covered with thorns, which formed a huge contrast with the appearance of trusting him wholeheartedly just now.

When Shen Qingyang wanted to grab the corner of Chu Yan's clothes, but with one touch, he was slapped away by Chu Yan in disgust.

"Do not touch me!"

Shen Qingyang's face changed slightly, subconsciously ignoring his own thoughts at the moment: "It's good that you know, Su Moyuan will definitely exchange Bi Luocao for you, why ask me again?"

"Indeed, it was my unnecessary action. I should have guessed it a long time ago." Chu Yan shook the chain on his wrist ironically, and the thin chain made a crisp sound, "Isn't this a trick you often use? 80 years ago Just shut me down, isn't it enough?"

Shen Qingyang fell silent, his eyes flickered slightly, and he felt a little more guilty in his heart.

And Chu Yan didn't seem to see this, and continued: "However, this place is much more comfortable than staying at Rin Bingya. That day at the foot of Rin Bingya, the wind was like a knife day and night, even a cultivator would have to taste it all." All kinds of pains before. Day after day, year after year, fortunately... I was not tortured crazy."

These words were bloody revealed, and Shen Qingyang's breath was a little disordered.

If Chu Yan had come to accuse him of these things from the very beginning, perhaps Shen Qingyang's heart would not have been so deeply touched.

But...he just looked at him with such confidence just now.

The huge contrast made it impossible for him to adapt.

The two stopped talking, and no one spoke anymore.

Chu Yan stood outside the window of the wooden house, and the moonlight outside shone on him, making him covered in silver frost.This kind of him seemed even more unreal, as if he was about to turn into a fairy and go away in the next second, making it impossible for people to catch him.

The moonlight made his brows and eyes thinner. In the stagnant air, Chu Yan slowly opened his mouth: "Shen Qingyang, do I look so pain-free?"

These words hit Shen Qingyang's heart heavily, making Shen Qingyang breathless.

——Do I look so pain-free?

He almost fled out in embarrassment, but Chu Yan's words resounded in his heart for a long time.

[Shen Qingyang's remorse value is 15.]

But Chu Yan, who heard these words, smiled contentedly.

"Sleep with peace of mind!"

The system complained from the bottom of his heart, the master is really heartless.

—

The moonlight shone dimly in the bamboo forest, and the surroundings were quiet and peaceful, except for the sound of bamboo leaves rustling.

Shen Qingyang escaped with great difficulty, and his face was very ugly: "Is there really someone in this world who is unreservedly nice to others?"

Today's Chu Yan brought back a lot of memories in him——

He was a demon cultivator in his previous life, and he knew his destiny since he was born.

Killing his wife to testify, and killing his son to testify.

His father's heart was like a rock, and his way was bloodthirsty and cruel.

Shen Qingyang understood from a very young age that to his father, he and his mother were nothing more than things that could be used.

Father has no mercy for them.

That day when the young Shen Qingyang returned home after practicing, he saw the clouds in the hut where he lived from a distance, and it seemed that someone was trying to build an alchemy.

Shen Qingyang had been prepared for a long time, but he didn't expect things to happen so quickly.

When the robbery cloud cleared, he opened the door and saw his mother was covered in blood.

And his devil cultivator's father laughed almost crazily and cruelly: "The way of killing and beheading hearts is indeed well-deserved. My cultivation has been stagnant for many years, and now I have finally improved!"

Looking at the mother lying on the ground covered in blood, Shen Qingyang took a step back with a pale face.

The person in front of him was too scary, he didn't look at his son, but a dead thing.

The moon was lonely, and there was not a single living thing where they lived.

Shen Qingyang will always remember how he dragged his mother's body and buried her in the dust bit by bit.

He dug a hole with his bare hands, refusing to use spells or tools.

It seems that what is buried here is not his mother, but a part of him as a 'human being'.

Looking at the corpse, Shen Qingyang couldn't help thinking, it must have been very painful when her mother died, right?Her body was pierced with many holes, blood and flesh flew everywhere, and there was no intact place.What would it be like to be killed by someone you love so much?

The dirt stained his face, and his heart was also blackened.

In this world, there is really no need for too much emotion.

Calculations, just use calculations instead.

Shen Qingyang hides all his feelings and no longer shows his true feelings to anyone.

Shen Qingyang even felt that he no longer had those things.

He is a cold and selfish person who will do anything to survive.

Shen Qingyang didn't believe at all that there would be pure feelings, wouldn't people use each other to survive?

Compared with that illusory thing, obviously these talents made him feel more at ease.

So one day when someone showed his feelings nakedly in front of him, Shen Qingyang subconsciously panicked, and then questioned.

It is absolutely impossible for anyone in this world to love him sincerely!

How can anyone really love someone who doesn't even love him?

Shen Qingyang walked out of this place full of worries, but at this moment someone had been standing outside waiting for him for a long time.

"Qingyang, the suzerain asked me to come to you."

Through the moonlight, he could see the man's face clearly.Zong Xuanji's blue taoist robe was fluttering, his eyes were deeply black, and his face was sickly white because he had not seen the sun for a long time.

"Uncle Grandmaster?"

Zong Xuanji is a well-known sick child of the Yunxian Sect. Although he has already cultivated to the Nascent Soul, he was injured in the early years and has not recovered until now.

Zong Xuanji smiled softly: "Did you bully Jiang Huai?"

"Jianghuai went to find the suzerain?"

Zong Xuanji's smile deepened: "Qingyang, you are still so smart. I clearly only said a few words, and you can guess everything."

"That's the news that Uncle Master is willing to disclose to me."

Zong Xuanji liked Shen Qingyang's intelligence very much, because he didn't need to talk too much.

Save effort.

But since the suzerain has invited, it is not appropriate to chat for too long.

Zong Xuanji recited the formula silently, and after a while, a golden lotus stand appeared out of thin air. Those transparent petals were full of golden light, and they bloomed in the silent night, looking otherworldly and refined.

"Come on, I'll take you there."

"How dare you trouble Grand Master Uncle?"

Zong Xuanji smiled and said, "If you don't have this lotus platform to open the way to where you want to go, you won't be able to get in."

Shen Qingyang shuddered all over, and could only follow Zong Xuanji to the lotus platform.

The wind howled at night, Zong Xuanji saw something on Shen Qingyang's waist, and asked, "You still have that bamboo Xiao on your waist, do you still have any thoughts about Senior Brother?"

The senior brother Zong Xuanji said was Chu Yan.

Shen Qingyang fell silent: "Since we have decided to form a Taoist couple with Jiang Huai, the past is like a passing cloud."

Zong Xuanji's eyes were clouded, and he never believed in what happened back then, and he had argued with the elders of the sect many times because of this matter.

Back then, everyone thought that the senior brother had died at the foot of the ice cliff, who would have expected him to reappear and go to the Demon Palace?

Wouldn't this... just confirm his accusation of betraying the sect?

Zong Xuanji sighed faintly, in this life... I don't know if I can see my senior brother again.

"Qingyang, although you have let go, but I can't let go." Zong Xuanji knew that his body was already like an hourglass, even if it was filled with spiritual energy, it would be unloaded, and he didn't expect to be one step closer.

It's just that he was always brooding about the matter of his senior brother back then.

Shen Qingyang fell silent, and did not continue speaking.

When the lotus platform arrived near the Longhua Pond of Yunxianzong, Zong Xuanji landed on a cliff.

The wind whizzed and blew on their faces, making their hair wild.

Zong Xuanji and Shen Qingyang looked at each other: "Can you forget him when you and Jiang Huai held a double cultivation ceremony?"

Can you forget him?

Shen Qingyang couldn't understand himself more and more. He already had the Golden Core 80 years ago, and it took 80 years to cultivate the Nascent Soul.

The reasons, do I need to say more?

That person has become his demon.

Otherwise, how could he fail to overcome the hurdle of Jindan cultivating into a Nascent Soul?

Shen Qingyang didn't answer Zong Xuanji's question directly, but said: "It's not for that reason that Jiang Huai and I hold the double cultivation ceremony."

Zong Xuanji showed a smile: "That's good, Jiang Huai is a good boy, treat him well."

"……Yes."

"go in."

Shen Qingyang turned around and walked over there from the cliff. The reason why outsiders are not allowed to enter here is because under the Longhua Pond is the spiritual vein of Yunxianzong, which is the foundation of Yunxianzong's founding school.

I don't know what is the matter, but I will choose there.

The night is an intoxicating dark blue, the sky is full of stars, and the half crescent moon looks bright and flawless.The spirit beast guarding the mountain in Longhua Pool has been sleeping for many years.The Dongfu where the suzerain lived is among the rocks beside Longhua Pool.

When Shen Qingyang walked in gradually, he found that Jiang Huai was also here.

The suzerain looked up at him and pointed slightly: "Sit down."

Shen Qingyang had no choice but to sit on the stone bench first.

"You are here too, so come and play chess with me."

Sure enough, there were black and white chess pieces on the stone table, and the chess game was already in dire shape.

"The suzerain asked us to come, it's not just as simple as playing chess?"

The suzerain laughed: "Your double cultivation ceremony is a grand event of the Yunxian sect for decades. In the 80 years since Qinghan fell into the devil's way, you have always been ridiculed and doubted by outsiders. Qingyang, now you and Jiang Huai are holding a double cultivation After the grand ceremony, I will have nothing to do with Qinghan anymore, so in the future... I can rest assured."

Since that incident, Shen Qingyang's position in Yunxianzong has indeed become very embarrassing.

His dual cultivators, fallen demons, even among decent people, have many people who look down on Shen Qingyang.

Jiang Huai used to think that Shen Qingyang was affected by Chu Yan, but now it seems that it is all caused by himself!

"Sect Master... Can the double cultivation ceremony be postponed?"

"Postponed?" The suzerain's tone suddenly turned cold.

Jiang Huai hummed with difficulty: "There are some things I want to find out."

"What do you mean?"

"In the fishing village that day, my parents and brothers were all slaughtered. I want to go back to the fishing village..."

The suzerain frowned: "It won't be too late to go back after you form a pair of monks for these things. The day is set. Do you want Yunxianzong to become the laughing stock of all sects?"

Jiang Huai lowered his hands weakly, and laughed at himself, "I see."

Although he was raised by the suzerain and has elder affection for the suzerain, but this is the suzerain of the Yunxian sect after all, not an elder who favors him.

The suzerain...will not consider everything for him.

Before Shen Qingyang came, I talked for so long in front of him, but I couldn't do anything.

"Jianghuai, you have just practiced Jindan not long ago. I have a book of dual cultivation skills here. You and Qingyang are dual cultivation, and your cultivation will be stabilized soon."

Jiang Huai held back the nausea in his heart: "...Yes."

The suzerain looked at him with a smile: "You go down first, I have something to talk to Qingyang."

Jiang Huai naturally didn't want to stay any longer, so he left this place immediately.

In the dark night, his heart was so cold.

What happened here reminded him all the time that no one was really thinking about him, and they all only cared about the immediate interests.

Those days in Qinghuan Palace were really the happiest days in his life.

It's a pity that it also took over Fu Yunxiao's stuff.

In the end, he still has nothing.

—

After Jiang Huai left, the suzerain and Shen Qingyang got to the point.

"It's been 80 years, haven't you been able to put it down?" The suzerain held a black chess piece between his fingers, and dropped a chess piece on the stone plate.

"What can't I let go of?"

The suzerain looked at him with a half-smile: "In the past 80 years, I have seen that you have only a little affection for Jianghuai. Although you put on a smiling face to greet people the rest of the time, you obviously feel that you are not paying attention."

Shen Qingyang looked at him in disbelief.

"You give me the feeling that your heart is missing."

Shen Qingyang's breath became chaotic: "Sovereign! What did you want to say when you came to me today?"

He was about to be led by the nose by the other party. Wouldn't this force him to admit that he also had feelings for Chu Yan?

The suzerain's eyes were gentle: "Not long after you and Qinghan held the double cultivation ceremony, you often had nightmares and couldn't distinguish between reality and dreams. At that time, your mental state was so regressed that you couldn't stabilize your cultivation at all. Qinghan ran all over the mountains and rivers for you , to find the treasures of heaven and earth for you to stabilize your cultivation."

Shen Qingyang still remembers that that period was his most difficult time.

The memories of his previous life flooded out like a tide. If there were only sporadic memories before, it was during that time that he learned all the memories of his previous life.

He passed the day in a daze, and he didn't know how long it had been, but he only knew that Chu Yan often went out to find medicine for him.

The suzerain sighed: "Among them, there are 37 secret realms, big and small. He has traveled to countless places. Which time did he not come back with scars?"

Shen Qingyang's complexion changed drastically, and he looked at the suzerain in disbelief: "Seat 37...?"

"of course."

"But no one has ever told me about this!"

The suzerain smiled: "That child has been aloof since he was a child, and he refused to let you know because he has too high self-esteem."

When talking about Chu Yan, the suzerain still had a smile on his mouth.

But while talking, he suddenly fell silent.

The suzerain sighed leisurely: "Qinghan did those things later, and even worshiped under Su Moyuan's sect, so don't mention it."

Shen Qingyang felt very uncomfortable. He always felt that he and Chu Yan had been together for 30 years and had done too many things for him to touch his heart.

Unexpectedly, he also...

Shen Qingyang's mood was already in chaos, but the suzerain over there was still saying: "Take care of Jianghuai, he just came back from the magic palace, and he wanted to postpone the date of the double cultivation ceremony. There must be some reason."

Shen Qingyang agreed indiscriminately, all he had in his mind was Chu Yan.

He didn't care about Jiang Huai's abnormality.

Shen Qingyang returned to the bamboo forest where Chu Yan was closed.

As soon as Shen Qingyang came over, Chu Yan slowly opened his eyes: "Qingyang?"

Shen Qingyang's face was pale, and he really looked like this again.

Such a complete trust in him.

Shen Qingyang's breathing trembled, and he finally knew what he had lost.

He walked up to Chu Yan, trying to untie the chains on him.

But Chu Yan avoided it by himself.

"Hey, let me untie your chains."

Chu Yan looked at him suspiciously, still unwilling: "But I will lose my mind and even hurt you."

Shen Qingyang tasted a bitter taste in his mouth, as if he had been punched several times.

He actually remembered the lies he made up at the beginning.

Shen Qingyang looked at him deeply, his eyes filled with pain: "I've found the medicine, even if I let you go, you won't hurt me."

Chu Yan stared at him: "Really?"

Shen Qingyang nodded immediately.

Chu Yan took a step back: "I don't believe it."

Shen Qingyang was a little surprised, he didn't expect him to react like this.

Chu Yan's face was extremely pale: "Recently... I often feel that my memory is missing. When I open and close my eyes, it is dawn. In addition, I can't raise my cultivation level at all. I must have been injured too deeply. It's all like this. What medicine can you have? Can you heal me?"

His recent memory loss is naturally due to his current insanity!

"...Before you, didn't you search all over the country to find those treasures of heaven and earth for me? Why can't I?"

Chu Yan finally showed a smile: "We are a pair of monks, and these are all taken for granted."

Just because they are dual monks?No other reason?

Shen Qingyang suddenly laughed out loud, sighing that he was ridiculous.

But as he talked, Chu Yan's expression became lonely.

Shen Qingyang noticed it and asked him, "What's wrong?"

"I was wrong just now, are we... not a couple of dual cultivators?" Chu Yan stared closely at Shen Qingyang, trying to get some news from it.

When he heard him say that, the other party's face was paler than his.

Maybe he lied too many times, and he lied to himself.

Shen Qingyang squeezed her chest tightly. Although there was the sound of a heartbeat there, it was superficial and completely cold.

It was only when Chu Yan came back here that he tasted all kinds of different tastes, as if the heart had come back to life.

At this moment, Shen Qingyang was startled - it turns out that I actually have feelings for him.

——We are no longer a couple of monks.

When Chu Yan uttered this small sentence, he felt soreness and pain.

Shen Qingyang's expression was always light and calm. He walked up to Chu Yan and held him in his arms, his body trembling slightly.

"Qingyang?"

Although he didn't like others to approach him, Chu Yan still held back his discomfort.

"Around me, no one would give their true feelings to someone like me."

"How could it be?" Chu Yan coughed slightly, "You treat people with gentleness, courtesy, and humility, and they must all value you."

"No." Shen Qingyang said hoarsely, "No one will..."

Just such a pure reason is very good to him.

He had never seen such a fool again.

Shen Qingyang hugged Chu Yan, feeling very warm in his arms.

He was extremely nostalgic, and couldn't help but indulge in it.

The warmth lasted only for a moment, and in the next second, Chu Yan in his arms suddenly changed: "Let me go."

When he heard a voice without any emotion, Shen Qingyang let go of Chu Yan and looked at him.

Looking at him was a pair of unwavering eyes.

Shen Qingyang felt the pain.

[The precision turns so fast?Aren't you afraid of being discovered by Shen Qingyang? ]

[Always pretend to be an obedient personality, let him hug me like this? ] Chu Yan sneered in his heart, [Dreaming! ]

The system shuddered, the host was no longer skinny this time, but it was so bad, it was so bad to the bone!

What's even more frightening is that he is still playing tricks on Shen Qingyang.

"Shen Qingyang, if you have the ability to kill me, what's the point of shutting me up and insulting me?"

Shen Qingyang let go of him and took a step back.

Because of how much his heart hurts now, Shen Qingyang understood how sweet the embrace just now was.

"Feel sorry."

At this moment, Shen Qingyang finally understood why his memory was divided into two sections.

The pain is too deep to bear.

So he split himself. On the one hand, he loves himself without any grievances, and on the other hand, he guards against him out of self-protection.

Shen Qingyang bit her lip, and tasted blood in her mouth.

The feeling that Chu Yan gave him completely made his heart warm and ache, and the pain and warmth.

Sometimes it's like heaven, and sometimes it's like hell.

He was torn back and forth in the middle, and a wound was opened in his heart. He was obviously numb, but he still wanted to be warm.

Shen Qingyang's eyes gradually became firm, and he looked at Chu Yan: "I will let you go."

"... What tricks are you playing?"

Just at this time, the sky broke through the clouds, and thunder broke out.

One person used a talisman to resist the fire, and his body floated in the sky and looked proudly at the bamboo forest.

"Shen Qingyang, return my apprentice! Otherwise, I will burn your Yunxian sect!"

Seeing Su Moyuan coming, everyone in Yunxianzong turned pale.

"Isn't that the devil?"

"Su Moyuan, it's Su Moyuan who is here!"

"It's such a powerful coercion. I'm afraid only the patriarch can restrain Su Moyuan when he comes out of the mountains, right?"

All of a sudden, everyone turned pale with fright and began to discuss in low voices.

They were certain that there was a large protective formation outside Yunxianzong, and Su Moyuan couldn't get in for a while.

But Su Moyuan was extremely irritable, as if he didn't see his apprentice for a day, a piece of his heart seemed to be missing.

In particular, when he recalled the memories of his previous life, the people around him were robbed! ?

Su Moyuan's mood became even worse.

"Shen Qingyang, listen to me. If you don't hand over my apprentice, I will kill ten members of your Yunxian sect if you don't see anyone every quarter of an hour. If you don't see me for an hour, I will kill a hundred of your inner disciples." .”

Hiss, what an arrogant tone!

"Su Moyuan, don't be too rampant, our sect's mountain guard formation was set up by the ancestor! It's not that easy for you to break it!"

Su Moyuan narrowed his eyes, and a stream of light flashed in his scarlet eyes: "Really?"

The next moment, everyone saw that Su Moyuan crushed their mountain protection formation established by their patriarch with his bare hands.

"Is it just this shit?"