It's a pity that I am as beautiful as a flower [Quick Transmigration]

Apricot blossoms, spring rain, light smoke and indifference.

The rain has come to an end, leaving only a few drops as thin as silk threads falling.

Xiao Ling just finished taking the medicine and walked out of the house.

He was full of disgust, but Li Huang on the side advised him not to act rashly: "Your Highness, the concubine concubine personally delivered those concoctions, even if you know there are ghosts in them, you must drink them without any doubt!"

Xiao Ling held his forehead: "I know."

Li Huang even felt sorry for Xiao Ling, how high-spirited was Xiao Ling back then?Everyone in the Xiao Kingdom wished that His Highness the Crown Prince was well.

Back then, the imperial concubine hadn't given birth to Lin'er for a long time, and she loved her very much after she had His Royal Highness the Crown Prince.But what I didn't expect was that ten years ago, the imperial concubine was pregnant again, and after giving birth to her second son, she felt bad for His Highness.

What Li Huang originally thought was that even if the imperial concubine did not like his eldest son, she would not harm him.

But the imperial concubine hardened her heart to support her youngest son to the throne, seeing that His Highness the Crown Prince could not be judged in terms of political achievements, she used cold stone powder to hurt His Highness the Crown Prince's body.

Xiao Ling waved his hand: "Li Huang, you go down first."

"promise."

Xiao Ling stood in front of the railing, and after taking off Han Shi's loose clothes, he was in a state of bliss.

He clasped the pillar next to him tightly with his hands, bleeding from his nails.His forehead was bulging with veins, not like it was in the past few years. In these years, he deliberately restrained himself, preferring to hurt himself a little.

Xiao Ling hated it in his heart, if others don't know, doesn't he know?

The imperial concubine has not been pregnant for a long time, and when she gave birth to a daughter, she made a good show of exchanging a civet cat for the prince.If the emperor knew that he was not his own son, not only would he die, but the imperial concubine would also die.

The imperial concubine was afraid that he would tell the truth, and that he would not give way to her own son.

At the beginning, he was kind to him, but now he has become a thorn in his side, and he can't wait to use cold stone powder to hollow out his body.

Xiao Ling's breathing became more and more disordered. In the world, is there anything true or false?What else can he have?

All... are illusory.

After most of the effects of the medicine had passed, Xiao Ling's sanity returned.

In a daze, Xiao Ling seemed to hear someone laughing on the other side of the rockery.

Xiao Ling felt that the voice was familiar, so he walked over quietly.

It was still drizzling around, even though it was the end, Xiao Ling was still chilled all over.He hid behind the rockery, saw Xiao Chen over there having fun through the gap, for some reason, his heart suddenly became peaceful.

Xiao Ling was covered by rockery and flowers and leaves, his eyes were extremely gentle.

Xiao Chen suddenly fell down, Xiao Ling raised his heart, but he didn't dare to approach.

Coincidentally, at this time Lin Jinzhi came over, Xiao Ling took a careful look at him, with pain in his eyes: "Jinzhi, help me support him and take him to the medicine."

"Why don't you go by yourself, Your Highness?"

"If it were me, he would be scared."

"But after so many years, His Highness has done so many things to the Seventh Prince, are you planning to hide them all?"

Xiao Ling's eyes turned gray, and he squeezed his hands white: "Hold it, this is an order."

Lin Jinzhi sighed, and had no choice but to walk out of the rockery and help the injured Xiao Chen.

The boy's eyes were full of admiration.

Lin Jinzhi was slightly stunned, and for some reason, a little bit of jealousy was born in his heart.

What Xiao Chen saw in his eyes was never the real him. Over the past few years, he had been treating him well on Xiao Ling's behalf, with every detail in every matter.

Lin Jinzhi thought of Lin Houye's words, asking him to pay more attention to the Seventh Prince, and became a little distracted.

It would be fine if... let this person admire him wholeheartedly.

He doesn't hate it.

So, it was wrong from then on.

One step wrong, step by step wrong.

Xiao Ling hid in the dark, watching the happy conversation between the boy and his best friend.

He didn't even dare to tell him that Lin Jinzhi treated him well, cared for him deeply, and gave him wound medicine and gifts, all because of him.

What kind of mistake, what made Xiao Chen give up on Lin Jin later, all because of this reason?

Xiao Ling didn't dare to expose it.

He dared to confide his passionate love to him, and he also dared to give up his crown prince.

But Xiao Ling just didn't dare to do this matter.

Being treated so tenderly by his enemy, even the person he admires is wrong, what will happen to him?

Xiao Ling's clenched hand had pierced his palm, his body trembled slightly, and he staggered away from that place.

He was wrong and should be punished.

His heart is full of pain, self-blame, annoyance and other emotions, as long as he sees Xiao Chen looking at him in fear, Xiao Ling will also grab the pain.

Even sometimes, when he raised his hand to touch the other person's hair, Xiao Chen would close his eyes tightly and shrink back.

Sometimes, Xiao Ling even hoped that he could act recklessly in front of him, and even play tricks on him and play tricks on him.

However, all of these... are impossible.

That night, after Xiao Chen fell asleep, Xiao Ling walked into his room.

Silver frost slanted into the ground from the carved window, and the moonlight was as soft as gauze, shining on his eyebrows and eyes.

The skin of Xiao Chen's exposed wrist was also covered with a layer of tulle, which was as smooth as a piece of jade under the moonlight.

Xiao Ling stood in front of Xiao Chen's bed, and took a deep look at him.

"The medicine that the imperial concubine gave me is far more than just Hanshisan. I was harmed by others, and at the same time, I also hurt you. I will be willing to bear any revenge you... in the future."

"Even if you get revenge from life to life, I still owe you."

He made up his mind, and later Xiao Chen took away the crown prince, but was imprisoned by him in Bieyuan.

During those few years of detention, although Xiao Ling finally got rid of his drug addiction, his body gradually deteriorated.

Xiao Ling planted pear blossoms in the other garden, he remembered that this was Xiao Chen's favorite flower, when it bloomed in late spring, it was like a tree of pear blossoms snowing, and when the wind blew, it fell all over his skirt and sleeves.

He didn't have a few years to live, and the only thing he wanted was to see him.

Finally saw him, but Xiao Chen ordered Han Zheng to shoot him to death with an arrow.

When Xiao Ling died, he deeply engraved Xiao Chen's appearance in his heart.

No one is qualified to kill him, the only person in this world who is qualified is Xiao Chen alone.

but……

Why is he so unwilling?

He hasn't confessed his love to him yet, he is dead, Han Zheng and Lin Jinzhi both hate him, these two are wolf ambitions, who will protect him?

The blood gradually cooled down, Xiao Ling closed his eyes forever.

But his soul lingers on, just like the oath he made before he died, always following him.

And Xiao Chen has long been heartbroken, and has no worries about the world.Although the minister became suspicious, Xiao Chen himself insisted that he was injured during the hunting, so he cultivated in the palace and did not go to the early court.

He is so determined that the ministers are not good at saying anything.

Xiao Chen wanted to die, and even voluntarily handed over his rights.

And Han Zheng...holding more than half of Xiao Guo's military strength, he was already powerless.

Han Zheng hated Xiao Chen, and he was bound to avenge him.

Later, the government was controlled by Lin Jinzhi and Han Zheng. After Xiao Chen died, he was wrapped in a shroud and thrown directly into a mass grave.

Xiao Ling stood beside his corpse and wept loudly, but he was helpless, watching the wild wolves gnaw on his corpse, leaving no bones left.

He saw Lin Jinzhi walking over in a hurry, and wept bitterly.

"I'm sorry... I didn't know until you died that it was my father and my Lin family who were sorry for you first."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Xiao Chen, all of them are using me, who else would love me except you?"

Xiao Ling was so angry that his face was livid, and he really wanted to tug on Lin Jinzhi's collar and ask him——

Why not save him?

Why let him die?

It's a pity...it's too late.

Xiao Ling stood there in a daze for a long time, just like Lin Jinzhi, one day, two days, three days...he refused to leave.

Lin Jinzhi didn't eat or drink, and finally couldn't hold on anymore, and fell down on that spot, never breathing.

The unwillingness and distortion in Xiao Ling's heart reached the extreme, he suddenly hated them, hated these two people, and hated himself.

Suddenly, Xiao Ling saw a beam of light in the sky.

In his mind, a voice sounded.

[What is your wish? ]

[I……? ]

Xiao Ling was in a trance, [I hope to find him and stay with him. ]

The voice in his head muttered, as if he was discussing with someone: [...It turns out that there are two identical prayers, so what should I do?Um?Is it to give the other party the right to choose?Understood. ]

Xiao Ling still didn't quite understand: [Who the hell are you? ]

The system explained everything, and solemnly told him: [The price you pay is seven lives of loneliness, and the right to choose is still with the other party, because I received two identical prayers, and the other person paid The same is the price. ]

Xiao Ling was short of breath, and understood who the other person was.

Lin Jinzhi!

[Even if he doesn't choose you but chooses Lin Jinzhi, you still have to pay the price.The same is true for Lin Jinzhi. ]

Xiao Ling lowered his head: [I know. ]

[I found him in the future, his name is Chu Yan now. ]

[Chu... banquet? ]

[In this life, he will start all over again. ]

[In this life, he personally avenged himself. ]

[In this life, he no longer ends up with no bones left. ]

[But your end is going to be miserable, you still can't escape the ending of being shot to death by his order, and then... you have to pay that price. ]

Xiao Ling showed a smile: [This is enough. ]

So what if he was killed twice?

He doesn't care.

As long as he can change this ending, he is willing to do it.

When it started, the system told him that it would be very difficult next time, and asked him to prepare mentally.

However, Xiao Ling kept smiling all the time, as if facing him, it was not the deep darkness, but the light.

The system is very strange: [It's all like this, why don't you give up? ]

"It would be great if it was really easy to give up."

When he said this, he was not crying, but smiling.

I will pay the price, and you can change that damned ending to your heart's content.

What is waiting for you should not be such a fate.