It's a pity that I am as beautiful as a flower [Quick Transmigration]

When Chu Yan walked out of the room, Yan Li still couldn't forget the feeling of palpitation.

If it was the Chu Yan from before, he might still look down on her, she was as weak as a little white flower, and would die if no one took care of her.

And the present Chu Yan...is mellow and sweet, and if you stop and smell his fragrance at any time, you will be fascinated.

He likes it that way.

Some of the wind and snow outside the window blew in, Yan Li walked out of the room straight away, with a charming smile on his lips.

After reaching the attic, Yan Li lazily looked at the bustling crowd outside, but her heart was immersed in some things.

It’s been so long, but I still can’t forget——

Although his mother was honorable, she was not favored by the former King of Yan.The former king of Yan loved beauty, and he often visited beautiful palace people, resulting in a large number of people in the harem, and many people often disrespected the queen.

These things, the mother endured for him, and barely kept calm.

However, when he was young, he was not very considerate of his mother, and he always felt that his mother was too cowardly as a queen.

Yan Li will always remember that summer, when his mother went to the palace to escape the summer heat, she secretly brought back an eunuch.

Mrs. Qi recommended that man to her. She said that she was good at applying makeup. The eunuch's name was Qi Lian, a native of Qi.

Yan Li didn't pay much attention to it, but later found out that Mrs. Qi recommended a fake eunuch to her mother, in order to pick up the opportunity to get close to the queen, so that Mrs. Qi could catch the traitor.

However, things are not as Mrs. Qi expected. Although the queen is in love with Qi Lian, she has no physical relationship with him, and even wants Qi Lian to stay in the palace with her.

During this time, the queen became pregnant again.

As for the younger brother, it was the one that King Yan said Yan Li strangled to death.

As a young man, he didn't even know that Qi Lian had selfish intentions, he was unwilling to let Mrs. Qi catch him, otherwise he would definitely die.It's just that his handle is in Mrs. Qi's hands, and he can't rely on others, so he came up with another trick, designed to make everyone think it was his brother who was strangled to death.

In this way, Mrs. Qi's goal will be achieved, and his mother will be sick if she sees her sons killing each other.

Later, Yan Li was tortured for ten years as a hostage because of this incident, while the queen was depressed, and when she was dying, she thought that her eldest son had killed her younger son.

The fake eunuch Qi Lian also went to Qi State through Mrs. Qi's influence, and became a famous envoy of Qi State.

The funny thing is - he was young at the time, and he didn't know what it was, but her mother really fell in love with Qi Lian.

Yan Li took a deep breath, no matter how hard it was, he would avenge his mother!

Now he was finally able to come back from the state of Zhou, Brother Wang's birthday was approaching, and he inquired that King Qi would definitely send that person to celebrate Brother Wang's birthday.

The wind and snow outside blow in from time to time, making people's hearts colder.

He will never forget this deep enmity. When he saw the baby's body in Ziluan Palace, it was that person who came with the queen mother and falsely accused him of strangling his younger brother to death.

Yan Li took a deep breath, and suddenly opened the window wider.

He doesn't mind being colder.

Anyway, he has been walking in the ice and snow for so many years, and his body has been frozen for a long time. He takes advantage of everyone, and it doesn't matter if he is cruel.

For so many years, the only thing that supported him was that monstrous hatred.

"Mother, I will quickly tear that person into pieces."

He waited, pierced the man's blood vessels one by one with a small knife, and tied him in front of the queen mother's coffin until his blood dried up and died.

Use his blood to pay homage to the dead queen mother.

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Chu Yan returned to the palace with King Yan. When he was lying on the bed, he was still thinking about what happened today.

It turned out that Ji Zhiyun had been hacked by him a long time ago, and the system had not issued a notification sound, which made Chu Yan feel that the attack method was wrong.

"Now that a corner has been breached, many things will be easier to handle." Chu Yan smiled sweetly.

[When is the master going to tell Ji Zhiyun that when Ji Zhiyun was guarding the spirit that day, the person he saw was the original owner? ]

Chu Yan felt strange: [Don't you sympathize with Ji Zhiyun?Admitting the wrong person is not an excuse for him to do those things to Ye Lin. ]

[Bah, who said I sympathized with that scumbag? ]

Chu Yan raised the corners of her lips and chuckled: [That's good, but this matter needs to be exposed by Yan Li in person, understand? ]

[……Right. ]

Chu Yan clutched his stomach, there was nothing he could do about the residual poison, the place was still hurting.His hair was drenched with cold sweat, and he still had time to chat and tease the system here.Chu Yan showed a slightly cold smile: [I have not lived long, and Ji Zhiyun only knew the truth before he died.If he sees Yanli and I together, he will definitely feel more pain. ]

After all, double green hats.

The system shuddered. It was not so cruel when it abused Lin Jinzhi. It seems that the master especially hates Ji Zhiyun.

Chu Yan wasn't in the mood to talk to the system, he was sweating a lot, the poison was really severe, he just pretended it didn't hurt.Now that it hurts, even he can hardly bear it.

Although the system is humanized, in order to protect the host, the only thing that can be blocked is the pain of love, but this kind of pain cannot be blocked.

He can only bear it alive.

"Can't sleep tonight. Memories weave, I have to sleep."

If this memory is not spoken, it will be woven with dreams.

Chu Yan closed his eyes, and after the memory compilation was completed, he saw a beautiful peach blossom forest.

The petals fluttered down and sprinkled on her body. The pink and white petals fell on the ground, which also spread a thin layer of petals on the ground.

The soil is full of softness, and shallow footprints can be left when stepping on it, as if it is going to rain.

"Young master, why did you come here? Go back with the slave, or the master will be angry."

Chu Yan looked at him, and smiled softly: "Come here."

"I heard that someone was buried in the countryside over there, and I also went to see the excitement today. That son refused to leave his mother's grave, exactly the same as the young master back then."

Chu Yan's mother died in January, and she was buried in the peach blossom forest at that time.

Father and mother have a very good relationship. Since mother died, they built a wooden house in the peach blossom forest and drank heavily every day.

My father was immersed in his mother's death and couldn't get out of it. He must have been drinking for two months.

Hearing what the servant said, Chu Yan hummed lightly. He knew about this a long time ago, and he brought pastries to visit him yesterday.

Perhaps, he is here today.

At night, Chu Yan sneaked out again and arrived at Ji Zhiyun's place in the dark.

The night was dark and windy, and the moon was covered by layers of dark clouds.

With the help of the few lights, Chu Yan looked over there.

Originally thought that today's Ji Zhiyun would still be kneeling in front of his mother's grave, but he didn't expect that there was already someone by his side to accompany him.

Chu Yan looked over carefully, Ji Zhiyun saw the tenderness of the young man beside him.

The young man turned his back to Chu Yan, and Chu Yan couldn't see his face at all, but he could see Ji Zhiyun's expression clearly.

The pastry in his arms had been crushed, Chu Yan lived in the peach blossom forest for two months, and it was rare to have a partner of the same age, so he naturally fell in love with Ji Zhiyun.

But seeing how kind he is to others now, Chu Yan's heart was full of pain, and she withdrew her gaze.

Chu Yan went back again, he accidentally stepped on a branch when he backed up, causing Ji Zhiyun over there to look here.

"what happened?"

Ji Zhiyun replied, "There seems to be someone over there."

"Perhaps you misheard?"

Ji Zhiyun didn't want to refute Yan Li's words, after all, it was rare for him to make a friend.

"Maybe." Ji Zhiyun looked at Yan Li tenderly, "Thank you so much yesterday."

Yan Li smiled lightly: "It's just pastries."

"You also gave me an umbrella, and it rained lightly this morning, so I'm reluctant to use it again."

"...Why?"

Ji Zhiyun: "I'm afraid that if it wears out, I won't be able to find the umbrella and return it to you."

I originally wanted to leave, but on the way to leave carefully, I still heard all this.

Chu Yan's face was pale, and his figure finally disappeared into the dark forest.

Ji Zhiyun was talking to Yan Li, but not long after, there was another sound from there, he looked at that direction for a long time, his eyes flickered slightly.

He was worried, but finally followed.

[Follow up? ]

[Uh-huh! ]

[It’s also thanks to my deliberate induction. ] He had to let Ji Zhiyun know that the person that day was not Yan Li, but Ye Lin.

Chu Yan walked through the peach blossom forest sadly, unaware that Ji Zhiyun had already followed behind.

He was very sad, so he walked unhappily, and Ji Zhiyun got closer and closer.

The night is getting thicker and thicker, walking in the dark, and the vision is very narrow.At the tip of the nose, there is only the smell of earth and the fragrance of peach blossoms.

Ji Zhiyun saw Chu Yan sobbing and walking to the grave next to the wooden house, and put the pastry in his arms in front of him.

"Mother, Dad has been drinking recently."

"I know someone... I heard that his home is far away, but he is reluctant to leave his mother here alone, just like me..."

"The man next to him looks like me. Did he misidentify me?"

"Forget it, just admit your mistakes. It's always like this. Everyone will leave me in the end, so you shouldn't expect anything extravagant."

Because my father was always drinking heavily, the family gradually began to run out of money. Although it was not that we couldn't afford things, it might be just the first symptom, and it would become more serious in the future.

He was reluctant to eat the pastry, and carefully placed it on a plate in front of the grave.

"Aunt...I miss you so much."

As the night deepened, the corners of Chu Yan's eyes filled with crystal clear tears.

He is haunted by a deep loneliness. In this silent peach blossom forest, maybe no one will come back.

Ji Zhiyun's breathing trembled, he didn't know...was he really mistaken?

At that moment, Ji Zhiyun, who was originally trapped in a dream, suddenly awakened all his memories.

This is a dream?or real?Ji Zhiyun couldn't tell.

But it was the first time he had seen such a real dream, and he could even feel the details, the touch of those peach blossoms.

Ji Zhiyun wanted to take it as real, otherwise how could it be explained?

Looking at the young Chu Yan, he was still hugging his mother's tombstone affectionately and sadly, talking about his mother.

This is the scene when he was young, this is the day after he recognized Yanli!

When he was chatting and laughing with Yan Li, Chu Yan had attended the appointment!

Ji Zhiyun suddenly felt extreme pain, as if tens of thousands of poisonous insects were gnawing at his heart, so... what did he do?

Turn a blind eye to his feelings, let him die instead of Yan Li, and still leave the same marks on him?

That cup of poisoned wine...

Ji Zhiyun's lips trembled, and he wanted to go over and hug Chu Yan: "Lin'er..."

But when the screen changed, it was another snowy night.

Chu Yan was injured by his order, and she watched him fall into the snow and couldn't get up.

"Take him back to his room."

"Do you want to see a doctor for treatment?"

Ji Zhiyun couldn't control his body, showing a cruel smile: "If it's cured, wouldn't the beating be in vain?"

The servants didn't dare to say anything, and hurriedly sent Chu Yan back who was about to faint.

Ji Zhiyun wanted to scold himself, why was he so cruel?But he is like a bystander, his body is completely out of his control.

And this dream is just a reproduction of the scene at that time.

He went back to his study and looked at the picture he drew when he was young. It was just a flying peach blossom forest, and there was no trace of a person on it.

Ji Zhiyun remembered that he looked at the painting for a long time that night and didn't care about Chu Yan at all.

Ji Zhiyun's veins bulged, and he wanted to see Chu Yan, but his body was completely out of his control.

Not long after, a maid hurriedly came to report: "My lord is not well, the young master has a fever!"

"Why did you call me when it was burned?"

"My lord, don't call me a doctor...Young Master will die if this continues!"

Ji Zhiyun's heart ached to the point of tearing, he still remembered clearly what he said that day.

——Go and tell him that if he can't make it through, the life of the old servant at home will die with him.

Chu Yan's father died before he could save him, leaving only the old servant who took care of him since childhood.

I don't want to let Zhi, I want him...to replace Yan Li.

Ji Zhiyun gritted his teeth tightly, not wanting to say that kind of thing again.He found that he could finally control his body, Ji Zhiyun felt sad and happy, and hurried to Chu Yan's house with the maid.

As soon as the door was opened, there was a bloody smell.

So he was injured so badly?

Ji Zhiyun hurried to Chu Yan's side, and seemed to smell a familiar scent, Chu Yan opened his eyes in a daze: "Sir? Have you come to see me?"

He had a bad fever, and his mind was confused: "No, why did my husband come to see me...he wants to kill me. The way my husband looks at me is cold, without any affection. I must be dreaming now."

Ji Zhiyun's throat was choked, as if a heavy weight weighed on him, and he couldn't utter a word.

This cold night, outside is full of wind and snow, did he actually live like this?

After all, this dream is not quite the same as the reality. At that time, he asked the maid to tell Chu Yan like this, did he push Chu Yan, who was carrying the last hope, into the abyss?

"I'm in so much pain, my whole body is in pain, but it's not as painful as the pain in my heart."

"If I had known this was the case, I shouldn't have jumped to the flames, and I shouldn't have let it go..."

"It's not that I didn't go to him this time, it's that he doesn't want me."

"Obviously owed me, obviously that day was me, he lost me."

Ji Zhiyun suddenly woke up, sweating profusely on the bed.

He gasped heavily, not understanding why he had such a dream.

Ji Zhiyun only felt it was absurd, but he didn't dare to let go of everything in his dream easily.

There is only one way to prove it.The maid who served Chu Yan back then came with him this time, Ji Zhiyun put on his coat and hurriedly called her over.

His black eyes were like cold stars, and he looked at the girl with extremely low air pressure: "When you were serving the young master, what did you say when he was injured that night?"

The maid trembled: "The slave girl said that in front of the young master according to the adults' instructions. The young master smiled bitterly and said that he will definitely hold on and will not let the old servant at home die in vain."

Ji Zhiyun thought about it, and he could almost imagine Chu Yan's mood when he said these words: "Is there any more?"

The maid hurriedly spit out what she knew: "In the middle of the night, the young master started talking nonsense. I was really afraid that the young master would not be able to hold on, so I used the old method from my hometown to wipe the young master's body with spirits, I hope the young master can survive. But the young master has so many injuries, every time I wipe him, he will tremble. When he wakes up from the pain, the young master seems to have misunderstood the slave..."

"Acknowledgment?"

"Yes, the young master mistook the slave for an adult, and said something like 'Obviously owed me, obviously it was me that day, but he lost me'. The slave didn't understand these, I just felt that the young master said When I said this, I was heartbroken and very pitiful, so I took care of the young master for one night..."

Ji Zhiyun opened his eyes wide, and a flash of disbelief flashed in his eyes.

But no matter how much he didn't believe it, the dream he had today was actually true?

He was wrong!So wrong!

If Chu Yan hadn't survived by luck, even... almost lost the chance to make up for it.

Ji Zhiyun pursed his lips: "You did a good job. If you hadn't kindly taken care of him that day, he would not have been able to survive that night..."