It's a pity that I am as beautiful as a flower [Quick Transmigration]

After that incident, Chu Yan's campus life finally returned to calm.

He no longer lived in the dormitory, but rented another house, and no longer had any interaction with Xie Qingquan.But after all, they are all from the same school, sometimes Chu Yan still sees Xie Qingquan.

On this day, when Chu Yan was playing golf, he happened to see Xie Qingquan walking by with a book.

In autumn, the leaves are all yellow, and there are piles of them all around.

Xie Qingquan passed by the basketball court with a haggard face.

Chu Yan stared blankly, Xie Qingquan lost a lot of weight, just like Cheng Feiyu back then.

"Cheng Feiyu, who do you think is so dazed?"

Chu Yan smiled at him: "No one."

The man looked over, only to find that it was Xie Qingquan.

"He has framed you so much and made you suffer for so long, don't you forgive him?"

Chu Yan laughed, with an ambiguous attitude, neither agreeing nor refuting.

After all, what about Xie Qingquan has nothing to do with him.

He didn't know where Xie Qingquan was going, and he didn't want to know Xie Qingquan's future.

Just like the bet he made with Luo Yuanjie, Chu Yan chose never to have any interaction with him again.

By the time the game was over, the sky had already dimmed.

The night wind blows on the face, bringing a bit of coolness.With the arrival of October, autumn is getting stronger.Many leaves have fallen on the campus, and the dead leaves are not yet ready to rot, mixed with the bright and mottled sunlight, and this autumn also brings a little warmth.

Chu Yan bought a can of strawberry milk and wanted to take it back to drink, but when she walked to the corner, she saw Xie Qingquan.

He was being stalked?

Chu Yan quickly retreated and hid in the corner to eavesdrop.

"Boss, this kid always carries a lot of money with him, how many times we have taken it away, like a fool."

"Hahaha, why don't we take a few photos of him, so we can get money every month?"

It turned out to be the gangsters nearby, damn it, has Xie Qingquan been bullied by them so many times?

Chu Yan narrowed her eyes and was about to rush out.

But Xie Qingquan, who kept his head down, coldly squeezed the hand that wanted to take off his clothes: "Don't touch me."

"Yo, you suddenly resisted today?"

Xie Qingquan's face was very cold, and he said word by word: "I only touched Xiaoyu, I told you not to touch me!"

Xie Qingquan tried his best to restrain his emotions. During this time, he has almost reached the limit.

He wanted to see Chu Yan crazily, but he deeply understood that what he had done was irreversible.

When these people reached out to him, Xie Qingquan finally couldn't help but explode.

Standing at the corner, Chu Yan heard those people screaming.

Those people cursed and called monsters, and quickly ran away without a trace, but Xie Qingquan fell to the ground with a touch.

It seemed that Xie Qingquan had won—a tragic victory.

Chu Yan, who was standing at the corner, finally couldn't bear it anymore, and walked out from there: "Why didn't you resist before?"

Hearing this voice, Xie Qingquan, who was covered in scars, opened his eyes wide.

His eyes filled with tears: "I want to atone."

"So let those people bully you?"

Xie Qingquan curled up his injured body into a ball: "It's because of me that you went through those... I just want to experience everything you have experienced again."

Chu Yan remained silent for a long time.

He came out from around the corner and crouched on the ground.

Xie Qingquan kept covering his eyes with his hands, not wanting Chu Yan to see his frail appearance crying.

Chu Yan didn't care about him, let alone call him, but put the strawberry milk he just bought beside him: "Hey, do you want to drink?"

The cold thing touched his cheek, Xie Qingquan opened his eyes wide, turned his head and saw the things on the ground.

And Chu Yan's figure had already disappeared in the dim lights, the lights over there were mottled, but the place he walked out was still dark.

Xie Qingquan picked up the box of milk and held it in his arms.

He remembered that when he had just received a heart transplant, he was sitting on a bench in the hospital, and he put an orange in his palm like this.

The sunflowers bloom beautifully, blooming against the sun, just like his smiling face.

Xie Qingquan squeezed the milk in his hand: "So nothing has changed."

This feeling is called warmth.

Yet he lost it.

—

When he got back to his place of residence, Chu Yan was sweating while playing basketball, so he went to the bathroom.

As soon as he turned on the shower, he found that his hands were controlled by someone: "...I'm going to take a shower, and I've sweated so much, it's so sticky, don't you feel uncomfortable?"

"I know, but leave it to me to take off your clothes." Cheng Lin said with a smile.

"……no."

"This body is also my body, I should do something for you."

Chu Yan's eyes widened, but he couldn't control his hand for a while.He could only watch his clothes being taken off in shame. It felt like his mother helped him dress and undress when he was a child. He was so old that he could still feel this feeling.

Because of Cheng Rin, he is like a disabled person.

Chu Yan was a little furious: "Cheng Lin!"

The other party only laughed twice: "Okay, take it off, go wash it."

Chu Yan: "..."

There was nothing he could do about it, Chu Yan could only sigh, and went over there to take a bath.

"The water temperature is a little hot."

"Oh." Tone down a bit.

"I didn't get the soap on my waist."

"Okay." He stretched out his hand and wiped it well.

"Would you like me to wash it for you?"

"Okay... Fuck, what a size you are!"

The MMP with Chu Yan's face has been in this world for more than half a year, and it has become a habit to have one body and two souls with Cheng Lin, and all their feelings are connected to each other.Even when taking a bath, I have developed such a bad habit.

Simply...

Chu Yan couldn't help but touch his forehead, feeling a headache.

After quickly taking a shower, Chu Yan came out wiping her hair with a dark complexion.

He said to Cheng Rin for the nth time: "I don't like men..."

"Then do you like yourself?"

Chu Yan thought for a while: "...It's, it's okay."

Cheng Rin smiled: "That's it."

Chu Yan: "...Don't take you as myself! It's enough for you to secretly change concepts!"

Cheng Rin smiled: "But your body is my body."

Chu Yan sighed.

"By the way, Luo Yuanjie sent me a message, saying that the woman who committed the crime seven years ago has been found."

Cheng Lin's face changed slightly: "Found it?"

"Well, she is living happily now and seems to have given birth to a child."

Cheng Rin can still recall the feeling when he was pushed out of the road that day. He felt that there was darkness behind him, as if an extremely cold hand had pushed him out forcibly, and when he raised his head, a car ran over him.

His body hurt so badly, he lost so much blood that he couldn't move his whole body.

Why……

Why did he have to suffer these hardships?

The light in Cheng Lin's eyes slowly went out, he saw a pair of red high heels, and fled from the crime scene in a hurry.

He still remembered the pair of high heels, he bought them with his father.

He thought Cheng Yao would buy it for Shen Qing, but obviously Shen Qing didn't receive that gift.

Cheng Rin closed his eyes completely and fell into the long darkness.

He thought he was going to die, but he didn't expect to wake up again, already in a person's body.

Is it Cheng Feiyu?

Cheng Lin's heart was full of darkness, and all his negative emotions were magnified when he became a ghost.

He wanted to kill that woman.

These years, Cheng Rin has been in great pain. The feeling of being crushed to death is still there, and he can still feel the phantom pain in his body when he dreams back at midnight.What if I have a body?He still felt alone, even more empty than when he had no body.

Until... a few months ago, he discovered that Cheng Feiyu had changed slightly.

He is in his body, so Cheng Rin knows the change most clearly.

Some inexplicable feelings, I don't know when they arose——

I want to hug him, kiss him, hold him forever.

"That woman, how can she be happy?" Cheng Rin's tone was cold.

A deep chill enveloped Chu Yan, as if all Cheng Rin's negative emotions erupted at this moment.

Chu Yan and him had one soul and two souls, and felt it most directly.

He shivered involuntarily: "Brother?"

However, Cheng Rin was already caught in his own emotions and couldn't hear Chu Yan's words at all.

"I want to take revenge, let her experience that pain, alone...not even worthy of having a body, living in emptiness, not even knowing whether she is dead or alive."

Chu Yan's eyes widened, it's over, now Cheng Rin is completely wrapped up in negative emotions!

"Brother, wake up!"

Cheng Rin's eyes, who were full of negative emotions, completely turned scarlet. This hostility broke through the cage like a beast, and directly affected Chu Yan who was in the same body.

That emotion made Chu Yan's body tremble.

so cold...

It's like being thrown into a world of ice and snow, trapped in a cage with no way out.

Chu Yan gasped for breath, his teeth trembling, and he felt the same way as Cheng Lin.

Cheng Rin lowered his head, those black threads of hostility wrapped around the body, Cheng Rin's scarlet eyes looked extremely beautiful in the dark night, like rubies.

And the words that came out of his mouth were tender and tender, covered with a layer of honey on top of the poison: "Xiao Yu, we will always be together forever. I will not go to hell, I will not drink Mengpo soup, and I will not let you go even if I become a ghost. "

Those black hostility entangled him like silk threads, and from a distance, it seemed that it was going to drown him.

"...do you know what you're talking about?"

Chu Yan lowered her head, already pretending enough.

Cheng Rin regained some consciousness: "Of course I know."

"Do you want to drag me to hell with you? Naturally, that woman will be dealt with by law. If you take my body for revenge now, I will spend the rest of my life with Xu Feng in prison."

Cheng Rin's consciousness was already shaking, those black silk threads no longer entangled Chu Yan.

He's trying to control, he doesn't want to hurt him.

Cheng Rin's face was covered with cold sweat, struggling to control those things.

"If you do this, you will disappear soon." Chu Yan's eyes were slightly cold, "Have you made up your mind?"

Cheng Rin smiled, showing no fear at all.

"I am a disgusting existence, and I should not have existed in this world."

"When I was squeezed out of Xu Rou's body that time, I wanted to leave you, because if I stay in your body again, you will be affected by these negative emotions sooner or later."

"But you reached out and hugged me, I don't know how happy you are."

These words made Chu Yan's eyes widen.

His heart beat violently, and he no longer gave Cheng Rin the cold look he had just now.

"Cheng Rin..."

Those rages were finally controlled by Cheng Rin, Chu Yan's body shook twice, and it was obvious that the soul in his body was weakening.

It's been seven years, if it wasn't for his obsession, Cheng Rin would have disappeared long ago.

Now that the woman has been found, Cheng Rin, who originally wanted to take revenge, controlled himself because of Chu Yan's words.

He is clearly a ghost.

Because he has two souls with Cheng Lin, he knows how difficult it is to control it.

Only by hurting yourself like self-harm can the riot just now be controlled.

Chu Yan's heart was extremely complicated, and Cheng Lin in his body had obviously fallen into a coma.

The towel that Chu Yan used to wipe his hair slipped to the ground, and his body also fell weakly on the floor.

The night filled the room, Chu Yan pursed her lips: "My love is very twisted if you insist on pestering me for so many worlds, I hope you won't regret it, Cheng Lin."

—

Because he had promised not to appear in Chu Yan's life again, Chu Yan hadn't seen Luo Yuanjie for a long time.

It's just that he will still contact you through text messages for important matters. After all, he still doesn't understand the incident seven years ago.

On National Day in October, Chu Yan returned to City C from school.

Hearing from Chu Yan that the murderer of Cheng Rin had been found, and after Chu Yan told Shen Qing the name of the murderer, Shen Qing finally couldn't help crying.

All these years, Shen Qing has always regretted why she was busy with work and didn't go to pick up Cheng Rin that day.

"Your brother was only 14 years old when he died. Even if you hate me, you shouldn't kill him."

Chu Yan's whole body was stiff: "Mom, do you know something?"

This matter has troubled Shen Qing for many years: "For a while, my mother suffered from mental illness, and a woman kept calling to threaten me. But I don't know who she is."

"and then?"

"She probably wanted to kill you, but she killed Cheng Rin by mistake." Shen Qing's face was pale, and she quickly added, "This is just my guess."

Chu Yan finally understood that Shen Qing had paid special attention to Cheng Lin's death day every year these years because she felt guilty.

I feel... Cheng Rin died for him.

Chu Yan sighed: "Indeed, it makes sense if you think about it this way."

That woman loves Cheng Yao so much, so madly, she definitely won't do anything to Cheng Rin.She hated her mother, and if she wanted her to suffer, she would kill him.

Chu Yan fell silent, it turned out that Cheng Rin actually died in his place.

Shen Qing hugged Chu Yan tightly: "It would be great if I was stronger then."

Chu Yan also hugged her back: "If that woman kills someone now, she won't be able to run away for seven years."

"??"

"Now that there are so many electronic monitoring devices, can you run?"

Shen Qing burst into laughter all of a sudden: "Now you still have the mind to joke with mom?"

However, this incident is finally over. When Chu Yan wanted to go back to his room, he walked to Cheng Rin's room.

Shen Qing didn't move his things at all, they were all neatly placed there.

Chu Yan turned on the light, dark blue sheets, and neatly arranged junior high school textbooks.

He walked over, lifted the quilt, and rubbed against Cheng Rin's bed twice.

"After that day, how long will it take you to wake up?"

His only answer was silence.

Chu Yan's eyes flickered, knowing that as long as he was stimulated to make Cheng Rin disappear, the task would be considered complete.

After all, love is worth something, and it only exists if the other party 'exists'.

He had the easiest way to do it, but Chu Yan didn't choose to do it.

——After all, the most delicious food should be eaten slowly, this is Chu Yan's habit.

Even the system said he dotes on Cheng Rin too much.

The amount of help.

The quilt seemed to smell of Cheng Rin, and Chu Yan knew it was his own illusion, so he rubbed it twice with a blushing face.

"sleepy……"

The eyelids became heavier and heavier, and Chu Yan gradually fell into a deep sleep.

In the dream, he seemed to see that place full of ice crystals again.

This is the second time Chu Yan came to this world and entered here.

He found himself in pajamas now, walking barefoot in this place.The cold air from the ice layer below rushed straight up from the soles of the feet, which was extremely cold.

"Cheng Lin." Chu Yan remembered seeing Cheng Lin in a certain ice crystal tree before.

He walked for a while, as if something was guiding him, and finally came to that place.

The two looked at each other, because they couldn't leave this place, Cheng Lin stretched out his hand to him again: "Come here."

With a completely different choice from last time, Chu Yan walked over there step by step.

Cheng Lin's scarlet eyes were full of tenderness, and he stared deeply at Chu Yan: "I'm about to disappear."

"……why?"

"what why?"

Chu Yan lowered his head, and tightly squeezed his hands: "Last time, you could take my body away, why did you restrain yourself, even hurt yourself... and exchanged your body for me?"

Cheng Lin stretched out his hand towards Chu Yan and smiled, "Because I like you."

Nothing more than a very simple reason, he said many times.

It's a pity that every time...Chu Yan finds reasons to prevaricate.

When Chu Yan heard this sentence again, his eyes widened and he stared blankly at him.

"I fell asleep for a long time and woke up to find someone asleep in my bed."

Chu Yan coughed violently, her face flushed.

Surrounded by ice crystals, there is nothing but ice and snow.

Cheng Rin didn't know why he insisted on bringing Chu Yan in, but he had an obsession in his heart, and since then, he has been haunting him every day.

After seven years, he should have disappeared, but he was greedy for the world.

The obsession dissipated, and he couldn't stay for too long.

"I want to hug you."

"...Just this time."

Cheng Rin showed a smile without any haze.

When the two separated, Chu Yan saw that Cheng Rin's body was getting weaker and weaker, and he was about to disappear.

Cheng Rin looked around: "This is my world, I only invited you in."

It is clearly stating the truth, but it is like the sweetest love words.

In a trance, Chu Yan lowered his head and saw the plum blossom branch that Cheng Lin handed over last time appeared in his hand.

Last time he handed it to him, this time he handed it back to him.

Chu Yan smiled at Cheng Rin, and the plum blossoms in his palm glowed slightly.

Chu Yan handed him the plum blossom in his palm, the world of ice crystals was broken, the sky of Wumeng was gradually dyed with color, and the orange sunlight shone down, illuminating the world brightly.

The colorful photons lingered all around, Cheng Rin looked at Chu Yan deeply, and didn't move at all.

For some reason, Cheng Rin finally said the words lingering in his heart.

"Can I hear you call my name again?"

Chu Yan was slightly stunned, not daring to say that name, because once he called it out, the mission would fail.

But facing Cheng Rin's eyes, Chu Yan felt sore, and his lips twitched twice.

Seeing his lips, Cheng Rin finally smiled and stretched out his hand to him.

When the breeze blew, Cheng Lin's body gradually became transparent, turning into petals and flying around Chu Yan.

For him, the obsession is gone.

[The strategy is complete. ]

He disappeared, and the value of love naturally disappeared.

As soon as the system finished speaking, Chu Yan called out his name almost at the same time.

"Yanqing!"

Until the end, his hands didn't touch him.

What the world here symbolizes, Chu Yan probably understands.

Full of ice crystals, lifeless.

And that person trapped himself so tightly that he never moved half a step.

"are you cold?"

"cold."

"Stay closer to the widow."

Those words, until the last thought of them, were a little warm.Bitter and sweet, I really don't know what it's like.

Flowers gradually bloomed on the ice crystals, and Chu Yan blinked, and the world had already changed.

Spring is warm and flowers are blooming, a piece of primrose color.

Chu Yan stood in the center of the world, looking at the beautiful scenery.

He suddenly remembered the agreement he had made in the previous world. He said that after recovering from his illness, he wanted to go to see the scenery in spring. The peach blossoms in the peach blossom forest should be in full bloom.

But because of the mission, he didn't have much life left, so that was just lip service.

I didn't expect this guy to cross a world, but let him see it.

Chu Yan looked at the peach petals in his hand, and smiled softly.

"I called your name, I owe you, I will pay it back."

Volume [-] Cultivation Master and Apprentice