It's a pity that I am as beautiful as a flower [Quick Transmigration]

Chu Yan is probably the only one who gloats at this kind of scene.

He also watched the fun with relish, for fear that things might not be a big deal.

The system suddenly remembered, this is a master who can play with himself, is there anything he can't do?

Involuntarily, even it felt a little relieved and wanted to watch the show.

System: Huh, something seems wrong?

The sky outside has completely darkened, blue and orange intersect, some are mixed together, some are lingering but distinct, turning into a bright drunken red.

Chu Yan's body has been completely controlled by Cheng Rin, and his eyes are gradually stained with scarlet.

He was about to be wrapped up in those negative emotions.

Loneliness and pain seem to lead to the deep darkness.

Cheng Lin stood in the dormitory, the scenery behind him was intoxicatingly beautiful.The afterglow of the sun shone behind him, and even every strand of hair seemed to be shining.

"Are you ready to die?"

Xie Qingquan's brain suddenly cleared up. The person in front of him who had the same appearance as Chu Yan could never be him!

"Who are you!?"

Cheng Lin's scarlet eyes only had killing intent: "You don't care who I am, anyway... you have to die."

"Where's Xiaoyu? What did you do to him?"

Cheng Rin's expression became darker with this hypocritical caring.

He grabbed Xie Qingquan's collar and warned word by word: "Don't call his name, don't kiss him, don't get close to him on purpose. This person, from inside to outside, is mine."

Xie Qingquan clearly felt the killing intent in his eyes.

He really wanted to kill himself!

As soon as he thought about Xu Rou's possession of Chu Yan last time, Xie Qingquan immediately understood that there was a ghost in front of him.

In my previous life... I definitely didn't have one.

Pain and shock flashed across Xie Qingquan's eyes.

Could it be because of his own rebirth that the butterfly effect was brought about, making Xiaoyu have an extra ghost beside him?

He wants to save him.

It's okay to die.

Xie Qingquan grabbed his shoulder: "Xiaoyu, don't give your body to this person!"

These words hit Cheng Rin's pain point again, jealousy welled up in his heart, and those negative emotions were almost out of control.

Why?

He has no body, even hugging Chu Yan is an extravagant wish.Why are these people looking at him greedily and getting Chu Yan's gaze?

"Xie Qingquan, you make me very anxious." Cheng Lin let go of Xie Qingquan indifferently, and looked down at him, "When I stayed in his body and saw all this, I didn't want to do it all the time."

Xie Qingquan also responded with a cold expression.

"He is trying his best to stop me. It is not me who let you go, but him."

Cheng Lin turned his head and looked at his right hand. If he had controlled that hand just now, he would have killed Xie Qingquan.

But...Chu Yan has been stopping it.

Really annoying.

"That's because Xiaoyu cares about me." Xie Qingquan's forehead was dripping with cold sweat, but he still smiled, "He cares about me more."

Cheng Rin lowered his head, his hair covered his face, and he couldn't see his expression clearly for a moment.

"He cares more about me than you, a dead man. You are already dead, why do you insist on pestering the living and refusing to let go?"

"enough!"

Xie Qingquan was slightly stunned, the person in charge of the body over there had obviously changed back.

Chu Yan looked at him with difficulty, panting heavily: "Can't you stop irritating him?"

Xie Qingquan immediately stood up and looked at Chu Yan worriedly.

But as soon as he entered Chuyan, he was strangled by someone.

Cheng Lin and Chu Yan are constantly fighting for control of the body, this time, it is Cheng Lin.

The force on his neck was very heavy, and he really wanted to kill him.

Breathing became more and more difficult, consciousness began to be a little confused, I couldn't breathe air... I was about to suffocate.

After waiting for an unknown amount of time, when Xie Qingquan felt that he was bound to die, the other party let go of his hand.

Chu Yan dripped cold sweat, and said to Xie Qingquan with difficulty: "Tell me, don't irritate him."

"Xiao, Yu?"

"Come on."

Xie Qingquan tugged at his sleeve: "No..."

Chu Yan hugged herself, afraid to pinch Xie Qingquan again.He took a deep breath: "If you don't go, I will go."

Xie Qingquan could only squeeze his hands tightly: "Okay."

When he was about to walk out of the dormitory door, Xie Qingquan paused and turned to look at Chu Yan: "Xiao Yu, who is more important between me and him?"

Brother Chu panicked a little.

Why did the Shura field turn to him?

Should not be!

"If you don't leave, I won't be able to control it!"

"I want to know the answer." Xie Qingquan stopped on the spot, holding the blade in his hand with a smile, "When I was pinched just now, I could defend myself. But that is Xiaoyu's body, I don't want to hurt you. "

"...It doesn't matter if you get strangled?"

"Of course it doesn't matter!" Xie Qingquan smiled and rolled his eyes, and touched the pinch mark on his neck with his hand, "If Xiao Yu really wanted me to die, being killed by you would be a kind of happiness to me."

Chu Yan opened his eyes wide, unable to react for a while.

Xie Qingquan's words were like thin threads that penetrated into his heart bit by bit, and then wrapped him tightly, leaving behind not palpitations, but trembling and fear.

He is telling the truth.

Would a normal person say that being killed by another person is a kind of happiness?

Chu Yan was heartbroken.

"... Hurry up, I don't want you to have an accident!" Chu Yan had no choice but to use this method to change the subject.

Xie Qingquan's tone was full of joy: "...Are you worried about me?"

Where on earth did you read this information!

Chu Yan's mouth was full of bitterness, and she didn't know how to explain it.

But after hearing what Chu Yan said, Xie Qingquan finally left the room.

He rarely refused to agree to Chu Yan's request.

When seeing Xie Qingquan leave, Chu Yan lost his strength and fell to the ground.

His forehead was wet with sweat, and his black hair looked messy.Even the deep T-shirt is soaked, and the lines on the body are very obvious.If someone else is here, they must be fascinated by it.

There was a circle of red on his hand, which was caused when Chu Yan pinched himself just now.

His skin is fair, and the pinch marks on it are like flower petals bloomed by a brush on rice paper.Cheng Lin could see clearly through Chu Yan's glasses.

He suddenly had other thoughts, wanted to ravage him, hug him.

"Don't have any weird ideas!"

Chu Yan panted heavily, still a little afraid of Fang Cai's situation.

He had been avoiding before, but he didn't see clearly the relationship between Xie Qingquan and Cheng Rin until what happened just now.

It's true... I like him.

It's too hot, and it's a little scary.

Cheng Rin's negative emotions just now turned into another kind.He controlled the other hand of his body, gently stroking Chu Yan.The skin on it was indeed extremely soft, making his eyes deepen continuously.

"You let him go, are you paying me yourself?"

Chu Yan glanced away: "This body was originally shared by the two of us. You have lost this deal."

"No loss."

"It's just that I didn't expect that he is so important to you, heh."

Chu Yan was speechless for a while, not knowing how to explain to Cheng Rin.

Now Cheng Rin looks obviously jealous...

The smell of vinegar is almost concretized.

If it wasn't for this character design, if it wasn't for this kind of task, he would have a hundred ways to coax Cheng Rin...

Chu Yan slowly got up from the ground, and said with an ugly face: "Cheng Lin, don't interfere with my affairs."

The confrontation between Xie Qingquan and Cheng Lin just now turned into a confrontation between him and Cheng Lin.

Cheng Lin's scarlet eyes were beating coldly, and he never expected that Chu Yan would speak for Xie Qingquan.

"Do you know the consequences of saying that?"

"I know that your feelings have been conveyed to me through the senses." Chu Yan walked to the mirror over there and looked at himself in the mirror, as if he and Cheng Lin were looking at each other face to face.

"But this is my life."

These words kept resounding in Cheng Rin's mind.

He thought he would be angry, but when Chu Yan said this, all he felt was heartache.

Cheng Lin looked in the mirror, and suddenly felt disgusted with his current appearance.

What Xie Qingquan said is still vivid in my ears - you are already dead, why should you occupy the living?

He's right...

He was already dead.

Cheng Lin asked the last sentence: "Then let me ask you, me and Xie Qingquan, who do you choose?"

[Oh, it's a thousand-year problem. ]

[Your mother and your girlfriend fell into the river, who would you choose to save? ] The system also faltered.

Chu Yan: [... I still have a girlfriend in this life? ]

[Oh, yes, forget you're gay. ]

Chu Yan chose to remain silent on this question.

Until Chu Yan came out of the shower, she didn't answer Cheng Rin.

After that, Cheng Rin seemed to be completely silent, and he never manipulated this body at will.

Chu Yan lay down on the bed exhausted, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

[You should tell me about Xie Qingquan, what happened to him before he was reborn? ]

[These three reborn people come from three different world lines. When they all converge, that is, the place where Cheng Feiyu is in this world, there is Cheng Feiyu's death, and then you are called. ]

[I know, there must be an effect if there is a cause, what I want to ask is what happened to Xie Qingquan before. ]

[Cheng Feiyu and Xie Qingquan in that world have been friends since childhood, but not in this world.Xie Qingquan has a twin brother, but his younger brother was weaker than him when he was young. After he died when he was young, his organs were given to two people, one is you and the other is Xie Qingquan. ]

Chu Yan's eyes widened: [Wait, why don't I have any memory? ]

[Because Shen Qing in this world didn't tell you.Until now... Xie Qingquan feels that Xie Qingyuan exists in your body and his body, that Xie Qingyuan is still alive. ]

Chu Yan shuddered suddenly, no wonder Xie Qingquan was so attached to him.

[He is the younger brother? ]

[No, the person he loves is obviously you, look at the data. ]

The love value is indeed full, and Chu Yan feels entangled.

Originally, I thought that after hearing this, I might find some breakthrough, but who knows that it is even more difficult now.

No wonder he used that kind of attack to attack Xu Feng, but Xie Qingquan's love value did not change at all... It turned out to be the reason.

[What is the host planning to do? ]

[Headache, why don't you just tell me not to maintain a persona, let's have a sadomasochistic relationship, I promise I will have a good time as a scumbag! ]

[... Your most important words are in the last sentence, right? ]

Chu Yan laughed twice: [-v-]

[There's nothing you can do about being cute, you've already exposed your true nature! ]

[Tsk, now that you've been discovered, there's nothing you can do about it. ] Chu Yan chooses to be frank and lenient, [I just want to experience the thrill of being a scumbag. ]

OK, pretty confident.

[What about Cheng Rin? ]

Chu Yan's eyes deepened, and she smiled meaningfully: [I like to save delicious food for last. ]

system:[……]

I just don't know what Cheng Rin, known as the 'most delicious', is thinking at this time.

—

Chu Yan slept for a long time, from that night to the next afternoon.

Even though he had class the next day, he couldn't get up at all.

When she opened her eyes again, Chu Yan felt her body was very heavy. There were people walking around in the dormitory. Chu Yan opened her eyes with difficulty, but saw Xie Qingquan.

"How do you..."

"Xiaoyu, you have a fever."

Chu Yan coughed, her cheeks were flushed, and her throat was sore.

Xie Qingquan helped him up and put a cushion on his back so that he could sit more comfortably.

"This is porridge. You just woke up with a bad stomach. Drink the porridge first, and take cold medicine later."

This was already the nth time for Chu Yan to eat the porridge cooked by Xie Qingquan. He looked at the white bowl with numbness, even though the porridge inside looked very delicious.

Chu Yan didn't dare to eat it, because he didn't know what the smell of meat was from the porridge last time.

He has a psychological shadow.

Seeing him staring at the bowl without moving his hands, Xie Qingquan couldn't help laughing: "There is no medicine in it."

Chu Yan quickly waved his hands. Since the last time, he didn't really believe that Xie Qingquan would do such a thing.

It's just... Should I ask about the meaty smell?

Just when Chu Yan was hesitating, Xie Qingquan took the bowl in Chu Yan's hand, took a spoon and fed Chu Yan one bite at a time: "Ah, open your mouth."

Chu Yan bit the bullet and finally took a bite.

He hadn't eaten hot food for a long time, and when he took the first bite, his whole stomach became warm.

The physical discomfort seems to have improved a lot.

After eating a few more mouthfuls, the smell of meat became stronger and stronger. Chu Yan felt strange, and saw the bandage tied on Xie Qingquan's hand in a trance, and suddenly thought of something.

He covered his mouth all of a sudden, hurried to the toilet and vomited violently.

"……vomit."

Xie Qingquan came from there, patted Chu Yan's back, and asked distressedly, "What's wrong?"

Chu Yan hurriedly kept a distance from Xie Qingquan, and looked at Xie Qingquan with eyes like a madman: "The porridge...has the smell of meat."

Xie Qingquan looked at him clearly.

"Tell me clearly, what did you add to it? Why did your hand hurt?"

Xie Qingquan laughed helplessly: "...Xiao Yu is too suspicious, even if it is me, it is impossible for me to feed you with my own meat."

Hearing what he said, Chu Yan's stomach churned, and he couldn't help but vomited out again.

After he finished vomiting, he asked Xie Qingquan weakly: "Then why did your hand hurt?"

Xie Qingquan's face changed slightly, and he looked lightly at the bandaged hands: "This? When I wanted to resist that day, I was accidentally cut by my own blade."

"Really?"

"Ah."

Chu Yan was looking at Xie Qingquan suspiciously, when the bandage on Xie Qingquan's hand suddenly loosened, and it was so loose that it almost fell off.

Chu Yan frowned, but still pulled Xie Qingquan into the room, and tied the bandage on Xie Qingquan again.

"Be careful next time, and remember to change your dressing when you get injured."

Seeing that Chu Yan cared so much about him, Xie Qingquan kept smiling and rolled his eyes, as if wagging his tail behind him.

Chu Yan looked at him suspiciously: "Will I hurt you?"

"will not!"

"How about the wound? How long did the doctor say it would take to heal?"

"Well, I don't really want to heal so quickly, isn't this wound beautiful?"

Xie Qingquan shook his arms twice, his smile was a little more bloody.

Chu Yan looked at him, but his heart sank: "...What beautiful wound? It's strange to say that."

Xie Qingquan pondered for a while, then smiled and assured Chu Yan: "Then I won't talk about it in the future! Xiaoyu doesn't like my little hobby, so I will get rid of it!"

...Little hobbies?

Chu Yan felt his body tremble twice.

"You are sick, go back and lie down quickly, I will bring you the cold medicine I bought."

"……Um."

Chu Yan was still comforting herself in her heart, don't be afraid, don't be afraid.He made that bet with Luo Yuanjie, and he would win in the end - because Xie Qingquan didn't lose control.

After taking the medicine, Chu Yan became even more groggy and drowsy easily.

He didn't know how long he had slept, and in a daze, he seemed to have heard someone's conversation.

"He has already taken the veritaserum. If it doesn't work, you know what will happen."

"Don't worry, the products I sell must be genuine."

"En." Xie Qingquan hung up the phone.

The noisy voices were endless, and Chu Yan seemed to hear someone knocking on the door again.Xie Qingquan walked over with a gloomy expression, and opened the door: "What's the matter?"

"I heard that Cheng Feiyu went back to the dormitory? We just came to see him!"

Xie Qingquan showed killing intent: "You dare to enter this dormitory? Are you not afraid of me?"

They suddenly remembered that there was a strange person like Xie Qingquan in this dormitory, and their faces froze.

"But Cheng Feiyu finally came back... The teacher also taught us to look at him more..."

Xie Qingquan raised the corners of his mouth: "Then you guys come in, but if you get hurt, it's none of my business."

Several people frowned at the same time, terrified of Xie Qingquan.

None of them dared to go any further. They looked at Xie Qingquan with dry smiles, and a few sharp-eyed ones saw Cheng Feiyu sleeping inside, and couldn't help asking: "Is Cheng Feiyu still asleep in broad daylight?"

"Xiaoyu is sick."

"...Sick?" Several people looked at Xie Qingquan with suspicion.

Xie Qingquan frowned, with a cold light in his eyes.

Although Chu Yan was in a daze, he saw something hidden behind Xie Qingquan.

They can't come in!

"Well……"

Chu Yan made a sound, and Xie Qingquan looked over there worriedly: "Xiao Yu is not feeling well, you can come see him later."

"Oh." Several people were still dumbfounded.

Xie Qingquan closed the door.

"It's in the way."

He looked at Chu Yan who was lying on the bed, and found that he was not awake at all, so he asked him gently: "Xiaoyu, good boy... tell me, who was the ghost that possessed you last time?"

He had to ask clearly who it was.

The change completely different from the previous life made Xie Qingquan extremely alert, and even wanted to get rid of this factor.

Chu Yan's mind was in a daze: "Cheng Lin."

"Who is Cheng Lin?"

"Cheng Lin is Yan..."

[Owner! ]

The systematic self-protection woke up Chu Yan's mind in an instant.His body has already taken the medicine, and the reaction it made is the most real, even the consciousness...

It's really too dangerous.

Halfway through his speech, he suddenly stopped.

Xie Qingquan frowned: "Yan what?"

"Uncle Yao's son."

Fortunately, his pronunciation of the last word just now is not very standard, so I don't know if he can get away with it.

Xie Qingquan looked at him for a long time, as if he was sizing up, trying to see if he was lying.

Under such a large number of gazes, Chu Yan's heart trembled, as if something had suppressed his throat.

Don't find out...

It's over if you find out...

Fortunately, Xie Qingquan didn't get entangled anymore, but started the next question: "Then why...he would go to your body?"

"I've... been able to see ghosts since I was a child."

Shock flashed across Xie Qingquan's eyes, he stroked Chu Yan's eyes, and slowly uttered two words: "Qingyuan..."

It turned out to be like this, it turned out to be like this.

Xie Qingquan hugged Chu Yan, who was the most important person in his life.

He loves him madly and passionately.

"Xiao Yu, are you still Xiao Yu?"

Resisting the negative consequences of Veritaserum, Chu Yan clenched his teeth and said to Xie Qingquan, "I am Cheng Feiyu."

Hearing this answer, Xie Qingquan smiled self-deprecatingly: "What stupid thing did I ask, I thought you could possess your brother, and you could also possess Qingyuan..."

Chu Yan was so frightened that her heart almost stopped suddenly.

He thought he also had Xie Qingyuan in his body?

It turned out that Xie Qingquan meant this!

"The last question, me and Cheng Lin, who do you choose?"

Chu Yan's pupils were in a daze, and finally he could no longer restrain himself, and said the name.

"Cheng Lin."

Xie Qingquan clenched his hands tightly, feeling pain in his heart, and let Chu Yan go.

Xie Qingquan didn't do anything, just murmured: "Cheng Lin."

This kind of reaction was more terrifying than his other reactions, for fear that Xie Qingquan would do something to his body again.

After all, Xie Qingquan was not Xu Feng, after letting him go, he went straight outside.

Chu Yan lay down on the bed again, completely exhausted.

He couldn't help being afraid for a while, because he had used too much force just now, and his eyes were filled with physiological tears.

It’s over.

Between Xie Qingquan and Cheng Rin, because of what he said just now, they are completely incompatible, and they have become rivals in love.

But Cheng Rin, who hadn't seen him for a long time, suddenly appeared, thinking that Chu Yan was really crying.

"If I had a body, I would kiss all your tears away."

Chu Yan: "..." Where did Tom Su's lines come from?

Cheng Lin controlled his right hand, stretched it out and rubbed Chu Yan's hair, and said for a long time, "I'm so happy."

Well, he felt it, he felt it.

Chu Yan tried her best to mouth and asked him—wait, why are you moving?Still don't help me?

Cheng Lin's tone was filled with a smile, and the previous depression was swept away.

When he heard Chu Yan say that in front of his rival, Cheng Lin felt a sense of pleasure, even better than killing Xie Qingquan.

"Because I want to hear your answer too."

Chu Yan: "..."

Well, you are worse than Xie Qingquan!

On the contrary, Chu Yan was faintly excited. This world is really surrounded by Shura Fields every day.

—

With the night wind blowing on his face, Xie Qingquan fell into memories——

Xie Qingquan and Xie Qingyuan are twins, they have been together since birth.

Although the family is rich, his father is not at home all year round.Mother often hugged them and murmured to herself: "Mom only has you."

Xie Qingquan often feels that such a mother is very pitiful.

Especially after a few years.

They are twins, their bodies are very weak, but Xie Qingyuan's body is weaker than him, and he still has time to breathe, but Xie Qingyuan has been living in the hospital all year round.

One time, when Xie Qingquan went to the hospital, he heard his mother begging Qingyuan.

"Qingyuan, I'm sorry... Can we die? The doctor said that after so many years of hard work, you can only live until now. Mom really worked hard, but still can't save you."

Xie Qingyuan put his little hand on her face: "Mom, I know...you talked to uncle doctor, do you want to give my heart to brother?"

Mother Xie burst into tears, holding Xie Qingyuan and apologizing all the time.

"I can't do it and lose both of you at the same time."

"So, just throw away me who is sicker and will not live long?"

Mother Xie trembled, feeling that her dirty thoughts were completely revealed in front of the child, as if the most private things had been put on the table.Xie Qingquan was a little scary since she was a child.

"Who told you this? Mom doesn't think so!"

Xie Qingyuan pointed to the side: "This grandfather told me."

Mother Xie swallowed, opened her eyes wide and looked over.She could even hear the clicking sound when her neck turned, and when she looked over there, she found that there was no one there.

"Qing Yuan, you are mistaken, there is no one there." Xie Mu's face turned pale.

Xie Qingyuan lowered his eyes and pinched the sheet: "Well, there is no one."

Xie's mother breathed a sigh of relief and asked Xie Qingyuan to sign the consent form. Just as she was about to go out, Xie Qingquan who was standing outside suddenly came in, looking at Xie's mother with resentment and tears.

Mother Xie walked out with her things in a panic, and there were only the two of them left in the ward.

"Qingyuan..."

With tears streaming down his face, Xie Qingquan walked over there step by step.

Xie Qingyuan's face was very pale, so thin that he didn't even look like Xie Qingquan.

"Grandpa said I won't live long, maybe a week or two."

"But after I die, I can still save my brother and keep you alive."

Xie Qingquan burst into tears: "I don't want you to die."

Xie Qingyuan just laughed, he was more mature than him since he was a child, more like an older brother.

After that, Xie Qingyuan still pushed him away.

Even if he was treated, it would not be able to extend his life, so Mother Xie said that.

Ever since he accepted Xie Qingyuan's heart, Xie Qingquan felt that something was wrong with him.

He's getting sicker and sicker, like a madman.

So scared of being alone.

so afraid……

Just thinking about it makes the blood in my whole body go cold.

Until...he heard that Qing Yuan's bodily fluids had saved another person.

If it wasn't for Chu Yan's presence, he really felt like he had become a monster.And the photo with sunflowers in the background was also taken at that time.It was planted in the hospital, and several convalescent children were playing below. Xie Qingquan met Chu Yan.

For the first time someone reached out to him, as if in the endless darkness, he grasped the light.

After Qing Yuan died, he was completely alone.

And the man stood under the sunset and threw an orange to him: "Do you want to eat it? The nurse sister gave it to me."

Behind him is a large field of sunflowers.

Xie Qingquan was reluctant to eat that orange, and in the end it turned rancid and he regarded it as a treasure.

When he met Chu Yan again, he had already forgotten about him.This is the butterfly effect after rebirth, Xie Qingquan always thinks so.

They were supposed to be best friends!

We have been together since middle school, high school, and college.

Xie Qingquan clutched his heart, his eyes filled with tears.

The wound on his hand couldn't stop the pain in his heart at all, he kept digging with his hands, as if diverting the pain could divert tears.

But why...

"It still hurts."

This time, he finally didn't choose him anymore.

Don't leave me alone, why did everyone leave him in the end...

—

What happened that day seemed to be an illusion.

When Chu Yan regained consciousness, he saw Xie Qingquan's smiling face again.

He shrank back a few times in an instant, and looked at Xie Qingquan warily.

Xie Qingquan's heart ached, and he lowered his eyes in embarrassment.

"Xie Qingquan, what else do you want to do?"

"Xiao Yu, I just want to know... who is that ghost, and is it dangerous to you."

"...Oh, that's why you did this?" Chu Yan's expression was full of disgust.

Xie Qingquan's eyes were red, obviously he had cried just now.

Having seen his ferocious side a long time ago, Chu Yan has long since given up on this kind of thing.

"So what if you know?"

Xie Qingquan's lips turned white, and he squirmed twice, but he didn't say anything after all.

"Xie Qingquan, I'm so disappointed in you." Chu Yan's face was full of fatigue, and he even clenched his hands tightly, "Do you know that Luo and I..."

"what?"

"...Forget it, let's go, I'm tired."

Xie Qingquan could only stand up, unable to say anything.

Looking at his leaving figure, Chu Yan always felt that his back was stained with deep loneliness.

Chu Yan said to herself in her heart - don't be fooled, he is pretending to be pitiful to deceive him again!

It's just that Xie Qingquan is always on the verge of collapsing, maybe one day it will fall apart.

Chu Yan clenched her hands: "Xie Qingquan, you said before that you hate yourself, what about now?"

Xie Qingquan's footsteps paused, but he didn't turn his head: "Well, I hate it. Actually, I am very cowardly, I love to act like a baby to you, and I am afraid of being alone... But there is no one around me."

Xie Qingquan paused, "Xiaoyu is very important to me."

Can he tell Chu Yan what happened before his rebirth?

No.

This will only be regarded as a lunatic.

When Xie Qingquan walked out, the sunlight below was dazzling.

He couldn't help stretching out his hand, trying to catch those beams of light, but in the end...but found that it was just an illusion.

It turned out that he was the only one trapped in time and couldn't get out.

He was just afraid of being alone, because he was the one who was left behind every time.

When Qing Yuan died, when Chu Yan left him.

"Why am I always dull and can't hold your hands?"

He hugged his body, not wanting to be alone more and more.

—

Lying on the bed, Chu Yan finally recovered, and sent a text message to Luo Yuanjie.

[I lost. ]

He lost too badly in the last bet.

Xie Qingquan lost control in front of him, and almost hurt others.If he hadn't tried his best to make a sound, what would have happened to those who came to see him.

Chu Yan threw the phone aside and looked at the ceiling in a daze.

"Cheng Lin, I want to go home and visit my mother."

"Now?"

"Well, I'm homesick."

"I'll be with you."

These simple four words made Chu Yan's eyes full of tears.He wanted to tell Cheng Rin that he chose him because he had been with him for seven years, not love.

But when the words came to his mouth, he was choked by something, leaving only sourness.

On the second day, he asked for leave from school and flew from city A to city C.

City C in June is like a furnace, and you can sweat profusely just by standing on the street for a while.When Chu Yan got off the plane, the people around him kept staring at him, but Chu Yan had already gotten used to the look in his eyes.

"very handsome."

"It's just too thin, so good-looking, like a star."

Chu Yan lowered her head, apparently not hearing these words.He is a little socially afraid, afraid of other people's eyes.After finally walking out of the airport, Shen Qing stood outside and waved to him: "Xiao Yu~"

Chu Yan hurried over, a smile finally appeared on his stiff face: "Mom."

Shen Qing looked Chu Yan up and down: "Why did you lose so much weight? Did you eat properly at school?"

"...Yes, I eat a lot."

"I'll tell you that it's hard for you to live outside, it's better to go back to school!" Shen Qing put Chu Yan's luggage in the trunk, "Let's go home!"

Chu Yan nodded and smiled happily.

They lived about four to ten minutes away from the airport, and Chu Yan fell asleep in the car.

Shen Qing looked at Chu Yan, her smile softened.

Her son, whom she didn't have to worry about before, came back suddenly, and Shen Qing knew that something must have happened, so she didn't ask, she just hoped that Chu Yan could live a happy life.

When she got home, Shen Qing told Chu Yan to go in early.

Aunt Lin, the nanny, cooked all the dishes at home. Although Shen Qing wanted to cook, she had no time to receive Chu's banquet.

"Hurry up and wash your hands, come and eat later."

"it is good!"

Just when Chu Yan finished washing and wanted to eat, she was interrupted by Shen Qing: "Wait, let Aunt Lin scoop up a small bowl and put it over there first, and then serve the incense stick."

"...What's wrong?" Chu Yan was confused.

"Today is your brother's death day, so I have to make a bowl for him alone."

Chu Yan muttered a few words: "Mom, you are biased! It's like this every year!"

Shen Qing's smile was a bit lonely: "When we divorced Cheng Yao back then, we had been arguing over Xiao Lin's death. After all...it was because I didn't pick up Xiao Lin that day that he got into a car accident."

Chu Yan looked at her and smiled softly: "Brother has forgiven you a long time ago."

"You will say something sweet to comfort me."

"It's true!" I said it myself!

Besides, the person who killed Cheng Rin was the woman Cheng Yao abandoned before, and she had nothing to do with Shen Qing.

Although Cheng Lin is a fierce ghost and has a lot of resentment, he respects Shen Qing like an elder.

After all, after Cheng Lin's death, Shen Qing is the only one who misses him every year.

Chu Yan came home with a little more!

Cheng Rin didn't dare to mess around at home, and only touched it when he went to school.

Some thoughts were wrong, Chu Yan coughed lightly: "What about incense sticks and paper money? Give it to me, and I will burn it."

"Ah."

Chu Yan took the things and walked to the door, put his hands together and burned them all.

He asked Cheng Rin in a low voice, "Is it delicious?"

Cheng Lin woke up slowly when he heard Chu Yan's voice.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Chu Yan burning something.

It seems that there are still painted dishes - Man Han Quan Banquet, which looks lifelike.

Cheng Lin held back the frenzied taste: "...It's delicious, I like it."

Chu Yan breathed a sigh of relief: "Mom bought this, and said that you also need to be enshrined..."

Cheng Lin's expression changed instantly: "It's unpalatable!"

Chu Yan: "..." Who was the one who said it was delicious just now?

But Chu Yan was very happy to be able to return to the way they used to be with Cheng Rin.

He was about to stand up when he couldn't help laughing.

"The face changes so quickly..."

"If it was Xie Qingquan, I wouldn't say that."

"Ok?"

"I just call trash."

Pfft, it turns out that everyone has different status, and the corresponding way of swearing is also different?

That seems unpalatable, or should I respect Shen Qing?

Chu Yan curled her lips, walked over there, and began to eat with Shen Qing.

Seeing that he was smiling all the time, Shen Qing asked helplessly: "Why have you been giggling all this time? And he was talking to himself again."

Chu Yan quickly corrected his attitude, and said solemnly: "Nothing! I just think this dish must be delicious!"

Shen Qing also laughed helplessly.

After finishing the meal, Chu Yan dragged the box back to his room.I haven't been back for a long time, so it's better to be home.

On the phone, Luo Yuanjie sent a text message.

[The two people whose legs were injured before, who are willing to say who they are, brought Xie Qingquan to the hospital. ]

[……What's wrong? ]

[I'll show you the truth bloody. ]

Chu Yan stared at the text message closely, and his heart was suddenly pulled, as if some emotion was constantly fainting.

believe him?Still don't believe him?

After a while, the phone rang again, obviously it was Xie Qingquan calling.

Chu Yan clenched her hands, finally took a deep breath, and connected Xie Qingquan's phone call.

"what?"

"Xiao Yu, don't trust Luo Yuanjie..." Xie Qingquan looked at the information in his hand with a solemn face, it was the first time he gave in to the family, and only then did he get the information.But Xie Qingquan only hated himself for not being soft with his family earlier and getting these things earlier.

Otherwise, Luo Yuanjie wouldn't be allowed to come into contact with Chu Yan like this.

"One of you told me not to trust you, and the other told me not to trust Luo Yuanjie." Chu Yan took a deep breath, "I've had enough!"

However, Xie Qingquan's next words made all the blood in Chu Yan's body cool down.

"He has something to do with Cheng Rin's death."