It's a pity that I am as beautiful as a flower [Quick Transmigration]

Dim lights

The spring rain is like wine, the lingering rain falls from the sky, drips down the eaves and onto the stone slabs.

Ji Zhiyun tore off the gauze on his legs again, and seven or eight wine bottles were randomly scattered on the ground.

When Sheng Niang walked in, seeing this scene, she hurriedly stepped forward to tie up the gauze for Ji Zhiyun: "My lord, why did you tear it apart again? Don't you want this leg?"

The traces of being burned that day still clearly surfaced on it.

Ji Zhiyun pushed her away recklessly, and asked, "Did you find out?"

"……Um."

"Where was he buried by King Yan?"

Sheng Niang was a little embarrassed: "There is no burial."

"Is it cremated?"

"nor……"

Ji Zhiyun's chest heaved: "He won't even let Lin'er go to the grave?"

Sheng Niang suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, because Chuuxuelou's inquiring information was top-notch, so when she knew that sentence, she was also shocked by King Yan's affection.

But my lord can't continue to be so decadent. The news that there is an intelligence organization inside the Chuuxue Tower has already spread. If this continues, the Chuuxue Tower will be destroyed!

"My lord, please be sober! You can't come back! As early as the fire..."

"shut up!"

Sheng Niang only felt that the man in front of her was pitiful. First, she was used and deceived by the host to hurt the person she was supposed to protect, and then she watched her favorite person die in the flames.

"The king of Yan said that he would not let the young master be cremated. He had already suffered from burning himself before his death, and he didn't want the young master to do it again after his death."

After hearing this, Ji Zhiyun laughed, "It's all my fault, it's me..."

"There is also the landlord... The body of the landlord was transported back to Yanwang Palace by King Yan, and buried in the same mausoleum with his mother."

"Yanli?" Ji Zhiyun laughed at himself, with tears in his eyes, "If he hadn't lied to me, I wouldn't have admitted my mistake at all, and what happened later wouldn't have happened."

Sheng Niang knew about this matter a few months ago, and she couldn't help Yan Li at this moment.

She listened quietly, then picked up the wine bottles scattered on the ground, and because the smell of alcohol in the room was too strong, she walked over slowly and opened the window.

The spring rain immediately poured in, and the fine rain seemed to combine with the aroma of wine inside, and the air was filled with a cool taste.

When Sheng Niang saw the people downstairs, her eyes suddenly shrank.

But here, Ji Zhiyun was still muttering to himself: "After all, I can't hate him either."

The person he has guarded for so long seems to have become a habit, and it is impossible to hate him in his bones.

Sheng Niang could only suppress the fact that the man came to Chuuxuelou, and said to Ji Zhiyun: "Didn't the landlord give the Chuuxuelou to the adults, didn't they already explain everything to the adults?"

Ji Zhiyun fell silent, as early as that day after the fire, his heart died, and he didn't want to interfere with other things.

No amount of regret can ever be undone.

In a daze, Ji Zhiyun seemed to remember the appearance of Chu Yan throwing himself into the sea of ​​flames, the flames danced on his body, and he was completely white except for the red hairband.There seemed to be red lotuses blooming behind him. When he rushed in, his figure gradually disappeared.

Ji Zhiyun had never seen such a beautiful picture, nor had he seen such a miserable picture.

"I just... want to protect you."

Ji Zhiyun closed his eyes, letting tears of regret fall from his eyes.

Just at this time, a masked woman came from the door.Sheng Niang glanced at her, seemed to have a thousand words to say, and finally swallowed them all.

"My lord, someone is looking for you."

Hearing Sheng Niang's words, Ji Zhiyun slowly raised his head.

His eyes flashed: "Is it you?"

Huai Yue walked in and took off the black hood.Her face had been destroyed and her eyebrows had been burned off, leaving only a horrible face.

"My lord, I am ordered to come..."

"roll!"

Huai Yue kept her head down: "All Zhou's palaces were burned down by King Yan. The king escaped and now guards the last city of Zhou. He asked you to return to his side. You are Situ, one of the three princes..."

Ji Zhiyun laughed heartbreakingly: "As early as that day, I resigned."

"You are from the Ji family!"

"Ji's family?" Ji Zhiyun couldn't help laughing at himself, "My life was never my own, don't think I don't know how my mother died. My father kept saying that he loved his mother, but he still couldn't stand those weird things. Eyesight... has given mother a slow poison."

Just because his mother is a foreigner?

My mother is an expert in herbal medicine, and probably knew which things were poisoned a long time ago.

She drank it anyway, because it was carried by her father through his hand.

After his mother died, he did not leave his mother's grave for a long time, which was also a sin of atonement and repentance.

He felt that he shouldn't exist in the world, not only these amber eyes, but also this matter.

When Ji Zhiyun was a teenager, he regarded Ye Lin as the only light in his heart.Then he accidentally recognized the wrong person, and he also turned to him with joy, even if he was used by Yan Li, he would not hesitate.

But in the end, Ji Zhiyun realized that what he carefully guarded...was all wrong.

Ji Zhiyun took a deep breath, and calmed down: "You go, I am no longer Ji's family."

Huai Yue lowered her head and knelt down towards Ji Zhiyun: "Master Situ, if I don't take you back today, the king will kill my brother."

Ji Zhiyun was extremely indifferent: "Then let him kill."

Huai Yue's complexion changed drastically, and she was finally irritated. She quickly pressed the hidden dagger against Ji Zhiyun's neck: "If you don't come back with me, I will kill you!"

"You take my body back home."

Huai Yue was shocked to find that the Ji Zhiyun in front of her had changed.His eyes were full of emptiness, and he was extremely indifferent, as if what was being threatened at this moment was not his own life.

Ji Zhiyun still leaned forward, allowing the blade of the dagger to slit his throat.

Huai Yue was taken aback, and quickly removed the dagger, which was already stained with blood.

But Ji Zhiyun went crazy: "Not enough... not enough pain..."

"Big, big..."

"Lin'er must have been in great pain when he died. He said he hated me when he died, and I was the one he hated. How can I repay him for this little pain?"

Huai Yue was shocked and exited the room in fear.On the other hand, Sheng Niang was full of sympathy: "You go."

"Aren't you going to stop it?"

"I stopped it, but my lord has been... self-harming all this time."

Huai Yue's eyes widened, and her body began to tremble.

She finally left this place, and since then... no more news from Huai Yue came.

Sheng Niang is just pitiful, no matter whether it is King Yan or the lord.One was holding a decomposing corpse, and refused to let him be buried, fearing that he would be bitten by insects underground.They also refused to cremate him, because he had already suffered this kind of suffering during his lifetime.And the other... tortured himself every day to repay, and was drunk and dreamed every day, but he still couldn't see him once in his dream.

It's better not to know the word love.

Deep love and shallow relationship are the most heartbreaking.

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It was another spring, Yan State had unified Zhou State.

He returned to his hometown, the Peach Blossom Forest where he met Chu Yan.

A restaurant was set up in the depths of the peach blossom forest. When he walked in, he suddenly heard a heated discussion at another table.

"It is said that King Yan is really powerful. Not only did he unify the state of Zhou, but also the state of Qi was defeated steadily by him."

"It's not the first time I've heard that King Yan likes to fight. How do you talk about this today?"

"I heard a piece of news... Didn't King Qi die last year? The new king came to the throne at such a turbulent time... As a result, King Yan came to the city the next day."

"Oh, the new king is really pitiful. What happened next? Was he killed by King Yan?"

"How can it be! As soon as King Yan saw his face, he didn't kill him for some reason. I heard that...he was exactly the same as that young master."

Hearing this, Ji Zhiyun's hands trembled.

He lowered his eyes, laughed at himself, and also at King Yan.

What happened to Yanqing?Haven't you seen enough of your own lessons?

He's irreplaceable... looks the same, and it's not him.

He didn't believe that the person who had already gone to hell would come back.

Ji Zhiyun didn't want to care about these anymore, and left here after buying spring wine.When he went to worship his dead mother, he had to go through the peach blossom forest.

When Ji Zhiyun arrived at that place, he limped over there: "Mother, I'm here to see you."

The tomb was poorly repaired, and it didn't look like the Ji family's mistress at all.He pulled up the weeds that grew wantonly for the grave, and after a while, a group of children from the village came here to play wildly.After seeing Ji Zhiyun's abnormal posture, they laughed and called him lame and threw stones at him.

Those stones all hit Ji Zhiyun's back, and he glanced at those children indifferently.

The amber eyes looked even more terrifying in the sun, and the group of children suddenly dispersed, and their mouths changed from cripples to monsters.

Ji Zhiyun didn't want to pay attention to those things, but poured a glass of spring wine on his mother's grave.

"I met him here 15 years ago."

"But I'm a stupid person. I not only recognized him wrongly, but also hurt him deeply."

"I can't find his grave, but if my mother sees him under the spring, please tell me..." Ji Zhiyun's breathing was trembling at this point, he knelt in front of the grave and said every word , "Convey it to me, I will spend the rest of my life to pay him back."

A section of his arm was exposed, full of scars and signs of self-harm, and his whole body was even more emaciated.

Ji Zhiyun stood up with his usual expression, his eyes were full of emptiness.

Hearing that there will be a lantern festival at night, Ji Zhiyun remembered that Chu Yan had been pestering him when he was in Situ's mansion, and wanted to go out to watch the lantern festival.It's just that I never took him out once.

He suddenly wanted to see the lantern festival tonight.

When night fell, all the towns were hung with lanterns.

It is a rare celebration to pray for a year of wind and rain and a bumper harvest in autumn.

The surrounding lights illuminate the surroundings brightly, and where there is light, it looks inexplicably warm.

Ji Zhiyun walked to the street, unexpectedly looking at these, his already numb heart could feel a bit of warmth.

These lights shone on his face, making those amber eyes less conspicuous, and everyone around him treated him as a normal person.

Ji Zhiyun suddenly understood Chu Yan's intention, he wanted to appreciate these things like a normal person.

Ji Zhiyun's heart ached unbearably, and suddenly he heard a voice beside his ear.

"I don't know how to learn."

"like what?"

"Does it look like Yanli?"

In the dimly lit place, looking back suddenly, he was left alone.

The surrounding crowd was bustling, passing by him.Ji Zhiyun lost his mind and stood where he was.

no one.

"You are you, not anyone."

Suddenly, Ji Zhiyun seemed to see him smiling.

He stretched out his hand to grab him, and a childish smile appeared on his face: "Ye Lin..."

In an instant, the icy cold overwhelmed everything.

In a daze, Ji Zhiyun seemed to hear someone shouting: "Someone is diving! Come on!"

What is diving?

Ji Zhiyun frowned, he just grabbed Ye Lin's hand.

Volume [-] Modern Ghosts